Show Me: Kendall's Hips Don't Lie | By : Kayerfire Category: 1 through F > Big Time Rush Views: 2975 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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She wasn’t sure where to go first. Logan's panic attacks could get pretty bad. He'd passed out a few times in the early days. But if Kendall's arm was broken, he'd need to get to a hospital. He'd need a doctor.
Kelly kept Logan on the phone, hoping her voice could calm him as she made her way to their location. She tried recalling positive and relaxing memories for him. Speaking in soothing tones. She even had him recite the entire periodic table to her. That seemed to help but he wouldn’t leave the bathroom. He couldn't face Kendall. As she tasked him with naming every bone, muscle and tendon in the human body she briefly placed him on hold to call James's cell.
“Kelly?” It was Carlos.
“Where's Kendall?”
“Um, sitting right here. But he can't really talk. He's kind of—”
“I know, you guys get to the bus. I'm on my way. I'll take him to the hospital in my van. Paparazzi and all. Just…can one of you check on Logan?”
“Uh…we sort of lost him,” Carlos confessed sheepishly.
“He's on the bus,” Kelly informed him.
“In the bathroom. Having a panic attack.”
That activated his protective mode.
“I got him. James will stay with Kendall.”
“Thanks Carlos. I should be there in ten.”
She clicked back over to find Logan stuttering on the word “patella.”
“Logan, listen to me. Carlos is going to come sit with you okay?”
“Kelly I need you—”
“I’ll be there as soon as I can. But I need you to open the door when Carlos gets there. Can you do that for me?”
She heard him struggling to breath.
“Logan, Hon. Can you open the door for Carlos?”
After a moment he answered.
“Y-yea.”
Relief!
“Good, that's really good. Now do me a favor and unlock it now. So when he gets there he can come right to you. Can you do that?”
She waited for him to answer.
“I-I just did.”
“You're doing great, Hon,” she encouraged him.
Kelly remained on the line until Carlos arrived. Then she let him take over as she made another call. When she found the bus she pulled up beside it. Hurrying inside, she found James and Kendall seated at the table, the youngest of the band cradling his right arm. The second their eyes met she felt the tremor in her chest.
Fuck, she still wasn't over him.
She reigned it back, sure not to let him see.
“Do I want to know how that happened?” she asked him.
Kendall opened his mouth but nothing came out. He stared for a moment before James finally answered for him.
“Dirt bikes.”
Kelly nodded her understanding. Of course.
“Kendall go get in the van. I'm going to check on Logan.”
He still didn’t speak but left as instructed. James followed Kelly to the bathroom where she knocked softly on the door.
“It's me. Can I come in?”
Carlos answered her.
“Who's with you?”
He sounded every bit the protector she felt over the phone.
“James is here. Kendall is in the van.”
Muffled talking.
“Just you can come in,” Carlos announced.
James raised his eyebrows questioningly but backed away. Slowly Kelly slid the door open. Carlos and Logan were huddled on the floor together, Carlos's arm wrapped around him.
“Logan? You okay?”
He nodded.
“Yea, I'm okay. Sorry I didn't mean to spazz out like that.”
She shook her head.
“You don't have to apologize for your feelings, Hon. I just wanted to check in on you.”
She gave Carlos a grateful look. He seemed to have everything under control. Logan was breathing fine, his face was colored normally.
“I'll be at the emergency with Kendall. You stay here with Carlos and if you guys need anything James is right out here.”
Carlos gave him a supportive squeeze.
“I got you Logie.”
Logan responded with a weak smile but he seemed calm. Kelly bid them adios before shutting the door and starting off the bus. James caught her before she could exit.
“Kelly, can I talk to you really quick?”
She turned to him a bit taken back. Since when did James ask to talk to her?
“As long as it actually is really quick. Kendall needs a doctor,” she reminded him
“It's about Kendall,” he remarked.
She was all ears.
“Look, I'm the last one to meddle in other people's escapades but Kendall is like a brother to me and you really hurt him. Whatever arrangement you two had is none of my business but he felt something for you. And I know he still does. So if you could just go easy on him, and try not to reopen any wounds, you know. On the way to the hospital. Or after.”
She understood where he was coming from. He was looking out for Kendall. She couldn't blame him.
“I never meant to hurt him, you know that. What I did, breaking things off is actually best for him. So he can grow up, discover himself and the world. It may not seem like it now but I only did it because I care.”
