"So How does it feel to be Mrs. Sam Evans?" Sam asked I smiled and turned to him. "It's a wonderful feeling, this place is amazing." I said. I went into the bathroom to dress for bed, I was exhausted.
I came back into the bedroom, to see Sam sitting on the edge of the bed. I pulled back my side and slid under the blankets, I noticed the sea side porch was open, I could smell the ocean. I looked over at Sam still sitting at the edge of the bed. "Katie, I have to ask you something, please don’t be upset with me." He said before turning to me. "I know this will be your first time, do you want to start trying for children or do you want to wait?" He said. "I don’t want children right now, which means we can wait to have sex." I said rolling over with my back to him. He sighed "No Katie, it doesn’t mean we have to wait, it means I will use protection." He said I heard him ripping open something. I turned to see him opening a box, he laid the contents on the nightstand. I started to get scared, "Is that what I think it is?" I said starting to get up from the bed. "It's a condom Kaitlyn, this is normal, I understand you're scared, but we'll take this slow." He said putting his hand on my arm. " Do not touch me." I said getting up.
He got up as well, and came over to where I was standing " you do know this is normal adult conversation, we're not kids anymore Kaitlyn." He said putting his arms around my waist, resting his head on my shoulder. "Lets just go to bed, we can talk about it later." I said "No, if we go to bed, we can at least attempt to make love." He said, before turning me to face him, his hand caressed my face gently, his lips gently met mine, his kisses were sweet, I felt myself being moved towards the bed, his hand unbuttoning my night shirt as we went, I decided to let it pan out for a few minutes, my knees hit the edge of the bed, that’s when I decided to stop him. "OK Sam, I'm exhausted, I want to sleep." I said before attempting to remove his arms from my waist, I noticed he wasn’t budging. "It can go relatively easy for you, but you struggle, and I'll take you anyway." he said pushing me towards the bed, sliding my night shirt off my shoulders, it hit the floor. His lips met mine, I pulled away, his lips met my neck.
"Katie don't fight, this will go far more smoothly if you don’t struggle with me, love making is normal on a wedding night." He said pushing me down on our bed. Sam is 6ft and 170lbs, I am 4'11, and just under 90lbs, always been tiny. I tried to shove him off of me, he grumbled at me "Kaitlyn, do you really want to wait?" He asked stopping all attempts. "Yes I want to wait, we didn't ever talk about this before tonight, I am just not ready." "You will have to get use to me sooner or later, I wont push you, but don’t keep turning me away." He said rolling off of me, and reaching for the lamp next to the bed. I rolled over with my back to him, and slowly started to dose off. I felt him reach for me later, I opened my eyes and looked at the alarm, it was 3 am. He sighed as he pulled me closer to him "Katie don't struggle with me." Before I could even think, he was on top of me, lips against mine, knee between my legs, I panicked, and tried again to push him off of me. "Katie, it's natural that you're nervous, but it will be a lot better once we're done, please don’t struggle with me." He said reaching down to remove my panties. I stiffened up, he knew exactly which spot to go for on my neck. I let out a moan, I saw him discard my panties on the side of the bed. I stiffened up, I knew he wasn’t going to stop. He gently slid me into the middle of the bed. "Sam stop, You told me you'd wait." I said trying to hold back tears. "This is normal wedding night jitters, you will be fine once you get use to it." He said reaching for the condom on the night stand. I stiffened up, but soon rolled onto my side and out of the bed, I reached for my night shirt on the floor, and headed towards the bathroom. I felt Sam's arms go around my waist, I went into immediate panic, I started struggling against him, kicking at him, trying to get him to release me, but to no avail, he let me struggle against his strength. "Katie calm down, you're fine, this is normal, you can struggle with me, but sex is normal, it doesn’t hurt, it's not scary, it's normal." He said holding me tightly in his arms. He let go, I hurried into the bathroom, and slammed the door. I realized at the moment I was trapped, he had me where he wanted me. the door popped open. "I told you that you could struggle with me, but it wont make much difference, I'm going to take you into our bed, and make love to you." He said reaching for my arm, pulling me close to him, He then directed me towards the bedroom, I started to shake, my legs gave out, he caught me and carried me to the bed, where he removed my night shirt a 2nd time, and placed me in the center of the bed, his lips made contact with my neck, I pulled away, He shifted positions before pulling me under him, He was quick with his movements, his knee was between my legs before I could stop him, He gently pushed my legs open, I felt his penis brush against my private parts, I jerked in shame. " Don’t tense up, this might be a bit uncomfortable." He said bracing my hips with his pelvic bone. "You said it wouldn't hurt, you lied." I said attempting to shift my hips, but he had me braced under him. "No, it's not going to hurt, it's going to be a bit uncomfortable, but it wont hurt." He said before placing his lips against mine.
I again felt his penis brush against my private parts, he gently too ahold of my wrist, and secured it above my head with one of his hands, he did the same with my free hand. "Sam why are you restraining me?" I asked. "I'm sorry love, but it does hurt at first contact, and I know you're going to struggle, It's easier to restrain you, and me get it done." He said using his free hand to position himself between my legs. I struggled under him, trying to gain some sort of control. in a quick movement, the head of his penis entered my body. I tensed up and cried out "take it out Sam, please, your too big." I struggled under him, he moved a bit more and slid himself more into me. I again cried out "Sam pull out." I had gotten my arms free and was attempting to push him off of me, I placed one hand on his chest, and the other on his hip, with one mighty push, I shoved up on his hip, and made him pull out. He groaned in protest, and reached down to reposition himself, and slid himself back inside me, this time I felt something tear inside me. I let out a scream, and pulled away.
I tried again to push him off of me, the more I pushed, the more frustrated he became. "Sam get off of me, This is Rape." I yelled trying to push him off of me. "It's not rape, It's consummating our marriage, you honestly think Puck, Finn, or even Mike would of waited, No they wouldn't of, Puck would have been tearing at your clothing, the moment you came through that door. " He said as he buried his face in my hair next to my ear. Tears welled up in my eyes, I turned my head away from him, and closed my eyes, I felt this body tense up, his pace quickened, I with out warning, shoved him off of me, and rolled over on my side with my back to him.
I grabbed the sheet, and tightly wrapped it around me, He grumbled at me "Katie, I was almost finished, 5 minutes and we would have been done, Roll over here and let me finish, I'm going to do it either way." He said before pulling me under him, removing the sheet between us. I once again began to sturggle under him, he pressed his weight against my hips, and pressed his knee between my legs, he slid his body between my legs, I felt his penis brush with my private parts again, I tensed up and tried again to struggle with him, but to no avail, he used his weight to put an end to my struggling. He slid himself back in side me and in a few short thrusts he was done, and collasped on top of me.
He rolled off of me, I hurried to grab the sheet and roll away from him, I didn't even want to look at him, I was ashamed of what had happened. "Im sorry Katie, I got carried away, Did I hurt you?" Sam asked reaching for me, I jerked away from him, I wasn’t about to let him touch me again.
"To be continued"