Show Me: Kendall's Hips Don't Lie | By : Kayerfire Category: 1 through F > Big Time Rush Views: 2975 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Everyone was fast asleep when Kendall boarded the bus. He took a look around, pausing at his and Logan's bunks. His friend was dead to the world. He noticed that for the first time Logan was sleeping shirtless, usually he was self-conscious about his body opting for a t-shirt and boxers. He had no reason to be. His torso exposed, revealed the muscle developing on the once skinny brainiac. Kendall noticed that he was catching up with Carlos in the buff department. When had Logan changed so much?
Tossing his bag of meds on the table he took a look around. He found James and Carlos spooning in bed, both clad in their boxers as well. James had a muscular arm wrapped around his boyfriend tight. Kendall remembered what Kelly had said about him being protective and had to smile.
As he made his way back to his bunk the exhausted teen decided that it was a good thing that no one was awake. That way he could avoid explanations of what had taken so long at the emergency and what he would do about Logan. He tossed off his clothes and climbed up to his bunk single-handedly. Lying on his back, he stared at the ceiling in reminiscence. So much had happened in just one day. His arm, Logan kissing him, he and Kelly reuniting. He wasn’t sure what any of it would bring but he was certain of one thing. This had been the most exciting tour they'd had.
As expected when morning arrived Kendall was the last to rise. He woke to find three concerned faces hovering over him.
Annoyed, he turned his back to them, which sent a jolt of pain shooting up his broken arm.
“Ow, shit!”
Kendall rolled back into his previous position facing the ceiling. Logan ran to grab his pain meds and a water from the mini-fridge. He handed it to Kendall wordlessly. He sat up and his bandmates watched him swallow two pills glumly.
“So it's broken,” James noted.
“That sucks man.”
“Sorry,” Carlos agreed.
Logan eyed the cast.
“How serious is the fracture?”
Kendall shrugged.
“Doctor said it’s not that serious. Come on, I play hockey. I’ve had worse.”
He glanced at Carlos.
“You've sooo had worse.”
That earned a proud smile from his friend.
“Yep!”
James rested an elbow on Kendall's bunk.
“You're okay then?” he asked and Kendall knew that he wasn't talking about his arm.
He was talking about Kelly.
“Yea, better than ever.”
James narrowed his eyes, studying his friend dubiously. He wasn't a fool. He sent Kendall a “we'll talk later” look, none too pleased. Carlos was too stoked to notice but Logan cleared his throat.
“There are waffles if you're hungry,” he offered.
Kendall was grateful to escape James's scrutiny.
“Sure, I'm starving!”
He'd expected things to be a little more awkward after the kiss. The Logan he knew wouldn't be able to bring himself to look at him without hyperventilating until they cleared up the mess. Hell, he'd just had a panic attack the day before. But Logan was more confident today. Sure he didn't quite make conversation but he’d spoken and he'd made brief eye contact before looking away.
“Kelly booked us a hotel since the show was postponed,” Carlos told him as Kendall ate.
“Check-in is in an hour.”
Cool. He could use a real bed and a decent shower. With their crazy touring schedule Gustavo felt it barely made sense to check into hotel after hotel for hours at a time so he'd installed a mini shower on the bus. The catch was that showers were timed and with four guys that didn't quite work. Especially with James “My body is a temple of perfection” Diamond and Carlos “Yay playing in water is fun” Garcia. But seeing as they'd be sitting out for another night Gustavo had apparently loosened the purse strings.
About time.
“She came by?” Kendall asked wondering how she'd managed to awaken and be dressed enough for a visit before he had even opened his eyes.
Carlos shook his head.
“She called. Passed the message through Logie.”
“Oh.”
So she and Logan had talked. He wondered if they’d talked about him.
“You and Logan should room together.”
Carlos's not so subtle nudge caused Kendall to swallow something down the wrong pipe. He coughed, and James reached behind him to pat his back. Logan shot Carlos a look .
“You okay?” he asked Kendall when the fit was over.
“Yea, I'm fine. Juice just went down the wrong way.”
Logan didn't look convinced. He glanced up at James, who still stood behind Kendall and they shared a look.
“Carlos, you want to come back to my bunk for a minute?” James asked.
His boyfriend practically popped out of his seat.
“See you guys.”
Kendall kept his eyes on his plate until the two were gone.
“So…I guess this is the part where we talk about yesterday,” he glanced up at his best friend's face.
Logan’s cheeks held a slight reddish tent as he shrugged.
