Ask Me No Questions and I'll Tell You No Lies | By : OpenPage Category: 1 through F > 21 Jump Street Views: 2448 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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As I am going on holidays, the next chapter will not be posted until the end of next week :)
Dennis stood silently looking down at Tom’s tranquil face. He had spent the last few hours thinking through his plan and even though he knew that they could not continue to live as they were, it did not make his decision any easier. The roller coaster ride of ups and downs, separations and reunions had to end and he hoped that Tom would understand that sacrifices needed to be made on both sides if they were ever to become a real couple.Reluctant to disturb Tom’s peaceful sleep, he continued to gaze down at his lover for several minutes more. Sighing heavily, he knew that he could not delay the inevitable forever and leaning forward, he tenderly stroked Hanson’s face. “Wake up baby,” he whispered softly.
Tom’s eyes fluttered open and a lazy smile played over his lips. “Hey,” he murmured drowsily. “What time is it?”
Dennis returned the smile. “Time for you to get up,” he replied. “We need to talk.”
Tom’s lower lip pushed into a soft pout. “Don’t wanna,” he sulked and rolling onto his back, he took Dennis’ fingers in his own as his eyes danced mischievously. “I want you to play with me.”
Not wanting to be distracted from what he had to do, Booker started to protest. “Tom…” he began but looking down into his lover’s pleading eyes, he knew he would ultimately lose the battle. Hanson was too alluring, too intoxicating to ignore, especially now that their time together was limited. Deep down he felt bad because Tom had no idea of his plan and he was sure that his lover would not be looking at him with such yearning if he knew what their future held. But he was weak and he was horny and he hoped that Tom would forgive him once he understood that he only had their best interests at heart.
Pushing all the negative thoughts to the back of his mind, he smiled lovingly. “Move over,” he instructed softly and lying down on the bed, he rolled over and faced Tom.
“Kiss me,” Tom commanded in a low voice, his dark eyes heavy with longing.
Leaning forward, Dennis pressed his lips against Tom’s full pout and kissed him lovingly. When Tom’s tongue entwined with his own, he let out a soft moan. For several minutes, they languidly explored each other’s mouths, enjoying the intimacy of the kiss. Eventually, Tom pulled back and gazing deep into Booker’s eyes, he smiled impishly. “Touch me,” he breathed.
Sitting up, Dennis gave Tom a cheeky look. “First I want to see you naked,” he murmured in a voice heavy with arousal.
Tom’s eyes danced with excitement and he bit his lower lip seductively. “You first,” he instructed softly.
Dennis felt a shiver of anticipation run through his body. With Tom’s gaze upon him, he slowly stripped and by the time he was naked, his cock was fully erect. Kneeling in front of his lover, he smiled at him alluringly. “Your turn.”
Hanson did not waste any time. Pulling his t-shirt over his head, he tossed it to the floor. Popping the button of his jeans, he pulled down the zipper and struggled out of the tight fitting material. Kicking them to one side, he removed his boxers in one swift motion and threw them across the room. His own erection ached to be touched and lying back against the pillows, he gazed up at Booker with unconcealed longing.
Dennis let out a low moan of pleasure and dropping to all fours, he hovered over Tom’s naked body. Lowering his head, he sucked at the long column of Tom’s throat. “Tell me what you want,” he breathed against the taut skin.
Reaching up, Tom wrapped his fingers around the wooden slats of the bed head. “Touch me,” he moaned.
Lifting his gaze, Booker’s heart raced with excitement at the sight of Tom stretched out before him. An image of his lover trussed to the bed in the warehouse flashed into his mind and his pleasure intensified. Closing his eyes, he remembered the erotic feeling of his cock buried deep inside Tom’s body and his arms and legs began to tremble at the memory. Reaching down, he wrapped his fingers around his lover’s cock and began to move his hand slowly up and down the erect shaft. When he heard a loud groan of pleasure, he dropped his head and nibbled and sucked at Tom’s earlobe. As Tom’s soft cries became louder, his own arousal intensified and he lost control of his thoughts. “God I want to fuck you,” he murmured against his lover’s ear.
Tom’s body instantly stiffened but Booker was unaware how acutely his thoughtless words had affected his lover. It was only when strong hands shoved against his chest that he realized that something was wrong. Lifting his head, he stared down into Tom’s frightened eyes. “What’s wrong?” he asked in bewilderment.
Pushing Booker forcefully away, Tom struggled to a sitting position. Panic constricted his chest and his breathing became labored. As blood pounded in his ears, his fear intensified and his senses became impaired. Falling from the bed to the floor, he crawled blindly across the carpet. His mind was so confused that he no longer knew what he was fleeing from; all he knew for sure was that he needed to find a protective sanctuary. When strong hands grasped his arm, he yelped in terror and instinctively he began to lash out at his attacker. “NO! NO! NO!” he yelled hysterically. “DON’T TOUCH ME! DON’T TOUCH ME!”
A stinging blow to his face sent him reeling and curling into a protective ball, he began to sob. “Don’t hurt me,” he wept pitifully. “Please… just leave me alone!”
Protective arms pulled him into a tight embrace and he collapsed gratefully against the muscular body. As his panic gradually subsided, he opened his eyes and stared around the room in a daze. Slowly, he lifted his head and gazed up at Booker’s troubled face. “D-Dennis?” he muttered in surprise. “What happened?”