James appeared skeptical, then thoughtful at her statement. It was clear he hadn't considered that angle.
“Did you explain that to Kendall?” he finally asked.
She hadn't. He read it on her face.
“Maybe you should. Then he might feel less like thrown away trash.”
His eyes were serious and finally Kelly could see what Logan had meant when he'd once said that James could be pretty intimidating when you pushed him far enough. She could feel his protectiveness, the same protectiveness that she'd felt when she'd spotted him and that security guard flirting a month or so back.
“I will.”
She glanced toward the door.
“I'd better get to him.”
James stepped aside, allowing her passage. Kelly stopped at the bottom of the steps before turning back to him.
“You're a good friend, James. Kendall is lucky to have you.”
He accepted the compliment with a shrug and Kelly left him for the van.
Kendall was staring apprehensively at the bus when he saw her exit. Despite the pain in his arm he felt his heart skip. She still had this effect every time she entered his line of sight. Which she'd been avoiding ever since that night. In fact, today was the first time since then that she'd actually stood in the same room or spoken to him. He hadn't prepared for how he would act, what he would say.
She turned and said something to James, who was still on the bus. He shrugged in that way of his, casual but self-assured. Then Kelly started toward the van. Kendall quickly looked away. His eyes found a random tree outside the passenger window and he concentrated on it.
When she climbed in and shut the door her light sandalwood scent wafted his way. He ignored the goosebumps it brought to his skin.
“The closest emergency is twenty minutes away,” she told him.
“Hang tight and I'll have you there in fifteen.”
He'd missed her voice.
“Kendall, buckle up.”
He did so, still trying his best not to look at her. Kelly started up the van and they pulled off. For a full five minutes the ride was completely silent. Kendall focused on the throbbing in his arm rather than the pounding of his heart.
“So I hear you and Logan had an interesting day,” Kelly broke the ice.
Kendall felt his face heat. He still wasn't sure how to process that. Logan had been his best friend since childhood. Never once had he ever given Kendall reason to think he might want to kiss him. It was beyond confusing.
“Don't do that,” Kendall remarked.
“You don't get to do that. You don’t get to ignore me for a month and then just come talk to me like nothing happened. Especially not about this.”
He hadn't meant to snap at her but he couldn't calm himself having her so near. The hurt was still fresh. The feeling of rejection still raw. Kelly was quiet for a moment.
“Okay. Fair enough,” she finally said.
“I won't mention it. But if you could explain how this—” he could see her gesturing toward his arm from his peripheral—”happened that would be great.”
Kendall frowned.
“James already told you. Dirt bikes. I had an accident.”
“Obviously. You're lucky it's just your arm and not your neck. You could've been seriously injured!”
“Like you care.”
“Hey, I do care!”
Her voice had escalated slightly. She wasn't mad but on her way to upset. Like she had any right to be.
“Yea, you care so much you just drop me and forget I exist for over a month,” he threw at her.
Kelly released an exasperated sigh.
“That was for your own good,” she explained.
“I thought it would be easier if you didn't have to see me.”
That set him off. He forgot not to look at her as he flipped her way.
“For my own good? Don't fucking patronize me like that! The only person this was supposed to be easy for was you because you're too much of a coward to face me!”
He couldn't help the sting in his eye but he'd be damned if he cried this time. He'd gotten that out of his system weeks ago. Kelly kept her eyes on the road but he could see the tension in her shoulders.
“You think I'm a coward? You have no idea how hard this has been for me, Kendall. You think I wanted to hurt you? That I like knowing that I caused you pain?”
Was she really trying to talk him about pain?
“Oh poor baby,” he mocked.
“It must be so hard deflowering guys and breaking their hearts.”
For a second Kelly glanced over at him, her eyes wide with surprise.
“What?”
He stared right back, still fuming. Kelly quickly remembered the road and faced forward again.
“You didn't tell me you were a virgin.”
It took him a moment to realize that he'd just told her now. Not the smoothest move for a guy. Not that it mattered anyway.
“The way you moved…and you were with Jo for a while, I just assumed…”
She seemed baffled.
“I mean no virgin can move his hips like that.”
Kelly shook her head. Despite his anger, her comment made Kendall blush.
“I um, I didn't think it mattered,” he said quietly.
Kelly released a long breath.
“It doesn't now but, did you ever stop to think that maybe the feelings you felt for me is because you've never been all the way with anyone else?”
He dismissed the idea.
