How To Save A Life | By : slayya Category: Supernatural > General Views: 827 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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So here’s the next chappy and all is not as
it seems, trust me the character of Dean has not be written out of this fic just yet. I love him too much to do that to him hehe.
Everything was white. I
looked around, seeing there a door in front of me. “Where am I?” I whispered
into the emptiness. I walked out the door in front of me and was immediately
presented with a dark night, a clear sky above me. Hundreds of stars glittering
down at me and for a moment I was taken aback. “Beautiful isn’t it?” That voice
made me jump; I spun round to face Dean.
I swung my arms around
him, pulling him close to me. “Oh Dean. I was so
afraid. I was so scared I’d lost you.” He didn’t say anything so I glanced up
into his face. He was smiling at me, that beautiful smile; his eyes seemed to
glisten in the moonlight.
“I’m right here Kris, I’ll
never leave your side. I promise you.” I closed my eyes, trying to stop my
tears from falling. I held him close. “Kristy, just do me
a favour would you?”
“Anything.”
I whispered, my face pressed to his chest.
“Wake up. Please. God just
wake up.”
“What?” I looked up at him
and the next thing I knew the beeping was back. I slowly
My mum let out a long
sigh. “Hey sweetheart. How are you feeling?”
I didn’t say anything.
“It’s not true is it?” I whispered.
My mum nodded solemnly.
“I’m sorry sweetheart. It’s true.”
The tears immediately
began to pour down my cheeks silently. “Where’s Sam?” I asked after a minute or
two. “Just leave him be hunny. He’s just had to go and ring his Dad to tell him
the news so I think he’d want to be alone right now?”
“No Mum! You don’t know
him like I do! He needs me by his side...just like I need him.” I added.
I looked down at my hand
where the drip was situated and began to peel away the tape. She tried to stop
me like I knew she would but I just pulled away, slowly but surely sliding the
needle from my hand and dropping it to the floor and then reaching beneath my
hospital gown to pull off any remaining wires. “Kristy! Please! Just stay here!
The doctors say you should be resting anyway, that was quite a knock to the
head you got.”
“Mum, I know you’re doing
this just to protect me but Sam needs me. He won’t admit it to you but he
does.” I told her as I walked over to the chair where I found my clothes from
earlier and began pulling them on.
***
“Hey Sam...” Sam glanced
up at me from where he was sitting on a bench outside the hospital. “Shouldn’t
you be in bed?”
“Probably but I couldn’t
stand it a moment longer.” Sam nodded followed by a long sigh. Then he put his
head in his hands.
“God, Kris...what am I
supposed to do without him? How do I cope without my big brother?” It was my
turn this time to pull him into a hug. “We survive.” I told him. “Together.”
***
“If we
all could just take a moment to pay our last respects to this man, taken before
his time, as the family leave. The music you will hear as you exit is
one of Dean’s favourite tracks, picked out by his brother, ‘Nothing Else
Matters’ by Metallica.” I could hardly see the woman standing before us; my
tears were blurring my vision too badly.
I looked toward the coffin in which Dean lay; he was still, almost like
he was sleeping. It was only looking down and realising his chest wasn’t moving
that this illusion was shattered, like the pieces of my heart.
I felt Sam put an arm
around my waist to support me to my feet. We stood there for a moment and then
trailed closer to the coffin, for a moment, I dragged my heels not sure I could
bare being that close to him...but Sam pulled me closer knowing I needed
closure, just as he did.
“I love you bro.” was all
Sam said to the pale figure in the coffin before choking up. He looked to me; I
stared at Dean’s lifeless face. “Thank you.” I whispered softly before leaning
in and pecking his lips softly, my first and only kiss from him and it was
cold.
***
*2 Weeks Later*
I walked into school. It
was my first day back since Dean. I knew there would of be lots of pointing,
whispering, pitying glances and questions which I didn’t want to answer...and
that was just me, poor Sam had it worse. He was studying law, I was studying Philosophy,
meaning this often sparked arguments between us, but only mockingly as we were
laughing and joking 10 minutes later.
I approached my locker,
quickly opening the lock and pulling it open. I put my books inside slowly,
realising how long it had been since I last looked in here. As I went to close
it I happened to look at the door, BIG mistake. There was a photo tucked into
one of the edges, a photo of me, Sam and Dean. As I stared at his smiling face
the tears welled up in my eyes. I tried my best to be strong, to keep the tears
from falling from my eyes but I couldn’t. So I just walked away, slamming my
locker shut and picking up the pace until I got to the courtyard.
Sitting down on a bench, I
tried to stem the flow, but everytime I forced myself to think of something
else all topics came back to Dean in some way or another. I sighed deeply before
glancing up and looking around me. There was an old bandstand in the courtyard
that would be used on special occasions and the such
like. I stared at it and as I did I noticed someone sitting on the steps up to
it. I squinted trying to see who it was, they looked so familiar. Then I
realised, it was Dean.
“Dean...” I whispered. I
got up from where I was sitting and began running towards the bandstand.
“Dean!” I called, making a couple of people glance at me. Dean looked towards
me, tears streaming down his face. “Come back to me, please. Wake up, just
please wake up.” He said and then got up and walked away.
“No Dean! Wait!” I tried
to follow, I thought I heard someone calling my name but I ignored it. Then
someone grabbed my arm, pulling me round to face them. It was Sam. “Kris, what
the hell...?” I tried to pull out of his grasp, looking frantically around for
Dean, but there was nothing.
“He was here Sam. I saw
him. Dean was here.” Sam looked at me as if I were crazy. “What are you talking
about Kris? You must have been daydreaming or something.”
“No.” I shook my head. “No
Sam, I wasn’t. I swear he was as real as you are now. Dean was here.”
“Dean can’t be here. You
know what? He’s not here because he’s dead Kris. I’m sorry but we’re just going
to have to start living with that fact.”
“You’re wrong!” I yelled
at him. He sighed and shook his head at me. “Why are you
trying to let him go?! Why are you trying to forget him?!” Sam
looked hurt at me and my anger seemed to just melt away. “Sam...I’m so sorry. I
didn’t mean that.” I pulled him into a hug and held him close to me. “I loved
him Sam.”
“What?” Sam pulled away
from me and looked me directly in the eye. “I loved him.” I repeated.
“Oh god
Kris. Why did you tell me this before?” Sam asked, putting his hand on
my shoulder. “I’d never told anyone because...well I guess I wasn’t brave
enough and I didn’t think he felt the same way.” Sam was silent and then the
clock behind us struck 9, meaning we both had lectures to get to. “I’ll see you
later okay?” Sam told me and I nodded slightly before we parted ways.
Hope you guys like it. Review/vote if you’re feeling nice. Thanks Slayya
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