Booker’s dark eyes filled with tears. “I’m so sorry,” he mumbled ashamedly. “I got carried away. I never should have said what I said. It’s just… oh Jesus Tommy, we can’t go on like this! It’s going to tear us apart!”
The memory of Dennis’ words became clear in Tom’s mind and he lowered his head in embarrassment. “Oh God Dennis, I’m sorry,” he muttered awkwardly. “I don’t know why I reacted like that with you. I know you’d never hurt me, it’s just that I’m so screwed up and—”
“Yes,” Booker interrupted miserably. “You are.”
Tom could not keep the hurt out of his eyes. “Geez Dennis, thanks a lot.”
Cupping Hanson’s face in his hands, Booker stared deep into his lover’s eyes. “There’s no point in sugar coating it Tom, you need help,” he murmured gently. “I was going to tell you later today but I guess now is as good a time as any… I want you to go back to California and continue your therapy with Doctor Farmer.”
Tom’s eyes widened in disbelief. “You’re kicking me out?”
“No,” Dennis replied softly. “I just think--”
Scrambling to his feet, Tom gazed down angrily at his lover. “You were going to jerk me off and then tell me you want me to leave?” he shouted angrily. “Well fuck you Booker! I’m tired of this bullshit! One minute you want me and the next you don’t! Make up your fucking mind!”
Dennis eyes flashed dangerously and standing up, he moved in close so his face was just inches from Tom’s angry glare. “Yeah?” he spat crossly. “Well I’m fucking sick of this bullshit too! If you’d just shut up and listen for a change, you’d know that I was going to suggest that I transfer to a Californian prison so that we could be together, you fucking prick!”
Tom felt his legs start to give way and sitting down on the edge of the bed, he grabbed a blanket and pulled it over his shoulders. Unwilling to believe that Dennis was telling the truth, he stared up at him disbelievingly. “Are you telling me you’d move back to California just so I could continue my treatment with Doctor Farmer?” he asked skeptically.
Sighing heavily, Booker picked up his discarded boxers and pulled them on. “That’s exactly what I’m saying,” he replied testily. “But I’ve got to say Hanson, after your outburst I’m starting to wonder if that’s such a good idea. Maybe we should just go our separate—”
“NO!” Tom replied hurriedly and jumping to his feet, he pulled Booker into a tight embrace. “I’m sorry! Please Dennis, don’t give up on me now. I just get so crazy sometimes that I don’t know what I’m saying. I didn’t mean it, honest!”
Determined to stand his ground and not allow Tom to manipulate him, Booker disengaged himself from his lover’s hold and took a step backwards. “If we’re going to do this, then this time, we do it my way.”
Tom stared back moodily. “What the hell does that mean?” he muttered. “I’ve done everything you’ve asked of me.”
Dennis’ expression softened. “Yes you have,” he replied gently. “But this time, I want to be involved in your therapy. You haven’t told me anything about your sessions with Doctor Pearce… hell, I don’t even know if you’re taking medication.”
Lowering his gaze, Tom pulled the blanket protectively around him and stared at the floor. “I don’t like antidepressants,” he confessed quietly. “I don’t like how they make me feel.”
Stepping forward, Dennis pulled Tom into his arms. “These are the things you need to discuss with the doctor,” he encouraged gently. “You trust him don’t you? That’s why I want you to continue your therapy in California, you need to have a doctor that you trust. But no more secrets Tom, if we do this, we do it together.”
Tom knew that if he wanted his relationship with Dennis to work, he would have to overcome his fear of vocalizing his feelings and be honest with both his lover and his doctor. His life would become an open book and although the thought made him uncomfortable, he knew in his heart that he could trust both men implicitly.
Lifting his head, he gave Booker a small smile. “Okay,” he replied with a sigh. “We do it together.”
Dennis smiled in return. “Good,” he replied softly. Taking Tom’s hand in his, he led him to the bed and they both sat down. Brushing Tom’s hair from his eyes, he let out a sigh. “You have to understand something Tom,” he began quietly. “It could take me a long time to get a transfer and that means you have to go back to California alone.”
Fear filled Tom’s eyes. “Alone?” he echoed in a shaky voice. “But I’ve nowhere to live.”
Booker squeezed his lover’s fingers and gave him an uneasy smile. “You could go back to Penhall’s,” he suggested softly.
Tom shook his head violently from side to side. “No way,” he replied defiantly. “He hates you and he’ll try to split us up.”
Dennis pursed his lips and nodded his head. “Okay,” he agreed quietly. “What about Fuller?”
The thought of living with his ex Captain filled Tom with horror. He respected and admired the man but he could not bear the thought of him witnessing one of his panic attacks. Biting down on his lower lip, he stared up at Booker through his long lashes. “I don’t think so,” he mumbled self-consciously.
Exhaling noisily, Booker gave Tom a frustrated look. “Well what do you suggest?” he asked impatiently.
Tom knew he had to think of something but he was fast running out of ideas. He had no money to be able to afford a place of his own and Dennis did not earn enough to pay for two apartments. There was no choice, Penhall and Fuller were his only two options and he needed to decide which was the lesser of two evils.
Sighing softly, his shoulders slumped wearily. “Okay, if Penhall will have me, I’ll stay with him,” he replied sulkily.
Pressing his lips against Tom’s hair, Booker kissed him tenderly. “That’s my boy,” he whispered. “And I promise you baby, this time everything will be different.”
Hanson’s eyes filled with tears but he kept his gaze on the floor so that Booker would not notice. He had to believe that everything would be okay because if not, he was fast running out of options in his quest for happiness.
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