Choices | By : AlwaysChilly Category: G through L > Lost Views: 1020 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own LOST or any of these characters. They belong to their respected owners. I am in no way making money off of this and… I forget what else I’m supposed to say but the point is… NOT MINE! |
A/N: Hello again! I originally didn’t intend to write anything else for this story but…. like any good university student… I needed a distraction to get me through the past few weeks with crazy Mid-terms. I actually considered making this into more than just a smut filled fantasy and I MIGHT actually do it. As long as I have fun writing it, it may as well happen! Assuming I get bored and need a distraction from school (which is very likely) there may be an actual storyline to this….thing!
Again, I take credit for all the WONDERFUL typos and crazy grammatical mistakes that you see. The characters are still a little OC but you should pretty much expect it since the whole story is OC. Reviews and constructive criticism are always welcome! Disclaimer: I DO NOT own LOST or any of these characters. They belong to their respected owners. I am in no way making money off of this and… I forget what else I’m supposed to say but the point is… NOT MINE! Richard awoke to the sound of the crashing waves from outside the statue. He tried, in vain, to gain a few more moments of sleep but his body would not allow it. He waited a few moments before opening his eyes, taking in the serene music of the waves while he attempted to regain his senses. He rolled over on to his side and was surprised when his body crashed into another. Confusion came upon his face as he opened his eyes to find Jacob asleep next to him. The wrecked statue mainly provided shelter, not space but he and Jacob normally managed to keep a comfortable distance from themselves when they slept. He never slept next to him or even within a few feet of him. It wasn’t until Richard quietly scooted away from the sleeping body that the events of the previous night came into focus, along with the pain of his aching body. He couldn’t believe he let all of that happen. Being lonely was one thing, but being lonely enough to allow that to happen was another. The worst part was that he actually encouraged the whole ordeal. He gave another long look towards the man who had been sleeping so uncomfortably close to him. What did this mean for their relationship? Perhaps if he just ignored any touches or innuendos Jacob directed towards him he would be able to forget? Jacob was just as lust crazed as he was the previous night, so maybe the blonde man wasn’t serious? Richard didn’t know which answer he would prefer, but he was going to try and avoid confrontation until it was absolutely necessary. He was also curious as to why Jacob was sleeping next to him. Even if they do decide to have sex, it didn’t mean that they were anything more than friends. Jacob was already a confusing man; trying to analyze his actions would just be as useless as stopping the sun from rising. He just didn’t remember them falling asleep next to each other. He remembered going to the cold ocean water to wash the sand off his body before he changed back into his previous clothes. It didn’t take them long before the both headed into the statue and went to their separate spots. He quietly made his way out the make-shift home Jacob had created out of the statue, trying his best not to wake the sleeping body. He winced as he turned the corner and the bright sun assaulted his vision. He shouldn’t have been so surprised; it was almost always sunny on the island. He waited a few moments, allowing his dark eyes to get used to the brightness of the sun before he started to climb down towards the sand. His body ached every time he put pressure onto his legs, making the climb down the large rocks much more difficult. He let out a brief sigh of relief as he finally made it towards the simple layout of sand. The sand was warm from the rays of sun beating down on it, not anything like last night. He stood there a few moments and debated fishing for something to eat but decided against it. Staying close to the statue meant he’d run into Jacob sooner and he wanted to avoid that conversation as long as he could so he headed off in the direction of the trees. It took him many years to finally begin to tell each tree apart and to learn where each path led. He had only walked around the island once in his years and he was still unfamiliar with most of the surroundings on the other side, but anything within walking distance from the statue he had a pretty good understanding of. It wasn’t long before he came upon his favourite spot. It was a vast clearing, outlined by the mountains. It was covered in long green grass. The way the clearing was outlined always made him think of home. He knew he would likely never leave the island, and he was fine with that but he couldn’t help but find joy at this tiny comfort. Even with such a beautiful sight ahead of him, he couldn’t help but think of the blonde man back at the statue. The only thing he was sure of was that he definitely enjoyed last night. The fact that it was with Jacob was the most concerning thing to him. Jacob was his friend and the only person he could talk to. Inviting sex in their relationship would only work out for so long. He seen it happen before, eventually someone’s feelings always got in the way and they always end up getting hurt. He didn’t want to damage the only relationship he had on the island. It seemed like a good enough reason not to have sex with the man… but he also didn’t want to go the rest of his life without sex, especially since Jacob was offering it to him. He had agreed to continue having sex with the other, why not see how far it could go? Having sex with Jacob certainly beat using his hand to relieve himself. He let out a sigh at his frustration. He wasn’t sure what exactly he wanted to do. He almost jumped when a voice interrupted his thoughts. “Ricardus …” He instantly recognized the familiar voice and wanted to scream at his growing frustration. Something in the way his name left the others mouth made him feel like he’d been caught doing something wrong. He waited a short moment before he slowly turned towards the taller man who was leaning his body lazily against a nearby tree. He gave Jacob a quick look over but once he was the genuine