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Chapter 5
It was nearing the end of the day on Friday and both Jeff and I were weary with tired circles under our eyes. I’m not sure what his reasoning for being so tired was, but I had Alphas fighting and calling at my window all night keeping my parents and I awake. Luckily none had tried to break in to the house because these were the times an Omega got fucked without being claimed because of an Alphas hormones and not their desire to mate, leaving the Omega undesirable to any serious mates. Today I have been feeling so drained and more hot and sweaty than any other day so far and I blamed it on those stupid Alphas, can’t they leave me alone at night at least? I could barely walk to my next class, my feet felt sluggish and halfway there I had a sudden roaring in my ears. I heard a shout and my name before everything went black.
I was dreaming that I was being carried by strong arms; I had never felt so safe and secure or loved. I was being held like I was special to whoever was carrying me; I never wanted this feeling to end. I sighed in contentment, burying my face into a welcoming chest before I slipped back into the darkness.
I woke up in confusion on a bed with someone curled around me. I slowly recognized Jeff’s arm around my waist, I went to lift it off of me but as soon as I tried he just gripped me tighter, emitted a warning snarl and then going right back to snoring like he had been doing since I woke up. I heard a little giggle and looked up to see a nurse walking up to me with water and medicine. “Your Alpha is very protective of you, he hasn’t left your side since he carried you in here, he was so worried about you, I think he sprinted the whole way here, yelling for a doctor as soon as he came in like you were dying, it was so cute.” She giggled some more before handing me some pills and the water bottle, “Here do your best to take these from where you are, I don’t think he is to inclined to move and I’m not sure much can wake him up, but you need these to help with the fever.” I looked up at her in brief alarm, “Fever? I haven’t been feeling sick, I don’t have any other symptoms and I’ve never had a fever make me faint before.” “Oh Clay, they call it a heat for a reason, your body is going through a lot of changes right now and heat fevers are perfectly normal.”
I realized she was right, I had read everything about heats so long ago that I seemed to have forgotten a lot of what I thought I knew. I took my pills and she wandered off after instructing me to get some more rest, I doubted I would with Jeff being so close and smelling do good but surprisingly I drifted off after only a few minutes.
I woke up for a second time still spooned by Jeff’s larger frame his snores still making an endearing melody in the silence of the infirmary. I tried to squint through the darkness to see what time it was when I realized that it was dark, like the middle of the night dark. I jumped out of the bed and heard Jeff behind me fly awake with a growl, I flipped on the light and saw the clock read 10pm, why had no one woke them up when school ended? I turned to look at Jeff when I noticed a note on the desk next to the bed Jeff still occupied looking adorably confused and rubbing his eyes awake. The note was from the nurse earlier; saying she had called both of our parents and got permission to lock us in the school so everyone could get some sleep tonight, there were hot pockets in the freezer in the teachers lobby if we got hungry, they would let us out when our parents came at 8am tomorrow morning to pick us up. I sat down and handed the note to Jeff to read while I rubbed my eyes too, this would be a relief I thought, other Alphas wouldn’t be able to get to me in the school. Plus since the infirmary was towards the middle the likelihood of them even smelling me was small.
I heard Jeff’s sigh of relief and realized he was feeling the same as me. My stomach decided to growl at that moment and Jeff chuckled and said “Let’s go find those hot pockets shall we?” We headed towards the teachers’ lounge which was right next to the infirmary and the quiet was overwhelming. I wanted so bad to talk to Jeff about everything that was going on and what I was feeling and more importantly to ask him how he was feeling to. I just couldn’t seem to find the courage or make it past my own insecurities to ask. The Hot Pockets were exactly where the nurse said they would be and we both ate hungrily before Jeff told me to head back to the infirmary, he had something to go grab and he would be right back.
I laid down on the bed and decided that I would defiantly talk to him when he got back, I had already made the mistake with Hannah about being too scared to talk about things. I had been on her tapes because she had tried to confide in me at Jessica’s party and tell me all of her problems and I hadn’t wanted to hear it. I had been so focused on being at a party with Jeff being close and plus I didn’t want to talk with Hannah about things I myself was having issues with. They say the first step to solving a problem is admitting that there was one and I was not yet ready to do that. I let someone important to me down because of my own selfish and insecure personality. I was not going to let that happen again, Hannah’s face danced before my eyes so I closed them letting the tears finally come as sadness washed over me. I hadn’t really felt the grief of her death yet, but I was feeling it now. If only she had known how much she had meant to those around her, maybe things would have been different.
“Oh Clay, please don’t do that” I slowly opened my eyes as Jeff reached down and wiped the tears from under my eyes. “It will be ok sweet, I’m going to take care of you” he put a knee on the bed and leaned down cupping his hands under my chin. He met my eyes for a second before he closed the distance between us and gave me the kiss I needed, the kiss I craved. It was hesitant at first, like Jeff though I would move away, but the only reason I was frozen was because I didn’t know what to do. This was my first kiss, what do I do? How do I respond? Stop thinking! I parted my lips and took a deep breath letting his Alpha scent consume my senses. I heard I tiny whimper vaguely realizing that it came from me. I settled down on my back pulling Jeff onto the bed and on top of me, I heard his purr of satisfaction before he started to plunder my mouth in earnest. His knee pushed my legs open and he settled in between them comfortably as he taught me how to kiss him back.
