Always Forgiven, Never Forgotten | By : A.K.O.Shifting-Shadow Category: Stargate: SG-1 > Slash - Male/Male Views: 1203 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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"Symbiote speaking." I'm using bold to represent the echoing voice symbiotes have when they speak.
"Host speaking."
-Symbiote speaking to host.-
Host speaking to symbiote.
“You mean there are other humans out there stealing other world technology and you did not think to inform us!” Martouf stated.
“We were not aware of it ourselves until recently. Unfortunately there are other organisations on Earth that wish to use the Stargate for more selfish purposes.” General Hammond replied.
“We demand this situation to be resolved! If you don’t this alliance is over. We cannot trust you if you cannot control or trust your own race!” Garshaw retorted.
“SG1 is working on it and will keep us up to date.” Hammond assured. Malek perked up at the mention of SG1 and immediately wondered how his host was doing. He listened closely trying to hear more of their talk but it seemed they had wandered off leaving Malek to worry over the safety of his host. He trilled loudly demanding attention but no one came to him. He trilled again but still no answer.
After a few moments of sulking Malek calmed and glanced around. He wanted to know how his host was doing and yet he was receiving no answer because everyone was ignoring him. Wasn’t Martouf and Lantash supposed to watch him? Malek was seriously debating leaving his tank and going to them instead of waiting for someone to come to him, but he knew that would be suicide. He swam around his tank in agitation.
“Hey, Malek.” Malek quickly turned and met the face of a blonde haired, blue eyed nurse. In fact it was the same pale skinned nurse that had held him the day before for that symbiote lesson. Malek trilled softly as she gently lowered her hand into the water and gave him a little scratch. “What’s wrong little guy?” She asked. “You must be bored. I am in the middle of conducting my rounds, would you like to accompany me for a little while? I’m sure you can stay out of the tank for a little while.” Malek trilled an affirmative and quickly wrapped himself around her wrist.
“You know…” The nurse commented a short while later. “At first I found your natural form a little disconcerting but now, I’m wondering if I’d like to be a host in the future. I find the idea of never being alone very comforting. I’m also diabetic so it would mean no more injections; in return for helping me live healthily I’d give the symbiote life and companionship, though I probably wouldn’t be much of a companion…” She stated, mostly thinking to herself. Malek did not mind though, he found it very comforting to know at least one person liked him in his true form. He rested his head against her skin and happily listened to her talk as she went about her daily work.
“Malek!” Malek’s head went up in shock and the nurse jumped as they turned as one to face the open door. Lantash stood in the doorway looking very panicked but visibly calming as he saw Malek resting on the ladies’ wrist.
“Er…” The nurse stated nervously. “I didn’t realise you’d miss him, I only took him from his tank half hour ago, he was very stressed and agitated.” She explained. Malek concurred with her and warned Lantash not to upset her, informing Lantash that she was considering becoming a host and was getting to know Malek and his true form.
Lantash calmed. “Forgive me. My host and I had not intended to be gone for so long and when we returned to find him missing we grew very concerned.” He stated. “I am glad to see he is well and that you are comfortable with him as he is now, many find our true forms repulsive.”
“Would you like me to return him to the tank? I know he can’t stay out all that long.”
“Does his skin feel like its drying out?”
“No.”
“Then he can stay out for a little while longer.” Lantash confirmed. “Or you could bring his tank here as he works so he is beside you.”
“I don’t want to inconvenience anyone; I was really just keeping Malek company since he was obviously agitated alone.” The nurse replied shyly.
“It is not an inconvenience, I am glad he had someone here.” Martouf replied. “Forgive us once again, Lantash and I have not introduced ourselves. I am Martouf host to Lantash and Lantash is my symbiote.”
“It is a pleasure. I am Victoria Harris.” The nurse replied politely. Malek squealed interrupting their conversation and demanding an explanation from his fellow Tok’ra.
“Ah…so that was why you were so agitated.” Martouf stated fondly. “It turns out that some humans dressed as staff from the SGC have stolen a very powerful weather device from another planet. The tribe there are holding the SGC responsible until it is returned. SG1 and General Hammond are working to track down the imposters and to retrieve the device. Garshaw is displeased because she feels that we cannot trust a race that cannot trust their own. I am sure that it will work out however. As for Louis, he is well and he paid a visit whilst you were still resting but chose not to disturb you.” Malek trilled. “Yes, he is well.” Malek relaxed and returned to resting against the nurse’s arm.
“You were worried for your host?” Victoria asked. “I’m sorry, I did not know.”
“It is fine. None of us take offence.” Martouf replied. “In truth without Lantash I probably wouldn’t be able to understand Malek either.” He confessed, the nurse merely hummed and gently scratched the back of Malek’s head. “Malek tells me that you’re thinking about becoming a host. May I ask why?”
“Hmm.” Victoria began shyly. “I…Well when I watch the Tok’ra I can’t help but be envious of the bond you share. The love a symbiote has for the host and vice versa is remarkable and I have to admit I find it comforting to know they’re never truly alone.”
“It is true. I love Lantash dearly and he loves me just as much. I cannot imagine life without him.” Martouf confirmed. “But no-one becomes a host on a whim, it is a life-long thing, there is no turning back.”
“I know.” Victoria confirmed. “But I truly think I would love to be one of you. Not only would I be saving a life that symbiote would be saving me. You see I have a condition called diabetes, my body has stopped producing an enzyme which breaks down sugars in the body, the sugars pile up unused in the blood, my blood thickens and my body eats itself to get the energy it needs. To prevent this happening I have to inject a laboratory made enzyme into my body to deal with these sugars. It means life-long injections; I can have as many as ten injections a day. But with a symbiote I’d never have to inject and I could be saving its life in return.”
“That is indeed a far trade.” Lantash replied agreeably. “Such conditions like that are easily cured by us.”
“I know it sounds selfish but that is not my true reason for thinking about becoming a host. As I said before, I like the idea of being a host, of having a life-long companion. The way your hosts speak makes me envious of the love you share and I’d truly would love to be a part of that.” Victoria stated. “But I’m thinking it over seriously, I’m not going to make the choice on a whim. But if you do ever need a host, I’d be honoured if you’d consider me first.”
“Thank you for the offer. It does bring much joy to my heart and I know it will relieve many others including the Tok’ra council. It is so difficult to find willing hosts; I hope more Tau’ri are as open-minded as you are.” Lantash complimented.
“Thank you.” Victoria replied realising that it was indeed a compliment. “I know a couple of people within the staff are fascinated by you. I’m sure a few of them might be ready to become hosts in the future.”
“Yes indeed, I saw some Tau’ri sitting with the Tok’ra and asking questions in your….cafeteria. I am taking this as a good sign.” Lantash replied.
“It is a good sign.” Victoria replied. “I think our two races will be good for each other.” She added.
