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We always survive	By : Hotangel241d Category: S through Z > Vampire Diaries Views: 504 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-We always survive
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Damons POV:
I thought of everything, I don't understand what went wrong! I start angrily pacing the living room, trying to calm my rage. Why did Stefan do this?! I go straight over to my liquor cart and grab the bottle of bourbon with a small glass, pouring myself a drink before I storm over towards the fireplace; Elena is standing there with a confused look and I don't blame her, I'm God damn confused too.
"I had him, Elena! I had Klaus! This could have all been over!" I scream and throw the bottle of bourbon into the fire, shattering it to pieces as it blows up in the flames. What a waste, damnit! The borrowed blood in my body must be boiling because I feel like I'm on the verge of a meltdown. I can't even imagine how Elenas feeling right now. I let her down, again.
"Hey, Damon!"
I faintly hear her voice through the haze in my mind, then she touches my arm to get my attention, but I flinch to shake her off.
"Hey, listen to me!"
God she is persistent, I know it's because she cares but I can't look at her right now, I feel like I failed. She wraps her hands around my face and forces me to turn towards her, and as soon as I look into her eyes, she has me, and she knows it.
"We'll survive this. We always survive."
She looks so sure, but why do I feel like we won't? But then I look into her beautiful chocolate eyes, and all my insecurities disappear.
"Trust me."
Her eyes are glowing from the flames and melting away my anger. She, she's comforting me this time around, no one ever does that. She is looking at me with the most genuine look of concern and it's breaking down my walls one brick at a time. I dolefully exhale and have to look away from her eyes for a moment while I try to think of what to say.
"We're never getting Stefan back. You know that, don't you?" I whisper as softly as I can while I stare into her eyes and watch as she tries her best to stay strong. I can see her bottom lip starting to quiver and it is breaking me heart, all I ever wanted to do was protect her from all of this, but apparently, I can't even do that. I slightly tilt my head to the side and her hands tighten around me which in any other situation, would make me smile, but I can feel her hands slightly trembling. She lets out a deep breath and pulls her lips into a tight line and I'm convinced what I just said broke her.
"Then we'll let him go, ok? We'll have to let him go."
I scrunch my eyebrows together and I think I actually might have gasped, because that was the absolute last thing, I expected her to say. She must see how surprised I look because she is still staring into my eyes, and I swear I feel her gently pulling me down towards her. I glance down at her lips for a split second then back into her eyes and I can hear her heart beating faster. I have been waiting for this for so long, I almost can't believe this is real. I slowly lean in to brush my lips against hers and her hands move up into my hair, holding onto me like she'll lose me if she doesn't, as if I would ever try to get away. She has to know by now that I would do anything to be with her, right? I hear her softly moan into my lips and I grab her around the waist to pull her flush against my body. I never want this to end, her lips fit perfectly with mine and the way her fingers are massaging my head feels so soothing, I can't help but purr. I feel like she is consuming every part of me, I wonder if I make her feel the same way.
She pulls back a few inches to breathe and rests her forehead on mine, sighing contently as she nuzzles against me. Her breath is tickling my lips and her hands are still buried in my hair. I open my eyes and look down at her to find her staring up at me, with a hint of a smile on her face. I wish I could see her smile like this every day, it's so damn beautiful.
"Damon, I"
I quickly press my finger to her lips and lightly shake my head. I can hear her heart about to beat out of her chest and I feel bad. I probably made her think I didn't want to hear what she was about to say. I wish I could explain to her that I'm just as nervous as she is but I, I have a hard time being vulnerable after everything that happened with Katherine. I gently pull away and she drops her hands from my hair, her face is turning bright red from I assume embarrassment, God she is adorable. I chuckle a bit as I tilt her chin up with my finger and press a soft kiss against her lips so I can maybe help calm her nerves. The last thing I want is for her to think I don't want her. I just don't want her to do something she'll regret because we're both having a terrible night. I know she still loves Stefan, no matter what he does she always will. When I try to pull away this time, she eagerly throws her arms around my neck and crashes her lips against mine, taking my unrequired breath away.
"Damon, please."
The way she says my name is making it very difficult for me to control myself. Her hands are trailing down my chest as she starts walking us backwards towards the couch. I never expected her to take the lead like this, I didn't ever expect this to even happen in all honesty. I really don't know what to do, oh God, she just bit down on my lower lip and sucked it into her mouth.
