Little White Lies. | By : JackSoloBlack Category: 1 through F > Doctor Who Views: 2048 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter Two: Lie To Me.
The Doctor woke up again sometime later, to find himself sprawled, naked over the console of the TARDIS, Jack asleep on the floor near his feet, equally naked, and smiling slightly in his sleep. The Time Lord groaned loudly as he suddenly remembered how he had got there, and why... "Oh, I am going to kill those stupid humans..." He muttered sarcastically, under his breath, and Jack opened his eyes and sat up, saying; "Well, that makes a change... Normally you're tryna save them..." "Yeah, well, normally I manage to keep my clothes on, and I don't generally get shot full of aphrodisiacs either..." "Do you actually remember anything?" Jack asked, cautiously. "Oh, yeah, I remember... I remember everything... Including, as it turns out, the part where you have no morals..." Jack almost looked a little ashamed. "Do you hate me.?" The Doctor thought about it for a minute, then said; "No, I don't hate you, Jack, because..." The Time Lord paused for a minute, then finished; "Because I remember, Jack... I remember what it felt like, what I felt... and the scary thing is, it felt good, Jack... It felt really good, and I can still remember how... I never wanted you to stop, Jack... I... "He stopped then, and stared at Jack intensely. "Jack... Did you mean it? When you told me you loved me...?" Jack nodded. "Yes, Doctor, I did." "You know I can't Jack... You know I don't... Not that way... And now I wish I did, that I could... Because at the time, it felt so right, Jack... But I can't..." "I know, Doctor. I know you don't want it like I do. You never have..." He stared back at the Time Lord for a second, then said; "Lie to me, Doctor." "What?" "Lie to me... Say it, and don't mean it, I don't care, Doctor... I just need to hear it...Lie to me, and let me believe for just a second that I could actually have what I want..." "Jack, I can't..." "Please, Doctor...? Just this once...Lie to me." The Time Lord looked back at the desperate look on Jacks face, and he couldn't bring himself to say no... Not after that... "Okay, I'll lie to you...Just this once, Jack, I'll lie..."He leaned forward, slowly, and kissed him softly, lovingly, like he meant it, and Jack closed his eyes and let himself believe the lie... Let himself think, for just a moment, that the Time Lord was his... that what had happened between them could actually mean something... He remembered the feel of the Time Lord moving beneath him, remembered his taste, his smell, remembered the feel of The Doctor's body pressed up against his, the sound of his voice, whispering to him to come and take what was his... And for a moment, he believed... "Jack... I love you..." The Doctor's voice was soft, and affectionate, as if he really meant it... And for a moment, Jack let himself believe that lie...But only for a moment. As the Time Lord pulled away, Jack opened his eyes, and he said flatly as he turned away;"No, Doctor. You don't... But thanks for lying to me..." They caught the three treacherous humans... The ones who'd made him lie, and think that he really cared, when he didn't. The Doctor didn't kill them, like he'd threatened; instead, he lied to them... "I could let you go, if you just stop this, now..." He'd told them, but he had lied. Lied to those who'd made him lie, and cheat, and break Jack's heart. He may not ever love Jack – not the way he wanted him to – but he'd never wanted to hurt him like this...So he lied, to everyone: He told them he would let them go, but instead he locked them up... He told Jack he loved him, but he didn't... And he told himself he could live with the lies he told, but he couldn't... And so The Doctor lied to himself... Jack held the Time Lord close, and kissed him softly, once again, sliding out of The Doctor's body, slowly. While he was there, gasping, and moaning beneath him, Jack could make himself believe... But then the charade would end; "Jack... I love you..." The Doctor's voice was soft, and meaningful, and then Jack could no longer believe the lie... He couldn't, because he knew – The Doctor never said; 'I love you...' Not once. Not even to Rose... "Jack... I love you..." And Jack knew he was lying, even to himself. The Doctor knew it too, and still he kept on lying. He kept on lying, and kept on pretending, because maybe one day he'd be able to believe it... Because Jack had lied too... He didn't want The Doctor to lie to him. He wanted him to lie to himself... And so, The Doctor lied... "...I love you, Jack... I love you..." ***Fis.*** lol. (For now...) lol.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. 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