“I believe that as well.” Lantash agreed. “Of course we have a long time to go before our alliance is set in stone. Both Garshaw and Hammond are arguing the details of the alliance, once they’ve come to an agreement Garshaw and Malek, once he is back with his host, will bring it before the council and they will disagree or agree with the terms. It is going to be a very long process.” Malek trilled tiredly. “Malek has just said ‘You are sure right.’ I have heard the council can take some time to reach a decision.”
“Hmm a shame, but we can still act as if the treaty is in place and fight together.”
“You are correct. I have been speaking to all the Tok’ra on behalf of the Tau’ri and almost all of them agree this alliance would be good for our race. I have noted that some of my kin have gone as far as to actually talk to your people and allowing their hosts to speak to the Tau’ri. It seems to give your people comfort when the host speaks and it is clear that they are still there and not ‘suppressed’.”
“Yes, I think some people are afraid that you may be a little bit like your cousins. They believe once they become hosts they will cease to be who they were and cease to be as free as they were. You must admit that some symbiotes can come across as very arrogant and it scares many to think that the symbiotes wish to take primary control.”
“Yes I am aware we can come across and very prideful and arrogant, but it isn’t as it always appear, some bonded partners prefer the host to be in control and some prefer the symbiote. Each blended pair have their own coping mechanisms and ways of functioning.” Lantash explained.
“I’m sure if your people continue to show this, that my people will understand a lot more.” Victoria replied. “If nothing else it gives them comfort to know the hosts are not abused or forgotten.”
“Of course, that is why Martouf and I encouraged our comrades to do so, so the Tau’ri can witness the bond and see that it is truly a symbiotic relationship.” Lantash replied. “Still it is annoying that we must make so many compromises.”
“I know it seems like you’re the guys making all the compromises but look at it from this angle.” Victoria replied. “Imagine for just one moment you are a human who has been fighting a parasitic race and then you’re confronted by what you believe to be parasites. But these new ‘parasites’ are claiming not to be parasites at all but something else.”
“I understand, I truly do, we Tok’ra know better than anyone about how closely related to the Goa’uld we are. I believe I understand what you are trying to say. Your people are making sacrifices too, trying to look beyond what we are and accept our unique way of life.”
“That’s precisely what I’m saying.” Victoria agreed. “Both our people have had to make sacrifices, my people have had to learn that not all symbiotes are evil and your people have had to learn tolerance and acceptance of another race’s nervousness and fear. And although it does not look like it now, this experience will make our alliance stronger.”
“You are correct.” Martouf replied. “Sometimes the greatest things come out of sacrifices.”
“On Earth we have a saying. ‘No Pain, No Gain.’ And that saying applies here, we are two different people, two different races and we are so different that the going will be tough but if we can get through the hard stuff our alliance will be made stronger.”
“You are very wise.” Martouf commented.
Victoria chuckled. “I doubt that. I just have way too much free time to think.” She stated amused. “Well I better put Malek back in his tank; his skin feels like it’s beginning to dry out.” Malek who had been dozing through the whole conversation trilled with pointless protest as he once again found himself back in his tank, fortunately it had been moved to her office and he relaxed knowing he wouldn’t be left alone again.
“I was wondering.” Victoria stated after a few moments. “Many people are curious about the actual blending, would it be okay if a few considering the option of becoming hosts could watch Malek’s and Louis’s blending?”
“That is not for us to decide.” Martouf replied before turning to Malek, Malek gave his response and Martouf nodded. “He says he would not mind but you will have to ask Louis as well. But I suggest if Louis agrees you make the group small, too much noise could disrupt the blending and increase the stress on both symbiote and host.”
Malek stopped listening after that and instead began to doze as he swam aimlessly around his tank. The nurse and his fellow Tok’ra tried to keep him comfortable and happy but it soon became clear to all the Malek would not relax until his host had returned safely.
“You should not panic so much Malek. Louis knows this world well and he promised not to endanger himself.” Martouf told him as he leapt out of his tank and wrapped himself around Martouf’s wrist. Malek refused to go back in the tank, he wanted to be there when Louis arrived, he wanted to see his host! “Calm yourself.” Martouf instructed. “You shouldn’t be out of your tank.”
“If you do not return to your tank and complete your healing, I will declare you unfit to blend.” Sarek warned and Malek hissed at him before obediently diving back into his tank.
“You’ve upset him.” Martouf commented lightly as Malek continued to glare at Sarek.
“What is it the Tau’ri say? Hmm…Oh yes…’He’ll get over it’.” Sarek replied teasingly. “Now you.” He stated looking at Malek. “You will behave yourself.” Malek reluctantly nodded his small head.
“I will go and see if SG1 have returned.” Martouf commented. “We cannot keep Malek like this any longer.” He added throwing a concerned glance at Malek. “He will need his host soon enough, the sooner the better.”
“I will monitor Malek and prepare the nearest medical bed for the blending.” Sarek agreed. Malek perked up as Sarek said this and tried to watch the goings on with his weak eyes. The bed was just about a metre away so he could see Sarek setting the damp towel by the head of the bed and he could see him laying out all of the tools to monitor the re-blending. All that was missing was Malek’s host.
“We have a medical emergency! A gunshot wound!” Janet’s voice cried out. Malek made a startled sound and rose to the top of the tank as he tried to work out who the injured party was. “Don’t you dare tell me it’s not that bad!” She snapped.
“It’s a simple arm wound!” Malek hissed in anger as he recognised precisely whose voice was complaining. His host, the one who promised to take care of himself, had gotten shot! When Malek was blended with his host he was going to give the fool a piece of his mind!
“He is correct.” Sarek replied having run the scanner over the wound. “There is much blood but the wound is not too deep, Malek will be able to heal this in a short while. Clean and bandage the wound and then lay him on the bed.”
Malek watched as Louis lay on the bed and was instructed to lie back, he watched as the room filled with Tok’ra, medics and potential hosts before he was lifted and placed on the damp towel. Azzam kept a firm grip on him so he would not blend too soon and quickly conducted a check-up. “Malek is ready to blend. Louis do you give Malek permission to re-join you?”
“Yes. Let’s get him back in my head, where he belongs.” Louis replied with a smile. Malek shook his small head at his host’s antics and waited for Azzam to release him. The moment the hand was gone and Louis’s mouth was open, Malek disappeared inside. To the witnesses it seemed as if it was over in seconds and that Malek only really had to do two things, break in and burrow, but in truth it was much more difficult than that. He first had to reach the brain, extend tendrils into the brain, numb the pain and heal any wounds, this took a lot of energy.
He heard Azzam begin to explain what he was doing before focus inwards. He forced his host to sleep and began to re-blend, extending tiny tendrils deep into the brain and beginning to heal the host’s wounds. He soon found that Sarek’s assessment had been right, the gun-shot wound had been a flesh wound and nothing more, apart from exhaustion and the slowly closing entrance wound made by Malek, the host was in full health.
