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Brass
by library_lady61
A/N: Minor
spoilers and references to: Caged, PNN, Stalker, Fight Night, and possibly a
few other episodes.
Summary: [GSR] Grissom, Brass and Sara investigate the
death of a tourist. Something really nice happens to Brass.
WARNING: There are disturbing elements in this story.
The “bad guy” seriously invades a woman’s privacy, with disastrous results.
Many thanks and huge kudos to my two ace betas - JCR
and LordPanzer369. You two rock! And a special thank you to a certain colleague
of mine who recently visited Las Vegas and brought me back some very useful
information about that fascinating city.
Disclaimer: I
do not own anything to do with CSI, nor do I have any connection to the
individuals and companies that play a role in its production. I just like to
write stories about CSI and it’s wonderful characters. Lynne Whitney is my own
original character; and believe me, she really is a character. I hope you like
her.
Rating: R
~~~~~
“Is there anything else you can tell me?” I was sitting in the office
of Captain James Brass, answering questions regarding the mysterious and
untimely demise of an old acquaintance of mine. An acquaintance I had not seen
in many years, until today when I saw him in the morgue.
“Of course, Captain Brass, I could tell you a great many things. But,
regarding our present conversation; I have told you everything I know.” I
wasn’t trying to be a smart ass, really I wasn’t; stress always made me take
things far too literally. It’s a flaw.
I had arrived in Vegas the previous day; it was my first visit to Sin
City - better known among my friends and co-workers as “Lost Wages.” I had no
interest in gambling, none at all. Rather, I had come to experience the desert,
and to learn a little local culture and history. I had taken a room at a small
off-the-Strip hotel, and I planned to alternate checking out the city’s
libraries, museums, universities, and historical landmarks with day trips to
Lake Mead, Hoover Dam, and Mount Charleston. I even hoped to get in a hike or
two. These plans now seemed hopelessly derailed.
I had just returned to my hotel room following an afternoon at the
Western States Historical Society when I saw that the message light on the
phone was blinking. I called in for the message and was shocked to find it was
from the Las Vegas Coroner’s Office, requesting a call-back ASAP.
I hesitantly called the number, and made arrangements to meet the
coroner at the morgue. Apparently, he had a dead body, and wanted me to confirm
the identity. I was frightened and confused because I had no idea whose body I
was about to see. I had several friends who vacationed in Vegas once or twice a
year, but none had done so recently. Who could it possibly be? And, how had the
coroner known to call me?
After presenting myself to the coroner’s receptionist, I had a brief
wait before a bearded, rotund older man approached me. He greeted me politely,
and introduced himself, Dr. Albert Robbins. He ushered me into a small room,
where a human form lay on a gurney, hidden beneath a white sheet.
“Are you ready?” he asked quietly.
I replied, “I’m quite willing to cooperate, but since I don’t know
anybody in Vegas, I’m not at all certain how much help I can give. Yes, I’m
ready.” In truth, I was dreading this, but had decided to suck it up and get it
over with as quickly as possible. He carefully folded the sheet back, revealing
only the man’s face. At first, I didn’t recognize the person, although he did
seem somehow familiar. Then, with sudden clarity I knew who it was, and said
so, “It’s Ian Johnstone. I knew him years ago; at one time, we both lived in a
small town in Northwestern Ontario. He was a special constable with the OPP.
Sorry, that’s the Ontario Provincial Police.”
Dr. Robbins covered Ian’s face again while nodding. “Thank you, Ms.
Whitney. If I may ask, when did you last see him?”
I thought for a moment, “In July, 1985.”
Moving towards the door, the coroner stated, “Again, thank you. You
bee been very helpful.” He opened the door, there were two men standing in the
corridor; Dr. Robbins’ next words were for them, “We have a positive ID, Ian
Johnstone, like we thought. I’ll let you take it from here.” He excused
himself, and walked away.
I was left standing there, alone with two strange men who were looking
at me with frank curiosity. It is a decided understatement to say I was
unnerved. One of them spoke to me, “You’re Lynne Whitney?”
“Yes, I am.”
