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Chapter 4
As his first week at the ranch came to an end, Walter had moved into the guesthouse with Raquel. They had become inseparable and it was just easier for him to keep all of his stuff at her place. The days began to blend into the other as they worked the long, hot days on the ranch and made love long into the nights. He easily fell into this new routine and began to think how easily it would be to continue things this way long term. There was an unspoken sadness between the two as the second week began, both knowing that they were midway to his leaving the ranch and returning to DC again. They didn’t bring up the subject of his leaving or the future, nor did Michael or Grace. It was almost as if this is how things were and were going to be. But everyone could feel the looming inevitable end and it hung over them threatening to break the silence. This morning Walter woke before Raquel. The sun was just beginning to peak over the desert horizon. He slipped out of bed and left the little room entering the kitchen. Standing naked in the room, he was surrounded by nothing but the silence of the desert. He exited the house, now standing in the garden, the warm air and the scent of the desert blanketing him. A calm came over him like nothing he had ever experienced in his life, closing his eyes, he let the feeling take over. He stood like this until the sun finally lit up the morning sky and the silence was broken by the sound of the rooster crowing in the distance. He could hear the soft sound of feet approaching from behind him and he knew it was his lover, his love. She wrapped her arms around him from behind, pressing her nakedness to his. He turned in her arms to face her and wrapped his arms around her, holding her tight, never wanting this moment to end. Several moments like these before, he had wanted to ask her how she was feeling, how she saw their future together or if there would be one at all. He could tell that she wanted to ask him those same questions but both feared of the sadness it would bring. He wondered how long they could avoid the subject until it was finally too late and he was gone. Gone back to DC, back to his empty apartment, his empty office at the Bureau, gone from this woman that he had become accustomed to making love to every night. Tucking his head into her neck, he breathed her scent in. She smelled of sandalwood and sweetness, her long hair tickling his nose. He felt her let out a long, almost shaky sigh. “I wish we could stay this way forever.” He spoke low into her neck, breaking the silence. She was quiet for a moment and he could feel her holding her breath. “We make our own destiny’s Walter. If this is truly what we want, then the future is up to us.” He understood what she was saying. He pulled back and looked at her face. “I wish it was that easy. I wish I could just walk away from everything, but it just isn’t as easy as that.” “It is as easy as you want it to be Walter.” “No, it isn’t. I have responsibilities that I just can’t walk away from, commitments to my work. I, I don’t expect you to understand.” He let her go and turned to stare out at the desert again. “You forget that I can come to you. If we decide that this is what we want, to be together, then we can make it work. I don’t know how you feel Walter, but I am falling in love with you and… He turned to look at her as her last words were spoken. “… I am willing to…” “Think about what it is you’re saying. Are you seriously ready to give up all this? To come to DC to be with me? You wouldn’t be happy Raquel.” She looked at him in shock. “I don’t know about you Walter, but I only have this life and I am more than willing to take chances if it means being with someone I love.” She shook her head and continued. “If you aren’t willing to take those same chances then I won’t bring it up again. We’ll leave it unspoken, like we’ve been doing, until you leave.” She turned to walk back inside. He could see that she was hiding her tears from him. Standing there, watching her leave he felt the blood in his body drain to his feet. What was he doing? This woman, this amazing, beautiful woman had told him that she loved him. Why didn’t he tell her how he was feeling? That he was in love with her and had been from the first day he laid eyes on her. It was because he was afraid that what they had here could never translate to any other place. If he couldn’t be here with her, then it was best that they weren’t together at all. Realizing how selfish that thought was he ran inside after her. Once inside, he scanned the room for her then made his way into the bedroom finding her sitting on the edge of the bed facing away from him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean what I said out there. I just think we need to talk about this before making any decisions.” “I didn’t say anything about a decision.” She spoke quietly. He climbed onto the bed and slid in behind her. “Please accept my apology. All I know is that I do want to be with you and I am so utterly in love with you that I can’t imagine my life without you.” She leaned into him. He kissed her temple, holding his lips there. “Eventually we are going to need to talk about this Walter. No matter what we decide, it isn’t something that we can just ignore.” He sighed into her hair. “What did I do to deserve you? I can’t believe how lucky I am to have you.” She twisted around to snuggle into him. He then pulled her back with him until they were lying