Fidelity | By : MistressTitania Category: S through Z > Torchwood Views: 3220 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart
And suppose I never met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall
All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
Gonna get better
Better better better better
I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost
In the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind
All this music
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart
-Fidelity by Regina Spektor
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The human race was such a strange species. No matter the horrific events that take place humans always try to put the simplest explanation on it. The deaths caused by the diseases from through out time were blamed on bio terrorism. The huge monster that sucked souls was just a special effect from a moving being filmed. That worked out okay since after Jack defeated it all the souls it took were brought back to life, including Gwen's boyfriend (though he was actually killed by the demon's assistant). Everyone had happy endings, well almost everyone. It had been over two weeks since they returned from getting coffee to find Jack missing without a single clue as to who took him or where he went. For the first 48 hours the team worked around the clock trying to find some sort of clue to hold on to but everyone came up empty. But now that any and all leads where gone Gwen reluctantly ordered everyone home to rest and recharge.
Ianto was relived that everyone else in Torchwood had finally gone home but now he was unsure what to do with himself. Ianto did know that he just wouldn't be able to leave anytime soon. Wearing only a pair of sweat pants his hair dripping wet as Ianto had just gotten out of the shower and headed to one place that where Jack's presence could still be felt, his office. Ianto just stood in the doorway to Jack's office and stared. His eyes closed remembering the feeling of being held by Jack and their first true kiss, full of tenderness, life and love. Just remembering was so powerful as to cause the grief to knock Ianto off his feet and collapsed on the ground. Ianto hugged his knees to his chest wrapping his arms around them and started rocking back and forth while sobbing his broken heart out. Time passed until eventually Ianto had cried himself to sleep due to exhaustion, both physically and emotionally from the last few days. However even his sleep it was clear that Ianto was still distressed with tears falling randomly down his face. It was due to this exhaustion that Ianto never heard the proximity alarms go off as the Tardis landed in the hub. Jack and the Doctor stepped out of the Tardis cautiously not sure what except even though it should be empty at this time of night.
"Thanks for letting me come back for to leave a note, Doc. My team doesn't deserve to just have me totally disappearing on them because then they'd waste all their time trying to find me instead of stopping threats from the rift." Jack started up the stairs to his office while the Doctor looked around Torchwood.
"It's alright Jack, really. I'm just glad you decided to travel with me again. I'm so sorry I didn't know you were alive back on the station."
"We've been over this already, Doc. Yes, I was angry but now that I know what happened I'm okay with it really. And as much as I enjoyed my team I never really felt at home like I did with the short amount of time I traveled with you," Spoke Jack turning around to face the Doctor who was now blushing a bright red. Making a mental note of another change to this version of the Doctor, blushing, Jack turned to go back up to his office. He'd only taken a few steps when he stopped dead in his tracks. "Um, Doc, come here a second."
"What's wrong, Jack?" The Doctor headed up the stairs and peered around Jack's shoulder. "Oh, who is that? And what's he doing in your office?"
"This is Ianto Jones and he is one of my team members here," answer Jack but his voice shook slightly as he kneeled down next to the sleeping Ianto. Gently reaching out to wipe away the tears and unable to resist Jack ran his fingers through Ianto's hair. Looking up into the Doctor's eyes Jack cleared his throat quietly. "Doc, I can't just leave him like this with a note only. The rest of the team that's fine, I wasn't as close to them and they'll recover. But now that I see him again I'm really afraid of what my leaving permanently could do to Ianto. It's only been a few weeks since he had to face the death of his first love who he tried to save from becoming a cyberman. I understand even though he lied and put this whole agency and world at risk, but the others don't. I'm just afraid that no one will be there for him to help him through. Hell, he shouldn't have even been allowed to be alone right now!" Jack finished clearly angry with his other teammates.
The Doctor didn't say anything for a moment but just knelt down next to Ianto and looked him over. One thing Jack hadn't realized yet was that losing Rose and the belief that he'd lost Jack only to find him again cleared things up in the Doctor's mind. He now knew he truly loved Jack, not necessarily more than Rose, just differently. Looking over Ianto, he realized that Jack had come to care deeply for the boy even if Jack hadn't figured it out yet. The Doctor thought hard for moment but quickly decided that sharing Jack was better than having Jack leave him again and he knew if he didn't bring Ianto with then he'd lose Jack for good.
"Don't worry, Jack. There's plenty of room on Tardis. And I'm sure he's the best assistant possible, since you'd only work with the best, and there have been plenty of times where I could have used an assistant in my travels." The Doctor reached out and squeezed Jack's shoulder to reassure him. He got back up to his feet and handed Jack a large quilt. "Here, wrap him in this and let’s get out of here. We have a lot of catching up to do. There's still a lot about this new body I don't know about, including what foods appeal to me, and I am getting hungry."
