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MASTER AND SERVANT
When
I started writing this thing, I wanted it to be a nice hurt/ comfort story.
Well, it still is h/c, but it isn't very nice. Towards the middle of the story
I got very depressed and that's what comes from it.
I
should warn you, that english isn't my native language. I'm German and even
though I think I'm doing real good, there will be lots of mistakes. Please have
mercy! If it's absolutely not understandable what I wanted to say, please don't
hesitate to let me know. Any comments are highly appreciated.
Rated
R for S/M and m/m situation.
Usual
disclaimer: Benny and Ray don't belong to me, but I love them with all my
heart.
MASTER AND SERVANT
"
Vecchio, into my room!" Lt. Walshs voice was loud enough to drown out the
constant noise in the squadroom of the 27th precinct.
Ray
stood up and with a puzzled look went into the office. As he entered, he saw a
few files on the desk and tried to catch a quick glance at them.
"
Well, Detective Vecchio, you might have heard, that we had at least six cases
with missing persons over the last week. "
"
Yes, Sir, I've heard of these cases. I thought, Huey and Guardino were assigned
to these cases."
"
Well, yes, they were. They found out, that five of the cases are connected. The
persons in question all were regular visitors of certain gay-leather-s/m
clubs."
Ray
grinned. " Gay-leather-s/m,nice combination, that."
"
That is, why I want to assign the case to you."
"
I didn't quite get you. Why exactly?"o:p>
"
You'll have to go undercover, and seeing as you and Constable Fraser
are...ehm..." Welsh seemed to look for the right word, one, that wouldn't
offend the Detective.
"
In love? A couple? Yes, I'm in love with a man. So what?" Ray's usually
hot temper broke through the cool surface.
Welsh
raised his hands in defence. " Hey, Vecchio, understand me right. I don't
mind you being in love with the Mounty. That's all right to me and none of my
business anyway. But because you are living with a man, you're the only one we
can send. You know the scene."
"
I know the scene? Do I look like the typical leather-s/m type to you?"
"
Well, with the right clothing ancesscessoirs you'll do fine."
"
But..." Ray tried to protest, but he was cut short by his superior .
" No "but", Vecchio, it's your
case." He picked up the files and handed toverover to the Detective.
" You can go home now and prepare yourself for tonight. Oh, and only call,
if it's absolutely necessary. We don't want to bust your disguise. Now move
it."
Steaming
with anger Ray left the precinct and drove home immediately. When he walked
into the kitchen and saw his mum and the man he loved chatting and preparing
lunch together, he cooled down a bit. How lucky he was, that Benny loved him.
And his family had made him very happy, when they welcomed Fraser to the family
and accepted Ray's love to him. Over the time he found out, that Ben and his
mum had come quite close, as Frasers mum had died, when he was only six years
old. Ben loved being together with her and Ray was happy to see the two of them
together.
For
a moment he just stood there and watched, until Ben seemed to sense the
presence of his lover and turned around.
"
Hello, Ray. You're early." The Canadian embraced Ray and kissed him
tenderly. Like always, Ray was totally lost in the kiss. Just to be held by
these strong arms and to lean against this broad chest. He could forget
everything. " Well, almost everything.", Vecchio thought. He drew away
and looked at Benny's beautiful face. " You'll never guess, what Walsh did
to me today."
"
I have no idea. Tell me."
"
Yeah, I'll tell you, but we better go upstairs." He kissed his mum on the
cheek and peeped into the pots on the oven.
"
Mm, I love your spaghetti carbonara, Mum. I hope, it's enough. Call us, when
you're ready, O.K.?"
He
then grabbed Fraser by the arm and led him to his upstairs room. Sitting
miserably on his bed, he told the Mounty about his case.
" Ts
is
it, and now I have to dress up in leather and cruise these bars. I'm sure Welsh
did that to humiliate me."
Fraser looked
up from the files he was leafing through. " Now, Ray, I'm sure you're
exaggerating a bit here. He gave you the case because he thinks you can solve
it."
" Yeah,
I know, I just don't like the idea of it. It gives me the creeps to think that
those people call it a good night out if they come home covered with
weals." " Well, I'm sure we don't have to stretch our investigation
to the extend of participating in such rituals."
" Good."
Then Ray hesitated. " Did you just say * our* investigation?"
