A new start | By : Lucky Category: 1 through F > ER Views: 5622 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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'What a stupid idea!' Luka thought as he stood in front of the General hospital a few minutes later. If Dave was wrong, he would make a big fool out of himself.
Nevertheless Luka entered the hospital. His hands became sweaty when he looked for his younger colleague.
''Hey Kovac, I thought you have a day off. Can't live without your work, can you?'' Susan greeted him.
''I forgot something.'' Luka mumbled and hid in a dark corner. He didn't want to be seen from everybody. He suddenly felt this strange shyness again and just wanted to run home when a tired looking John Carter came towards him.
''Hey John!'' He quickly grasped the younger man's arm and dragged him into the corner.
''God Kovac. You did scare me. What are you doing here, by the way?''
''I was looking for you. I couldn't stop thinking of you, since you know... came out last week.'' Luka was not sure if he said too much. He had to hide his shaking hands behind his back. Hopefully Dave hasn't be wrong.
But John's reaction was unequivocal. His cheeks turned red till to the tips of his ears and his breath was suddenly very irregular.
''Why do you stare at me, that, that way?'' He stammered and in Luka's head ripened an idea. Why shouldn't he take advantage of him? Besides, he was more than in a need and finally wanted a good laid. He didn't care anymore if it was a girl or a boy.
''What do you think, John?'' He purred sweetly.
''I don't know. Let me know.'' John looked insecurely at Luka. The older man put a smile on his lips and hoped it seemed sincerely enough.
''I just noticed that you are a very handsome man, John.''
John blushed deeply and bent his head down, but didn't say anything. His feet suddenly seemed very interesting.
''Is something wrong?'' Luka finally asked softly.
''Why did you say that?'
''Did say what?'' Luka pretended to be astonished. ''That you are handsome? I only said the truth.''
''But you never...never called me handsome before.'' John shifted nervously from one foot to the other one without looking up though.
''I just didn't want you to think I would make fun of you. You know, since you came out and confessed that you are gay. So if I had called you pretty, you probably hadn't believed me at all. But today I'm so depressed, I do not even care anymore if you be lieve my words or not.'' While he was talking, Luka silently congratulated himself for being so smart. He had not even thought of a story he could tell John. And now his brain was overflown with ideas.
''You are depressed? What happened?'' John finally could take his eyes off the floor. He slowly went up to his friend and carefully put an arm around his shoulder. ''Tell me what's wrong. You know that I'm always there for you when you have any problems.' '
Luka smiled inwardly. That was even going better than he had thought.
''You know how sad it is to realize that nobody wants you? Nobody that desires you and wants to give you some carresses. I'm only a man, John. I need to feel the heat of somebody else's passion too. But everybody repels me. I feel so disappointed and unattractiv. See, even you noticed that and bought me a woman. But I don't want that. I want somebody that freely gives themselves to me.''
The arm around his shoulder suddenly began to tremble and he heard John breathing irregularly.
''That's not true. You are thinking too bad about yourself! Because...because...I want you.'' So there he had said it! John closed his eyes and expected everything. A punch on his nose, an horrible scream or even too be spitted in the face. What he didn't expect was Luka's somehow hopeful face starring back at him.
''Really? But you can't prove it to me, can you?'' With his hands the older man wiped imaginary tears from his cheek. His blue eyes didn't leave John's brown ones.
John's heart was beating in his throat. He had to do it! It was now or never. He had dreamed of doing this what seems like forever now. In the back of his mind he knew that he was risking a lot, even their friendship. But Luka looked so inviting. John couldn't control his feelings anymore. He bent his head forward, very slowly so as if he still wanted to give Luka the time to push him away. But the other man waited. Waited for him to press his lips against his mouth.
Their first kiss was so short and soft that it was hardly felt. And yet it caused a heat that seemed to soften John's bones. He let out a low moan before he pulled back and starred almost unbelieving at Luka.
''Whoa.''