He pointed to his badge, “I’m Captain Jim Brass, homicide. This is Gil
Grissom from the Las Vegas crime lab. We have some questions for you. Please
come with us.”
Thus, I soon found myself seated in the handsome captain’s office,
numbly reciting everything I could recall about Ian, painfully aware that my
knowledge was nearly 20 years out-of-date.
“You have nothing more to add?” Captain Brass pressed me.
“That’s correct; I have nothing more to add.” I paused, then spoke
again, “I do have a question, though.”
Brass exchanged a glance with Grissom before granting me permission to
ask, “As I told you, I barely knew Ian, and it was so long ago. What led Dr.
Robbins to me? I mean, how on earth did he even get my name?”
Grissom spoke then the the first time. He opened a file folder, took
out a plastic bag that was sealed with wide, red tape, and held it out to me.
“Read this,” he said. Seeing my reluctance to take the bag, he added, “It’s
okay; you may touch the bag, just don’t break the seal.” I took it from him.
The bag contained a laminated card, like a business card. The words
printed upon it floored me.
“In the event of an emergency, please contact Lynne Whitney,” followed
by my current address and phone number, both for my home and my office.
“We found that in his wallet,” Gri was was speaking to me, “Are the
addresses and phone numbers correct?”
I nodded, too upset to speak.
“What we are trying to figure out is why a man you haven’t seen or
heard from in two decades would name you as an emergency contact. Any ideas?”
Grissom’s vivid blue eyes studied me intently.
Finding my voice again, I looked him in the eye and replied, “Mr.
Grissom, I assure you I have no idea why Ian had this. Why he named me.” I
handed the bag back to him. He returned it to the folder, and then showed me a
second evidence bag; this time containing a small square of white paper, with a
hand written message upon it. Again, he asked me to read it.
It was my name, Lynne, and the name and room number of my hotel here in
Vegas.
Grissom pressured me, “This was in his motel room. Did you tell him
where you are staying? Did you see him here in Vegas?”
I gave him back the note, and re-established eye contact with him. I
needed ho kno know that I was telling the truth. “No, I did not tell Ian where
I’m staying. And, no, I did not see Ian here in Vegas. Today, in the morgue,
was the first time I have seen or heard from him since 1985.” I couldn’t tell
if Grissom was convinced; his expression was unreadable.
Captain Brass rejoined the discussion, “Ms. Whitney, where were you
last night between the hours of 9:30 PM and 4 AM?”
Startled by the implications of his question, I was slow to respond.
“Well, I had a late dinner in my room, room service. It was delivered about 9.
I paid cash, including a generous tip. I’m sure the young man who brought me my
meal will remember me. After that, I watched TV. Would you like a list of the
programs I watched?” I knew that he would likely check out everything I said.
“Maybe later. Did you leave your room at any time?” Brass was very
serious.
12.0pt'>“Um, yeah. Around midnight, I ran down to the vending machines for a
chocolate bar and a pop. I’m sorry, that’s Canadian for a candy bar and a
soda.”
Brass grunted, “Yeah, we know. But, other than that, you stayed in your
room all night?”
“Yes, I did. I went to bed around 2, and slept until about 7 this
morning.”
“Did you have any guests, or make any phone calls? I mean using the
room phone, not a cell phone.”
“No guestsd ond one call. I called my daughter, like I do every night.
We talked for about 35 minutes, ending just before I ordered my dinner. I don’t
have a cell phone.”
Grissom opened the large case he had brought with him, and removed a
few items. “I would like to collect a sample of your hair and your DNA, and
take your fingerprints. I don’t have a warrant, so it’s voluntary. It will be
very helpful for our investigation.”
This was going from bad to worse. Why did these people need samples
from me? What exactly was going on here? Still, I knew that I had done nothing
wrong, certainly nothing criminal, so there was probably no harm in
cooperating. “For the record, Mr. Grissom, I’m not a criminal, but I will
cooperate with you. You may take your samples.”
Grissom did just that; he swabbed the inside of my cheek, collected a
few strands of hair, and printed me, all 10 fingers. I tried not to notice how
gentle his big hands were on my fingers, how pleasant his touch was - even
through his gloves. When he was finished, he offered me a moist towelette, to
remove the ink from my skin. Then, he politely thanked me.