Ben moved
closer and swept his lover into his arms. " I have no intention to let you
go there all on your own. There'll be lots of attractive men that might want to
play with you and I can't allow that happening, can I?"
Ray smiled up
at the bright blue eyes and smiling face. " So I'll be your obedient
servant and you'll be my strict but loving master, right?"
Ben nodded.
" If you can live with the idea."
Ray brushed
his cheek against Benny's and whispered:" I actually quite like the
idea." Ben started to say something, but he was quieted by Ray's lips on
his own and Ray's tongue in his mouth. For a while the two men just stood
there, embracing and kissing. They only stopped when they heard Mrs. Vecchio
calling them from downstairs.
Fraser took Ray's hand and they walked to the door. " Come
on, Ray, let's have something to eat and then we'll go and find some nice, dark
leather costumes for our night out."
* * * * * * * * * * * * * *
Around midnight,
two dark clad figures walked towards the dimly lit entrance of a small bar
called " Carpe noctem". The larger of the two men wore black boots,
black leather pants, laced up tightly at the sides of his legs, and an equally
black vest, that stood open wide enough to show a broad and muscular chest.
"
Gregorian chants, I'd say. I never thought, that this was the music..."
Fraser was
interrupted by the approach of a large man clad in black ler, er, whose equally
black hair fell in thick curls down to his waist. He signalled the two men to
follow him into a small office, where, with the door shut behind them, the
music wasn't so loud anymore and they could make themselves heard without
shouting.
" Hi,
I'm Carlos." The man set downind ind a crowded desk and began searching a
few drawers. " You must be new, I don't know you."
He finally
seemed to have found what he was looking for and came up with two pieces of
paper.
" Yes, I
just came over from Canada. My name is Ben and this is Ray."
Carlos
smiled. "Welcome to " Carpe noctem". You'll have to sign these
papers for the insurance. Everything you do, you do of your own free will and
every injury you may receive during the course of the evening is therefor your
own problem. " Carpe noctem" can't be held responsible for it.
Understood?"
The two men
nodded and signed the papers.
" Good. Well, boys, have fun."
Fraser and
Vecchio entered the dark room and,after their eyes got accustomed to the
darkness, they saw at least ten pairs of men with one thing in common: always
one part of the couple was beaten or abused by his master. Ben felt his friend
tense. " Brace yourself, Ray, we have to be part of sce scene to solve the
case."
Ray nodded.
" I know, but just make sure I don't get beaten up like that, O.K.?"
" I
promise you,Ray." Surrounded by all this darkness, Ben's earnest blue eyes
sparkled even more than usual, when he looked his lover straight in the eye.
The two men
went to the bar and sat at the counter. Ben, fitting into his role, ordered for
both of them. For some time they just set there, watching everything and taking
in the atmosphere.
Soon they
were joined by a dark clad man, who sat beside Benny and, after scanning Ray
from head to toe, ignoring the American completely.
" Hi,
I'm Michael. You're here for the first time?"
" Yeah,
I just came over from Canada. I'm Ben; this is Ray."
Ben pointed
towards his friend, who forgot about his role and said:" Hi, Michael, nice
to meet you."
The dark man
looked at Ray in disgust and then turned again to Ben and asked:" Is he
always as cheeky as that?"
Ben grinned.
" Sometimes he forgets about his place, but he' s new to the business and
not fully trained yet. But he will be punished for it."
" Good.
You see, we have this rule in here. Every new slave receives a few strokes from
every master present. This might be the right moment to teach your boy some
manners."
Ray's eyes
widened with shock and disbelieve.He wanted to say something, but he was
quieted by a sharp and serious glance of Fraser's eyes.
" No, I
don't think it's the right moment. We're here for the first time and we'd
rather just watch tonight, thank you."
Michael
smiled wickedly. "Either you agree, or you have to leave at once.
Choose!"
The Mounty
considered this for a moment. The case was important, but Ray had first
priority! He was just about to say * no* and leave the place, when Ray chose
for himself. He stood up and stepped at Michael's side.
"
Good!", Ben said. " I see, that it was unnecessary to spare
you." Michael took Ray's leash and led him to the centre of the room, where two shining steel
chains were dangling from the ceiling. When Ray's hands were fastened to the chains,
the music stopped and Michael spoke to the people, which quickly gathered in a
circle around him and Ray. Six men stepped forward and each gave Ray three hard
slashes with a whip.