Whilst Louis was asleep and he was absentmindedly healing his host, Malek reviewed his host’s memories. The man had had quite the adventure, first he was on a tropical planet freezing his butt off, the next he was on Earth chasing down the thieves. They eventually found them with a second gate and the thieves shot at them, unfortunately Louis got unlucky and was skimmed by a bullet so he was sent to the infirmary whilst the rest of SG1 returned the device.
An hour later and Louis was fully healed and both were well rested. Malek allowed Louis to awaken and relaxed against his host spine. –You promised me you would not get injured.-
I did. Louis confirmed. Unfortunately I didn’t avoid that last bullet. He commented. But I was lucky it was just a flesh wound.
-Indeed you are.- Malek confirmed. –If it had been any worse I may have not had the strength to heal it. But fortunately I have managed to heal this wound. But I believe I would like to continue to rest for a while longer.-
Then do so, I will deal with whoever wishes to bother us.
-Unfortunately Garshaw, Yosuuf, Lantash and Martouf will wish to return to the Tok’ra through the gate.- Malek commented. –No. I will have to rest much later. Are you ready Mer Prinekh? Are you truly ready to join the Tok’ra?-
Yes.
-Then let us wake up and go.- Malek commented. –I know these will be your last moments with the Tau’ri for some time would you like to take control and say your goodbyes.-
Please. Louis answered. Malek obligingly allowed his host to take control and together they rose from the medical bed to face then new day. “Lantash.” Louis greeted when the Tok’ra moved to stand beside them.
“I hope you both are well?” Lantash stated.
“Malek has healed me and we are both rested, though Malek would like us to rest a bit longer. He does however understand that we must return to the Tok’ra, so he says he will rest later.”
“Yes, unfortunately we have spent too much time here, we do need to return to the Tok’ra. Is Malek well enough to travel?”
“Yes. He is ready.” Louis confirmed. “I just want to go and say goodbye to everyone and then I’ll be ready.”
“Very well. I will inform Garshaw and the rest of the Tok’ra that we are to get ready. Shall we meet you in the gate room?”
“Yes.” Louis confirmed. “I’ll be there as quickly as I can.”
-Do not rush, Mer Prinekh. Take your time, after all as I said you will not be seeing them for some time.- Malek commented. –Spend as much time as you like saying your goodbyes.-
I don’t want to prolong it, that will just make it even more difficult. Louis replied.
-You don’t have to go, you know. I don’t want you to be unhappy.-
I want to go Malek, I’m just going to miss these guys, that’s all and if I drag it out I’m going to get even more emotional than I already am.
-If you’re sure.- Malek replied hesitantly. –I am here if you need me.-
I know. Louis replied. All I need is you to be there. He added.
-I am always here.- Malek confirmed fondly. –I will not interfere, Louis, I will say my own goodbyes in the gate room.-
If you’re sure.
-Yes, beloved. This time is yours.- Malek replied. –Do you wish for me to remain in control as we travel to the Tok’ra? Or do you wish to confront your new home head on?-
I think I’d like for you to have control until I’ve settled. I think it might be a little overwhelming at first.
-Very well.- Malek agreed having guessed as much. –There is Samantha and Daniel. Do you wish for them to do it one at a time? Or say goodbye to them all together?-
I think I’ll do them altogether.
-Then ask them if they can meet you in the cafeteria, have a cup of coffee and a slice of cake. Enjoy your last moments on the SGC base.- Malek ordered. –Take as much cake as you like beloved. I will deal with the sugar contents.-
Louis chuckled at Malek’s enthusiasm and focused outwards. “Sam, Daniel. It is almost time for me to leave…so…I was wondering if you’d join me in the cafeteria.”
“Of course.” Daniel replied. “I was saying we should give you a proper send off. It’s not going to be the same without you two.”
“You’re coming too?” Louis asked Sam.
“Yes. Jolinar, Martouf and Lantash convinced me to stay on the base for a little while and experience that life before I make a final decision.”
“That’s good to hear.” Louis replied warmly. “So now there are three Tau’ri in the Tok’ra, your father, you and me!” Louis made a sound of celebration making them all chuckle. “I was thinking of chocolate cake and coffee, or rather Malek was but now I’ve decided to have the chocolate cake and coffee as a celebration.”
“That’s sounds like a good idea!” Sam replied with a smile.
“How about you guys go on ahead and I’ll go fetch Jack and Teal’c.” Daniel stated. Sam and Louis shared a smile.
Malek relaxed as Louis mentally calmed. Now that his host knew he wasn’t alone he was much more confident and relieved. With Louis now calm Malek chose to doze and catch up with some sleep, Louis knew if he needed Malek all he had to do was reach for the symbiote.
Around an hour later both Sam and Louis were as ready as they would ever be, which unsurprisingly wasn’t all that ready. Their nerves were frayed and both Malek and Jolinar had taken control. Malek stood before General Hammond and the three remaining members of SG1, they were stood in the gate room, the stargate was active and some of their fellow Tok’ra were already walking through it. “General Hammond, Colonel Jack O’Neill, Doctor Daniel Jackson and of course Teal’c, it has been an honour. I am thankful for your acceptance of me, my time amongst you has been enjoyable. I know Louis values you highly but I would also like to tell you how I feel for you. You have become some of my greatest friends, you are both invaluable and irreplaceable to my host and I. You will be missed greatly by us both.”
“It has been an honour.” Teal’c replied.
“Your time with us has been unforgettable.” Jack replied with a smile.
“Yes, we will miss you.” Daniel added giving Jack a look.
“It has been an honour Malek and I hope this won’t be the last time we meet.”
“Be assured this goodbye is not forever.” Malek replied.
“We must go now.” Selmak stated. “But be assured that we will be in contact.” Selmak’s head lowered and Jacob was given control. The elderly man walked over to General Hammond and shared a few moments of friendship. Malek did not listen closely but he did hear the ‘don’t call us, we’ll call you’. Finally as one all the Tok’ra turned to the gate and walked through leaving Earth and the Tau’ri behind.
Malek heard Louis give a mental sigh but decided not to comment and allow Louis a few moments to recollect himself. The group travelled in silence, jumping from one gate to the next in the usual ‘make-sure-no-one-follows-you-manoeuvre’. Finally they landed on another desert planet and they could sense other symbiotes. The group strolled over the dunes and to the rings hidden beneath them. The rings came up and finally they were home, though Malek would return to his base (if it was still his base) in the future.
The Tok’ra now aware of who Louis was, were much more welcoming, many who knew Malek personally gave them a pat on the back or even a shake of a hand. Malek smiled warmly at them all as he strode through the tunnels beside Jolinar, Selmak, Garshaw and Martouf. “Not much has changed I see.” Malek commented fondly. “But I see some new hosts, this is wondrous news.”
