The Family that Almost Was | By : Ellixer Category: S through Z > Xena Views: 2832 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Across the fire Eve and Xena are sitting next to each other, talking and filling in the gaps that time has caused. Once all the evil is gone, she’s a good kid. The contrast is extreme, but it was the same with Xena. Eve seems to have this childish quality about her though. It’s almost as if she’s half Xena and half me when I was young. But she’s so much smarter and stronger than I could ever be. It’s weird, she’s not that much younger than I am right now. Of course I should really be like 20 years older.
I can hear fractured strings of their conversation, but I’m not really paying attention. A part of me is angry that Xena killed me, yes she did kill me. She was trying to save her daughter, I don’t blame her, but a part of me feels betrayed. She took no pause or thought, she aimed for the kill and I was the mark. She hasn’t said anything about what happened; I suppose she feels justified, and in the end we were healed. I don’t hate her, I don’t. I do however feel disposable. What would have happened if Ares hadn’t brought me back too? I’m staring directly at her, and I know she can feel it but she doesn’t turn. I need a walk. A cold wind is blowing off the ocean causing me to shiver. The moon is big and bright, lighting the beach up enough for me to see. I feel bad that the furies drove me to hurt Eve. I wish there was a way I could have fought them, but their torment is absolute. I kick at the white sand beneath me as a crab scurries back into the water. The ocean is surprisingly still, the waves are small and quiet. I walk until the fire is a pinpoint in the distance and I sit in the sand. All the heat of the day seems to have leached out of it, now it’s cold but I ignore its chilling effect. I close my eyes listening to the breaking and receding of the waves. The sound is a peaceful melody to listen to. I breathe. The salt air stings my lungs but it feels good. I know I need to forgive her, and I know I will, but I’m not sure how I’ll accomplish that. Lying back in the sand I lace my fingers under my head. The calm sound of the ocean begins to lull me to sleep. I can worry about dying tomorrow. Right now I’m very much alive and very tired. I drift in and out of nightmares, my body continually jerking me awake. As I come out of another hazy nightmare I can feel a presence beside me, and a blanket over me. Sitting up I see Xena sitting in the sand, knees tucked up against her chest as she stares out into the darkness. The moon is beginning its descent, but morning is still a few hours off. I wonder how long exactly she’s been here? ‘Sorry I fell asleep.’ My voice sounds gravely. She doesn’t move, doesn’t say a word. Why is she here if she has nothing to say to me? ‘Xena?’ I touch her shoulder. Her head drops against her knees, the sound of crying is muffled by her body. I look at her and I’ve already forgiven her. I tug gently on her arm till she turns. Her eyes are red and full of tears. She still can’t manage to say anything but she lunges at me, wrapping me in a hug as she sobs into my shoulder. My hands rub her back as I try to quell her tears. I know she feels guilty; I also know she loves me and would never hurt me on purpose. I manage to extract her from my shoulder, placing my hands on either side of her face. I look into her eyes and I can see she’s sorry, I don’t need the actual words. I do my best to hold back my own tears, her sorrow seemingly leaching into me. I pull her towards me I kissing her lips then her cheeks, like I can make the pain go away. But then she has a sudden urgency about her. Xena crushes me to her body seeking out my lips. The kiss is ravaging; desperate and hard. I can’t breathe but she refuses to end the assault. Next thing I’m lying back on the blanket, Xena over me with eyes that seem to have an unearthly glow. She just stays propped above me, looking into my eyes as her chest heaves up and down. A single tear falls from her eye, hitting my cheek in its descent. Her head bows as her lips find mine once again. It’s softer this time but no less desperate. My arms wrap around her neck so I can pull her down to me. She migrates to my throat as her hands desperately push down the straps to my top. I pull my arms out as she pushes it down enough to expose my chest. The cold breeze causes goose bumps to spread across my body. Again she leans down, taking a nipple into her mouth and sucking. She doesn’t stop till it’s almost too much to bear, immediately moving to my other breast when she finishes. My hands are clawing at the back of her head as my body arches into her lips. Roughly she flips me over onto my stomach, one arm wrapped around my waist. Her body slides against mine as her tongue trails up my spine causing shivers to race through me. As she reaches my neck her teeth graze across my skin. She begins to yank down my skirt, managing to pull it down in two movements. Her hands trail up the back of my thighs grabbing my exposed ass. Her arm hooks back around my waist and she yanks me up onto my knees, face pressed down into the blanket. She licks and nips at my ass, one hand snaking up my body grabbing my breast. My hands clench at the blanket, as it muffles the scream she elicits as her fingers slide into me from behind. Her body is draped over me, her fingers moving in a tormenting pace. I can feel her breath hot on my back as she puts her whole body into her movements. I’m biting down on the blanket, trying to hold back the screams. An orgasm hits me and I can’t hold myself up. I collapse down, the excruciating pleasure vibrating throughout my veins. I’m gasping, trying to regain my grip on reality. Xena rolls off me, allowing me to fix my clothes and then curl back up against her. My head rests on her chest, her heart is pounding under my ear. She says nothing as she wraps her arms around me, kissing the top of my head. We stay here, unmoving until the sun begins to rise.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. 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