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Road to Happiness Part 8
Blair knew it was time to tell Nate the truth. He had a right to know.
“I’ve got to tell him, Chuck.” She said.
“It’s time, Blair. I know he’s going to be angry, especially since I’m his best friend and I took his girlfriend away from him.” Chuck told her softly.
They were in bed together, and Blair had her head resting on Chuck’s chest.
“He’ll get over it pretty quick, though. Nate doesn’t care about me anymore, so it shouldn’t be that big of a deal.” She said naively.
“It’s going to be a big deal, Blair. I’m his best friend and you’re his girlfriend, and we’ve been sneaking around for a long time. But whatever happens with Nate, just know how much I love you. I know I was a womanizer for a long time, but you’ve made me a one-woman man. There will never be anybody but you, Blair.” He told her with a little smirk.
“The same goes for me, Bass. How is it even possible to love someone this much?” Blair asked quite astonished.
“I don’t know, but we do. You better go get ready, to tell Nate later today.” Chuck replied.
She nodded, and Chuck got up to leave. He kissed her goodbye, and walked out of her apartment. As Chuck was walking down the street, someone suddenly pulled and slammed him into a brick wall.
It was Nathaniel, and judging by his face, he already knew. Chuck decided to try and play it cool.
“What the hell are you doing, Nate?”
Nate shoved his face hard against Chuck’s nose, “How long have you been screwing her, you bastard?” He screamed into Chuck’s face.
He gulped, “Let’s not do this here, Nathaniel. We can go somewhere and talk.”
“How long?” Nate roared.
Chuck sighed, “It’s been going on for awhile. The first time we slept together was about a year and a half ago. I know we should have been upfront and honest with you, but we broke it off for almost a year before getting back together. It’s not a game, Nathaniel. I’m in love with her, and Blair’s in love with me. I also know you’re not in love with her anymore, so let’s not wreck our friendship over this.”
Nate said angrily, “Friendship. What friendship? We don’t have one anymore. I must have looked like such a fool, always coming to you for advice about Blair. And meanwhile you’re screwing her. Some friend you are.”
Chuck shook his head and started to interrupt him, but Nate continued, “I’m not going to be walked on anymore by you two. Break up with her immediately.”
He started to laugh. Chuck grabbed Nate by the collar and hissed into his ear, “Never, Archibald. You really are a sack of lying shit. You’ve cheated on Blair so many times, I’ve lost count. Now here you are, contradicting us and what we’ve done. Go look at yourself in the mirror. I’m leaving, I care about Blair much more than our friendship.”
“Chuck, if you don’t break up with her, I’ll tell Blair.” Nate said simply.
“Tell her what?” Chuck asked, although he already knew.
“The secret, that you’ve been keeping from everybody your entire life.” He spat at Chuck.
“No, Nate you can’t. Blair would never look at me the same way again, if she knew. I told you that in confidence. You can’t do this to me.” Chuck pleaded, and Chuck Bass never pleaded for anything.
“Too late, Chuck. Payback’s a bitch, as I’m sure you already know. If you had come to me and admitted your true feelings for Blair, then things would have been different. But you didn’t, so these are the consequences.” He responded.
“I told you that I love her, isn’t that enough? Why do you have to destroy our future?” Chuck snapped at him.
“Chuck Bass in love? That’s insane, you fuck everything that has two legs. You’re infatuated with Blair, nothing more.” Nate shouted.
“I’m not doing it, Nathaniel. So, go fuck yourself.” Chuck exclaimed dangerously.
How dare he do this. Nate wasn’t in love with Blair anymore, it was all about revenge for him.
“Listen Chuck, if you don’t break up with her, I swear I’ll tell Blair. How do you think she would look at you , if she knew what happened. She would never want you again. Blair would be disgusted by the sound of your mere name. I guess, I’ll just go tell her.
Chuck blanched. “No! Wait! Why do you have to do this to me? You’re not in love with her, so why do I have to break up with her? What’s in it for you?” He asked, completely destroyed.
