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Forever Rising Phoenix	By : ImagineLayla131 Category: S through Z > The Walking Dead Views: 7147 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NOR HAVE ANY AFFILIATIONS WITH THE WALKING DEAD FRANCHISE. ALL PROPERTIES OWNED BY FRANK DARABONT, AMC, ROBERT KIRKMAN AND TONY MOORE. NO MONEY/PROFIT IS BEING MADE OFF OF THIS FANFICTION!

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Hi everybody! Sorry this chapter is short, but I finally overcame my writer's block for this story! Once again, DARK RICK HATH ARRIVED AND HE'S HERE WITH A VENGENCE!
My thoughts on the midseason finale: I wasn't happy with Beth's death (Maggie's reaction KILLED me though!), it was a moment of overzealousness on her part and it could have been better done. They spent all this time building up her character only to kill her off :/, I feel the exact same way about Gareth and Terminus, it ended way too early. They had so much potential and room for expansion, the season had an incredibly strong start and went south after Episode 3, and I know I'm not the only one who thinks so. I would have much rather found out their back stories than Officer Dawn Psycho Hose Beast and the hospital. I'm certainly hoping 5B will be better!
Once again, I know I've said this before but Gareth, Mary, Alex, and the whole Terminus crew will most definitely be appearing in this story and he will be a real psychopath! It's coming up sooner than you think and I'm so excited to get there! ;P
Please, please, PRETTY PLEASE check out Stubborn Love, my new Walking Dead story! It's a modern/AU love story revolving around Gareth, my original character Melody, Rick, and Lori. It needs some love, so read and review and follow and spread the word! Love you all! :)
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN NOR HAVE ANY AFFILIATIONS WITH ENJOY THE SILENCE. ALL PROPERTIES OWNED BY DEPECHE MODE. I ONLY OWN MY OWN ORIGINAL IDEAS AND CHARACTERS.
Chapter Sixty Two: Enjoy The Silence
"Can we talk?" Delilah looked up at him with her big, aquamarine doe eyes that were filled with longing and hope.
Rick was glad that she had approached him, but he still felt uneasy.
Don't keep running.
"Yes."
Delilah was relieved that he was so willing, but now she didn't know where to begin, deciding to just go with the first thing on her mind. With a deep breath, she started speaking. "I know this isn't easy on you, and this was honestly the last thing I wanted to happen, you have to believe me when I say that. Except for now I've seen a side of you that's terrifying. You scared me today, I really thought that Billy was dead. When we started up, I didn't expect or ask you to completely abandon whatever thoughts or feelings you had for Lori. I was more than understanding and supportive, and I don't think it's fair that you didn't reciprocate that for me with Billy."
Rick shook his head. "You can't go there, Delilah. She's not here and I didn't sleep with her." It wasn't really fair that she would even compare the two, especially since they both knew there was no chance of Lori ever coming back.
"It doesn't matter, Rick. She's still your first love, you'll always feel something for her. Look, I know that I shouldn't have jumped into things so quickly with him, but it kind of just happened. I love you and Billy equally, and I'm pissed off at you both equally as well. Little boys fight, not grown men."
"The only thing I do regret is lying to you, it was wrong and I apologize. I also apologize for the harsh things I said yesterday, but that's all you're getting, Delilah. I know I shouldn't have initiated the fight with Billy, but I'm not sorry about it." In the end, Rick didn't regret the fight, rather, he regretted the extent it had reached. Billy was a very worthy and strong opponent, but if he really wanted to, Rick would have killed him.
"I don't know what I'm hurt about the most: A. You lied about discussing anything serious with Billy. B. You made out with my sister, or C. You almost beat my ex-fiancé to death. Rick, what the hell has gotten into you? I guess I get the point about withholding, but why Christine?"
"I'm not sure why I let Christine in, I was just so aggravated that I didn't care if it hurt you or not. Maybe I wanted to hurt you, because you had hurt me by making such a stupid decision."
Hearing that he wanted to hurt her was a shock to Delilah, she never imagined Rick Grimes, Superman of the Zombie Apocalypse, would have such a thought or say such a thing.
I have to be strong. Please don't cry, Delilah.
"Seriously, I almost feel like I don't know you anymore." He wasn't the Rick she had met two and a half months ago, he had flipped a switch, and it was all because of her.
