Broken Heart | By : ShadowWolfie Category: G through L > Glee Views: 2629 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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“How did your dad even get this thing down here?” Noah asked as they held onto the queen size boxspring looking at the narrow stairs.
“The moving guys did.” Kurt said with a deep frown. “I have no clue. I mean unless we lift it over the railing?” “Why can’t we leave it here?” “Noah we need a bed for the apartment. Mine’s the only one that fits both of us.” Kurt huffed hands on his hips. “Kurt you down here?” Both men looked up to see Burt at the top of the stairs. “Kurt the bed won’t fit up the stairs like that.” “We were just contemplating how to get it over the railing.” Kurt replied. “Kurt, bud just leave the bed and buy a new one. It’ll save space in the truck.” “Dad we need to save money every where we can.” Kurt replied. “Look I’ll buy you guys a new mattress. Like a house warming present or somethin.” Kurt squealed, no honestly squealed, and rushed up the steps to hug his dad. “You know you two will need a bed to sleep in when you come visit anyway.” “Thank you dad.” Kurt sighed still hugging the elder Hummel. Burt smiled and rubbed his back. “Come on princess help me get this thing back on the frame.” Noah called from the room smiling up at them. After the bed was put back Kurt vanished into his closet Noah stood watching him pull out some straggling boxes. One was full of some of Kurt’s mom’s things. “It still smells like her.” Kurt sighed leaning over it. Tears gathered in his eyes. “We’ll put this one in the car with us.” Noah said pulling Kurt into a soft kiss. Kurt crawled around the box and clamored into Noah’s lap. “All this over one box?” “No just for everything.” Kurt replied. “I’m so glad you decided to come with me.” “Well I’m tired of Lima and I can put my teaching degree to better use in a city.” Noah hugged him. “Let’s finish looking through the boxes so we know what we can leave.” Kurt nodded and reluctantly got out of his boyfriend’s lap. A few of the boxes were just childhood momentous he’d hidden away from his dad. Items he didn’t want the man to throw away; like his raggedy stuffed dog Preston that his grandmother had given him when he was two. The last box made his heart flutter. It was the box Blaine’s parents had sent him after he’d moved to a different college. Noah rubbed his back. “You don’t have to open it.” “No I…I think I should before I tell him goodbye.” Noah handed him his pocket knife so Kurt could cut the tape. Taking a slow breath he opened the flaps. A letter sat on top. Kurt recognized Mrs. Anderson’s hand writing. “Oh she wrote me a letter and I…” “I’m sure your dad explained things to her. I’m also sure she understood babe.” Kurt nodded and broke the sticker seal. Kurt, Oh my darling I know how hard this is. I know just how much you’re hurting but I felt that these are things Blaine wanted you to have. They were things that just showed how much he loved you. I’m sending them in hopes they’ll help you heal. Please call me sweetheart. We miss you. Our son maybe gone but you will always hold a dear place in Andy and my hearts. Kurt choked on a sob hugging the letter to his chest. “I abandoned them. They were hurting too.” “Kurt don’t please. You were hurting they know that. Truthfully I think she wanted to cling to you hoping to bring him back somehow.” Noah rubbed Kurt’s back as he collected himself. “Do you want me to put the box up?” “No if I don’t do this now I never will.” Kurt said setting the letter aside delicately. In the box were small trinkets that couples usually had. Photos, stuffed animals, even a few notes. At the bottom was a little black box. Kurt held it as if the box would shatter in his hands. Under the lid were two matching bands. Blaine was going to propose? Kurt stopped breathing but he couldn’t find the tears he thought should come. Noah was silent looking at the white painted brick walls. Deep down he was tired of competing with a dead man. But the rest of him knew Kurt had come a long way in just a year of them starting a relationship. The long distance had been harder than they thought. He didn’t even notice when Kurt packed everything back into the box and closed the flaps. “I think.” Kurt spoke startling Noah. The paler man smiled at his spooked response. “I think I’m going to call her and…I’m going to see if she’ll meet us at the cemetery. I think it’s a little late but I’m ready to talk to them.” “I’ll just wait at the gates.” “What? No! You said you come with me to tell both of them goodbye. I can’t face them alone I’ll end up crying on my mom’s grave for hours. I won’t force you but I need you there.” Kurt looked up at him pleadingly. “I’d do anything for you Kurt.” Noah leaned forward and kissed him gently. “Let’s get the last of this stuff sorted and finish packing the truck. We’re leaving day after tomorrow.” Kurt nodded and got up then offered Noah his hand. “Four more days till we’re all settled into our new home.” He said with a grin. “I know.” Kurt smiled up at him. We’ll just take my mom’s box. The rest can stay here in the closet.” Noah nodded and took the box upstairs as Kurt put the others back where they had been sitting. Sitting next to them in the huge empty closet Kurt pulled out his cell and scrolled through his address book. He didn’t know if they even have the same number but he had to try. “Anderson residence.” A smooth female voice answers. Kurt chokes on his words for a moment before he finds his voice. “Hi Eve it’s…Kurt.” There was silence. “I’m sorry you probably…” “Don’t you dare hang up young man.” She scolded making Kurt laugh. “It’s been a long time.” She sighed. “How have