in one another’s arms, wrapped tight. Their closeness made him erect and she could feel his arousal pressing against her stomach. When she whispered to him to make love to her, it was like music to his ears. He rolled her onto her back, spreading her legs with his and entered her. He pressed his body on top of hers to feel the heat from her skin against his. She gripped his arms tight and bit his shoulder as his body smothered hers. His fingers laced into her hair as he kissed the side of her face and along her jaw line. They didn’t make a sound, just their breathing and the sounds of the morning. As his body demanded hers with every thrust, hers accepted his as she opened herself up to him. Their lovemaking began slow and deliberate, soon becoming more urgent as their hunger for the other grew. He slid his arms down and under her knees spreading her wider to him, lifting her hips slightly up off the bed. She let go of her grip on him and reached her arms overhead gripping the bars of her headboard. She enjoyed the feeling of his hot breath on her neck and his even hotter cock as it entered her. She loved the way he fucked her, the way he demanded her as his every time he entered her. The way his fingers gripped her tight and left behind tiny bruises on her skin from pressing too hard. Often she would cry out from the pleasure of the pain he caused her and he would either cover her mouth with his suffocating the sound or place his hand over her mouth as he forced her to endure what he was doing to her. She wanted to feel and he satisfied that need for her. She hadn’t taken on a lover since her husband had passed away and she had denied herself any sort of pleasure, numbing her feelings as a way of survival. She never dreamed that she would find love again, imagined that she would want anyone again or have what she and Bill had when he was alive. She refused to allow herself to feel guilty for what she was feeling with Walter now, Bill would have wanted it this way. She knew a large part of it was lust, desire, need that she had kept hidden away for far too long and she was smart enough to know that those elements could cloud whether it was love or just the strong desire to have someone inside of her. And she knew that she was falling in love with Walter, he gave her what she needed, a strong arm and an open heart. He provided her the release she needed, both physical and emotional. The smell of sweat and sex filled his nostrils and the force of his body entering hers was causing her to cry out. The sound of her voice like an angel in pain but he knew it was a good sort of pain and he enjoyed giving it to her. He liked to feel as if he were taking her against her will, causing her to cry out like this. The thought excited him, to possess her body, stabbing it with every thrust of his cock. Holding her down, causing her pain, although he did not really want to intentionally hurt her. But he knew it turned her on and although things often started off as mutual lovemaking, it would very often turn into his ravaging her body for his own pleasure. And when, he would bring her to orgasm, it only made him crave her that much more. He had never seen a woman look more beautiful, than when she was screaming out to the heavens, the sound of an angel again crying from encompassing pleasure. Pleasure that he was giving her, all the sweeter. Sliding his hands under her ass to angle her hips higher, he plowed into her at jackrabbit speed. Lifting his upper body off hers, he liked to see what he was doing to her, the sweat now dripping off his forehead and onto her stomach. They rarely spoke any words during their lovemaking other than to direct the other of their needs at that very moment. Often only grunts and sounds of approvals would escape their lips, but they were able to communicate through their actions and a look. She placed the palm of her hand on his stomach and pushed softly. He looked down at her hand and slowed his pace until she pulled her body away from his as she made to roll over on her stomach. He sat back on his heels as he watched her position herself on her hands and knees. Her favorite position, he thought to himself. She had told him once that this position allowed her to feel him fully inside of her and she loved the way it felt when his balls hit her clit. He moved in behind her and slid his fingers between her legs to check her wetness before entering her again. She was always ready for him, taking hold of his cock and sliding it into her. He held still for a moment to take in the view of her long hair cascading down her arched back. He moved to grab a handful of her hair and began to ride her hard. He discovered that the harder he pulled her hair, the softer her cries became, realizing that her vocal cords strained when her head was back. Taking one of his hands, he slipped it around the front of her neck pulling her head back, silencing her completely. Leaning over her body, he nestled his face into the crease of her neck taking in her scent and tasting the salt from her skin. The weight of his body pushed her forward onto the bed and she was able to get free of his grip around her neck. With her body trapped under his, he continued to fuck her with full force and could feel the pressure of his orgasm begin to build inside of him. She could tell when Walter was ready to cum. He always would begin to grunt softly as he breathed. It reminded her of animal in heat and that he was. This always made her smile and the last couple of times he