“Indeed.” Garshaw agreed. “You, Jolinar and I must report to the council chambers immediately. The council have many questions.”
“I hope we can answer them.” Jolinar replied.
Do not tell them about how we first blended. Louis warned him. I don’t want to be parted from you and I don’t want the Tok’ra to lose respect and trust in you.
-You truly wish for me to lie.-
Yes. Please Malek, I know I can be stubborn and selfish but I have never really asked for much. Do this for me.
-Of course beloved, I will do anything for you but you must understand the seriousness of how we first blended. I did behave as a Goa’uld, I would deserve punishment.-
Louis chuckled. I think me being your host is punishment enough. The human teased. Besides after all we’ve been through you have repaid enough for that crime, I forgave you a long time ago, as did the SGC and Jack! Do not make your people hate you when there is no need. Lie to them, beloved.
-I don’t like lying to my kin but I will do it beloved.- Malek assured.
“Lantash and I will wait for you in the cafeteria.” Martouf stated. “I too would like to catch up with you both and I believe Ocker is still hanging around waiting to return to Malek’s base with Louis and Malek.”
“I do not understand.” Malek replied. “You believed me dead and yet you still refer to the base as mine. Does this mean that I am still a commander of a base?”
“That will be discussed in the council meeting.” Garshaw answered. “They will see you soon enough Martouf but now I must insist that you leave for only the council members can enter the chambers at this time.”
“Of course.” Martouf bowed. “I will speak to you later, Malek, Jolinar.”
“Malek.”
Malek turned and stared at the approaching Tok’ra with wary look. “Delek.” Malek greeted. “I believed you were already in the council chambers. I was of course mistaken. I assume, however, that you are indeed joining us.”
“Yes.” Delek replied. His hosts mouth opened and closed as if wanting to say something but unable to put his feelings into words.
Malek ignored his ex-partner and strode into the room. He was very aware of the stares on him and Jolinar as they took their old seats. “Council, we are here today to discuss the unexpected but not unwelcome return of the Tok’ra Jolinar and Malek. A decision must be made on many things but our priority is our reaction to their return. Firstly I would like to propose that we listen to their story.” Garshaw stated.
“Agreed.” The council replied as one.
“Very well.” Malek answered. “I will begin first as my story began before Jolinar’s.” He explained. “I was sent on a mission with my previous host Misha.” At this the council and Malek held a moment of silence. “We were betrayed by Thoran, or rather the Goa’uld impersonating Thoran. The Goa’uld informed Ra of who I truly was, Ra then went on to tell me a story where he had removed Thoran and placed a Goa’uld in Thoran’s host. He planned to do the same to Misha. He also had a more concerning plan, he planned to place me in another host and keep me as an unknowing Tok’ra informant.”
“So Ra was going to manipulate you into betraying us?” Delek asked.
“Yes.” Malek confirmed. “We were escorted to the larvae room where I was to be removed and a parasite was to be implanted in my beloved host. I had eight Jaffa escorts and I could not overpower them. I admit that I feared the worst. But…Well I did not expect what happened next but perhaps Egeria herself was watching over me for the ship exploded bit by bit. Glass shattered everywhere and it fatally injured my host. The glass killed my Jaffa escorts but Misha was too badly injured. My new host, Louis found me, Misha begged him to take me but he feared what I was. Somehow…somehow she convinced him that I was good and he agreed. But when we were joined his fear was overwhelming.”
“He agreed but did not truly accept you?” Garshaw asked.
“Yes. He feared me but also agreed to keep me. I tried to make it easier upon him by remaining relatively dormant. I spoke only when necessary and tried to teach him to accept me. It was slow going at first, he was instinctively wary of me. Slowly I earned his respect but he still hid my presence from his kin.”
“So you were amongst the Tau’ri but hidden?” Garshaw asked.
“You allowed a host to suppress you?” Delek added incredulously.
“Yes, my host was afraid he’d be rejected by his friends and family if I was to be discovered. Unfortunately this is what happened. We returned to the Chaapa’ai and proceeded to complete missions for the Tau’ri. On one such mission we had been injured, I was unable to heal as much as I wished but I knew we would live given immediate medical attention. What I did not expect was the Tau’ri to scan the brain of my host. They discovered me and panic spread. I was confronted, as was my host and it took a long, long time to convince them that I was a friend and not a Goa’uld.”
“How did you earn their trust?”
“One of the humans, Kawalsky was taken as a host by an infant Goa’uld. I, being able to sense the parasite immediately informed the humans of the imposter. It was with my aid that we helped keep the human’s mind free from the Goa’uld’s influence. It was also with my aid that the parasite was eventually removed. I earned much respect after that and Louis’s friend, whom had become wary, became friendly to both Louis and myself.” Malek explained.
“And?” Delek asked.
“I became a part of the team; instead of remaining hidden I began to advise them. I told them that I must return to my people and so we began to search for you but I never told them who my people were since too many people were wary of the Goa’uld and thus the Tok’ra.”
“Malek met me shortly afterwards.” Jolinar continued. “I was betrayed by Cordesh, who we now know was under the influence of the Goa’uld posing as Thoran. I lost Rosha but another male host accepted me. I was fleeing from an ashrak when the Tau’ri found me. My male host died and Samantha gave him mouth to mouth, I thought she was asking to be a host, I accepted. It was only later that I found out she was actually performing ‘mouth-to-mouth’. She was giving my male host more air to breathe from her own lungs but of course I only recognised it as a ‘kiss’.”
“I located the Ashrak.” Malek stated. “And then I located Jolinar. Only at the time I thought she too was Goa’uld. My human comrades announced my name to her and she demanded to know the truth. After a short while of questioning I knew she was indeed Jolinar. Despite their initial joining Samantha was more than willing to accept Jolinar, she had been inspired by my bond with Louis and was willing to try it herself now that Jolinar was within her.”
“I told Malek about the traitors, but Malek was unconvinced as his memory had been damaged. I convinced him that we should hide ourselves from you so we could ascertain the truth, were there traitors or not? We began to develop the symbiote hiding chemical and through our tests Malek’s lost memories came to the fore. He revealed that Thoran was dead and that the one we’d been speaking to was a Goa’uld imposter. We planned for a confrontation and eventually found the Tok’ra base.”
“You believe me to be dead.” Malek added. “So I played dead. I hid in plain sight whilst Jolinar encouraged Sam to pretend she was dead. Sam used the excuse of having Jolinar’s memories to explain how she found you and led us to you. The plan was for her to confront Cordesh and for me to confront Thoran, or rather the Goa’uld posing as Thoran.”
“Of course it did not go to plan. Martouf wished to speak to Sam to learn about me and my death and I was taken out of the picture. Malek almost did not escape but Ocker supplied him with a way out.”
