Show Me: Kendall's Hips Don't Lie | By : Kayerfire Category: 1 through F > Big Time Rush Views: 2975 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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For the next few days Kendall noticed a distance between Kelly and him. Specifically she was ignoring him. At first he figured it was his imagination. Maybe he was getting too clingy. It wasn’t like he'd had much experience with this thing. He had tried several times to talk to her, to get her alone in case she was embarrassed by his age. It wasn’t like he was a kid, he would be eighteen in a few months. Still, he had to consider her feelings. Maybe she was ashamed. Girls were funny about their ages. Or maybe it was just a hookup. It would help if only he knew.
He needed someone to talk to on the matter. Someone knowledgeable in this department. Carlos was definitely a no-go. He had no clue how to talk to girls. They’d had to coach him on his first date. He’d never even had a real girlfriend. Logan was a little more experienced. He and Camille had been going steady for a while and he'd even confided once that she’d given him a hand job. Though he wasn’t the kiss-and-tell type, it was obvious that they’d gone further. Unfortunately with their on again/off again status it didn’t appear that they’d crossed THE mark. There was only one person he could talk to, the one with more experience than the three of them combined. The ladies man himself. James.
Unlike the others, James had lost his v-card before they’d even made it to LA. Always the pretty one, girls just seemed to flock to him. He’d been fourteen and pretty stoked to tell the guys of his experience. They’d both envied and admired him for it. But hockey had always been Kendall’s main focus.
Because they were on the tourbus, privacy might be difficult. He found the eighteen year old on his bunk flipping through articles of Big Time Rush. Most likely checking his hair in the pics. Carlos was napping in the bunk below, a half eaten corndog on his chest.
“Hey James, you got a minute?”
His friend looked up.
“Sure.”
Kendall glanced around.
“Where's Logan?”
“Bathroom. Something didn’t agree with him.”
Poor guy.
“Can we go over to my bunk? It’s kind of personal.”
James's eyes shifted from curious to concern. He hopped off the bunk.
“You okay?”
He wasn’t really sure. He just knew that he was confused.
“You know what, I don’t really know,” he answered honestly.
James nodded his understanding. He glanced down at Carlos, took the corndog from his chest and placed it on the small table by the bed.
“He'll thank me when he doesn’t have to comb corndog crumbs from his hair,” James laughed.
Kendall couldn’t argue with that. They made their way to Kendall's bunk at the front of the bus. Logan's was still empty below.
“So what’s wrong?” James asked as he plopped down.
Kendall wasn’t sure how to start.
“Well, you've dealt with a lot of girls, right.”
His friend smiled proudly.
“Have I!”
Kendall continued.
“And, I mean you’ve done more than just…kiss them right?”
James cocked a perfect brow.
“You actually like…went all…all…”
“All the way?” James was leaning closer now his interest piqued.
Kendall nodded.
“Yea. I guess I was just wondering, like after you do it, do they ever talk to you after or…like how do you know if it’s just a hookup or if it means anything?”
He wasn’t used to being flustered but the whole conversation had him embarrassed. Having to ask for sex advice made him look like an inexperienced noob. Though technically he was…
James stared for a moment, his hazel eyes stunned.
“Kendall, did you?”
He ran his fingers through his blond hair.
“I did but you can’t tell anybody okay. I don’t think she—”
He had to catch himself. If he admitted that she probably didn’t want anyone to know then that would be a dead giveaway as to who he’d slept with. He was a member of Big Time Rush after all. How many girls had they come in contact with that wouldn’t want to admit they'd done it with a member of the band?
“—I don’t think she’s into me,” he quickly recovered.
Which was partially true. Why else would she be acting like he didn’t exist? James gave him the biggest “Are you kidding me” look.
“Not into you? Kendall look at yourself. You’re young, you’re attractive, you’re a part of the biggest group out now and the girl already did the do with you. Why wouldn’t she be into you? Unless…”
James narrowed his eyes thoughtfully.
“Was it any good?”
Oh was it!
“It was incredible,” he couldn’t hide the reverie in his voice.
James noticed and smiled.
“What about for her? Did she like it?”
Kendall remembered her screams.
“Yea, she seemed like she did.”
James leaned in so that only the two of them could hear. “Did she finish?”
Kendall looked at him.
“Finish?”
“Cum. Did she cum? You know, orgasm.”
A flash of Kelly on top of him, her release drenching him that second time around. Kendall cleared his throat, not wishing to become aroused in front of James.
“Yea, she did.”
James was nodding approvingly.
“Then you did a good job. The chief complaint I hear is how guys never seem to get the girl to finish. I always make sure not to make that mistake.”
Kendall rested against the bed even more confused.
“Then why won’t she speak to me? If I did a good job she should want more right?”
“Theoretically. Usually. Unless it really was just a one-night stand.”
Which brought him back to the question at hand.
“How do I know if that’s what it was if she won’t talk to me?”
James frowned. It wasn’t an expression he often took.
“I mean, if she won’t talk to you then that's your answer.”
He pat Kendall’s shoulder consolingly.
“But hey, you’re on tour so it may not be what you think. What if her phone is broken and she’s not avoiding you?”
Kelly certainly didn’t need a phone to avoid him.
“This ever happen to you?” he asked his experienced friend.
“Do any of your girls ever just write you off and ignore you?”
It was hard to imagine any girl ignoring James. Except the Jennifers but they were snobby bitches.
“It’s happened to me before,” James admitted.
“I mean I’m still human. In fact it just happened last week. This one lady didn’t want her daughter to know so—”
Kendall shot from the bunk and faced him.
“Tell me you didn't sleep with one of our fan’s mom!”
He couldn’t believe it. Only James.
“Hey she wasn’t that old,” James defended.
“She got knocked up at fifteen so she was only twenty-nine.”
“James you’re eighteen. That’s like more than ten years.”
He shrugged.
“Well she was hot and it was well worth it. But back to the point, she didn’t want anything more than a hookup. She went on her way, I moved on to the next town and her daughter got to see her favorite band in concert. Win for everybody.”
Kendall opened his mouth to scold him some more but realized that he couldn't. How hypocritical to chastise James when Kelly was at least seven years older than him. And worse, she wasn’t just someone he could move on from to another city. She was their manager's assistant. She went just about everywhere they went. Handled their affairs. She was a part of their team.
Which wouldn’t be so bad if she weren’t ignoring him. But now he had to see her everyday remembering what they’d done. Remembering how she'd felt. How she'd made him feel.
“Kendall, you okay?”
James was concerned again. He touched Kendall's shoulder.
“Yea I just, I don’t know.”
He glanced down at his feet feeling heavy inside.
“I don’t want to think I was just something to do, you know.”
James didn’t say anything. Kendall glanced back up to find understanding in his eyes.
“Your first time.”
“Yea.”
“She blew your mind and now it sucks that she doesn’t feel the same way.”
Kendall knew he’d come to the right friend.
“Yea.”
James reached over and rested his hand on his shoulder.
“For what it’s worth, I think she’s an idiot for missing out on a great guy. But like I said, it could be a misunderstanding…so who was she? I’m assuming she wasn’t Jo since you guys broke up when she went to shoot her movie.”
Kendall shrugged.
“Doesn’t matter. It was obviously just a one time thing.”
James was studying him. The scrutiny made him uncomfortable.
“Okay she was a fan,” he lied just to get him off his back.
But James Diamond was smarter than people gave him credit for. Especially when it came to matters with the opposite sex.
“Bullshit. If you’d slept with a fan this conversation would be so different right now. Which means it’s somebody you expected to connect to afterward. Somebody—” James gasped, his hazel eyes growing big.
“Somebody on the tour!”
Kendall's green eyes were just as big as he shushed him.
“I swear to god James if you say anything—”
“Who? We got a lot of sound people, management, set up. I think we can rule most of them out which leaves…Oh my god you didn't?”
Kendall felt himself blushing furiously.
“James—”
“That would explain why you two haven’t even said a word to each other all day!”
He stared at Kendall in disbelief.
“No wonder it's eating at you. I mean even after the tour is over you’ll have to see each other.”
He glanced around to be sure that no one was near.
“Dude keep your voice down. If it gets back to Gustavo she might get fired.”
But James was on a roll.
“It’ll be awkward at home though, what with you two sharing a room. I guess I could switch with you if Carlos wouldn’t mind.”
Kendall stared at him. Just as James paused and stared at Kendall.
“What?” they asked each other in unison.
James hopped off the bed.
“You slept with Kelly?”
“You think I slept with Logan?”
James blinked.
“Wow.”
“Why would you think I slept with Logan?! Dude, he’s a dude!”
James was scratching his head, clearly blown away by Kendall's reveal.
“That changes everything,” he murmured.
But Kendall was still thrown off about Logan.
“What would make you think I got it on with Logan?”
James shrugged.
“I don’t know he’s kind of cute in a nerdy way. Plus he’s got experience with Camille so I’m sure he'd blow your little virgin mind—”
“Oh my god are you serious right now?”
“Hey, it’s not too far fetched for two guys in a band to fall for each other. It could happen.”
Kendall didn’t know what to say so he just stared open mouthed at his friend. James returned the expression.
“But you and Kelly? How the hell did that happen? When the hell did that happen?”
Kendall didn’t feel comfortable disclosing such a matter on the bus.
“Look it’s not really the best place to talk about that now okay.”
James was shaking his head.
“I’d of never seen it. Wow. I always figured if she went for any of us it would be—”
Kendall was growing annoyed.
“Let me guess, you?”
James shook his head, surprising him.
“No I was going to say Logan. She seems to like to cater to him a little. Maybe it’s that cute little nerd thing.”
Again with the Logan talk.
“God James do you want to sleep with Logan or something?”
James looked at him as if he’d grown an extra head.
“What? No he’s not my type. I like a more adventurous—wait we’re supposed to be talking about you and your little cub ways.”
“Cub ways?” Kendall asked, confused.
James made a point to sign loudly.
“Because she’s a cougar. You know, going for a younger guy. Sheesh Kendall don’t you know anything about women?”
His last comment was quite sobering.
“I guess not. Otherwise I wouldn’t have to ask you about any of this.”
James took in his somber mood and offered a bro hug.
“Hey it’ll get better, trust me. Just keep the memory stored away for one of those cold lonely nights with a handful of lotion. Believe me, it’ll help.”
Kendall wanted to make a comment about how James never seemed to have lonely nights but Logan showed up. Looking worse for wear he murmured a hi before climbing in his bunk and facing the wall. Whatever he'd eaten had definitely done a number on him.
“Loges, you don’t look so hot,” he noted.
“Anything I can get you? Maybe some water or a ginger ale?”
“No thanks.”
He pulled his blanket over his head and said nothing more. James and Kendall exchanged worried expressions. They had a show tomorrow night. If Logan wasn’t feeling well then they couldn’t make him go on. Deciding to leave him to rest, they wondered over to the chill area to continue their conversation.
“You think he’ll be okay?” Kendall asked.
James shrugged.
“I don’t know but if he isn’t better by the morning we’re going to have to talk to Kelly about postponing the show.”
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