Nate snarled at him, “What’s in it for me? How do you think it would look, if Blair dumped me for you? Chuck Bass over Nate Archibald. Never. How would I ever live that down? I would be the laughingstock of the whole city.”
“It’s always about pride with you, Nathaniel. Your stupid ego. You disgust me.”
Nate continued, “So, when you break up with her, Blair will stay with me and everything will be as it should. I don’t love Blair , you’re right, but it doesn’t matter anymore. We’ve got to keep up on appearances. If you don’t break up with her by tomorrow, I’ll tell your little secret, Chuck. Or maybe I should say huge secret. So make the best decision for yourself, Chuck. I’m sorry it has to be this way.”
With that Nate turned and walked away, and Chuck was left all by himself. How was he going to do this? Breaking Blair’s heart, was like breaking a piece of himself. He couldn’t do this, but he had too. She could never find out what he had done, under any circumstances. Nobody could.
How the fuck was he going to survive without Blair? He had to make her hate him, if he didn’t there was still a chance that Blair would want him.
Chuck tore his cell phone out of his pocket, before he could change his mind. He sent Blair a text message.
Meet me later at Victrola, I have a surprise for you.
A few minutes later, he got a returning text message from Blair.
Okay, baby. I can’t wait. C U later. I luv you. B.
His heart broke in half at what he was about to do. The devil surely was smiling down on Chuck Bass today. But he had to make Blair despise him, and he was going to do it and do it good. Chuck would never be the same again.
She was so excited. Chuck had a surprise for her, and she knew she would love it no matter what it was. What was it? A new pair of Mannolos? A Burberry trench? Another Erickson Beamon necklace? Chuck wrapped up in a bow? The possibilities were endless.
Serena had come over to help her complete a project for biology. They quickly got sidetracked, and were instead talking about their personal lives.
“B, I have some big news to tell you...” Serena began.
“What is it?” Blair asked.
“Um, Dan and I are back together. Again.”
“What the fuck?” Blair exclaimed furiously. “Are you saying that I wasted two months of my life plotting against him, and seducing that pig for nothing? Why do I do this for you, then? Because, I most certainly never wanted to touch Dan Humphrey. Disgusting. I don’t have time for this now. Serena, you’re going to have to leave. . I’m late, and I have to go meet Chuck. We’re definitely going to talk about this later, though. I don’t believe you.”
Serena looked unhappy, “I’m sorry, Blair. I never should have made you do that to, Dan. It wasn’t right.”
She left then, and Blair got ready to go meet Chuck. Blair was in a sour mood about Serena, but tried to perk herself up, she was meeting Chuck after all. She wanted to look sexy for him, so she chose a plunging black silk blouse and a plaid miniskirt that Blair knew he loved her in.
Blair was standing outside of Victrola now, and was just thinking about how mad Chuck was going to be when he found out what Serena had done. Trying to put Serena out of her mind, she opened the door to the club and went inside.
What she saw inside made her gasp, and tears threatened to overflood her eyes. There was Chuck, the man she loved, heavily making out with some blond. Right in front of her.
“Chuck.” Blair wheezed. He didn’t pick his head up, or give any indication that he had heard Blair.
“Chuck.” Blair said more forcefully, this time. Chuck finally lifted head.
He saw her, and gave her a cocky grin. “Oh hi, Blair.” He said, as he went back to what he was doing.
Why was he doing this? Blair’s mind screamed for answers, and she knew that she was not going to like what he said. Had these last few months meant nothing to Chuck?
Before she could say anything else, the girl he was with got up and spoke to her.
“I’ll give you two a few minutes, you look like you could use them.” Before she could leave, Chuck reached out and crudely grabbed her crotch.
“Come back in a few, I’m not done with this yet.” Chuck said arrogantly.
As the woman left, Blair fell apart. Loud heaving sobs shook her entire body.
“Why did you do this?” She asked, very quietly.