“Ocker had recognised me through my host. I asked him to trust me and told him to lead me to Thoran’s private chambers. As we closed in we heard Thoran speaking clearly about his treachery, he was speaking to his master. We confronted him and fought, it was during this fight that I sustained a potentially fatal injury.”
“The rest you know.” Jolinar added. “We are here, we are alive. We must sincerely apologise to all of you for the deception but it was needed, if it had gotten out that we still lived they would have come to finish the job.”
“No Jolinar, it is more likely they would have killed another Tok’ra symbiote and jumped hosts.” Malek replied. “They were spies remember, hiding in plain sight.”
“You don’t think…”
“No. I admit we should be wary but I do not believe they had time to jump hosts.” Malek answered.
“I admit your return is unorthodox.” Council Per’sus stated. “But your actions have saved many of us and so I can only offer my gratitude for what you have done, though I hope such underhanded tactics need never be used amongst kin again.”
“I have no intentions of lying to any of you again.” Malek answered.
“Very good.” Per’sus answered. “I believe that both Jolinar and Malek should return with all their titles and honour. I think that despite the initially unwilling hosts both symbiote and human have worked together to save us. As long as Louis and Samantha are willing to stay Malek and Jolinar’s host I believe we should not hold their initial joining against them.”
“I am more than happy to remain Malek’s host.” Louis stated.
“I am willing to keep Jolinar.” Sam added.
“Then so be it, Malek and Jolinar’s actions will not be held against them.” Per’sus stated. “Welcome Councillor Jolinar of Malkshur and Councillor Malek. I also motion that Malek should return to his post as Base Commander. Those who disagree?” Surprisingly only one raised their hand the others did not. “Those who agree?” All but one held up their hands. “So it is decided, Malek you are now returned the authority of commanding your own base once more.”
“Now I suggest we discuss the alliance with the Tau’ri.” Garshaw stated.
“I motion that such an alliance is foolishness.” Delek hissed.
“I motion that such an alliance is beneficial.” Jolinar retorted. “Not only are these humans considering becoming hosts, their also offering military support in our fight against the Goa’uld.”
“And what is the price?” Delek demanded.
“Every side must make sacrifices.” Malek answered. “The humans must learn that not all symbiotes are evil and we must accept that humans are not just hosts. Humans fear us and rightly so, we aren’t the prettiest or nicest species to exist. If we want this alliance to work we must make sacrifices and most importantly we must trust the humans.”
“What…”
“We are dying.” Jolinar interrupted earning a glare from Delek. “Our fight is not working as well as we’d hope, the Goa’uld are winning, with the humans support we may strike a fatal blow before the Tok’ra vanish. Without a breeding Queen we know what I say is true, one day we may be gone and I don’t want the Goa’uld sticking around, if the humans can help us finish this, I say we trust them.
“I don’t agree that we’ll be gone.” Malek commented. “But I do agree that action must be taken, the Goa’uld are hunting us down and as much as I don’t like it we must admit there are many more of them then there are of us. I’m not saying we should trust them indefinitely. By Egeria, the humans can’t even trust themselves, but their military might and sheer dumb luck may be what we need to do some real damage to those false ‘Gods’.”
“I suppose you are somewhat right.” Garshaw replied. “But the humans were terrified of becoming host to Selmak.”
“I can answer this.” Selmak replied. “The Tau’ri are not like other humans, Garshaw, they are very independent. My host in particular is a very high-standing individual in their culture. He is a leader. It is very difficult for the Tau’ri to allow others control. They don’t like obeying, they like leading but this is not necessarily a bad thing. In fact I consider this independence a good thing. The Tok’ra are used to subservient hosts who prefer the symbiote in control, but Jacob is far more independent and makes me consider every decision I make. It is enjoyable to debate with him; he has many ideas and has opened my eyes.”
“Louis is much like Jacob.” Malek added. “He is very independent but he also trusts me. That trust was very hard to earn but it was worth earning. Louis has many ‘out-of-the-box-ideas’ and will prove to be a valuable member of our community.”
“Samantha is very intelligent. Her mind is a box of wonders; she will prove to be an asset to the Tok’ra. However she too is independent, she will not be subservient to me and she likes to make decisions herself. I agree with Selmak, however. The hosts independency is not a bad thing and perhaps we do have much to learn. The host’s we normally take are from worlds where they fear the ‘Gods’. The Tau’ri serve no God, they fear very little and so they are powerful and independent.”
“This alliance will push both sides. We must learn to treat each host as an individual and remember to give them equal rights. The humans will have to do the same; they must learn to treat us as the individuals we are. This alliance will be beneficial not only to the Tok’ra movement but to the Tok’ra, it will remind us that all are equal. We failed Firnan and Cordesh in this instance, but I believe the solution to be simple. I believe that we must make it compulsory for the host to take control. I am aware that some host’s are afraid of others so I suggest that we have group sessions where host’s take control amongst friends.”
“That is indeed a good idea. I believe we should also have council sessions.” Jolinar added. She looked around and saw curious stares. “On Earth some humans suffer trauma’s or lack of confidence, the humans combat the persons fear by sitting down and talking. Normally it is one on one with a doctor who’s skilled at understanding the mind.”
“Like a mind healer?” Per’sus asked.
“Yes, exactly! These mind-healers listen to the people and find ways to help the person, normally the person just needs someone to listen but sometimes the healer might suggest challenges. For example, a person nervous of crowds might have the challenge of buying a sandwich from a small shop, the shop would only have a few people but it would be a small crowd and a big step for the person’s confidence.”
“The humans at the SGC make health meetings compulsory.” Malek added. “My host and I have seen a mind-healer and a doctor every month or so. Of course we see them more often since we’re off world, but humans believe physical and mental health to be important. I suggest we copy their ideals and make such health meetings compulsory. I also suggest that when we begin full negotiations that we ask for tools and lessons, for the humans have ways of scanning and caring for the body that we do not. Their skills as doctors have proven invaluable to me on many occasions.”
“I believe that is a good idea.” Garshaw replied. “I witnessed their care of Malek and of their own people first hand, they never let their people die without a fight. Doctor Fraiser in particular cared very deeply about their health. I also witnessed medical tools and chemicals that may be of some interest to us.”
“Very well we will discuss some kind of medical exchange of some sort.” Per’sus confirmed. “However we do not need their weapons, they’re much too obvious and dangerous.”
“I disagree.” Malek retorted. “I’ve taken to carrying around a dagger and a pistol, I’ve never had need to use them but they have proven to be easy to hide.”
Jolinar giggled. “I too have a few items hidden on my person.”
“Jacob knows how to conceal many a weapon.” Selmak added in amusement.
“Hmm…I believe this will require future discussion.”