Ray just took
it. His eyes and mouth were firmly closed, not a single cry escaping.
Ben feared
for his friend. He counted every slash and felt the biting pain of the whip on
his own skin. Everything inside of him wanted to stop them from hurting his
lover, but he knew, that Ray had chosen to see the case as top priority and not
himself, and so he just stayed, where he was.
When Ben had
counted 18 slashes, he sighed with relief. He stood up and went to free Ray
from the chains. He was just about to raise a hand to do so, when Michael
stepped in his way. He held out the whip and looked Ben straight in the face.
" Now
it's your turn!"
Fraser
swallowed hard. He didn't want to do this, didn't want to hurt Ray.
Michael
quizzically raised an eyebrow and regarded Ben with suspicion in his eyes.
Ben knew, he
had to do it, even though he would rather die himself than hurt his lover. With
a shaking hand he reached out for the whip and grabbed it. While Michael
retreated into the circle of spectators, Ben went to the chained man in the
centre of the room. He stepped close by and looked into those large green eyes,
which were dark with tears now. The sight of these eyes hurt Ben's heart like a
sharp knife thrusting into it.
" I'm
sorry, Ray!", he whispered. " I have to do it."
Then he
leaned foreword and tenderly kissed his friend, feeling the tears on his own
skin now.
For the first
time this night, Ray let out a strangled cry, which was repeated every time the
whip hit him.
When it was
done, Ben threw away the whip and rushed to free his lover. Unchained, Ray
swayed and then crashed to the ground.Quickly Ben stepped beside him and looked
down on the man kneeling at his feet. He stretched out a hand and touched the
fine hair, then ran his fingers over Ray's face and felt the sweat and the
tears.
It hit Fraser
like a slash of this damned whip, when he found himself immensely aroused by
this situation. The shock showed on
his face, when he looked up and met Michaels glance, who
cryptically smiled.
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
During their
ride home, neither of them spoke a word. Only when Ray stopped the Riviera in
front of Fraser's house, Ben felt obliged to say something.
"
Listen, Ray, I'm really sorry. The least thing I want to do in this world is to
hurt you. But the whole situation just slipped out of my hand."
Ben looked at
his friend, his eyes begging for forgiveness.
Ray didn't
even look up.
"
Please, Ray, come up to my apartment. We have to talk!"
Vecchio's
gaze was firmly locked to the steering wheel, as he quietly said:" Good
night, Benny."
With a sigh Ben got off the car and watched his friend drive
away immediately. Depressed and worried, he went up to his apartment, where he
spent the short rest of the night sleepless and restlessly wandering about.
When Ray
reached home, he went directly to the bathroom. He tore away the clothes from
his body and showered for a long time, letting the warm water soothe his aching
back.
After nearly
an hour, he went to bed and immediately fell into a restless sleep. He dreamt
of Benny, torturing him with his own belt. In his dream, he never wondered, why
he had a hard-on.
Ray woke up
to a hard knock at his door. He turned in his bed and winced, when he felt the
bruises of last night's beating.
" Leave
me alone, Ma, I want to sleep!"
" It's
me, Ben."
Ray closed
his eyes for a moment. He wasn't sure if he wanted to face him right now. With
a tired voice he said:" Come in, Benny." Fraser entered the room,
carrying the stetson in his hands. When he saw Ray still in his bed, he sat
down on a chair at the other side of the room. Vecchio realised, that Ben kept
a distance, he normally wouldn't have kept in such a situation.
" What
time is it?" The time seemed to be an innocent enough theme to talk about.
" It's
eight in the morning."
" Eight?
Then what are you doing here? You should be at work."
" I
called in sick."
Ray sat up
and looked at Ben in amazement. " You called in sick? You mean, you lied?
To your superior officer? Benny, Benny, if the other Mounties find out, they'll
fire you."
Ben's lips
curled into a smile, when he shook his head. Then he was serious again. "
I came here for a purpose, Ray. We have to talk!" Ray couldn't stand the
serious look from these bright blue eyes. His face hardened and then he tu
ro
round to face the wall.
Ben's heart
ached, when he saw this reaction. He didn't know, what to do, what to say. He
felt so helpless. He stood up, stepped over to the bed and knelt down by its
side. " Ray, I'm so sorry! I wouappiappily take your pain upon me, if I
could. Please forgive me, Ray." Ben felt tears swelling up and pressed his
Hands to his eyes. Then he felt the gentle touch of a hand upon his cheek and
looked up again. He met Ray's eyes and found nothing but love there.
" I love
you, Benny."
" Can
you forgive me, Ray?", Fraser asked, one single tear running down his
cheek." It
wasn't your fault, Benny. I decided to take the risk. You know, how I am,
always eager to proof I'm a good cop and that my job comes above everything
else."
" To
proof it to yourself? Or to me? You don't have to do it, you know."
" Nah,
it's not you or me, it's my old man. I neseemseemed to be capable to do
anything right or to his liking. And I always tried so hard."
Ben's fingers
softly touched his cheek, brushing lightly over the stubble. Ray caught the
hand and placed a kiss on its palm.
"
Anyway. I want to solve the case and we can only do that if we're part of the
scene. Now we are. I only hope, it's worth it."
Ben couldn't
think of anything to say. So he just listened to Ray's low voice.
" When
the first slash hit me, I could only think of my father. The pain was so
familiar to me. When I was a child, I always had to bend over his knee and he
pinned me down with one Hand. And then he hit me with his leather belt.
Sometimes it was only ten strokes, sometimes it was more."
Ray fell
silent. He couldn't speak anymore. Overwhelmed by the memory, tears shot to his
eyes and spilled out over Ben's chest.
" Oh
God, I loved him so much and I never understood, why he did that to me. I tried
so hard to please him, but I never could. I still can't. Everything I touch
falls into pieces. You're the only good thing in my life, Benny!"
Fraser shook
his head. " No, Ray, that's not true. If you really believe that, then
your father has won. He tried to destroy you; don't let him win. You're much
too valuable."
Ray buried
his face in the soft material of Ben's shirt and cried out his pain in loud
sobs. Fraser held on to him, as if to his own life, and indeed it was, because
he couldn't imagine to go back to a life without Ray. Gently he stroked his
back and let him cry until all tears were shed.
W"'>When Ray
looked up again, his eyes were red and swollen, but he seemed to feel better.
" Now
you've seen, what high an opinion I have of myself. I know, it's my father's
fault, but I can't change it. I'm ugly and stupid and with my big mouth I ruin
everything and hurt everyone around. I love you, Benny, but I can't guess of
one thing, why you love me." Ashamed he closed his eyes and buried his
face once again at Ben's chest. Fraser drew away and took Ray's head in his
hands. With his tender but firm grip he forced his friend to look at him.
" I love
you with all my heart, Ray. Don't you dare ever doubt that! Yes, you loose your
hair and you think you're too thin. You have a big mouth and you're awfully
cynical. I know all that. But I like to touch your hair and I like to feel it
on my skin when you kiss me all over. I love your eyes and your smile. Oh God,
I fell in love with your smile. And I love your body, every inch of it. How can
you say you're ugly, when just the sight of you sends shivers down my spine?
And for your big mouth, well, it has its advantages."
Even though
his eyes were still dark with tears, he smiled at the thought of this.
" Don't
judge yourself so harshly. You only see the surface, but I know you through and
through. You have a truly good heart, Ray. You care for people. And, beside all
that, you're a damned good cop." Then he leaned forward and kissed Ray. Long
and tenderly, and with every second Ray felt better and more at ease with
himself.
When they
parted, they both smiled.
"
There's still one thing I have to tell you, Benny."
" What
is it?"
" When
you came to me, with that whip in your hand, and when you touched and kissed
me, I was suddenly aroused and I wanted you to do it. The pain heightened the
lust, and the lust lessened the pain. I wanted you to love me and I wanted you
to hurt me, all at the same time."
" Yes, I
know. Somehow I felt it. When you knelt in front of me and I touched your hair,
I could feel it and I was aroused, too, by the situation." For a moment
the two men were quiet. Then Fraser got out of the bed.
" Now
get up, Ray, and go to the bathroom. We have no time to lie in bed all day long.
We should be out on the streets, we have a case to solve."
Ray smiled
and winked at Benny.
"
Everything you say, Benny. After all, you're the master!"
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