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Falling	By : banana-x-phone Category: 1 through F > The Big Bang Theory Views: 14017 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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Sheldon got out of Raj's car, headed into the lobby and up the stairs. Sheldon couldn't decide what he wanted. He knew that he didn't want to hurt Penny, but he also didn't want to run the risk of putting everything he had on the line and getting hurt.
His mind changed on every landing that he stepped foot on. Would he take a chance to be happy and give himself to an unpredictable person, or would he adhere to everything he has ever known and sacrifice the joy he felt when she was with him? He slowly approached her door and his stomach was still twisted in undecided knots.
He leaned his body against the right side of the door frame, let out a breath and lifted his hand to knock. He could see the shadow of her feet under the door.
Knock knock knock "Penny"
Knock knock knock "Penny"
Knock knock knock "Penny"
She opened the door immediately. She was wearing a red racer back tank top that displayed her exquisite breasts. Her jeans hugged her curves and clung to her thighs. She looked relaxed, but her eyes were frantic. He stared into her face for a moment before standing up straight.
"Hi Penny. This is for you." He said quietly as he reached into his messenger bag. He handed her a small blue pocket dictionary. She gave him a small smirk. She hadn't thought he was actually going to bring her a freaking dictionary!
"Hi Sheldon. Come in?" She ended the invitation inside as a question.
Sheldon moved into her apartment and closed the door behind them. He took off his bag and placed it beside the sofa. She walked into the kitchen, placed the book on the island and grabbed a diet coke for herself.
"Do you want something to drink?" She asked politely. She knew that he appreciated good manners and she wanted to swing this meeting in her favor any way she could.
"No thanks, Penny. I'm fine." He said quickly as he sat down on the couch. She grabbed her soda and sat down beside him. Her scent was thick, like she had just put on hand cream.
"Penny, I just want to talk about the kissing that occurred between us recently." He explained as he placed his hands in his lap. He continued.
"As, you know, I am not an expert in these matters and I am not experienced in articulating these types of feelings. Though I enjoy the time we spend together and I experience rather pleasant feelings when we kiss, I don't want to lose sight of what I've set out to achieve." He stated. Still unsure where he was going with this conversation he began to nervously fidget and he felt his eye twitch. Penny looked into his eyes and grabbed a hold of his restless hands.
"Sheldon, I like you. I have always liked you. There is undeniable chemistry between us and I know you're afraid, but I'm afraid too. Believe me, Sweetie, the last thing I want to do is change you and get in the way of your dreams. I just want to be there for you, supporting you. I can understand if you don't want to go any further with whatever we have going on here." She said defeated. If she was going to go out in flames, she was going to put it all out there so he knew where she stood. No games.
Sheldon and Penny sat in silence for a few minutes. His hands were still grasped in hers and they just looked at one another. They were both terrified about entering a relationship together.
He had so much to lose, but also so much to gain. He could truly share his achievements with someone and he could see him having a life with her. She didn't want to get hurt again, but she was sure that Sheldon was different. She trusted him with everything she had. He had never done anything out of malice and he would never intentionally hurt anyone.
Sheldon sighed and concentrated on his hands in hers. He shifted a bit and laced their fingers together. He couldn't help but notice how perfectly her small hands fit into his. He always thought that holding her hand might feel like holding a child's but it felt far from it, it felt right.
"Penny" He started, breaking the comfortable silence between them.
"I want to do this with you and I want to be with you, but-" He was cut off by Penny.
"But, you can't." She said just above a whisper as tears prickled behind her eyelids. Her eyes quickly moved from his, down into her lap and she took her hands away from his grasp. She wiped away a tear that had escaped her and fallen onto her flushed cheek. To stop herself from sobbing in front of him, she quickly sucked in a breath and held it.
She felt his hand under her chin. He gently lifted her face to look up into his. He looked seriously at her, like when he asked her if Davey Crocket quit at the Alamo. With his other hand he brushed the hair that had fallen into her face behind her ear. He let go of her chin and collected her hands back into his.