“If nothing else the humans can supply us with knifes and clothes.” Malek responded. “I also believe that the humans have much more to offer than just weapons and medicine. They have exotic food which will be very welcomed amongst our usual meals. They are also a relatively safe world, with the barrier, the Iris, protecting their world. Their planet being a safe haven may also prove to be a safe-haven for us. My host in particular likes treks and horse-riding, I believe that we could convince the humans to allow a few of us onto the surface to enjoy such pleasures.”
“So we have medicine, clothing, food, weaponry and a potential safe-haven for vacationers.” Selmak repeated. “It may not seem like much but that is a lot. The humans won’t even ask for money in return.”
“No, they’ll want something far more valuable.” Delek retorted. “We cannot tell them anything about our work.”
“You don’t understand Delek.” Malek answered. “The humans had no idea I was on Ra’s ship, they would happily have blown me up with Ra. Look Delek, if the humans have to fight a Goa’uld or have plans to fight the Goa’uld then they could unintentionally harm us. If they tell us what they’re doing we can evacuate our people, or if we tell them that our people are there they’ll evacuate them. Lack of communication means death to us and death to the Tau’ri. This alliance is more beneficial than you believe.”
“I know we like keeping secrets. Malek and I were very doubtful at first.” Jolinar stated. “But the benefits far outweigh the dangers. We keep each other informed and we will make an alliance that could damage the Goa’uld but if we lie to each other all we’re going to do is make enemies with a powerful and dangerous race. The Tau’ri are much better on our side than against us.”
“I don’t wish to tell them a thing.”
“You’re a fool Delek.” Malek replied.
“The humans are dangerous, you heard what Jolinar said.”
“Yes I heard but she also said they were better on side. I have lived amongst the humans for years; I’ve lived how they lived, eat what they eat and read what they’ve read. These humans are young and have much to learn but they’re also powerful. They can become the greatest allies of the Tok’ra, but it can only happen if you open your eyes and see what is really happening. The Goa’uld are more powerful than us, with the Tau’ri on side we will even the odds.”
“Yes but at what cost.” Delek asked. “How many Tok’ra have to die to ‘even the odds’? The humans are dangerous Malek, we can’t trust them. I accept your argument, you speak truth, I do not call you a liar. But I cannot… will not trust the humans.”
“It seems the council is divided on this.” Per’sus stated. “I believe no more can be said today. Jolinar, Malek, Selmak you have given us all much to think about. The meeting with the Tau’ri will not be happening for some time, I believe we should think deeply about what is said and adjourn this meeting.”
“I suggest that we reunite in a month’s time to make our final decisions.” Garshaw added. “Malek I would like for you to host the next meeting on your base.”
“It would be an honour.” Malek replied formally.
“Very well, this meeting is adjourned.” Per’sus stated. “Malek I would like to speak to you for a moment.”
“Of course.” Malek agreed easily. “What may I do for you councillor?”
“Please, my friend, no need for the formality.” Per’sus stated warmly. “I wished to ask how you are.”
“I am well but my host is a little nervous at the moment.”
“I understand that such large changes in life-style can cause great discomfort.” Per’sus paused before taking a seat and indicating for Malek to do the same. “Your ideas were inspiring.” He stated. “I have never thought to make medical exams compulsory, neither have I thought about mind-healers treating everyone. The idea has great merit and so I would like to make a suggestion. I want you to make the changes at your own base. I would like for you to make these exams compulsory and I would like to see the results.”
“I would very much like to do that.” Malek agreed. “And I would also like your permission to make host’s taking control a compulsory thing.”
“You’re in command of the base, Malek. As long as it brings no harm to the Tok’ra the council cannot protest. Please do what you feel is necessary my friend. I am eager to see if these changes work. If your experiment does succeed I will support you in your endeavour to make it compulsory at all the Tok’ra bases, including our home-world.”
“Thank you.”
“Now Malek, please tell me how you are really? I know you suffered greatly and I wish to know the truth.”
“The truth?” Malek asked. “I’m bloody terrified. My host is nervous as hell, I thought I’d lose my position as councillor and base commander and I’ve just had a confrontation with Delek. I’ve been through hell and back and so far the only good things have been my host and SG1. They’ve supported me always and whilst I’m glad to be home I’m going to miss the unwavering support of those humans.”
“You’ve bonded with them. This is expected. You fought hard for them in the meeting. You were quite passionate, as was Jolinar.” Per’sus replied. “If you have faith in the humans, so do I and I’m grateful that they cared for you so much. I thanked our mother when you returned to us, you are right; despite everything Egeria watches over you, she watches over us all.”
“It is good to see you after so long as well my friend.” Malek replied warmly. “Please join me, Martouf and Jolinar for lunch.”
“Unfortunately I cannot. I have too many duties today; I’ve had to pick up some of yours.”
“Well…”
“No you will not take them off my hands, I’m happy to do them, once you return to your base all will return to normal. I will return to base and continue my…our duties. I hope to see you soon.”
“Well now that I have my posts back I hope to be on base in a few short days. I must however convince Samantha and Martouf to come with me.”
Per’sus chuckled. “All you need to do is convince Samantha, wherever Jolinar goes Lantash is sure to follow.” The two Tok’ra shared a fond look before bursting out in laughter. “Well my brother I shall see you soon.” Malek was embraced in a tight hug before Per’sus finally left.
Samantha and Martouf were talking warmly to each other as he arrived, Malek stood back and watched with amusement before announcing his presence. “I see you two have already grown fond of one another. I see another marriage not too far in the future.” He teased as he sat beside Samantha. The woman blushed and Martouf glanced at her hopefully before averting his eyes. Malek chuckled and stole a piece of veg from Sam’s plate. “Hmmm… I think we were right, we need more exotic food. Either that or I’ve been spoilt because this tastes very bland.”
“You’ve been spoilt.” Sam teased, Malek merely grinned in response. “So what did Per’sus wish to talk about?”
“He’s given me the chance to introduce the changes we want to make on my own base.” Malek answered. “I am looking forward to it, I was hoping you’d join me and aid me in the research.”
“What changes are these?” Lantash asked.
“Well…” Sam begun slowly. “Malek and Jolinar noticed how my people, the Tau’ri function. In our culture medical exams are compulsory. In fact since we go off world and are exposed to so many viruses and diseases our people at the SGC also have to be seen by ‘mind-healers’. Malek and Jolinar think this would be a good thing to introduce to the Tok’ra. Every Tok’ra would be observed, talk to and treated by a medic for the mind and for the body. I understand that sometimes things can go wrong with operatives out on the field, when they return they can be treated.”
“If we have compulsory mind-healing sessions we may also be able to stop a Goa’uld spy invading the Tok’ra.” Lantash replied. “This does indeed sound like a good idea. Malek is going to introduce it to his base?” Malek nodded. “Then I would very much like to see the results.”