"I feel the same way. I thought you were smarter than this, Delilah. The Delilah I know wouldn't have given a second chance let alone a second thought about Billy. What he did should surpass any feelings of love, I don't care what story he gives, he could have found a way out." Ever since their arrival, Rick knew he had lost a part of Delilah, but he had hoped he wouldn't lose all of her. At this point, it was unknown if she would ever come back. He didn't regret giving her his heart, he regretted not trying hard enough to separate her from Billy, but he couldn't separate her from her thoughts. Would it have even made a difference if he told her what Billy said or would it have just driven her back to him sooner?
"You really have no place to speak, because you have no idea what the hell these medications do to a person. It's one thing to read and hear about it, but it's an entirely different ballpark to live and experience it. I'm not trying to make excuses, but I'm saying he wasn't all there. I don't want this to be all about Billy. If you want somebody to blame, let it be me. You want to know whom you should be mad at? Me. Take it all out on me, however you need to, but hear this first: I really didn't ask for this to happen, I would never want to inflict pain on you, even though I have. My head and my heart are both a fucked up, discombobulated mess."
Delilah knew her eyes were watering, and she could no longer contain herself. The moment Rick looked over at her was the moment her tears fell. "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry, Rick. My heart is broken knowing what I did to you. If it could be undone, I would do it, but I can't. While I want you to forgive me, I know that you can't, but I don't want you to ever stop loving me, because I know I can't and won't ever stop loving you."
Rick had always been able to break her, whether it was getting her walls to come down or making her sad, he had that effect. Sasha was right. By fucking Billy, Delilah had in turn fucked everybody over, especially Rick. "I'm so sorry I hurt you."
Rick watched Delilah, her doe eyes broke his heart and he knew she was telling the truth, but all he could think of was her with Billy. His mind was invaded by images of the two of them together. Billy kissing her all over, holding her, bringing her to the highest peak, Delilah pleasuring him in return. It was too much to think of, and he almost felt like his thoughts were taunting him.
She's lying.
She doesn't love you.
She betrayed you.
She needs to be put in her place.
He didn't say anything, knowing actions spoke louder than words, and he wanted nothing more than to execute them. Rick pulled Delilah in, tangling his fingers in her hair and gripping her arm, smashing their lips together in a rough fervor. She let out a surprised squeal in his mouth, completely caught off guard on where this sudden burst of passion emerged from and if it was wise to further go with it. He slipped his tongue inside her mouth before smacking Delilah on the ass with both hands clamped down, lifting her up and wrapping her legs around his waist, walking over to the nearest wall, all the while doing everything possible not to break the kiss. Delilah was able to briefly wrap her arms around his neck while he backed them against the wall before he flung them off and pinned them above her head as he made his way to her neck.
"Rick, I love you. It kills me that I screwed things up between us so badly. You're such a wonderful man and I never meant to hurt you." Delilah was practically pouring her heart out to him and he didn't say a single word, she was starting to get concerned. Rick had never been this rough with her during their sexual encounters, and she didn't know whether to be alarmed or aroused. One hand was holding on to her wrists while the other hand grabbed her shirt. "You mean so much to me, I'm so sorry about all this. I love you. You're my Street Fighting Man." Delilah tried to pull him in for a kiss, but he just pushed her shirt up and began attacking her breasts. She actually yelped when he bit down on her areolas, rapidly spinning his tongue and sucking on both nipples simultaneously until they were practically numb. Delilah couldn't help but moan, rapt by the sexual beast, and wrapped her legs tighter around his waist, inadvertently pushing her pelvis into his while Rick's hand snaked down the front of her pants. He kissed her again as his fingers made contact with her folds. Pulling back, Rick shot Delilah a wicked grin that made her heart race.
"You've missed me, haven't you, Delilah? You're soaking wet."
In one swift yank, he ripped Delilah's too big of pajama pants clear off her body to find she was yet again not wearing panties, her now nude lower regions exposed to the crisp night air.
"Mmm, no panties once again. Somebody needs to be punished."
"Of course I've missed you, I- AHHH!" She hadn't even been able to finish her sentence when Rick hoisted her up, her legs now on his shoulders as he began to devour her flower. Delilah gasped, completely knocked for six once again. While Rick was a pretty great lover, she had always thought he was a little bit reserved or self-conscious in the bedroom. Boy, was she wrong. She started moaning as his tongue teased her, going back and forth, in clockwise and counter clockwise circles, before probing inside with both his tongue and fingers. Delilah was panting from this erotic thrill as she tried to grab onto anything, but the walls were too flat. The tornado of lust was only whirling faster and faster. "Rick, I think I-"
With a final suckle, Rick pulled back, pinning her up against the wall with his upper body as he frantically unzipped his pants and whipped out his rock hard cock. "Do you want this to happen?" For a brief moment, she saw that he was still the Rick she fell in love with, but he wasn't there entirely. Out of her own guilt, she didn't want to deny him, but a part of her wanted this.