“I, um guess I should explain.”
He cleared his throat as if in preparation to make a big speech. Kendall wasn't used to making his friends nervous.
“Kissing is kind of self explanatory,” he remarked.
He’d meant for the joke to lighten the mood.
“Yea, I guess it is. ” Logan ran an anxious hand through his hair.
There was an awkward pause. Okay he should say something.
“It caught me by surprise. I never would've thought that you saw me…well I was surprised. It was a good kiss though.”
“Yea?”
“Yea,” he answered honestly.
“And if I were into guys I'd totally be into it but…”
A disappointed Logan nodded his understanding.
“I know. You're into girls. It's okay. I guess it was good to get it out in the open though.”
He was handling this very well. Better than Kendall would've thought. Hell better than yesterday.
“I just hope this won't make things different between us. We've been through so much together. I still consider you my best friend, Kendall.”
He reached across the table and took the blonde’s hand. Kendall accepted it with relief. He’d been hoping for the same thing.
“Of course, Loges. Always.”
And just like that all was well again. He had his best friend. He had Kelly back. James and Carlos had each other. Kendall finished his breakfast with a sense of elation. Things couldn't be any better.
Gustavo may have paid for the rooms but he didn't have a say in who slept where. Of course management had their own quarters but for the boys there were only two rooms. He'd known that Kelly couldn't be open and share a room with him but he hoped he could sneak into hers.
Now that he and Logan were okay it didn't matter that they shared a room. Oddly there was no more awkwardness, as if Logan’s mind were elsewhere. He didn't seem bothered, just preoccupied.
Carlos was being annoying though, giving the both of them conspiratory looks as if they had something planned. Finally Logan gave him a cutt-off motion and their Latino friend frowned. James took his shoulder and guided him into their own room.
“He was banking on us hooking up,” Logan explained as he dropped his suitcase by the bed.
Kendall shook his head, amused. Only Carlos.
“I'm guessing you and Kelly are back on?”
Kendall kicked off his shoes.
“Did she tell you when she called earlier?” he liked the idea of Kelly admitting it to someone.
It meant she wasn't ashamed of him.
“Sort of. She wanted to know if I was okay with it after the whole kiss thing.”
“So you guys talked about me.”
Logan smirked at his enthusiasm.
“Oh yea we couldn't stop saying your name,” he joked.
Whatever.
“So what did she say about me? To you?”
His friend theatrically rolled his eyes.
“Oh my god Kendall you're like a thirteen year old girl right now.”
But the smile on his face showed it was all in good humor. Kendall tossed a pillow at him in response, missing his head by an inch.
“Wow and you throw like one too.”
That was it. He tackled his friend to the bed and attacked single-armed with the remaining pillow. As when they usually horse-played, Kendall had the upper hand. He always ended up the winner unless Carlos intervened. He expected as much this time but was surprised when Logan managed to pin him down. He moved to flip him but his friend maintained his hold.
“Ha!” Logan cheered.
When had he gotten so strong? Kendall started to ask him if he'd been eating extra spinach or something when their suite door opened.
“Okay who dropped their keycard right outsi—”
James paused.
“Oh am I interrupting something?”
“Just me kicking Kendall's ass,” Logan laughed and rolled off of him.
Kendall threw a fake kick before smiling up at James.
“Hey, my arm's still injured. What's up?”
James raised the keycard in his hand.
“One of you dropped this right in front of your door. You're lucky I'm the one that walked in instead of Carlos.”
Kendall had opened the door so that meant it was Logan's.
“Oh, god he'd have been salivating at the mouth,” Logan joked as he helped Kendall to his feet.
“Why does he want us together anyway?” Kendall wondered.
James shrugged.
“He just wants you both to be happy.”
He handed Logan his keycard.
“I'm pretty happy,” he murmured so low that Kendall almost didn't catch it.
He leaned into James as he spoke, resting a hand on his muscular shoulder. James licked his lips. If it were anyone but Logan he'd mistake the interaction as flirting.
“And Kendall is definitely happy. Right?” he added.
James turned his attention to him, suspicion in his hazel eyes. Kendall remembered the look earlier and braced himself. He was about to get a lecture.
“I noticed,” James said, watching him.
“Hey Loges, can you give us a second? I need to talk to Kendall about something.”
About Kelly. And by what she'd told him James had said yesterday it wasn't going to be a congratulations.
“Look James, I know you mean well, ” Kendall started but his friend cut him off.