Brass made some notes, and looked up at me. “Okay, we have enough for
now. You’re free to go, but don’t leave Vegas without clearing it with me
first. Not even for day trips.” He handed me his card, “If you think of
anything else, here’s how to reach me.”
I needed to know, “Am I a suspect?”
The captain paused, carefully choosing his words, “Not at the moment,”
he finally admitted.
As I stood up, Grissom opened the door, “I’ll walk you out.” He glanced
over his shoulder at Brass, “Be right back, Jim.”
~~~~~
15 hours earlier:an>
Gil Grissom and Catherine Willows
are standing in a motel room. Jim Brass has briefed them, and left them to
their work. They have just entered the room, and are familiarizing themselves
with the scene. A man lies dead on the floor, with a gunshot wound in his
chest, and a pool of blood under and around him. There is a little blood
spatter on the walls, the bed, and the other furniture. The shy, bespectacled
coroner’s assistant is crouching nearby, examining the deceased man; he pauses
in his work and smiles a greeting to them. A gun rests on the floor a short
distance away from the decedent’s outstretched right hand. Looking beyond the
corpse, they see that every flat surface is buried under piles of photographs;
there are at least two hundred in total. Some of the photos are also speckled
with blood, and closer inspection reveals all all the photos are of the same
subject - a brunette, grey-eyed, somewhat overweight, middle-aged woman. A
wallet is hidden under a scattered stack of the photos; Grissom gingerly opens
it and removes an ID card. The man apparently had been a Mountie. He passes
this information onto his co-worker asbagsbags the card, and again picks up the
wallet. He finds another card that lists the man’s emergency contact
information. This card and the wallet are also bagged.
Catherine, meanwhile, has
found a slip of plain white notepaper. Written upon it arwomawoman’s name, and
the name and room number of a nearby hotel. “Grissom, look at this. It seems he
had a friend here.”
Grissom reads the note;
it’s the same name as the emergency contact card. “Bag that. It could be
important,” he says unnecessarily. “I’ll process the bathroom. When David’s
done, you can continue here.”
The bathroom contains
personal items that could belong to any man:
shampoo, hairbrush and comb, men’s deodorant and shaving supplies,
toothbrush, toothpaste, mouthwash. Nothing uniquely feminine, nothing that
showed a second person had been in the room. Discarded clothing occupies one
corner; it also is entirely masculine. In the bathtub are a few soggy towels.
The small trash can contains a used enema kit. Grissom expertly photographs
everything, then he methodically bags and tags each item. There is no blood
evidence here; Grissom checks everywhere. He finds several fingerprints, and a
few stray hairs. In all likelihood, they belong to the victim, or a previous
occupant, or even a maid. But, they just might belong to a murderer.
Working around David,
Catherine continues her examination of the main room; like Grissom, she
carefully documents her work with photographs. She discovers an inuminum
carrying case in the closet, very similar in size and shape to her own field
kit. She cannot open it, though; it has a combination lock - examination of the
contents will have to wait until later. The one large suitcase, however, has
been left unzipped. Inside is a man’s typical vacation wardrobe. Nothing
unusual, nothing unexpected. On the desk, under an array of photos, is a laptop
computer, with a small, high-quality printer attached; these, too, she collects
as evidence. She wants to check the bedding for biological stains, but she
pauses. The bedspread was hit with blood spatter; she must deal with this
before she can do anything else with the bedding. David has removed the body;
she can now start the blood spatter analysis.
Sometime later, Grissom
emerges from the bathroom to find Catherine looking out the window, her arms
crossed and her eyes focused on something in the parking lot. Knowing that he
is now beside her, she speaks without looking at him, “Do you see it, Gil, the
car with Saskatchewan plates? Kinda stands out, doesn’t it. I’m going to ask
the manager who it belongs to. Odds are it’s the vic’s.” Finally, she turns her
head and looks at him.
He nods, and smiles at
her. Precious little gets past her, and he tells her so. Together, they finish
processing the crime scene.