I was on fire, every spot of skin he touched felt like a brand, it wasn’t the same sensation as when I fainted from the fever but it was just as intense. I needed something I just didn’t know what it was, I pulled back from his kiss with a gasp and arched back, grinding my erection into him to try and relieve the sudden pressure. He looked down at me with burning eyes, “I’m sorry Clay, but you are mine, you belong to me, you always have.” He tilted my chin back, leaned down and bit my neck hard, he had to be drawing blood. I screamed but it was more in pleasure than pain as I arched into him again, clawing at his back and writhing under him. His mouth didn’t leave its position on my neck as he started sucking; one of his hands made its way under my shirt to torment my nipples while the other one slipped in between us to start working on the buttons of my pants. He pulled away from my neck with one last lick as I felt the zipper on my pants going down. I looked up to see his very happy smirk as he admired his handy work on my neck, I couldn’t stop panting and I whimpered again when he started taking off my pants, pulling them down with my underwear. My inner Omega was in his element wanting to please him however he wanted as I spread my legs open though I couldn’t stop the blush of embarrassment that tinged my checks.
“God you are beautiful” he said with awe and a hint of possession in his voice as he looked down on me. I knew my cock wasn’t very big because I was an Omega but he made me fell perfect as his hands moved up my legs slowly, too slowly. I embarrassingly cried out when he took me in his mouth, arching up into him and he easily swallowed me whole. I couldn’t stop the loud cries of pleasure coming from my throat as he worked his magic on me, I knew that I wasn’t going to last long when I felt one of his fingers press against my wet hole. I knew Omega males could self-lubricate for an Alpha but this was the first time it had happened to me and I flushed when I felt my own wetness. He slipped a finger in at the same time he gave one big suck and I exploded right there. He swallowed every bit of cum I had and released my cock with a pop; my whole body was flushed red with embarrassment and pleasure.
I opened my eyes to see him standing over me, looking from my neck down my body, then up to my face with a very pleased expression on his face. He picked up a pair of athletic shorts and handed them to me, and I realized he had gone to the locker room to grab some of his athletic cloths for us to sleep in. As he started changing I couldn’t help but notice his own erection, prominent and huge! I didn’t know how that would be pleasurable to put inside of me and I frowned with uncertainty. I should help him with it shouldn’t I? That’s what omegas are supposed to do right? He put on his shorts over his erection and noticed the look on my face “Don’t worry Clay, I’ll be fine, I know your probably not ready yet and besides you will defiantly make it up to me” he winked at me as he said it making me flush all over again.
I stretched and winced when I felt the pain in my neck then froze with my hand on my new wound as I realized Jeff had marked me which meant he intended to be my mate. I looked over at him and he was analyzing my face intently. I swallowed, dug deep for my confidence “So what did you mean when you said that I had always belonged to you?” He searched my eyes and sighed when he didn’t find the answer he sought. He climbed on the bed, sat down and pulled me into his lap with his arms around me and rested his chin on my head.
“You really are oblivious, you know Clay? Why do you think our schedules are so similar this year?” I frowned in thought “because we are both seniors with a lot of the same classes?” I could feel him shake his head “No Clay, it’s because I went to the office after you turned in your class list last year and arranged them as close to us having the same schedule as I possibly could.” I looked up at him in surprise, “but why?” “Because you are my Omega and I knew you would be going into heat this year so I needed to stay close and make sure everyone knew you were mine and also so I could protect you.” “How did you know I was an Omega? How did you know I was going to be yours? No one else knew I was an Omega.” His smile softened as he looked down at me, “Your so naïve Clay, no don’t get offended, it’s part of what makes you so precious. To answer your questions I’ve known you were an Omega since you started changing when you turned thirteen, I could smell you then just like I can now. Everyone knew you were an Omega, you are different than the rest, and your scent is stronger. You are also the smartest person in the entire school which is a giant sign saying that you are an Omega. I knew you would be mine because I am the most athletic person in school and the strongest, not to be cocky but because it is true, and because I am the best, even among other Alphas, I naturally wanted the best Omega. That’s why I befriended you, out of stupid Alpha possessiveness to have the best Omega.” Jeff looked down in embarrassment which was shocking in itself, and then he looked back at me. “But Clay, when I started to get to know you, I knew I couldn’t have anyone but you because you are the best person I know, you are everything I want in a mate plus some. I made sure everyone knew you belonged to me, my every action screamed it, that’s why no one has ever bothered you, until now when you are so close to your heat. No one would dare to fight me for what they know is mine unless their hormones have them not thinking straight.”
I bit my lip in thought and then smiled in pure happiness, things could not have been more the way I wanted them to be but there was just one thing bothering me. “Do you know why I am different than the rest Jeff? Why my scent is stronger and I started my pre-heat way to soon?” “It’s because you’re an Alpha among Omegas in a way, kind of like how I am an Alpha of Alphas. A little bit of your personality and soul bleeds through to your scent which is why you are so addictive to me. I subconsciously knew you would be my perfect mate, but because of your purity and intelligence your body wants to give you more time to find and consider the perfect mate.” He wrapped his arms tighter around me, “except I’m not letting you consider Clay, I’m sorry but if I don’t get to have you I’m afraid my Alpha would drive me insane.” He made a grimace “and I mean that literally.” I made a tiny sound of distress, stretched up towards his chin, and bit down right underneath his jaw. He jerked a little in surprise but stayed still as I sucked and made my tiny mark on the underline of his jaw.
I pulled back and smiled at my handiwork, “There, now everyone will know that you belong to me too.” He smiled at me and lay down, pulling me to lie on top of him. He started stroking my hair, lulling me to sleep; the last thing I heard before I drifted off was “We belong to each other my little Omega.”
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