“What are you saying what I felt wasn't real?”
It had felt pretty damn real. Even now it still did.
“You know Kelly you're a piece of work. You can't take away my feelings just because you feel guilty about what you did. Plenty of guys lose their virginity every day and never feel what I feel for you. But hey if it helps you sleep at night then think whatever you want. I'm done.”
He turned away, watching the buildings fly by through his window. The lump was back in his throat, the heaviness back in his chest. God he hated feeling like this. He hated the pain. It almost distracted him from his throbbing arm. Almost.
Kelly didn't say anything else the rest of the ride. When they got to the hospital they waited in silence for him to be seen. He stared down at his arm, at his lap, away to the television (a “Friends” rerun was on) and in any direction other than hers. He was still pretty peeved and very much hurt.
Once he was finally seen the doctor pronounced that his arm was indeed broken but it wasn't serious. They iced it for swelling and applied a plaster cast and sling. He was given a prescription for painkillers and discharged. By now it was dark out, the bus was at their next concert venue. The show had been postponed earlier when Kelly had gotten the call about his injury so at least he had the night off.
“The pharmacy closes at eight,” Kelly told him.
“We can just make it if we go straight there.”
Sounded like a plan. In order to avoid any recognition Kelly instructed him to stay in the car. She returned ten minutes later to inform him that the prescription would take no longer than an hour to fill.
“Here, put this on,” she handed him a blue and red baseball cap. He glanced at the Indians logo on the front.
“We should get something to eat. I saw a bistro a block ago. It didn't look like the type of place your fans would frequent.”
As it turned out, it was a cozy spot with an intimate feel to it. Nothing fancy but a decent, quiet place. Sure enough, the average customer base seemed to be later twenty-somethings. Kelly picked out a table in the back where eyes on the street couldn't see and they ordered their food. She had a grilled chicken wrap. Kendall had a turkey sandwich. As they ate in silence Kendall glanced up to find her watching him.
“What?”
She shook her head slightly.
“Nothing.”
When she went back to her wrap Kendall kept his eyes on her. It only took a few minutes for him to catch her gaze lift toward him again. She noticed him noticing her and averted her eyes.
“Okay you staring at me is starting to weird me out. What gives?”
Truthfully he wasn't weirded out but he was beginning to feel a little conscious of his eating. Did he have mayo on his mouth? Kelly set her wrap down.
“Sorry, I just can't believe you and Jo never…You don't move like a virgin.”
His face heated.
“Well I'm not a virgin anymore so why would I?”
“You know what I mean.”
He wiped his mouth with a napkin.
“Why are you even thinking about that? You dumped me, remember?”
She cleared her throat uncomfortably.
“I never really explained that.”
He recalled her words, the whole “mutually having fun” conversation.
“Oh I think you did. Something about it being just sex that couldn't go farther than it did,” he reminded her.
She glanced down at her lap.
“Right. Well I did say that. But it wasn't the whole truth.”
Her eyes met his.
“Kendall, I had to break things off because it was getting too deep. You said you loved me and I couldn't in good conscience let you go down that road. I mean you're about to be eighteen. You should be with girls your age, having flings and fun and discovering yourself.
“I said what I said because I thought a clean break was best. I figured you might hate me for a while but ultimately your life would be better off. And you know what, maybe I was scared too. Scared of what being with you would do to my reputation. And maybe I did avoid you more so because it was hard to face you. But in the end I only did what I did because I really do care about you.”
She found her drink and swallowed a mouthful. The confession had her unsettled. Or something did. Kendall felt a little wicked jolly at her discomfort suddenly. Like somehow he had finally gained the upper hand.
“You want to fuck me right now don't you?”
Kelly choked on her tea.
“What?” she sputtered.
He leaned closer over the table feeling rather mischievous.
“That's why you keep obsessing about my being a virgin when we first did it. You're thinking about me. About how I felt.”
He let his leg touch hers under the table.
“How I moved inside you.”
Kelly was trying to keep her cool but he saw that flash in her eye.
“The way I show you,” he reminded her of that first night.
Kelly bit her lip.
“Kendall—”
He reached over and took her hand. Let his thumb caress the top.
“Remember what you said to me that day that I had you right against the tourbus? How you couldn't look at me without thinking of—”
Kelly snatched her hand away before he could finish. But her uneven breath already told him what he needed to know. She definitely still wanted him. Bad.
He sat back in his seat, feeling vindicated.