you been?” “Good actually. I uh…I graduated and I’m starting work next month at a fashion magazine.” He replied. “Oh that’s wonderful. When will you be in Lima again?” “Actually I’m there right now. At my dad’s picking up my things. I…I opened the box you sent me today.” “For the first time?” “I..uh…yes for the first time. I’m so sorry I just shut you guys out but I couldn’t handle it. I felt so guilty and I just wanted to pretend nothing happened. I was like that for a long time.” “Oh Kurt darling I wish I had known. I would have come slapped some sense into you.” They shared a laugh. “Well I called cause…well I’m going to the cemetery tomorrow to say a few things to my mom and Blaine before I go. I just...I felt like I should at least call you. Did you know about the rings?” It just slipped out and he gasped. “I did. He had picked them out that one weekend we came up to visit. He was smitten with you.” “I was head over heels myself.” “What time?” “Excuse me?” “What time are you going to be there? We haven’t gone in a while with Andy working so hard and my health.” Kurt worried his lip. “We’re going to get there around ten and I’m going to my mom’s first. Then Blaine’s so maybe closer to eleven. I’m not sure. I always go there with so much to say.” “I understand. We’ll meet you there. I’m sure you’re too busy to come have lunch or anything.” “Yeah I’m…my boyfriend and I have to swing by his mom’s and pick up a few things she found. Then my dad wants family dinner.” There was silence. “We’ll see you around eleven then.” She replied. “I’ve missed you guys.” Kurt sniffed. “We’ve missed you too sweetie. Don’t cry now.” She cooed. “Bye Eve.” “Bye Kurt.” Kurt clutched the phone to his chest and closed his eyes. He needed this needed this closure before he could fully move on with Noah. ~~~~~ “I still don’t think this is right Kurt. I mean I’m the guy replacing their son in your life. I mean I’ll say hi and everything I liked Blaine but…” Noah didn’t get to finish as Kurt was ambushed by two older people hugging his slight frame tightly. “Oh Kurt you look so healthy.” The woman held Kurt away from her and looked him over. “You’re still so pale.” “Too much sun is bad for the skin.” Kurt replied. “You look good son.” Andy added gruffly a hand on Kurt’s shoulder. Blaine had gotten all his looks from his mother but that curly hair had been pure father and son. “I’m so sorry both of you I never really meant to throw you out of my life. I just hit a dark time. I guess I didn’t want too many people seeing me like that.” Kurt gave them a tight smile. “No I’m just so glad to see you alive and vibrant.” Eve sniffed dabbing at her eyes. “Love always looked good on you.” Noah and Kurt both shifted uncomfortably. “Oh stop that. Did you think we expected you to go on alone for the rest of your life?” She turned her attention to Noah. “I think you had a mowhawk last time I saw you.” “Yes ma’am.” He absently ran his hand up to run along the strip no longer there. “Look I don’t mean to intrude…” “Nonsense young man, Burt told us how Kurt was he’s kept me updated when I bring the car in. I think it was about a year ago he mentioned you. How happy you made Kurt and helping him heal.” Noah lowered his gaze. “It’s not wrong in any way.” Eve stated taking over. “Though I guess it’s terribly uncomfortable for you. But Kurt is like another son to us. We’re just happy to see someone make him smile.” Kurt hugged her as tight as he dared. “Blaine would have wanted you to be happy honey.” “I know that now Eve. Noah helped me realize it. I’ll come by when we visit and we’ll have a longer chat. It’s too cold for you the stay out here so long.” Kurt pulled back holding her reddened cheeks. “I have one thing for you though. I found it in some of my college boxes. I think you two should watch it. It…it was something we recorded for you two to apologize for not coming home for the break. I know it’s kind of late but I really think you two should have it.” “Thank you Kurt.” Andy took the CD case Kurt held out and pulled him into a rough hug. “Come on Eve we should get you home darling.” He said as he pulled away. Eve was crying as she hugged Kurt. “Take good care of each other.” She looked at Noah over Kurt’s shoulder. He smiled at her. “Now I can’t deny a lady a promise like that. His mom threatened bodily harm so yours is much nicer.” Noah put his hand on Kurt’s shoulder as Blaine’s parents pulled away. “Oh there will be if you hurt Kurt. I just didn’t want to upset him.” Eve grinned and let her husband lead her away. “That must have been hard for you. I’m sorry.” “Naw you know it kinda makes me feel less guilty about stealing you away.” “Noah you didn’t steal me away. You rescued me from myself.” Kurt turned to face Noah tears in his eyes. “I love you Noah and I want everyone to know it. I want you to understand that you are not some consolation.” Kurt gave him a hard look. “I’m spending my life with you Noah because I love you so deeply.” Noah’s features softened and he nodded. “I understand Kurt. I understand.” Noah looked down at the marble headstone marking Blaine’s resting place. “I’m going to take really good care of him man.” Noah turned back to Kurt. “Forever if he’ll let me.” Kurt nodded tears in his eyes. “I’ll give you a moment yeah?” Kurt nodded again and let Noah walk away. Kurt turned teary eyes to the headstone. “Thank you for sending him to me. You always knew just what I needed. A part of me will always love you Blaine. But I think...no I know I will love Noah for the rest of my life. Watch over him for me when I can’t keep my eyes one him. I…I don’t think I could take losing him too.” Kurt laid his hand on the stone. 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