“Don't make me say this in front of Logan after yesterday.”
He was serious. Logan took the hint and backed toward the door.
“I'm just going to go hang with Carlos for a bit.”
Still avoiding all conflicts. At least that hadn't changed about him. After the door shut, James went on.
“Did you fuck her again?”
Wow, that was blunt.
“Did you fuck Carlos?” he shot back defensively.
James sighed.
“She hurt you, Kendall. Do you not remember the past few weeks? You were a mess.”
He remembered. All the more reason to be happy now.
“We worked it out.”
James folded his arms tightly.
“Yea I bet. Doggy style or pony?”
“Shut up!”
His friend took a deep calming breath.
“Look, I didn't come here to attack you. I just don't like seeing you hurt and with Kelly I see that happening. Again.”
Kendall hoped he could convince him otherwise.
“She explained everything. It's the age thing but as long as we're discreet about it everything will be fine.”
“Because you do discreet so well.”
“Hey, I didn't actually tell anyone but you and that was because I thought you already knew.”
James shook his head.
“That's not what I meant,” he clarified.
“The way you were carrying on before all puppy-like, staring openly and going off on Logan in a jealous fit mid-show. That's not discretion.”
He had a point there. But it didn't matter. The past was just that, the past.
“I have a better perspective now. We talked. And speaking of talking, I heard you had a few words to say yesterday. To Kelly.”
James was unapologetic.
“I told her not to hurt you anymore. I'd tell her again if she was right here. I'll tell her next time I see her.”
While he appreciated his caring, there was no need for all of that. Kelly had no intention of hurting him ever again.
“You don't have to do that,” Kendall remarked.
“She explained everything. The only reason why she said those things was because she thought I should get over her and discover life or whatever. She cares about me. She did what she thought was best for me.”
James scoffed.
“And fucking you at the hospital with a broken arm was best for you?”
He was feeling defensive again.
“We didn't even fuck at the hospital, it was in the van!”
James's eyes widened.
“I mean—” shit he shouldn't have said that.
“Jesus Christ Kendall!”
He ran his fingers through his hair. And it was still perfect.
“You're really in love with her, aren't you?” his tone was significantly softer, ripe with empathy.
Kendall couldn’t say. He remembered the last time he had things didn't go so well.
“When I'm with her it's like nothing I've ever felt before,” he admitted.
“Not with Jo or any of the girls back in Minnesota. It's more than just sex.”
James came closer, reading him like a book.
“How would you know? You've never had sex with anyone else.”
He knew because…he just knew.
“I feel it in here,” Kendall slapped his own chest, signifying his heart.
“And nothing you or Kelly or anybody else says will make that go away.”
James didn't say anything but his eyes said it all. He was beyond worried for him.
“If she hurts you again it's a wrap. I mean it. I like Kelly and all but I can't stand to see any of you guys upset like you were.”
“She won't,” he assured him.
“She'd better not.”
“Hey who died and made you big brother?”
James shrugged.
“I was born before you,” he stated matter-of-factly.
“Age ain't nothing but a number,” Kendall quoted.
“Yea well I have a higher number of experiences in the love department than you do.”
“Only if your heart's located in your in your pants,” Kendall retorted.
James opened his mouth, had no defense.
“Well I've had more people fall in love with me,” he finally came back.
Kendall smirked.
“Yea…no fans don't count. And f.y.i there are way more ‘Marry me Kendall' signs than James signs out there.”
“You want me to kick your ass like Logan did, don't you?” James laughed.
The mood lightened, Kendall relaxed onto his bed.
“When did he get so strong anyway?”
James shrugged a shoulder.
“Maybe he's always been but never had the confidence to know it.”
Possible.
“He seem a little different to you today?”
James sat down beside him.
“How so?”
Kendall wasn't sure.
“I don't know. He took it pretty well when I told him I wasn't into guys. After what happened yesterday that was a surprise. A nice one but still.”
James looked thoughtful.
“Hmm.”
That was all he offered. Kendall rested his arms behind his head as he lied back. He immediately caught a whiff of himself.
“God, I need a shower.”
James barely noticed.
“I'm going to take advantage of all of this hot water at our disposal before Gustavo sends us back to the bus.”
He hopped up and went for his suitcase. James was still lost in his thoughts when Kendall left him for the shower.
“Don't get your cast wet,” he finally called from the other side of the bathroom door.
“Yes mother,” Kendall joked back, as he stepped into the warmth of the steady spray.
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