~~~~~
Later, I soaked in a bubble bath and tried to make sense of it all. Ian
Johnstone. I hadn’t even thought about him in years, but somehow we had both
ended up in Vegas at the same time. And now he was dead. He must have been
murdered, for why else would Captain Brass be investigating it? I realized that
I didn’t even know how he had died. I guess I could have asked, but the
“conversation” (interrogation?) in the captain’s office had been so difficult
that the question had simply not occurred to me. It was appalling that I could
even be considered a suspect. Oh well, they would soon figure out that I was
completely innocent. Innocent? Oh, that’s a good one, Lynne, I laughed to
myself. What I mean is, they will know I haven’t committed any crimes.
Upon leaving the captain’s office, I asked Mr. Grissom to direct me to
the ladies’ room. He complied, and waited as I used the facilities; then he
walked me back to my rental car. I thought it unnecessary, but he had his own
agenda.
“Ms. Whitney, may I ask you something? It’s not officially part of the
investigation, just something I’m curious about.” I consented to the question,
so he continued, “You identify yourself as a library technician, but not a
librarian. What’s the difference?”
“Basically, it’s the difference between a university degree and a
college diploma. You see, to be a librarian requires an MLS, a Masters of
Library Science degree; whereas to be a library technician requires a diploma
from a college or institute of technology. I have the latter, but not the
former. I’m trained to do the technical tasks required in a library, such as
acquisitions and cataloguing. Of course, a more complete answer would also be
more complex, but I’ve given you a fairly accurate summary.”
He seemed satisfied with my explanation.
Slowly, my thoughts settled down, anfeltfelt calmer. I sank deeper into
the bath and allowed my thoughts to freely wander. After a while, I found I was
thinking about Jim Brass. Oh, shame on me!
~~~~~
“Gil, we already know who he is. We don’t need her to
make the ID.” Doc Robbins had just completed his post-mortem exam of Ian
Johnstone. He didn’t understand what Grissom was suggesting.
“Al, you’re right. Technically, we already have a
positive ID. What I’m thinking is that this Lynne Whitney has some connection
to the vic. We don’t yet know the exact nature of that connection. So, we bring
her in here, have her make the ID, and watch her reaction. Use a room with an
observation booth and I’ll be with Jim behind the mirror. When she’s done, Jim
and I will ask her our questions. All you have to do is proceed exactly like
you do every time someID’sID’s a body. Just give us time to get out into the
hall before she leaves the room. She can’t know we’re observing her.”
Al gave it some thought, and agreed to do it.
“Alright, give me her number.”
~~~~~
“So, Gil, what’ve we got, besides two Canadian istsists, one of them a
dead Mountie, who knew each other 20 years ago?” Jim Brass was tired, and
frustration was starting to build in his soul. That bottle of booze in his desk
drawer was callto hto him; he ignored it. “We know the guy was shot through the
heart, and her name is not only in his wallet, but pictures of her - recent
pictures, some of them - are all over his motel room. He knew precisely where
she’s staying. But, she insists that she hasn’t heard from him since ‘85.
What’s your take?”
Grissom gathered his thoughts; he had come straight back to Jim’s
office after walking Lynne to her car. “She may be telling the truth. I’ll have
my people process her hair, DNA, and prints, but I don’t believe we’ll find any
matches. Otherwise, there’s no reason to think that she went anywhere near him
or his room during thee the they’ve both been in Vegas. We saw her ID the body,
we witnessed her reaction. It took her a minute to even know who he was. Then,
she spoke of him in the past tense. She said he was OPP, when we’ve already
confirmed he was an RCMP officer; she apparently didn’t know he’d made the
switch. We can, and will, verify everything she told us about what she’s done
in Vegas since her arrival, including her room service and hotel phone records.
Of course, we also need to trace the vic’s activities, for at least the last 48
hours. You can help with that, and check both of them for priors.”
“Yeah, I’ll do that. I gotta call Johnstone’s CO anyway, let him or her
know what’s happened here.” He paused, frowning and shaking his head, “Damn, I
hate making these calls. And when it’s a dead cop, well, that’s even worse.” He
looked at Gil, who was deep in thought.
