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Title: I surrender … I survive (part 5)
Author: Mary Eve Parker
Feedback: ms.parker@gmx.at
Category: AU, Harm/Renee, Babyfic,
Harm/Mac?
Spoilers: None
Note: song “Family Portrait” is by Pink
Rating: NC-17
Located: www.thesedays.org/stories
AM: I tried something different here, to
work her past in. If some elements are not 100% correct, I am sorry, but I
wrote it one afternoon because I got inspired by the song. This is my story and
I use the characters …
~*~
I surrender … I survive
Part 5
~*~
He was holding her when she pushed him away
to get sair,air,e spe space, a second to clear her head. She was still angry at
him, at what he'd done and said.
“What was so complicated, Mac?” he asked
softly. “What do you do not want to tell me?”
“I do not want to talk about it, please
Harm, go to bed.”
He tried to move down to the wheel chair
but it looked easier than it was. “Wait a minute, let me help you.”
“No Mac, you will not …”
“I am pregnant, not an invalid.”
“But you should not …”
Suddenly she heard Tristan crying from the
other room.
“I will be back in a minute,” she said in a
motherly tone.
xxxx
“Calm down honey,” Mac murmured and took
Tristan out of his bed. The silky maternity nightgown had been a gift from
Trish before she left. It was all silk and lace, dark greenish, nearly emerald.
It fit her perfectly, snuggled all the right places on her pregnant body.
The doctor had told her that during the
next few weeks she would grow bigger and probably gain some weight because the
babies take their last grow spurts. He also told her that he was not sure how
long she would be carrying them, 35 would be good, 40 perfectly.
She sat down with the baby in her arm into
the loveseat, the bottle next to her but she thought differently. She had told
her GYN that she was lactating and had to use those pads so there wouldn’t be
any wet circles on her uniform and then the doctor suggested that she should
try to nurse Tristan so she would not make a difference when nursing her twins
later. The doctor suggested, as Gram had done before, that she should nurse all
three so the bond would be the same.
SoB>So she opened the strap from the gown and
saw the soft white drops on the tip of her nearly black areolas. Tristan almost
calmed down. She slowly put the baby into position; this was new, even after
all these weeks. One hand rested on Tristan’s head and the other slowly holding
her breast, so he was able to find her nipple and suddenly he started suckling.
It was a completely new feeling. A tiny mouth on her nipple, a sound of a happy
baby. Harm's baby. Renee’s baby, but now her baby.
Mac watched carefully how his lips curled
and his hand softly touched her full breast and nearly put her on fire. This
small baby hand told her how much she was needed here. Mac had never thought
that she could really nurse Tristan because she didn’t believe in it but now it
was obvious.
And her mind start wondering how Tristan
w loo look later, how his dark hair would make him look like his father, those
blue eyes.
After fifteen minutes Mac changed sides and
he started to suckle again softly, after another quarter of an hour she put him
back to bed, softly watched his face relax and put the big pillow over him to keep
him warm.
xxx
When Mac came back to her room Harm was
gone. She was happy about it because she didn’t feel well facing this now at
night. She wanted to turn back time but this dream often came up her mind.
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