"Please what, Elena?" I whisper against her lips as my eyes roll back when her hand slips down over my growing erection. I, if she doesn't stop now, I don't think I'll be able to stop myself. I'm so distracted by my thoughts that I don't even realize the back of my knees hit the couch and I stumble back, pulling her down on top of me. A low growl rumbles from deep in my chest at my clumsiness and that makes her giggle which instantly makes me smile. Her legs fall on either side of my body and she starts grinding down into me. "Elena." Fuck, if she only knew what she was doing to me. She breaks away from my lips and starts kissing across my jaw and my head rolls back onto the couch, she's driving me crazy, I, after the day we both had, I'm seconds away from losing control. I close my eyes and try to focus on how soft her lips feel against my skin, but then I feel her teeth gently nip at my neck and I dig my nails into her hips. She just snapped the last bit of self-control I had left.
"Fuck, Elena. I need you." I growl as I slowly run my fingers up her back and tangle them into her long, silky hair, aggressively attacking her lips. She moans into my mouth and my dick starts to throb against my jeans, holy shit, I, we can't do this. I force myself to pull away from her and lightly grab both sides of her face.
"Elena, is this really what you want? I, I don't want you to do something you might regret." I can't even believe I just had the strength to stop myself when I've been dreaming of this moment for so long. I stare into her eyes, searching for any sign of doubt, but to my surprise I don't see any. She smiles down at me and traces her fingers across my lips, making my eyes flicker closed for a moment.
"I was trying to tell you before." My eyes shoot back to hers, why is her heart racing? I blew it, God I always do this, why do I insist on being miserable.
"I love you, Damon." She whispers nervously
What? I can feel my eyes already starting to fill with tears as the words I've been dying to hear leave her mouth. She, no I must have heard her wrong. I furrow my brows and look into her eyes; I need her to repeat herself because I know I'm hearing things. She runs her fingers down the side of my face and leans in to press her lips against mine. The tears that were threatening to fall start streaming down my cheeks. Why am I such a sap? I gently pull back and lean my forehead against hers, still trying to process what she just said to me. Why would she love me? I-I can't be what she needs me to be, I'm not the good guy no matter how hard I pretend to be.
"I know you think you don't deserve to be loved." It's like she is reading my mind. "But you've proven to me time and time again over this past summer how amazing you truly are." I do not deserve her. "I love everything about you, Damon." Her fingers tenderly run across my cheeks and wipe away my tears bringing my eyes back up to hers. I must look like an idiot; I still haven't even said anything, and I just realized she's still straddling me on the couch. God I really am an idiot. I chuckle nervously to myself and slightly shake my head as I thread my fingers through her hair. She smiles at me in such a reassuring way and leans into my touch, she's just so adorable. I can't fucking handle it. I clear my throat and instinctively lick my lips as I prepare myself to say those 3 little words that terrify me more than anything.
"Elena, I love you, too." She giggles as her cheeks turn slightly pink and if my heart were still beating it would explode right now. "God, I love you so much."
I watch as a couple tears trail down from her eyes and a genuine smile spread across her face. I grab both sides of her face and kiss her with everything I have, I want her to feel just how much I actually love her. She starts to grind down on me again and a desperate moan escapes my lips. I move over to her neck and begin kissing down to her collar bone, which apparently, she loves because she digs her nails into my hair and holds me tightly against her. She slides her hand in between us to unbutton my jeans, slips her hand into my boxers and grabs my dick making my whole body ignite. "Elena, you have no idea what you do to me." She runs her tongue up my neck and my dick throbs in her hand, "I haven't even started." She whispers so seductively into my ear that it sends a chill up my spine. Her hand starts to move slowly up and down, and I literally whimper. Fuck, I need release. I didn't realize how built up I was. She wiggles her hips a little as her hand tightens around me and I throw my head back on the couch while I thrust my dick up into her hand, I just need her to move a little faster. Actually, wait, no, I need to get us up to my room. Now. This is not how our first time is going to be. I quickly grab her hand and pull it out of my boxers, wrap her legs around my waist and pick her up. She holds tightly around my neck and giggles as I vamp us through the house, up to my bedroom. I love the sound of her laugh; it makes me light up inside. As soon as my bedroom door is shut, I toss her on the bed and strip myself of all my clothes. I would honestly live in the nude if it were acceptable, clothing is so confining. Her eyes pop open when she sees my fully naked body and her face starts turning light red. I smirk at her and do that eye thing that she loves before I stalk up her body. When I finally reach her lips, she aggressively pulls me down and wraps her legs around my waist. Her lips are so soft and my God I love the way she's nibbling on my neck right now.
