CROSSROADS | By : Mystic75 Category: Supernatural > AU - Alternate Universe Views: 1022 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I DO NOT own Supernatural or any of the characters from the show. I own the OFC only I am not making money from this work. WARING! CONTAINS GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF RAPE AND VIOLENCE! |
Over the next several weeks we tried, unsuccessfully, to summon Crowley. It seemed he had found a way to stay hidden. We weren't sure if it was because he was the king of hell of if he had found another way. But what ever it was, it was effective. We searched every reference to the King of Hell that we could find, trying to see if there was a way to kill him or get me out of this contract. I was becoming frustrated by our lack of progress.
I moved into the bunker with the brother's because it was just easier that way and they had plenty of room. I spent hours in the library trying to find anything that could get me out of this mess. Slowly it was becoming obvious, at least to me, that all this reading was getting us nowhere. I sat at the table with my head in my hands, on the verge of tears.
"How's it going Cassie?", a soft voice came from the doorway. I jumped at the unexpected sound. I turned to see Sam standing there with two mugs in his hands. "I'm sorry that I startled you Cassie. I thought you'd like some coffee". He walked over to the table and set the steaming cup down in front of me.
"Oh! Thanks Sam", I said. I was so frustrated that when I pulled my hands out of my hair, several strands came with them. "We gotta figure out how to get Crowley off my back before I pull all my hair out!" Sam sat down next to me and grabbed my hand. I stared at our hands locked together and had to remind myself to breathe.
"We'll find the answer Cassie", Sam said soothingly. "We won't let Crowley have you, OK?" He shot me that sweet Sam smile that I grew to love. My heart started beating fast. Why does my body tingle every time he touches me? He made me forget my problems, even if it's just for a little while. But nothing could chase away the fear when I laid down at night. Crowley follows me into my dreams.
"Hello, Darling. I'm coming for you", the demon growled. "You know you can't escape me Cassie!" I'm tied, spread eagle, on a bed and the demon circled around it like a shark circling when it smells blood in the water. "You also know what I'm going to do to you when I have you all to myself, don't you Love?" Suddenly he's on top of me, taking me brutally, while I scream. All I can see are those blood red orbs staring down at me. Sam came running into my room and woke me up. I'm still screaming.
"Shhh...It's OK Cassie!", Sam soothed. "Your OK. He's not here, OK?" I struggled against him, panting. My eyes were wide, searching the room for the monster that haunted my dreams. I sobbed into Sam's shoulder as I clutched his arm. Dean poked his head in the door and I looked up at him, trying to stifle the tears pouring out of me. I hated crying in front of Dean. He was so confident in his belief that we would find the answer. And when I cried in front of him, I felt like I was doubting his abilities and emasculating him.
"I'm sorry guys", I whispered. "I hate keeping you up like this". Dean walked over and sat on the other side of my bed. He looked at me with a seriousness that I'd never seen on him before. He grabbed my hand and looked at it for a moment before he spoke.
"Now you listen to me, Cassie Blake! You have nothing to be sorry for! All of us have had nightmares at one time or another. And you have more reason to have them than anyone. I can't imagine what your going through right now. We're hear to help. Whatever you need. And if you need us to sit up with you all night, that's what we'll do. Got it?" His firm expression didn't waver until I finally nodded. Then his expression softened and he smiled at me. "Good. Now, how about I make us some tea, hmm?"
"That would be wonderful, Dean. Thanks." I was so touched by his words that my voice shook as I answered. Dean wasn't much for expressing emotion and I knew that this was his way of showing me how much he cared about me. Dean was really a sweet guy once you got past the rough outer layers. And he made me laugh. He was like a 10 year old trapped in a thirty year old's body.
We sat on my bed, sipping tea, and talking. We talked about anything but what was on all of our minds. Sam and Dean kept my mind from wandering back to the nightmare that was my life. Even if it was for just a few hours. When it was clear that I couldn't stay awake anymore, Dean said his good nights again and left. Sam stayed with me until I was asleep again. I'm not sure when he left, but I didn't have anymore nightmares that night.
But I wasn't free from the terror during the day. Anytime I heard a strange noise or if someone spoke when I wasn't paying attention, I would jump out of my skin. I was always on edge. I always felt as if there was a cold hand sitting on the back of my neck waiting to yank me backwards and into the arms of the red eyed demon. I was afraid to enter dark rooms for fear that I would see him standing there when I turned on the light. I felt like I was slowly losing my mind as that day got closer and closer.
But it wasn't all nightmares and anxiety. Dean always tried to keep the mood light in the bunker. His sense of humor was so child like and endearing. Anytime he was in the room, he seemed to suck up all the tense feelings I was having and make me feel a little bit better. Even when we were hitting the books and I was getting frustrated he managed to say or do something that would have me in stitches. And Sam chased away the demons in my head just with a glance in my direction. Every time he walked into the room, the temperature seemed to rise by at least 10 degrees! If I wasn't careful I could fall for him. Or was I falling? I wasn't entirely sure.
This is my life with the Winchesters. For however long it lasts.
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