“Do what? This? I’m Chuck Bass.” He answered smugly, as if that were an excuse.
Blair couldn’t comprehend any of this.” What’s changed since this morning? You told me you loved me. Several times. Why are you doing this now, all of a sudden?”
Blair was weak with pain, but Chuck’s next response made her heart break into millions of tiny pieces.
“I’ve never loved you, Blair. I have been infatuated with you, mainly because you’re Nathaniel’s. It was a challenge, and now I’m bored. You held a certain fascination once, but I don’t want you anymore. You’re actually starting to repulse me.” Chuck said harshly.
Blair looked at him in the eye, for the first time tonight.
“You don’t want this anymore?” She said gesturing to her body.
“No.” He answered, but his eyes turned black, with lust.
Blair climbed on his lap, and started to kiss his neck.
“You don’t want anymore of my kisses?”
Chuck didn’t answer. His eyes rolled to the back of his head, as she started sucking gently on his neck.
She then tilted her pelvis into his. “No more of this, either?” Blair asked seductively.
Chuck was starting to feel dizzy, he was so aroused. Then Blair kissed him with all the passion in the world, and he couldn’t help but kiss her back. The kiss turned so hot, it burned Chuck to the core. He knew he would have to stop, or he would be gone. He had to break Blair’s heart, yet again.
“Stop it! I told you, I don’t want you anymore. How many times do I have to say it? You’re such a needy bitch, Blair.” Chuck told her, as he tore his mouth away from hers.
Blair looked at him, like he had slapped her. She quickly got out of his lap.
“So, it was really all just a game to you?” She asked devastated.
“Basically, but we like games right? It’s what we do best.”
“I don’t like this game, Chuck. You’ve never had any feelings for me?” Blair asked.
“No, Blair. Don’t take it personally. I’m just not that kind of guy.” Chuck said with a smirk.
Blair’s heart tore, as she heard his vicious words.
“I hate you Chuck Bass, and I rue the day you were born. You’re never to come near me again. I can’t believe I fell for this garbage.” She spat in Chuck’s face.
Blair than slapped him across the face, and stormed off.
Once he saw she was out the door, Chuck slumped over and his head fell into his hands. He had just ruined his life, and destroyed Blair in the process. He couldn’t stand seeing Blair’s pain, and knowing he was the cause of it. This was going to be torture, Chuck missed her already. Damn Nate, and his stupid ultimatium. It was better this way. He would rather Blair hate him, then found out what he had done.
Chuck walked back to his room, and found a bottle of scotch. He planned on drinking until the pain in his body diminished. He picked up his phone to order a hot redhead for the night. If he couldn’t be with Blair, then he was going to resort back to being the old Chuck Bass.
As soon as Serena has gotten the call, she had come running. She found Blair slumped on a park bench in the middle of nowhere. What was she doing on a park bench? Something was desperately wrong with her.
Serena took Blair’s face in her hands, “What is it, sweetie?”
Blair heard her voice and looked up at Serena. Serena was instantly shocked at her appearance, Blair wouldn’t be caught dead wandering around like this. Her eyes were almost swollen shut, from crying all night.
She whispered so low that Serena almost didn’t hear her, “Chuck broke it off. He said he never loved me. It hurts so much, Serena. The pain. I never thought it would feel like this, like my heart is cut out and lying on the floor. It even hurts to say his name.”
Blair started sobbing on Serena’s shoulders, “I’m so sorry, B. What did the jackass do?”
“I caught him cheating on me. What else? No matter who I’m with, they all cheat on me. Nobody wants just me. Why aren’t I enough?” She started laughing bitterly.
Serena was about to respond, when Blair’s cell phone started ringing. Thinking it was Chuck saying he made a huge mistake, Blair quickly reached for it.
As soon as she answered her phone, Blair’s face crumpled. The only words she heard on the phone were, “He’s dead”, before she passed out in a puddle next to Serena’s feet.
To Be Continued
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