"Penny, I was going to say that I want this, but I want to go slowly. I want to go at a pace that I'm comfortable with." He said sincerely. Her sadness was replaced by a small smile and she pulled Sheldon into a hug. She rubbed her hands along his shoulder blades and she let out a deep sigh. His hands settled onto her waist. He smelled so good and she buried her face in his neck. She pulled back a little bit so that their cheeks were touching but not enough that she wasn't still hugging him.
"I will respect your wishes, Sheldon. I want you to feel like you can be yourself with me and I want to make you feel safe. If you feel like it's too much or if you feel like it's too fast, you tell me and we'll go back to where you're comfortable." She said and pulled away from him.
He looked into her sincere face and smiled. Not one of his crazy joker smiles, but a genuine smile. It was incredibly adorable so she cupped his chin in her hand and pulled him into a kiss. He moved his hand to the small of her back and it almost spanned entirely across her. She draped her arms over his shoulders and cocked her head to the right so their lips were locked.
He still couldn't fathom how flawlessly she fit into him. They were like two puzzle pieces that interlocked perfectly. He gently pulled her onto his lap and resumed kissing her. Even their lips fit seamlessly together; her bottom lip nuzzled in between his top and bottom lip. His hands were softly rubbing up and down her sides and he accidentally grazed her breasts with the heel of his palms.
Penny took his hands into hers and placed them onto her breasts. He was hesitant at first. His hands just sat atop her breasts. She broke their kiss and looked into his sapphire eyes. She kissed him quickly and looked back into his eyes.
"It's ok, Shel." She said reassuringly. She resumed their kiss and his hands moved down her stomach. They settled on the hem of her shirt and his thumb rubbed along her exposed mid-riff. His arousal was growing in his pants and he could feel Penny's heat radiating onto him.
He moved a hand underneath her shirt. His touch was agonizingly slow and left a trail of slow burning embers along her abdomen as he searched for her breast. The tip of his finger touched the swell of her chest and he quickly realized that she wasn't wearing a bra.
He pulled away and looked down at her chest as his hand engulfed her. She let her head fall backward, arched her back toward him and let out a small moan. Her nipple hardened under his palm and he trailed his fingers back down her chest to feel her stiff nub. His fingertip brushed against it and he felt a horizontal barbell going through her nipple.
Shocked, he quickly took his hand out of her shirt and looked at her with concern. She still had her head thrown back in ecstasy and she slowly brought her face to his when she realized he had stopped.
"What?" She shyly asked.
"Penny, I don't want to sound crass, but do you have your nipples pierced?" His eyes grew wide and his tongue darted out to moisten his suddenly dry lips. A smile started to spread across her lips and her face lit up.
"Actually, it's just the one." She said as she bit her lip playfully.
"Why?" Sheldon asked. It was the only thing he could say. At first he was unsure about it. His mother told him about women that had those kinds of piercings, but Penny was nothing of the sort. His unease quickly turned into curiosity.
"Well, I got it done after Leonard and I broke up. Some girls cut all of their hair off, I just get inappropriate piercings." She said as her face flushed red with embarrassment.
"Do you not like it?" She asked. Sheldon considered this for a moment and decided he was unsure.
"I'm not sure." He stated, as he searched her face.
She smiled and gave him another chaste kiss on the lips. As she was pulling away, there was a quick knock on the door. She got up off of Sheldon and walked toward the door. Sheldon stood up, grabbed his messenger bag and moved behind her. She opened the door to Leonard, Howard and Raj standing there. Leonard looked at them and his brow furrowed.
"Sheldon, why are you over here, we're leaving for the comic book store." Leonard said accusingly.
"My keys are at work and I was locked out." Sheldon said defensively as he slung the bag across his body. It was true. He had intentionally left them behind for this exact purpose, that way he didn't have to lie to Leonard. Sheldon wasn't ready for his roommate to know that he was engaging in amorous activities with his ex-girlfriend. He walked out of her apartment and gave her a quick wave.
"Bye, Penny. See you for Halo." He said quickly.
"Bye, Sweetie, have fun." She replied with a smile and closed her door.
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