Delilah nodded. "Yes." Without any hesitation, he pushed forward, causing her to gasp loudly at his rough entry. Rick wrapped Delilah's legs tightly around his waist and grabbed her by the hips as he slammed her on his eagerly awaiting dick, the speed increasing with each thrust so much that she was worried she'd hit her head on the bricks.
This had been the kind of sexual experience that she had dreamed of, to be taken up against a wall, but things still felt in limbo. How could they be going through with this when there was still so much to figure out? Then again, how had she been able to go through with this not once, but twice last night with Billy? Maybe she should just enjoy the silence of the sex, but a part of her dared to test his control. Delilah grabbed him by the shirt collar and crashed her lips on his to muffle her screams, but he pulled away.
"Look into my eyes, Delilah. I want to watch you."
She looked at his handsome face, her will overtaken by his dominance. He was still the same Rick on the outside, but the inside of him seemed to be possessed by darkness. Delilah couldn't help but wonder if he was aware of this and if he'd ever be fully normal again.
At this point, Rick's movements were at light speed, it was as if she were having sex with the Energizer Bunny. Delilah was no longer against the wall, now only a few inches away from it as she grabbed on to his shoulders, trying to meet his thrusts with hers, but he wouldn't let her.
His pounds were shaking her to the core and she could no longer contain herself as the euphoric pleasure exploded throughout her whole body, being released in the form of screams.
"Oh, my God! Don't stop, don't stop, Rick!"
To silence her, Rick captured Delilah's lips in a forceful kiss, their tongues sliding all around as she squealed in his mouth, the orgasm taking over. Feeling her on him was enough to send Rick over the edge, he pulled away from her mouth and bit down hard on her neck, causing her to almost screech. He groaned while sucking Delilah's neck as he shuddered inside her until he knew there was nothing left. Both of them were breathless staring at each other as they panted, the cold night air stinging their loins. Although calmer, he still wasn't the same Rick, and Delilah knew that he had just put her in her place the only way he knew, the only way Dark Rick knew how. She put her hands on his face, trying to get their eyes to meet as she leaned in to kiss him, but he set her down. Once she was on her feet, the impact of standing made her legs feel like jelly, and she immediately slunk to the ground. Delilah gazed up at Rick, watching him zip his pants up. Looking to her left to see her pajama bottoms ripped to shreds, Delilah pulled her top down and quickly zipped up the jacket, thankful that it went to her knees and would conceal the fact that she was currently bottomless as she rose to her feet, holding her hand to her neck in the throbbing spot that was forming into a hickey. While she had given them to Billy and others, Delilah had never had one, and now she felt branded. "So now what?"
She hadn't noticed Rick whipped out and lit up a cigarette, taking a long drag before looking back in her direction. Since when did he start smoking? He looked at her with that dark glint in his eye and something resembling a cocky smirk on his face "You told me to take it out on you, so I did."
His words crushed her and she knew her mouth was hanging open. She had broken him in the worst way possible, and she was crushed. Never in her life had she felt more ashamed at how selfish her actions were. Delilah had also never felt more demoralized and at the same time sexually invigorated. How would any of this ever be fixed? It wouldn't be easy, maybe he needed more time to himself to let her words sink in, but that didn't make Delilah feel any less guilty. On the verge of tears, she gathered herself up and walked off, scurrying past Abraham as he walked back to Rick.
"Good night, Abraham. Sleep well, thanks for doing guard duty tonight, I appreciate it."
"Good night, Little Bird, and no problem at all, it's my pleasure." He turned around, watching her walk off before looking back at Rick. "What happened to her?"
He took another drag of his cigarette as he glanced over at the former sergeant. "Let's just say she had an epiphany of sorts."
Abraham couldn't help but smirk. "Oh, I think I know what you're trying to say, you dog, you!" He let out a hearty laugh as he patted Rick on the shoulder.
Although she knew she got what she deserved, Delilah needed solace, to know that she was still cared about. While she didn't know where she'd get it from, she knew that she'd stop at nothing to get it.
WOW! DARK RICK FULL THROTTLE! WHAT DID WE THINK OF EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED?! CHAPTER SIXTY THREE WILL BE COMING SOON! PLEASE READ AND REVIEW AND SPREAD THE WORD! NO FLAMES AND CHECK OUT STUBBORN LOVE ASAP!
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