“I guess we'd better go pick up my prescription before they close?”
Kelly finished off her water, visibly flustered. She managed a stern glare as she stood from the table.
“That was totally uncalled for,” she reprimanded.
Kendall took pleasure in the scolding, knowing where it came from. She was probably soaking through her panties right now.
“When I said it was over it was a done deal. You understand?”
He nodded, not attempting to hide his satisfaction.
“Never happen again. I got it weeks ago.”
It felt good to get back at her, to have her riled up over him now. Kelly straightened her skirt still unsettled.
“I'll be right back. Just finish your sandwich.”
He watched her walk off toward the restroom sign, smirking at the victory. He'd gotten to her. That was good. Now she would know what it felt like to want someone so bad but not be able to touch them.
Kendall was tempted to follow after her. To see if her defenses would hold once alone with him. But the memory of how their last encounter ended stopped him. To make love to her again only to have her leave him would be too much to bear. He couldn't go through that pain again. Especially now that Logan was being weird. He'd been the only reason Kendall had made it those first few weeks. But after that kiss today something told him that things had changed between them. They certainly couldn't share a bed anymore.
Kendall lifted his baseball cap and ran his fingers through his hair before pulling it back down. He didn't know what to do about Logan, or what to even think about that situation. He just knew that he didn't want to lose his friend and that if Kelly wasn't back in five minutes he just might go after her despite his reservations. He still had feelings for her. And if the only thing she could give was random sex then it was better than nothing. He would take whatever he could get.
Kelly splashed cold water on her face for the third time, trying to quell her hormones. Kendall had been right, she wanted nothing more than to sit on his dick and ride him til he couldn't speak but James's words kept her in check.
...go easy on him and try not to reopen any wounds, you know. On the way to the hospital. Or after.
If she went back now then she'd certainly be reopening a not so old wound. Because circumstances were no different now than they'd been when she'd broken things off the first time. She couldn't break his heart again. So Kelly took a paper towel and wiped herself down, willing her body to shut the fuck up.
I can handle this. I'm an adult, not some hormonal teenager, she thought.
Unlike Kendall who, despite being months away from legal adulthood would still carry a “teen” at the end of his age for two more years. She should've never gotten involved with him. Why hadn't she controlled herself that first time?
Because who can resist the way he moves those hips?
It was her first time touring with the boys and before then she'd only caught glimpses of their shows as she tended to be running errands and other matters for the band. But that night when she'd seen them perform “Show Me” she felt like she'd seen Kendall for the first time. Not as an annoying client of Roque Records, not as one of the goofball boys to look after but as an actual man. It had been her undoing.
And now she was here, fighting an impossible urge to take him in this small town bistro. She didn't want to hurt him. But doing him once more would do just that. So she had to get a grip.
“I can do this.”
She dried her face, fixed her hair. Then she headed back out to face her green eyed kryptonite.
When he finally coaxed Logan out of the bathroom Carlos handled him with kid gloves. They shared a plate of Logan's favorite cookies and James brought them milk. The three sat at the table and chatted about light stuff before he finally asked; “Are you going to be okay when Kendall gets back?”
Logan swallowed.
“Yea, I have to face him sometime, right?”
He was much better than earlier, seemed to be back to his usual self.
“I just hope this didn't ruin anything, you know. He's been my best friend since as far back as I can remember. You all have.”
James nodded his understanding.
“I know the feeling. I was so terrified to tell Carlos how I really felt about him for years. Too be honest, if he hadn't opened his mouth I would still be hiding it. I didn’t want to lose his friendship. Or make it weird.”
Carlos felt his heart warm at the confession. He and James shared a look.
“I would've never said anything if Logan hadn't told me too. Remember Logie, you said if I wanted to show a guy I loved him then I should ask him to dinner and a movie and kiss him?”
Logan chuckled at the recollection.
“Yea, but to be honest Kelly had me thinking you were in love with me. I had no idea about you and James. I'm glad it worked out this way though. I'd have had to let you down easy. My feelings for Kendall and all.”
Carlos couldn't help but to laugh.
“Well at least I know why you took his water instead of mine.”
It had seriously bugged him.
“You think Kendall might feel at least a smidgen of the same way?” Logan asked timidly.
“I mean, I know he's into girls but so were you guys before. And I'm kind of into both.”
Carlos thought on it. Before James he had never actually had anyone but he’d certainly appreciated the opposite sex. He just couldn't say they moved him the way James did. And that was before the mind-blowing sex.