caught her doing this he would ask her in their afterglow what that was all about. She never revealed the reason to him. As he released his seed into her, he let out a long low groan before collapsing on top of her. She tried to hide her laugh but couldn’t control her body from shaking as she buried her face into the bed. “What’s so funny?” He breathed into her hair before rolling off her. She shook her head, still trying to hide her laughter. He placed a square swat on her ass cheek, causing her to shriek. “I am just so happy Walter, that’s all.” She half lied, as she finally rolled onto her side to look at him, giving him a kiss on his chin. “Bullshit. You always have this huge smirk on your face when we finish having sex and although I know I’m good, I don’t think that is what you are smiling about.” She began to giggle and buried her head into his chest to try and hide. “I just love you so much Walter. You make me happy.” “You make me happy too. Happier than I have ever been.” She looked up at him, examining his face before kissing him softly on his lips. He brought his fingers up to her face and lightly caressed her cheek before pulling back from their kiss. “I love you too. You are my angel…even though you laughed at me when I was trying to make sweet love to you.” He poked her in the side and a huge smile crossed his face, causing her to start laughing again. He rolled off the bed and headed out of the little room to the bathroom off the kitchen. Raquel watched him leave and let out a long sigh. They still had so much they needed to talk about. She hoped he would be open to it and wouldn’t push her away again. When he exited the bathroom, he found her in the kitchen preparing their morning coffee. When she saw him, she went over to him and kissed him. “After breakfast we’ll talk.” He watched as she disappeared into the bathroom and got to work on making their breakfast. -------------------------------- He held onto her, his arms wrapped tight around her, afraid that she would slip away from him forever. Her body shook in his arms as she cried into him. Their discussion about the future was full of emotion and became heated at times. She was beautiful when she got mad, he had thought at one point as she threatened to never speak to him again. After breakfast, they moved out into the garden to sit in the morning sun as they talked about their plans for the future. Walter sat on the large wood Adirondack chair that he had sat on that first day he had come over. Raquel sat at his feet on the ground Indian-style. They both stared out into the desert for a short time before Walter finally broke the silence. “I just don’t want any regrets Raquel and I don’t want to make any rash decisions here. Although I am falling in love with you, we still have a lot to learn about each other. I’m afraid that you will find that the man I really am, isn’t someone you would want to be with.” “Why do you think that I am not already in love with the man you really are? I think I know you a lot better that you realize Walter. I see a man who likes to be in control, who needs to be in charge, whether it is with work or your own emotions. Why not let me make that choice?” He scanned her face, afraid that he would hurt her again. But he knew he had to be honest with what he was feeling. Their decision for the future needed to be based on what they were both really feeling. “Say you did come to DC. What would you do while I am gone for 12, sometimes 15 hours a day? It kills me to think that you would be unhappy once you see how I live my life there. The demands of my role at the Bureau consume my life Raquel and I just don’t feel I could ensure your happiness, your safety…” “Again, let me make that choice for myself Walter. I can return to nursing, I’m a pretty independent person if you haven’t noticed. I think even being together for a minute would be better than not seeing you ever again or however many few years it takes for you to return to the ranch for a visit. If you want to break this off once you leave, you need to be honest with me. It’s ok, if you just want this to be a fling. But you have stated otherwise many times, so you need to tell me what it is you really want.” “No, I want us to be together.” They sat quietly for a moment as he thought. He watched as she brushed off imaginary dust from her legs and feet until she finally looked up at him again. “Then what?” “What if I went back to DC and returned in a few months? There are a few things I need to wrap up and then I could put in for retirement, transfer to the Phoenix FBI division. I would need to look into it but I think it would be doable. Besides I know a handful of people that would be happy to see me leave.” A scowl crossed his face and he looked out at the desert again. “Is that what you really want to do Walter?” “I think so. Besides, Michael and Grace need you here right now. And I’d feel better if you stayed on, at least until Grace gives birth. I’ll try to come back in between or you can come out for a visit.” He could see tears building in her eyes and he leaned forward, falling to his knees in front of her, pulling her to him tight. He then whispered into her ear. “It won’t be long until I make you mine Raquel. Before you know it we’ll be married and I’ll have you barefoot and pregnant.” She began to cry harder and he squeezed her tighter. End of Part 1 -------------------------------While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. 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