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Chapter 5
He looked at their hands
together on the lab bench. His was strong where hers was delicate but something
in him believed the truth might be the opposite. It took some time before he
could find the words to begin.
His tone was patient. “I
told you a long time ago that I’d keep you safe. I meant that.”
“I believe you Gibbs. What
does that have to do with this?” Frustration boiled close to the surface but
she knew that to move forward she would have to push it away.
“Everything. If anyone found out it would make
you a target for my enemies.” It was the truth, not in total, but certainly the
truth.
She chewed on that
beautiful lip again, a sight he found irresistible. “Okay, but that’s pretty
much true of anyone you might be with, I know you don’t live like a monk, so
what gives?”
He nodded his head, he should have known she would be smart enough to want
more. In a way that was what he found so attractive in the first place. “Abbs,” he ran a finger over her hand and let it go. “I can
be…” he searched for the correct word, “punishing.”
It was the perfect word to
her ears. “Really?” she stood and brushed against him, “I wouldn’t mind a
little punishment.”
“STOP.” He was adamant and she obeyed
immediately. “This isn’t one of your games Abby. I’m not talking about some
playground with fuzzy handcuffs and safe words.”
She sat back down, her
voice shaking a little at his anger. “Then what are you talking about?”
He pushed his face in
hers, heat radiating off of him, “I’m talking about possessing you completely,
owning you, fucking you so violently that you break under my will.”
He knew he had gone too
far. He had never planned on telling her and now he had and feared the trust
that held them together was forever broken. She closed her eyes, “Just me, or
are you like this with all of the women you sleep with?”
His voice was disturbingly
even. “Just you.”
When they opened her eyes
were clear and direct, holding him in place. She brought her lips close enough
that his mouth felt hers move, “Then do it.”
“You don’t know what
you’re asking.”
“I trust you.”
“I don’t. Don’t you
understand? Not when it comes to you.”
“Here’s the part you
don’t know. I lay awake at night, barely able to breathe thinking about you
doing exactly what you just said, praying for it, willing
it into existence. Do it. Or do you want me to beg?” With that she got to her
knees in front of him.
He felt dizzy. Keeping
himself from ripping her apart with his need was blinding work and his head
throbbed. “Abby, please, I don’t know how to make you understand, this isn’t
some game for control and pleasure. There is darkness inside me I never want
you to feel but if you keep this up…”
She stood tall and strong
and faced him, “You said it yourself, I like the dark.” She brushed her fingers
across his forehead “If you think your anger is a revelation then you don’t
know me as well as you think you do. I can take it Gibbs. I love the protection
you offer me from the world but the one thing I never want to be protected from
is you, right to the core of you, I want all of it, the softness, the anger,
the control, and yeah, I want that dark part. I won’t walk away.”
His eyes went to the floor
with her last sentence; his body seemed to slump slightly. Abby repeated
herself with her hands on either side of his face, forcing his attention back
to her, “I won’t walk away. I swear to you Gibbs, I cannot be frightened away.”
His eyes got red, “You
don’t know Abby.”
She kissed him again, soft
yet urgent and then whispered into his ear, “If you can’t trust you, can you
trust me?”
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