“I can't speak for Kendall,” James remarked, “but I think that however he feels, he'll still want you in his life. You two have a bond. Always have. That won't disappear because of one kiss.”
“Which looked pretty awesome by the way,” Carlos complimented.
“Like you went for it. That was no Disney kiss.”
James smirked.
“My boyfriend, connoisseur of Disney kisses.”
Carlos waved it off.
“If Kendall doesn't respond to that then he's a lost cause.”
He pat Logan's shoulder reassuringly.
“The only way Kendall could turn you down after that kiss was if he’s totally straight or if he's already in love with somebody else.”
Logan's face fell suddenly and he and James shared a look. Carlos caught it and felt that twinge like he was missing something.
“What?”
Logan buried his face in his hands.
“Fuck.”
James pat his other shoulder sympathetically.
“Hey, it's okay.”
Carlos stared at the two.
“It figures I finally come clean after he falls for her,” Logan remarked.
“They're not together,” James said.
“It's over. You know that.”
Logan looked up from his hands at him.
“But he still loves her. They're only over because she said so. You saw him these last weeks. He'd jump at the chance to be back in her arms.”
Were they talking about Jo?
“Back in her bed,” James corrected.
“That's all it ever was. He only thinks he loves her because he never fucked anybody before.”
Wait what?
“Even if that's true,” Logan countered.
“It still doesn’t make his feelings less real. He cried in my arms those first nights. That was true heartbreak. Your heart doesn't break unless you love somebody.”
Okay they were talking around him and he didn't like that. Furthermore he was confused and he liked that even less. He stood and slammed his hands down on the table.
“Okay somebody please tell me what the hell you're talking about here? Because I'm totally lost.”
Logan covered his mouth, as if he realized he'd made an error. James was wearing his rare “oops” face.
“It's kind of not our secret to tell,” was all he said.
That pissed Carlos off.
“But you're my boyfriend. You have to tell me. We're not supposed to keep secrets.”
He looked at Logan.
“And you're my best friend. I tell you everything.”
“Kendall has to tell you because it's his secret,” Logan murmured.
“So why did he tell you guys and not me?”
He felt hurt at being excluded. Wasn't he Kendall's friend too?
“He didn't tell me, I figured it out. And James found out by accident. None of us are supposed to know.”
Carlos stared. Who was this woman? Why weren't they supposed to know about her?
“Why? What is she hiding? Is she some type of criminal or something? A bank robber? An assassin?”
He imagined Kendall dating a black ops chick with dark killer eyes. La Femme Nikita.
“No, no nothing like that,” James was smirking.
“What a fan? A fan's mom? Didn't you sleep with a fan's mom before? Is Kendall sleeping with your fan's mom?”
James shook his head.
“Carlitos, no.”
Another thought hit him and he felt his heart stop.
“Is it your mom? My mom? James is Kendall sleeping with my mom?!”
Logan covered his ears.
“Eww eww!”
“God no, it's Kelly okay!” James gave in.
“Kendall's been sleeping with Kelly.”
He ran his fingers through his perfect hair.
“At least he was until a few weeks ago. Hence his depressed state as of late.”
Kelly. And Kendall. Wow. Totally unexpected. But much better than his mom.
“Hmm, I'd have thought if she did any of us it would be Logan,” he confessed.
James shrugged in agreement before grabbing another cookie. Logan shook his head.
“You know what, I'm done asking.”
The guys finished off their snack and found other ways to bide the time. Carlos still found it odd that Kendall and Kelly had a thing but what business was it if his? If it made his friend happy right? Unfortunately that would make Logan unhappy though. And he wanted Logan to be happy too.
The guys were shooting zombies on the flat screen that Gustavo had provided to keep them occupied on the road when a thought crossed Carlos's mind.
“Hey, what you said about Kendall, do you think it's true?”
James was distracted.
“What?”
He growled at an oncoming zombie before taking it out.
“Ha!!”
“About Kendall loving Kelly because he never had sex before.”
Logan missed a zombie and cursed.
“Yea, it's pretty natural, well if the sex is really good. It's why in my wild days I tried not to do virgins. I didn't want to give anybody false hopes when my heart already had a home.”
Carlos couldn't help the swelling in his chest at that. He leaned over and kissed James's cheek for it.
“Awww.”
Logan shook his head.
“Why’d you ask about Kendall?” he inquired.