I break away from her for a second so I can get rid of her clothes, which makes her whine in protest, but I desperately need to feel her skin on mine. I don't even think twice about it as I tear her shirt to shreds and then slide her pants down her legs, leaving her in just her pink lacey thong and matching bra. As I start to climb back up her body, her scent of arousal hits my nose, and a low growl emits from deep in my chest. Fuck, she smells amazing. I stop as I reach her core and lean down, lightly running the tip of my tongue over the outside of her panties. I purr as her taste seeps through the fabric onto my tongue and wrap my hands around her hips so I can pull her up closer to my mouth. The way she's moaning and begging me for more as I grab onto her panties with my teeth and rip them off is so sexy, I always knew we would be perfect together. The fact that we waited this long, makes it even better. I run my tongue up her pussy and savor the taste, and the way her body is squirming around under me, I could do this all day. Her hands shoot down and she tangles her fingers into my hair, holding onto me as she grinds against my mouth. I growl and tease her clit with the tip of my tongue, thoroughly enjoying the pleading moans she's screaming out. I glance up at her and watch as she gets closer to her release, her lips are parted, a thin layer of sweat is covering her body, and her head is thrashing back and forth on the pillow as she chants my name like a prayer. I lightly run my fingers up to her breasts and slide my hand under her bra so I can tease her nipple. "Oh, God! Damon!" Mmm I can't get enough of hearing that. I roll her nipple between my fingers as I suck her clit into my mouth and her whole-body arches off the bed. She is so damn beautiful; every curve of her body is perfect. I can feel her body starting to shake so I know she's close. I run my fingers up her inner thigh and tease her entrance by dipping just the tip of my finger inside. "Damon, please!" She's panting now and fuck if it's not the sexiest sound I don't know what is. I drive my finger deep inside her and curve it towards her g-spot as I circle her clit with my tongue. My dick is throbbing along with her pussy and begging me for attention. I moan against her clit and thrust my hips down against the bed as I feel her about to cum. I start pumping my finger faster and quickly add another one, as I pull her clit into my mouth. Come on Elena, I need to feel you cum, I need to taste you. Her body is trembling, and her nails dig into my scalp as she finally lets herself go.
"D-Damon! Yess!" Holy shit she is clamping down around my fingers so tight and her cum taste better than blood. If I could live off it, I would. I lap it up relentlessly as her body starts to come down and slowly remove my fingers from her. She looks down at me and motions for me to lay next to her. I crawl up her body and press a quick kiss to her lips before doing as I was told and as my head hits the pillow, I look over at her as she sits up on her knees and straddles my legs. I watch as her eyes take in the size of my dick and as she licks her lips before lowering down and teasing the head with the tip of her tongue. I groan and grip the sheets trying to hold myself together, I won't be able to handle it if she teases me for long, I've been hard since the living room. As if she can read my mind, she takes as much of my dick into her mouth as she can and swallows around me. "Fuck, just like that Elena." She nods her head and I feel her lips get tighter around me as she picks up the speed. Her fingers start to tease my inner thigh as she makes her way up to cup my balls, making my hips jolt off the bed. She starts gently massaging them as her other hand travels up my stomach, stops at my nipple, and lightly pinches it. Shit, I love everything she's doing. "I'm so close, don't stop, please." I feel my balls getting tighter and my dick throbbing in her mouth as she brings me closer to my release. I close my eyes and press my head back into the pillow and feel it starting at my toes, slowly warming up every part of my body. My body arches off the bed and I fucking start actually shaking as she brings me to the edge and pushes me over. "Fuck!" She's still bobbing her head up and down, draining me of every last drop of cum, I, oh god, she isn't stopping. I can't handle it. My body is trembling, and my dick is pulsating against her tongue as I feel her start to hum around me, sending vibrations up my spin. My hand shoots down and grabs her hair to hold her still, I'm so sensitive, I never came like that before. I drop my hand from her head, and she slowly lets me go, licking all the way up to the tip. She looks up at me and winks, she's unbelievable. I playfully growl at her and reach down to grab her, pulling her up onto my lap.
"You're something else, you know that?" I breathe against her lips before hungrily attacking them. I feel her smile into our kiss, and it makes me smile. At least I made her happy tonight. I may not have been able to kill Klaus, but at least she's safe and happy. She backs away and sweeps the hair from my eyes, resting her palm against my cheek, "Thank you, Damon. For always being there for me. I'll always love you, no matter what." I swallow the lump that's stuck in my throat all of a sudden and nod my head, "You don't have to thank me, Elena. I would look out for you even if you hated me. I love you more than I can even begin to explain." I brush my fingers across her collar bone as she leans down to kiss me, and for once, I feel like everything is going to be okay. I wrap my arms around her and pull her down against my chest. She nuzzles her head into my neck and lets out a deep breath as I trace tiny circles with my fingers all over her back. I close my eyes and rest my head on top of hers, listening to her heartbeat fall into a steady rhythm. The smile on my face is starting to hurt, my face muscles aren't used to it, I can't remember the last time I was this happy. Even after the horrible couple of months we've been having and the day we had today, she somehow made me feel better, she always does. We will survive this, she's right. We always do.
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