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The Lies we Tell Ourselves	By : ihatethesnow Category: S through Z > The Walking Dead Views: 2354 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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They both had speeches planned on what they were going to say to each other. Carol told Lori to start talking.
"Rick. I loved you from the second we met. The first time you shook my hand, I felt the lightning bolt. I know we had our ups and downs, but I loved the life we had. I miss the life we had. You, me and Carl. I'd do anything to get that back." She started crying, thinking about their boy. She put her hand over her mouth, and had to take a deep breath before continuing. They were sitting on the floor, and he reached for her hand when she got emotional. "When Shane told me that you got shot my heart broke. I would spend days at your bedside, begging you to wake up. Then Shane forced me and Carl out of our home and to the quarry. He told me you were dead. I felt like I died. One night, just one night I made a huge mistake. It was the worst mistake of my life. It was a moment of weakness, I never loved him. Thank God he didn't get me pregnant. You came back and I felt alive again. Then Shane started acting weird. He made threats to everyone. Dale told me he killed Otis. Daryl told me he killed Randal. Dale told me that he aimed a shotgun at you. I remember that. He was dangerous. He told me that he wished you didn't come back, and wanted to take your place in our family. I hated him for manipulating me. I regret my mistake and take responsibility for it, but I hate that he played me like a fool. That night, when you told me you killed him, I know I pushed you away. I pushed you away because I was scared, scared that you were becoming ruthless like he was. But then you pushed me away. I went through an entire pregnancy without one ounce of emotional support from you. I can't count the number of nights I cried, praying that you would at least give me a hug and put it behind us. But I got nothing. That hurt me. That cut me to the core. Even when we got here, you picked a cell far away from me. I wanted so much to wake up in your arms. How you walked out of a room when I walked in, you sat as far away from me as you could get during meals, and didn't say one word to me in so, so long. The day I fell, when I woke up and our daughter was dead, I needed you so much. I begged for you to come to me. When I switched cells I needed you to just hug me, and tell me that everything was gonna be okay. But there was nothing. Both of my kids...our kids were dead, and I felt invisible to you. I was so angry, and so hurt. It was a year since our baby girl died, and it took Abe to show attention to me for you to want to notice me again. But through all that time, I still love you. I still want to be with you. I still want a life together. I'm sorry that I pushed you away that night. I'm sorry I did anything with him in the first place, and I'm sorry that I made you feel bad. I love you, and I owe you so much for securing this place and keep everyone safe and alive. The two years have been hell. But I want to be with you, like the way it was before." Her voice trailed off, and she said "that's all I have."
Both Rick and Carol were quit, and both were wiping away tears.
Rick's hands were shaking, and he was at a loss for words. He hated seeing Lori cry. Especially when her grief was because of his behavior. His voice cracked, and he swallowed a sob. What he planned to say, which was almost exactly what she said, was thrown out the window. He held her hand tighter, and he moved closer to her. They were sitting inches apart, both crying, both shaking, but firmly holding hands. He had very little to say. "Baby, I'm so sorry. I love you so much, and I'm so sorry. I hate myself for hurting you. I was hurt and angry, but not for one second did I ever stop living you. I'm a shitty husband and a shit father. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me. If you give me another chance I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you. The pain I caused you...I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am. I love you so much, and that has never and will never change. I'm so sorry." His voice cracked. He reached for her, and then hugged tightly, both sobbing in each other's arms.
Carol said "I don't think I'm needed here. Please, you guys...you can't change what happened. The past is over. Let it go. Focus on your life now."
She left the office, and went back to the cellblock, shutting and locking the door behind her.
Back in the guard office, Rick and Lori were holding each other, crying. He kept muttering "I'm so sorry.'I'm so sorry." Eventually the sobs stopped, and they still held each other tightly. He nuzzled her neck, kissing from there up to her mouth. She met his mouth with her own, taking in his kisses, his mouth, and his lips hungrily. Their kisses got more passionate, and they removed pieces of each other's clothing, one at a time
The love and the passion they have for each other came rushing back. The anger of the past two years seems to have dissipated. She laid back, he rolled on top of her, and separated her legs with his knees, and pulled her panties off. She pulled off her shirt, and sat up to pull down his boxers, freeing his erection. He slid into her hard. She winced at first, then started to ride him in the familiar rhythm they developed over the past thirteen years of marriage. He rode her hard, and she was surprised to feel how rough he was getting. He pulled out and flipped her over, and shoved in rough from behind. He pounded into her for over twenty minutes. He came forcefully, exploding deep inside her. She was panting, out of breath.
"Oh my God, that was amazing."
"I'm not done."
She rolled onto her back, and he grabbed her legs and put them over his shoulders. Her knees were at his ears. He put his mouth over her lips, licking up her wetness from her orgasm. He darted his tongue in and out, making her come over and over. He laid on his back, legs spread wide. She laid on her belly, and took him in her mouth. She cupped his balls, and bobbed her head up and down. When he was close he sat up and pulled Lori close. She sat on his lap, facing him. He thrusted his entire length into her. She moaned loudly from the orgasm, and lost count of how many time she came. She rocked her hips, and he told her to look him in the eye. He wanted to see her expression when she came. He put one hand on the floor to steady himself, he thrusted harder and harder, while she slid up and down on his cock. He smiled when he saw her eyes roll back, and he came strongly, the second time inside of her.
"Oh, shit...that was good." she said, breathlessly.
"Well, we gotta lot of time to make up for." he smirked.
She smiled, and they hugged each other, staying together for over an hour.
They got dressed, and headed back to the cellblock. Carol gave them a warm smile, noticing that their clothes were messed up. Rick went to the shower room and started a hot shower. Lori went into their cell to get fresh clothes, and joined her husband in the shower. When they were finished, Rick gathered up their dirty clothes and they went to their cell to finish getting together. He pulled her into a hug, they kissed deeply, and said this is the start if their "third chance."
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