Jack took the quilt from the Doc nodding relieved that he wasn't going to have to make a decision between the two men, at least not yet. Managing to wrap Ianto in the quilt and pick him up all without waking him up. Jack did frown as carried Ianto realizing that the young man had lost a considerable amount of weight in the two weeks Jack had been gone. So much for hoping that the Doc would have brought him back before he was missed and before it affected anyone negatively. A smile did appear on Jack's face as even in sleep Ianto snuggled and curled into Jack's hold burying his nose in Jack's neck.
"Shh, its okay. I've got you Ianto; you’re in Jack's arms. You get the sleep you really need. Dark circles and bags are not a good look for a sexy boy like you." Jack placed a kiss on Ianto's forehead as he walked through the entrance to the Tardis. The Doctor followed right behind him carrying the items that Jack had originally wanted to stop for in the first place. Soon in one area of the Tardis the Doctor got ready for take off and thought about a good destination that would be without conflicts and danger.
Over in a corner Jack was working on getting Ianto settled on an old fashioned fainting couch. He took extra care to lay Ianto down on a soft pillow and tuck the quilt around him to keep him nice and warm. He then sat on the edge next to Ianto's hip while taking one hand in his own, lacing their fingers together. Jack stayed surprisingly quiet from his position just taking in the Doctor's movements. In his mind Jack was looking for differences between the two Doctors but really all Jack saw was the same man with just a different shell. Kinda reminded him of the one time he'd watched a snake shed its skin- afterward the snake was the same on the inside only the outside was a little shinier. As if sensing he was being watched the Doctor looked up from the computer screen and flashed a smile at Jack who blew the Doctor a kiss. Okay, there's a difference, this Doctor didn't blush over Jack blowing kisses. Jack glanced down seeing that Ianto was deep asleep he stood and moved over to the Doc.
The Doctor tried his best to pretend he didn’t notice Jack coming up behind him and stay focused on his task. He’d almost succeeded until Jack’s arm was felt around his waist pulling until the Doctor’s back was pressed flat against Jack’s front. Slipping a thumb in between the Doctor’s pants and the skin on his hip bone, Jack began to stroke that spot on the Doc’s right hip in light teasingly manner. He could feel the Doc shift and let out a soft whimper of pleasure as he pressed against Jack’s chest.
“I have to say Doc, I think I like this new you even better. You don’t seem as afraid to show what you’re feeling and your body certainly is more responsive. I can’t wait until I have proper time to worship and explore this new temple.”
“Ja-a-ack, “ his voice breaking trying to get his hormones back under control. “Jack, please, not while I’m trying to manage the Tardis.” Although even as he said no the Doctor was pressing against Jack for fully body contact. As Jack sucked the Doc’s left ear lobe into his mouth, licking and sucking on it very suggestively. “Oh, Jack, please not now, please!” The Doc’s voice was getting a little desperate since he had yet to really get a good control over the body yet. In away it was like his body was going through its teenage years again, with hormones racing trying to regulate and settle on their jobs.
Jack gave one last nip to the Doc’s ear before releasing him and stepping away. The Doctor tried not to make the sigh of relief obvious but Jack heard it anyway and just smirked. Leaning against the railing Jack just watched the Doc work with one eye while keeping the other eye trained on the sleeping Ianto.
“So Doc, where are you taking us? I’m hoping at least once your planning somewhere that doesn’t require us to play heroes. Look how well that worked out for me the last time.” As the words left his mouth Jack wished he could take them back because he saw the hurt look fall over the Doctor’s face.
“I’m sorry, Jack. Really sorry!” The Doctor would have kept going if Jack hadn’t step forward and placed a finger against the Doctor’s lips.
“Doc, really don’t worry about it. It’s in the past, er, future. Whatever, it doesn’t matter I know you didn’t mean any harm. I was just teasing you. It’s what friends and lovers who care about each other do.” Giving him a wink Jack removed the finger and stepped back.
“Does that mean I get to show Ianto the naked baby pictures the Tardis found in the computer of you?” asked the Doc over his shoulder before scooting into the kitchen to work on some dinner.
“Doc, you’re kidding right? You can’t have any baby photos of mine since there like way way in the future. You are kidding right? Doc?”
End Chapter 1
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This is my first Doctor Who/Torchwood fic; I’ve seen about ten episodes of Doctor Who(9th & 10th) and five episodes of Torchwood. I’m also in the process of reading “Border Princes” which is a Torchwood Novel(I want to buy it on CD since John Barrowman reads it). I’d like to know how you like how this story is going and what you would like to see happen. I’m thinking about having the three of them crossover with a few different fandoms on their journeys; so please let me know what if any fandoms you’d like to see crossed with the boys. I’m also working on my first graphics/manipulations to go with this story and a story banner. Thanks again for reading my fic.
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