Carlos stood.
“I think I know how to get you a fair shot at Kendall,” he announced.
Both James and Logan gave him their attention.
“Carlitos, what are you getting at?”
He was proud of his idea.
“If Kendall only loves Kelly because she’s the first woman he ever slept with then maybe if he sleeps with a guy he can love him too.”
The two stared at him disbelieving.
“The guy would be Logan of course,” he elaborated.
“That way the playing field would be even. And since you guys said Kelly dumped him anyway that'll leave Logan the winner.”
He raised his hands in victory, feeling the plan. It could work, he just knew it! Then Logan would be happy, Kendall would be happy and all would be right in the band.
“Um, Carlos I appreciate your effort,” Logan said slowly.
“But that's got to be the craziest thing I’ve heard all day. I can't get Kendall to fall in love with me by sleeping with him.”
Negative Nancy. He just needed a boost of confidence.
“Sure you can. You just gotta believe. You gotta get in there and rock his world.”
James was watching him in amazement.
“Only you.”
Carlos raised an eyebrow.
“Only me what?”
But his boyfriend just smiled and admired him. Logan had a different take.
“This is insane. I can't seduce Kendall into falling in love with me by screwing him. That's not how things work in the real world.”
It was becoming clear that he was going to need more than a boost. Maybe assistance.
“Sure it does. James just said and we both know he knows what he's talking about.”
James shrugged smugly.
“I can't disagree with that.”
“We can help you. You know, if you feel like you don't have the skills,” Carlos offered.
Logan’s face went red.
“What?”
“James knows a lot about sex. And he definitely knows a lot about rocking worlds. I mean when we have sex it's beyond amazing. It's like the whole freaking world just explodes and—”
“Okay I get it,” Logan waved his hands shushing him.
“James is really good in bed. Eww.”
James made a face.
“Don't eww me.”
“Yea he is so if you need any pointers or advice or even demonstrations I'm sure he's more than willing to help.”
Logan was beyond beet red.
“Again thanks for the offer but I think I'll have to pass.”
He dropped his controller.
“ I'm just going to get some reading done now. Take a nap maybe. It's been a really long day.”
He left the common area, avoiding the both of their eyes and went to his bunk. Carlos frowned. He'd hoped his friend would be more receptive to his plan.
“Demonstrations?” James was looking at him.
“Babe, I think Logan thinks you want me to fuck him.”
Well that wasn't what he'd been trying to say at all!
“I didn't mean it that way. I just meant you could talk to him and teach him your tricks so he could do to Kendall what you do to me. I want him to be happy. And I want Kendall to be happy. He's been so sad lately.”
James stood and pulled him into an embrace.
“You have such a good heart you know that? It's part of why I love you so much.”
That made him feel good inside because he loved James too.
“Part of why you love me so much? What's the other part?” he asked.
James leaned down to kiss his lips. When he did so Carlos almost swooned.
“That you're just a little bit crazy. In the best possible way.”
Carlos accepted the compliment with another kiss. As their lips locked he could feel other places warming on his body. James seemed to feel it too and pulled away.
“We should be looking after Logan. Just in case he has another panic attack,” he breathed.
Carlos nodded. He had a job to do and couldn't be side-tracked.
“You're right. We need to take care of him.”
They needed to hook him up with Kendall. A naughty thought struck him then. Courtesy of his boyfriend.
“James, you love me right?”
“You know I do.”
“And you'd do anything to help a friend? If I asked?”
James answered without hesitation.
“I'd do anything for you. Especially if it meant helping a friend.”
He brushed a thumb down Carlos's cheek affectionately to further his point.
“How about helping Logan? You know, with his problem,” Carlos ran past him.
James didn't catch on for a moment.
“Of course I will. But I don't think he's in a talkative mood ride now.”
Carlos let a finger run up his muscular chest. James reacted with a light groan.
“No I don't mean talk to him. I mean…remember when you said Logan thinks I want to you fuck him?”
Their eyes met. Understanding dawned on his boyfriend's face.
“Wait you actually want me to?” his voice rose with the shock.
Carlos shook his head.
“Yes and no. I want us to. You and me. To show him how to make Kendall happy.”
James was still taking it in he could see.
“The two of us? Like a threesome? With Logan?”
In order to help him it was a small price to pay.
“Why not? He's pretty cute, and you gotta admit getting hotter lately. We know he's clean and he's one of our best friends. Most importantly he needs this.”