“So you would not mind accompanying me and staying at my base for an indefinite amount of time?” Malek asked eagerly.
“No, I would not mind at all.” Lantash replied with a grin.
“I would definitely like to join you.” Sam added. “We can make the changes you and Jolinar wish to make and shove the results in the rest of the council’s faces.” Malek laughed in amusement. “Now stop stealing my food and get your own!” Sam demanded as Malek was caught stealing a morsel from her plate.
“Malek I would like to talk.” Malek sighed and glanced up at Delek.
“Malek was speaking to us, Delek.” Martouf replied earning a cold look from Delek.
“No it is alright, Martouf. I was expecting this.” Malek replied. Malek stood before following his ex-bond-mate out of the cafeteria. The Tok’ra led them far from the crowded social area of the base and to his temporary quarters. “Malek.”
“Delek.” Malek answered cordially as he took a seat on one of the crystal made chairs. –I know it is uncomfortable beloved, but you will grow used to it.- Malek assured when Louis grumbled. “What is so important that you had to lead us all the way here?”
“We need to talk.”
“So talk.”
Delek gave him a hard stare. “Your host is a bad influence on you.”
“Strange, many say it is the other way round.” Malek retorted. “But I do not think we are here to discuss hosts now are we. What do you wish to say Delek?”
“I wish to…to apologise for my attitude. I know I can be unbearable at times.”
“Unbearable is not the word I’d use.”
“Well, I can be intolerable and downright selfish. I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness but…”
“You want it anyway.” Malek answered. “You’ve already been forgiven Delek. You are my brother; my kin, I cannot hold it against you no matter how much I wish to. But…I cannot forgive you either. We cannot have what we once had. Besides I've moved on, Louis and I have a mate and we are very happy.”
“Who?”
“Not anyone you’d know.” Malek answered. “Now if you’d excuse me I’ve not had a proper meal yet and my host is growing grouchy.”
“Malek.”
“No Delek. There is nothing else to say.” Malek retorted quickly. “I would appreciate it if you only bother me about running the Tok’ra base or council discussions, otherwise I’d like to be left alone. I value your knowledge but I no longer value or appreciate your companionship. You’ve proven to be untrustworthy and whilst I forgive you I cannot forget.” Malek did not wait for a response, he left quickly.
That was kind of harsh.
-I’m sorry but my temper got the better of me.-
You never did tell me why he upsets you so.
-It was a long time ago but it still hurts badly.-
What happened?
-I do not feel…I do not wish to speak about it. As I said it still hurts me deeply, all I will tell you is that he revealed that I meant little to him. But this is all I will say.-
Alright, you don’t need to tell me. Louis answered quietly. I just hope that…I wish it didn’t hurt you no more, that’s all.
-I know beloved, I know I’m being distant but I truly cannot speak about it at this time. Perhaps one day I will tell your or show you but for now I must ask for your patience.-
It’s alright I’m not angry; I would just like to make you happy that’s all.
-You always make me happy, Louis, you don’t need to try. Now how about we go get something to eat? The food here is not what you’re used to but I believe you will enjoy some of the dishes.-
Could we take a sample plate? Or just have a little bit of everything on one plate?
-I’m sure the chef will be more than pleased to indulge us, beloved.- Malek answered warmly. –I will ask for the foods I believe you’ll like, we can try the other dishes another day.-
I’d like that.
“Malek! I’ve been looking all over for you!” Malek turned and smiled warmly as he met Ocker’s gaze. “I had hoped you’d search me out when the council meeting was finished.” The man stated annoyed. “I am your personal guard after all.”
“Forgive me my friend.” Malek answered. “I joined Jolinar and Lantash in the cafeteria for a snack, before speaking to Delek in private. Perhaps you’d like to accompany me to the cafeteria; I promised my host that we will try a few dish samples.”
“Of course.” Ocker answered as if offended that Malek thought he would not join him. “Delek did not cause any trouble did he?” Ocker asked concerned.
“No there was no trouble, at least nothing I could not handle.” Malek assured.
“That’s good to hear. When do you plan on going back to base? Do you still have your titles?”
“Surprisingly only one voted against me getting my titles back. I’m surprised but grateful that I have the support of the council. I am still a councillor, as is Jolinar and my base is still mine. I plan to return to base soon, perhaps tomorrow or in a few days. I’ve convinced Lantash and Jolinar to join me.”
“Lantash and Jolinar.” Ocker chuckled. “How long have you been trying to drag them to your base?”
“A very long time.” Malek replied with a grin. “But this time I have bait!” Malek chuckled at Ocker’s confused look. “I have plans that Jolinar and Lantash are interested in. Allow me to fetch something to eat and sit, then I will explain everything.”
Ten minutes later and they were sat down and eating. Malek had only just swallowed a mouthful of food when Ocker leaned forward with a determined glare. “Now what are these plans?” His friend and guard demanded.
“As you are aware, I’ve spent some time with the humans. Jolinar has also had some experience with the humans. Both of us noticed something about our hosts species. They conducted compulsory health tests. I suggested during the meeting that we also make health tests compulsory. Not only would we conduct physicals but we would also analyse the mental health of both symbiote and host.”
“That is a good idea. Think about it, we could use it to narrow down imposters and traitors.”
“That is exactly what Lantash said.” Malek answered. “The council liked this idea but have adjourned for the time being, Per’sus has given me permission to introduce the compulsory tests in my base. I hope that the results will prove to benefit the Tok’ra and thus encourage the council to make the practice compulsory for our people.”
“And Lantash and Jolinar wish to see the results for themselves.” Ocker stated.
“Precisely.” Malek replied. “But we also have another more controversial idea. During the meeting the humans were called dangerous, but we argued that they were more independent because they weren’t supressed by false gods. Jolinar and I said that having independent hosts would be a good thing because it would ensure respect on both sides, the humans would learn to respect us and we would be reminded that humans are our equals, not our tools. I motioned that we should make host’s taking control compulsory. I am planning to introduce group sessions where the host is in control for say one hour. By doing this we ensure something like Firnan and Cordesh’s circumstances rarely if ever happen.”
“Some won’t like that. Some hosts are terrified.”
“I believe I’ve found a solution for that too.” Malek answered. “It would be a group session of say four Tok’ra, these Tok’ra will be close friends. I have no intention of causing discomfort; I only hope to prevent what has happened so recently with Thoran and Cordesh.”
“I will support you as always, my friend. Your ideas are good and your reasoning is sound. Perhaps you are right, we should be doing more to increase the comfort and care of our hosts and our people.”
“I know some hosts won’t like it at first but it will be good for our people. Lantash, Jolinar and even Per’sus believe this is a good idea and I hope to provide the research that proves that it is indeed a good idea.”
“Delek will be against it.”
