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"When the traveler goes alone he gets acquainted with himself." - Liberty Hyde Bailey
Chapter 6
A Turn Toward Home
I wish I could...what?
Warn myself? Run a quick diagnostic on Ziggy? Prevent all that has happened over these years of Leaping? Sometimes, a part of me wants exactly that. I wish I could have had things ready just a little bit earlier. We were so close! Then that letter, that threat, all funding about to be pulled. Everything was built and programmed. We were in the phase of working out the bugs, ironing out wrinkles. So close! I couldn't allow all that work to go to waste. What if I could warn myself to start looking into secondary funding? What if I could warn myself to work just a little faster? What if the Project had worked perfectly the first time? Then I think of all the lives I've touched. I think of everyone I've helped, people I've saved. I think of my brother. Stopping my first Leap was the same as condemning Tom to death all over again. Could I, in good conscious, undo what I've already done? No! It'd be like killing all those people I saved, including Tom. Maybe another would want his life back, no matter the cost. But for me, the cost was too high...and it was personal! I knew I had to be determined. So close to Stallion's Gate! So close to warning myself about the future! But I could not do it. I couldn't change my life so drastically, and change all of history with it. Then I saw it. Not the glow—no, it was not running at full power yet—but the mountain. I knew it by sight, knew the shape of the peak, even by nothing more than a silhouette in the darkness. I had looked out toward it on so many trips. Somewhere in there, ten levels down, was me, sitting at a monitor with cold turkey. Cold turkey? It was another snapshot memory. A cold turkey dinner. A bottle of wine. Some homemade cookies. Someone had brought it in for me, someone concerned that I was still there, someone chiding me for not eating dinner again, someone... Who? Tina? No, Al said he took her to Santa Fe. Gooshie? I can't picture the bad-breathed little man baking cookies. Doctor Beeks? Maybe another programmer or engineer? It was like my mind blanked out that part. It didn't matter. The meal had been hot, but I was so wrapped up in a program I was installing, I only picked at the food, slowly, unconsciously nibbling while listening to John Lennon and being thankful for "Shaved Fish." Give Peace a Chance, Cold Turkey, Instant Karma, Power to the People, Mother, Woman Is the Nigger of the World. By the time the album got to Imagine, I had figured out the problem. It seemed to work that way. I always had to get through all the social turmoil before I got to my epiphany. Then frantic typing, trying to get the idea out of my head before it faded away. Whatever Gets You Thru the Night (it was like John Lennon had put that song next on the album specifically to taunt me on nights like this), Mind Games (another tease!), #9 Dream, Happy Xmas (War Is Over). Then the compact disc went back to the beginning. Give Peace a Chance...
End of Chapter 6
A/N: I don't own Quantum Leap or the music of John Lennon. Song titles aren't protected under copyright law. Titles can, however, be trademarked. To the best of my knowledge, the songs in Shaved Fish aren't trademarked. If I'm in error, and if the Lennon estate wants me to remove all references to Shaved Fish, I will comply.
The bit about Sam listening to music to solve his problems was inspired by Quantum Leap: Prelude by Ashley McConnell. In the novel, Sam sings along to Simon and Garfunkel's Sound of Silence. By the time he gets to a certain part of the song, he solves the problem. Many references to pre-Genesis time are based on Prelude. The TV series says Sam listened to Man of La Mancha continuously through the making of the Project, but I imagine his music collection was eclectic.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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