concern in the blue eyes he quickly turned his attentions on the tree next to him. He didn’t intend to run into Jacob so soon. It wasn’t uncommon for them to separate during the day, not engage in any conversation and met back up in the evening. Richard thought he would at least have the morning before he’d run into the man to figure out what exactly he was going to do. “Jacob.” He replied dully before he turned his back on the man and continued to focus on the view in front of him. He didn’t want to hear whatever the other man intended to say but was surprised when he didn’t hear any response from the tall blonde. They stood in silence for a few moments until the awkwardness became too much for Richard’s nerves. His mind kept replaying moments from the previous night and knowing that the man responsible for them was shooting daggers into his back didn’t help the matter. He let out a long breath before he turned and broke the silence. “What brings you here? Shouldn’t you be dealing with more important matters?” Richard didn’t know how to describe what Jacob spent his days doing. He really had no idea but there are only so many things you can occupy yourself with on an empty island. Since Jacob had been here much longer than he had, he figured he wouldn’t be able to make an accurate guess. Jacob continued to lean against the tree in silence, ignoring his question entirely. Richard let out another frustrated sigh; the silence reminded him that he was actually supposed to be upset with the blonde man for ignoring him last night. “Oh, are we going back to the silence game again?” He gave the man an irritated look that matched his tone. He had never felt bold enough to actually talk back to Jacob but the fact that the man constantly ignored his questions had begun to gnaw at him. Jacob continued to ignore his words and kept his eyes on Richard before breaking his silence and spoke in a calm, reserved voice. “You were up early.” He continued to give the darker man the concerned look from earlier, though his tone held a sense of disappointment in it. He had intended to start his morning differently. Richard knew exactly what the other was leaning towards in his words mainly because he hadn’t woken up any earlier than normal. If anything, he actually slept later. He decided to continue ignoring their behaviours the previous night that continued to play back in his mind and continued acting oblivious towards it. “I’m sorry if I disturbed your sleep. I tried to be quiet but you were sleeping rather close.” The words flowed through his mouth as he turned his attentions towards the tree Jacob was leaning on instead of on the man. Although he suspected Jacob could tell when he was lying, not like he did on a regular basis, he felt more secure with his lie when he wasn’t looking into the blue orbs. “Well, after last night I would have preferred to wake up with you by my side.” He said the words as if they were a statement; common knowledge to all. As soon as the words registered into Richard’s mind he was at a loss. He knew he couldn’t ignore the sex or the discussion they had afterward now that Jacob had decided to bring the topic up. He cursed his luck and found it increasingly difficult to come up with the proper words while Jacob’s intense glare shooting back at him, clearly expecting some sort of answer. “Oh… well, I wasn’t aware that you wanted that. I’m not a mind reader.” He tried to put as much confidence in his words as he could muster, though they still managed to come out stumbled. Perhaps he had overreacted this morning. He was just shocked to find Jacob so close to him. Even if the man had been attracted to him all this time, he had never acted on it so having Jacob suddenly behave differently was confusing. Jacob seemed to take his words in but remained silent. Not wanting to be under the scrutiny of the other any longer than necessary, Richard spoke up. “Did you follow me here just to tell me that?” He couldn’t hide then trace on sarcasm on his voice as the words left his mouth. He secretly hoped that Jacob would leave him alone, though when the men straightened his body out and abandoned his lean on the tree, his hoped died. There was a slight tint or irritation on the handsome face and Richard knew he had struck a nerve with him. Jacob took a few steps towards the smaller man who didn’t back away as he neared. “Well, now you know.” The tone in his voice lightened as he accompanied it with a smile. “Despite what you may think, I actually meant what I said last night.” Richard did too. As confused as he was about the whole ordeal, he was positive that he didn’t fully regret what he did the previous night, nor would he object to it happening again. He was just concerned over how that would affect their daily lives because so far things have been a little awkward between them. Richard was sure he was the one making it awkward but Jacob certainly wasn’t helping the matter. “Well, I did too.” Richard spoke the truth as he met the bright blue eyes of Jacob before he dropped his gaze and took a few steps past the past the blonde man. He could feel Jacob’s eyes follow him as he made his way into the heavily wooded area that Jacob had originally emerged from. “If that’s the case then why are you avoiding me?” Jacob asked as the man started making his way towards the woods. He was annoyed that things were not working out as easily as they should. He let out a very human sigh before he quickly ran to catch up with the man who had been occupying his mind far more than he should. Once he was close enough he grabbed the shorter man by the shoulder and roughly turned him around to face him. “I want an answer.” Richard winced as he was roughly turned around. He knew from personal experience that Jacob could easily overpower him but it didn’t make the reality of the situation anymore pleasant. “I’m not avoiding you.” He paused as he reached to push the hand that was still resting on his shoulder off. “I just… need some time to think.” He tried to sound reassuring in his words. He didn’t want to insult the man in front of him. Jacob gave him a confused look. “What is there to think about?”
Jacob gave his friend an annoyed look. The general lust he had for his friend
While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.
Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!
Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo