I won't but i will | By : MissKay Category: G through L > Glee Views: 4434 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee, nor make money from this story. |
It's the first time i've ever done this so if you have some tips or requests just let me know okay? Anyway, this time we've got some faberry interaction as requested and some humor too just to light up a little after the last two chapters. I have more angst in my mind for the next one so enjoy while you still can!
... Last time on "I won't but i will" : "What the actual fuck?" I had never heard her swear before and even though the situation was not even remotely funny I had to laugh. I laughed so hard I threw my head back. She was back. I had brought her back. ... I couldn't control myself as i rolled off of her on my bed. I hadn't felt this relieved in such a long time. In fact, i hadn't really felt anything in a very long time. I could feel all of the repressed emotions crawling up my skin and i cried and laughed and screamed all at once. It was hilarious. I had to try and suck someone dry before I'd realise i was not very good at not caring about anyone after all. At least not when Rachel Berry was around. "Why are you laughing? Do you think this is funny?" She had promptly propped herself up on one elbow and looked me straight in the eyes. Or at least she tried to but i couldn't seem to keep them open 'because i was still laughing my ass of like a lunatic. I must've definitely looked like a right nut, I mean I did just almost kill her but I couldn't stop. "Have you gone mad? Is that what this is?" She rose from the bed and took long, quick strides to the door. I thought she was going to leave. Any sane person would try and escape from the person who had tried to kill them, but as she closed the door and leaned against it with her back, her eyebrows in a frown and a scowl on her face, I just knew what she was after. I propped myself up on both elbows and looked her straight in the eye. "Why don't you tell me?" That did the trick. She exploded with anger and moved to stand behind my bed, glaring deadly and both of her hands placed forcefully on her hips. Huffing every other second she'd send a death glare in my direction. She wanted answers. I could tell. But my body had other intentions than my mind did. I could feel the inner venom spreading, the thing in me coming to life once again. This time though, it wasn't blood thirst. I was hungry for something else. I groaned in frustration, now was definitely not the right time for those kind of thoughts. I clenched my legs together just in case. I shook my head and tried to clear my mind but somehow it was all jumbled now. So many things were passing through it. Seconds ago, in my moment of terror, it had been as clear as a crystal ball but now it was filled up to its limit with thoughts and feelings. I felt like exploding just at the thought of having to go through these motions. And to top it off I'd had to go through it with her in the room. I knew what she was after; she always wanted to know everything. But I didn't have anything to give to her. I didn't even got it myself what was going on with me. I could feel my skin tingling and somehow it was a bit stronger at the back of my neck, like a signal to tell me a human was near. I don't know why I knew that but it just popped into my head on instinct. And apparently that instinct was correct because there was a human near me. A very angry human. One that wanted answers. "I walked in here to have you sitting there..." She pointed to the spot I had kneeled in despair minutes prior to this whole ordeal and continued in a tight voice which raised an octave or two. "..on your knees, looking as if you had been sick for ages. You were mere skin over bones when I held you! You looked as if you were close to dying. DYING, Quinn! Do you know what that's like?" I felt a pang of guilt shoot through my heart until I realised, she had no right to be worried about me. She was the one who broke it off! She was the one who had hurt me! "To die? Yeah, I know what that's like Berry and guess what it isn't fun." Her eyes were wide with shock as pulled myself up in a sitting position while leaning back on my arms to support my weight. I must've done it in less than I second and I realised in that instant I had gained quite an amount of speed as well as the weird tingling and the definite strength in my muscles. I made a note to investigate it further once I had dealt with this. "I..I.. Quinn, how? When? I mean.. But you're here so that means you like... died for a second? Did you get operated or something? Died on an operating table? Is that what you're saying?" I chuckled darkly. I didn't know how much I was going to tell her. I just knew it wasn't going to be everything. I knew she wanted answers, I knew very well she needed them or she wouldn't be able to function. So I decided to give her enough information to make her toss and sleep at night, but not enough to figure it all out. She shouldn't have come in the first place. "No. I didn't get operated. I didn't die on some fucking table Berry. I died, in a dark and shadowy ally not too far from my apartment. What a cliché huh?" I watched as she took a few steps back. I suddenly realised why. I could feel the venom triggering me, pushing to the surface and my fangs were already out to play again. Darkness seemed to cloud my mind. A sick, sweet pleasure was slowly creeping up on me. I felt like a predator getting ready to attack its prey. It seemed as if I had no control over my body anymore. My little hairs stood upright at the back of my neck, my muscles tensed and my heart slowed in anticipation. I inhaled her sweet strawberry shampoo and just felt the disgusting urge to plunge my teeth into that deliciously smooth skin again. To plunge them in deep, force my way inside her body. I wanted to bite her; I wanted to suck her blood and lick at her wounds, lap up all of that delicious juice. I could see the images flashing before my eyes. Her succumbed to my will. Finally I'd be the one in control. I'd have her at my mercy. I could do whatever I wanted with her. I'd own her. Except that I wouldn't. There was a small silver rope, so to speak, a thin straw of humanity that gave me the opportunity to reel it all back in. And since I almost sucked her dry last time, I started focusing on pulling it back. It hurt to go against my body's wishes but I had to. I closed my eyes and pinched my nose. I made the fangs go back in and I tried to calm my muscles while rubbing my hands on my legs to stop them from trembling. I was clinging to that silver rope as if my life depended on it and tried to clear the clouds, I had to push so hard to get back to who I was. To feel as If I owned my own mind again. It was draining me but it all happened in less than a minute. I could still feel it pulling, resisting my will but I was stronger. Mind over body, I thought, mind over body. I opened my eyes and looked at her with a blank expression, eyes hard and unyielding. "Now if you'll excuse me.." I sighed. "I would like for you to leave." I was hoping she'd get the hint and just run the hell out of this place. I had no control over my emotions. As well as I hated her for the pain she caused in me, I still loved her, I would always love her. Even though some part of me found it justified to feed on her and make her pay like the sick monster I now was, there was a bigger part of me, again, that wouldn't ever be okay with hurting her. It was conflicting to say the least. And right now I just didn't have the strength for it. "LEAVE? Are you kidding me? I'm not leaving you! Not when you're like this I'm not!" I jumped up from the bed and shifted my renewed body in to place to stand right up in her face as I towered over her. Oh, so I've grown too. Or she shrunk. But I figured it wouldn't be the latter. "Like what? I'm fine." I stared hard at her chocolate orbs. I ignored the concern swimming in there and focused on the rage. I needed her to leave. I needed to go and call the boy already. He'd help me he'd said. "You are NOT fine Quinn. I don't know how you went from looking like you were close to dying to looking like you just walked right out of a doll house looking all perfect and the likes but I can tell you're not fine." "I don't care what you think Berry. I want you to leave." "Well I don't care what you want. I'm not going Quinn." I took another step closer to her and made her move backwards. I kept moving until I had her pressed against the wall across from my bed and kept on staring at her threateningly. "You will do exactly as I say. Or do you want to get hurt again?" I spoke very slow, as if speaking to a child and used a false sweet tone of voice just to piss her off. Oh, yeah, the anger was back. And this time I was going to use it to my advantage. I snarled at her and bared my teeth. She couldn't do anything but watch as my fangs slid out again. This time it was just for show, I had no intention of hurting her but she didn't need to know that. But then she did something I didn't expect. Instead of being a scared little prat and running outside the room like any other person would've done by now she looked at me incredulously and then annoyance took over her face. She jabbed a finger in my jest real hard to punctuate every word she angrily hissed. "You!" Jab. "Bit!" Jab. "Me!" I was surprised that she only remembered that now. Of course I had bitten her; I had practically sucked her dry for god's sake! In my momentary confusion she started pushing me backwards while still jabbing that finger, pointing it at me. Involuntarily I stepped back. She was not happy. "You bit me? You did! You BIT me!" She looked extremely offended and stared me right in the eye. Unaware at that moment of what had transpired just moments ago, that I was in fact stronger than the petite singer in front of me I looked at her with slight fear in my eyes. She had the look of a slightly insane person, like a mother lecturing a child. 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