“Leave Delek to me, I believe I can convince him to listen to reason.” Malek answered. “Besides you did not hear him in the council chambers. He agreed with me to a point.”
“He’s always so…biased.” Ocker commented surprised.
“I know but he said he knew I spoke truth. I think if I attack him with reason, he will listen.”
“It is worth a try.” Ocker answered. “If nothing else you can use your authority as base commander to over-power him.”
“I’ll use that as a last result, I don’t use my position to make my siblings subservient to me.” Malek answered.
“Perhaps you can convince Jolinar and Lantash to leave tomorrow, I would very much like to return to base and put these ideas in to action.”
“Me too.” Malek agreed. “Do you know where Aldwin is?”
“He’s on a mission. Why?”
“I owe him a thank you and a big favour, he knew where I was and who my host was but I begged him not to talk. He has kept his silence and I owe him for that, I know it had not been easy for him to lie to our kin.”
“If I catch word of him returning I’ll ask him to visit you and inform you as well.” Ocker assured. “How is your host finding the food?”
“He’s finding it a little bland but as Samantha has said, we have been spoilt. Human food whilst full of chemicals is also full of flavour.” Malek answered fondly. “I know Louis will miss the variety at first. Still he is not complaining, in fact he is currently being very quiet and reading through my thoughts and memories to learn of you and our kin.”
“He sounds a very energetic person.”
“Surprisingly he is not, he is often passionate but he is also very duty oriented. The change will no doubt upset him but he will be quick to adapt.”
“I hope so. I know that your schedule can sometimes mean little free-time.”
“Yes. I’ve explained as much and Louis is prepared to deal with it.” Malek answered. “He is being quite care-free about it all but I know that he is really nervous. I plan to allow him control once we return and I will then introduce him to our kin and let him get to know them and vice versa.”
“That is a good idea. I also suggest allowing him to make a few important decisions here and there, let him take control so if anything does happen to you, we won’t lose a leader.”
“Don’t worry, I’ve implied as much to Louis and he is prepared to help me. I’m sure Delek will also offer his very opinionated support.”
“Of course, whilst you were gone he was quite bossy and demanding. Actually he was more bossy and demanding than he normally is.”
“He won’t like my host making decisions but my host Louis has authority over Delek.”
“Oh, I’m going to love that confrontation!” Ocker cackled. “I won’t let harm come to your host but I’d definitely like to see your host put our brother in his place.” The Tok’ra stated with glee.
I’m Delek’s superior! Louis exclaimed.
Malek chuckled. “That got my hosts attention!” He informed Ocker. –Yes, beloved, I’m the base commander so my word is pretty much law, as my host you speak for me as well, so your words are taken as my words.-
So I could order Delek to do anything and he would obey?
-Anything within reason.- Malek warned with a fond smile. “I suspect Jolinar and Lantash are also having a confrontation. Lantash was not best pleased by our deception but he seemed to be getting along well with Samantha.”
“That’s not what I witnessed.” Ocker replied. “I was looking for you and I just happened to pass the two of them in the corridor. Jolinar was begging Lantash, telling him to listen to her and he was looking particularly stubborn. I doubt Lantash’s neighbours will be complaining about the noise, it looked like the argument was going to escalate into a full blown row.”
“I don’t blame Lantash for his anger.” Malek answered. “But even Lantash admitted our actions were necessary. I will be most displeased if Samantha is greatly upset; I have grown fond of the woman and have no desire to see her upset.”
“Do you like her?” Ocker asked with a raised eyebrow.
“I must admit that she is a stunning human.” Malek confessed. “And if I was not already taken I would have tried to win her for myself.”
“Oh, and who is this lucky woman?”
“Man.” Malek corrected. “His name is Feodore.” –Do you think we should tell the council about the ‘Hive’?-
No we promised to keep them secret and we only made an alliance between Earth and them, if we lead the Tok’ra to the Hive all we’ll do is earn their ire. Louis replied. Perhaps when we next visit Feodore we can pay them a visit and speak to them about the Tok’ra?
-I would at least like to speak to them about allying themselves with the Tok’ra but for now we will keep their existence a secret.- Malek answered. “Feodore made his move on my host and accepted me as well. We are currently in a relationship though we have yet to become completely serious or to take the next step.” Malek explained.
“Perhaps I can meet this Feodore?”
“His people don’t like visitors as a rule, but I’m sure I can arrange for you to accompany once or twice when I visit him.” Malek answered warmly.
“I would like that.”
“So would I. Now I think I have to find Samantha. No doubt Lantash is giving her a tongue lashing and I believe it is my duty to support her.” Malek grinned.
“I will accompany you.” Ocker answered with a smile.
Lantash won’t be that angry with her will he?
-Unfortunately he will be. Now that the Tok’ra are safe and Jolinar is safe he will have a go at her, his worry and anger will fuel his rant. He won’t become physically violent but Lantash is known for his pride, passion and temper. He will hold a grudge for a long time if he is not confronted.-
So he’s angry.
-Oh yes, he is especially angry with me. He considered me his greatest friend and in his eyes I have betrayed him. Perhaps I have done, but I had good reason.-
Will Sam be alright?
-Yes she’ll be alright, he won’t hurt her and she can look after herself, I’m just giving her support.- Malek assured.
“You lied to us.” Martouf hissed as Sam’s rescue party reached Lantash and Martouf’s private chambers.
“With good reason.” Sam answered, her breath was slow and it sounded as if she was panting.
Er…Malek. I don’t think we should go in there. Louis warned.
-You think…-
Yes I think they’ve almost resolved their issues. Louis stated dryly.
“Not good reason! You should have trusted me. Your mate! I am your mate! And you lied to me! Me! Of all people!” Martouf ranted.
“I told you, no one could know Jolinar was alive.” Sam protested, her voice was loud and fast as if she had little air or time to speak.
Malek and Ocker peeked into the doorway and their mouths dropped open as they watched as Martouf forced Samantha down onto the bed with a hungry kiss and demanding hands. –Yes, I think they’ve resolved their issues.- Malek commented. –And here I was hoping to play hero.-
“You arrogant…!” Whatever Sam was trying to say was cut off as Martouf skilfully stopped her mind working.
“I suggest we leave.” Ocker whispered with a dry voice. Malek merely nodded and slipped away from the door. –Who knew Martouf and Lantash were into the dominant, submissive, angry sex thing.-
Who knew you were a pervert. Louis answered amused. You do know that those two won’t be available until morning. You’ll have to ask them to leave with you tomorrow morning. I for one am not going back in there.
-I would gladly go back.-
Voyeur. Louis replied.
-Guilty.- Malek answered amused. “Well it looks like I have nothing to do today. I think me and my host will go rest in the guest quarters until tomorrow.”
“Alright. I’ll see you in the morning at the cafeteria.”
“Goodnight, brother.”
“Goodnight.”
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