The other man could see the emotions that this kiss had caused, written all over John's face. Luka couldn't suppress the snicker that rose from his belly. He felt strong and powerful. It was somehow exciting to have the control of another person's feelings. Luka was sure he could make John whimpering and begging for him. The thought alone let a jolt of desire running through the older man's body.
He couldn't wait anymore to taste the new feeling of might.
'I want to taste you some more, but we have to be carefully. Somebody could see us. I don't want to be caught at our first time.'' Luka looked around and smiled when he saw the open door of a patient's room. ''But I don't want to wait any longer either. Let's go in there''
They didn't have many patients at the moment. So Luka was almost sure that they wouldn't need this room for the next couple of minutes.
He pushed the younger man into the room and locked the door behind them. Before John could protest, Luka had already pulled him close and kissed him rougher this time.
It was impossible for John to grasp one clear thought. He had the feeling he was starving, and eating Luka's mouth was the only thing that saved him. He pressed himself closer to Luka and was not even aware that he was sitting in the other man's lap already. His eyes were veiled in passion and his head was swimming in pure pleasure.
But also Luka couldn't stay as controlled as he had hoped. John's lips had a sweet and an acid taste at the same time. He tasted like sweet wine with a mixture of manliness. It was very intoxicating to Luka's senses and turned his blood into lava. The hot stream wandered downwards through his entire body and suddenly a painful erection in his jeans wanted to be freed.
'Oh god' He groaned inwardly. He must really stand in need of it when even John could make him horny. So horny that he almost shredded John's shirt in pieces as he jerked it off John's body.
Luka took a few minutes of time to admire the pale chest and the strong muscles playing under the smooth skin. He was really beautiful - at least for a man. But it filled Luka with pride. He didn't have to use somebody ugly to satisfy his hormones.
He was a bit nervous though because it was a long time since he had sex with somebody and he was almost afraid of having forgetten how it worked. Besides, John was a man, and Luka didn't know if men liked the same things women liked.
His hands wandered a bit awkwardly and hesitating over John's well-built chest. It wasn't long and the other man decided on taking the initiative.
''Hey, today it's all about you.'' John mumured gently and flipped Luka over who was now laying on his back on the single bed in the room.
While John slowly stripped Luka, he couldn't resist to use his tongue and lips as well. He started with Luka's shoulders, licked and nibbled on his neck before he wandered down to the older man's chest. John stopped at one erect nibble. Luka growled with pleasure when he alternately sucked on them. After a few seconds John released them and licked his way down to Luka' waist. He gently unzipped the already pretty tight jeans and slowly pulled them over Luka's hips, down his legs. The silly smiley-boxers followed soon.
''Hmm nice.'' John couldn't resist to enjoy the sight of Luka's wonderful erection for a few seconds before he gave the head a little lick.
Luka almost jumped at the sensation. He panted and wished that John would do that again. But the other man seemed to have decided on teasing him a little bit.
John's mouth was up on his neck again and pressed soft kisses into the salty skin. Then he playfully bit Luka ear-lobe and breathed then seductively into his ear.
''Do you like that? Tell me what you want.''
The problem was that Luka didn't know anymore what exactly he wanted. He wasn't even able to formulate any words. All he knew was that he needed John, and needed him badly.
''Please, please.'' He whimpered. Somewhere in a corner of his hazy mind he was aware that he didn't wanted to be the one who begged and whined. But he couldn't stop the small noises that come out his mouth.
Finally John showed consideration and wrapped his mouth around Luka's erection. ''Hmm, you taste so good. But I have a better idea.'' John suddenly mumbled. He released Luka's cock and gave the head a little kiss. His right hand stroked along the shaft.
'''I want to feel this nice stick inside me.''
''What?'' It took Luka a few seconds to grasp what John meant.
The younger man nodded, smiling sweetly. Then he stood up and turned to go.
Luka was afraid of John leaving him just now and he didn't care that he was begging again.
''Where do you go? Please, don't...''
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