James glanced over in the direction of the bunks.
“This is dangerous territory, Babe. He's our friend. It could complicate things.”
Carlos was sure that it wouldn't.
“It'll be okay.”
“What if we give him another panic attack?”
It wasn't like James to hesitate when it came to a sexual activity. He’d once pursued a threesome with two of the Jennifers so what made this different?
“You're afraid of ruining our friendship with Logan,” he realized.
James didn't hide his concern.
“Once we cross that line we can never go back. We'll still see him every day. We'll still remember. He'll still remember. Feelings could get complicated. One of us could get jealous. I don't want to lose him as a friend. And I'd die if I lost you. I literally just got you.”
His hazel eyes were sincere. So sincere that Carlos could feel his worry. But he could also feel that James was overthinking it. This was the same guy that spent four years hiding his love for him. And he'd earlier admitted that had Carlos not taken the initiative he'd still be hiding that love.
“James, baby I love you…but you're a big chicken.”
With that he took his boyfriend's hand and tugged him to the bunks where Logan lied on his back. When he saw them approach their friend sat up confused.
“Everything okay?” he asked, setting his book down.
Carlos sat on his left, signaled for James to sit on his right.
“Yea, it's all good Logie.”
He scooted closer.
“There's just something we want to help you with.”
James rested a hand on Logan's shoulder. Logan turned to him in time for James to take his mouth. Carlos bit his lip at the sight. That was kind of hot.
Startled, their friend pulled back.
“I-I-uh-Carlos—”
“Doesn't mind,” Carlos assured him, running his hand up Logan's thigh.
Startled, Logan glanced down at the hand and swallowed. Before he had time for a remark, James turned his face back toward him and stole another kiss. This time Logan didn't pull away. Carlos found the soft lump of flesh hiding beneath Logan's pants. He cupped it firmly and felt him growing solid under his care. Logan moaned into James's mouth at the touch.
Oh yea, he could already tell, this was going to be the best night of their tour yet.
When Kelly emerged from the restroom she found Kendall had finished off his sandwich. She took her wrap in a to-go box, her appetite long gone. She'd quelled her hormones enough for the ride back to the pharmacy. She'd just have to see about the ride to the bus. But first she was going to set him straight.
She waited until they were outside and away from where their conversation could be overheard before she smacked his good arm hard.
“Ow!”
He leaped away from her.
“Don't you ever do that to me again Kendall Knight, do you understand?”
He kept his distance.
“Geez Kelly are you trying to break my other arm?”
She glared in response.
“You're lucky I don't after what you just pulled in there,” she scolded.
Kendall pouted and were she not so agitated she'd think it was cute.
“In the car. Now. Let's just grab your prescription and get you back to the bus.”
She slammed the door behind her, inwardly admitting to herself that yes the pout was still very cute. He climbed in after her and fastened his seat belt.
“You're just mad because you want me.”
She ignored the quip, mostly because he was right, so right that she had to clench her legs together to fight her need. But she would fight it. Like James had warned, she didn't want to hurt him further.
They made it just in time to pick up his meds. Once that was secured Kelly high-tailed it back to the bus. Kendall hadn't said anything else but he'd been sending her knowing looks. The stunt at the bistro had pumped his head up somehow. Now he was milking it with a vengeance.
This was his payback she realized. Exploiting her weakness. Trying to ignore him she turned the radio on. R.Kelly's “Bump & Grind” was playing.
Oh come on!
She started to turn it off but figured it would further feed Kendall's power trip. The best thing to do was pretend that it didn't bother her. She trained her eyes ahead on the road.
“Interesting choice of music,” he remarked.
“Shut up.”
“I miss you.”
She sighed, changed the subject.
“I know you said it's none of my business but how are you planning on handling this Logan thing?”
He didn't respond. Kelly slowed down for an oncoming red light.
“Look we both know how sensitive he can be. And after what happened today I think—”
The second she braked he was suddenly on her, kissing her wildly. Kelly gasped, feeling all of those feelings rushing her at once. Her hands left the wheel to clutch his face as she returned the fevered action.
It wasn’t until a horn blew behind them that they pulled away from each other. The light was green. Breathing hard, Kelly pulled off only instead of heading straight, she wound around to the nearest side street. There she shoved into park before meeting Kendall's fiery green gaze. The next thing she knew they were in the back of the van and she was reacquainted with those limber hips of his.
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