“Oh, I know that look. You have something. So, you gonna share?” Brass
asked, not really expecting an answo:p>o:p>
Grissom surprised him by actually speaking, “I just might. Have
something, that is. I’ll get back to you.” He was gone before Brass even took
his next breath.
~~~~~
Catherine logged in all the evidence from the Johnstone case. Some of
it, like the gun, the photos, the clothing, and bedding, she would deliver to
various lab techs for analysis, but the rest of it would be stored in the
evidence vault until she had a chance to process it. Grissom should have been
helping her, but he had been called away. No matter, eventually she’d get
payback. In any case, by the time she was done, her shift would be over. She
planned to take Lindsey out for breakfast - a rare treat on a school day -
before dropping her off at school. Then, Cath was out of here. She was going to
a major-league forensics conference; her next few days would be filled with
fun, friends, free food - and, of course, the workshops. This year’s line-up of
speakers and presenters was the best yet. She was stoked, couldn’t wait to get
there.
~~~~~
Grissom strode down the CSI building hallways peering into the various
labs and rooms as he passed them. He had dropped off Lynne’s specimens with the
people who would analyze them and was now looking for, but not finding,
something - or someone.
“Hey, Griss, need something?” Nick Stokes emerged from the break room
as his supervisor swept past the door.
“Nick, where’s Sara? I need her.” It was a sign of Grissom’s intense
preoccupation that he failed to notice the double entendre he had just spoken;
Nick caught it but wisely let it pass without comment.
“She’s probably not back yet.” Seeing Grissom’s unspoken question, he
added, “From the scene you sent her to process.”
Grissom blinked. “Oh, yes, of course.”
“Anything I can do?” Nick made the offer expecting to be refused. He
wasn’t disappointed.
“Thanks, Nick, but no. Where’re you at with your own case?” Grissom had
a way of keeping everyone on task, but it wasn’t always appreciated. Getting
the point, Nick succinctly gave Grissom an update, then he quickly got back to
work.
~~~~~
Arriving back at the lab, Sara Sidle desperately wanted - no, make that
desperately needed - a shower. With lemons, a whole bushel of them. As much as
she loved her work, sometimes she despised it. Tonight, she loathed it. She and
Warrick Brown had been sent to investigate a brawl at an upscale restaurant. It
should have been easy enough, but the trail of evidence had lead directly to
the back alley - and the dumpster. She lost the coin toss, and had therefore
spent an hour digging through putrid, nauseating kitchen trash. She had found a
bloody knife - potentially a key piece of evidence - but at the moment, all she
cared about was getting the smell of decomposing food scrubbed off of her body.
Leaving Warrick to log in the evidence, she made a beeline for the lockoom.oom.
She had just reached the door when Grissom caught up with her.
“Sara, there you are. I was just about to page you. I need your help
with something.”
“Can it wait a few minutes? I really need a shower.”
“You do? Right now?” He gave no sign that he smelled anything
unpleasant.
She wondered, not for the first time, how this extraordinarily
brilliant scientist could sometimes be so dense. “Grissom, in case you haven’t
noticed, I stink. Actually, I reek. I got the privilege of going
dumpster-diving, and now I’m going to have a shower. I’ll be in your office in
15 minutes.”
Grissom watched her enter the locker room, shaking his head. “She
didn’t smell that bad,” he muttered to himself.
~~~~~
12.0pt'>True to her word, Sara sailed into Grissom’s office exactly 15 minutes
Looking up at her, trying not to see how very sexy she looked with damp
curls framing her face, he told her, “I need you to do some research for me. I
need to know where someone has been for the last 20 years. Actually, two
someones.”
“Two specific someones, or should I just choose at random?” she teased
him.
She got a trademark “Grissom Glare” in reply. “The two people are Lynne
Whitney and Ian Johnstone. Both are Canadian, and I made some notes to get you
started.”
She took the paper he was holding out for her, and inquired, “This is
the case you and Cath were working. So, she’s gone to her conference, and now I
get to help you?”
“Yeah, you do. I guess I got lucky, in a manner of speaking,” he
flirted.
“Are you going to tell me anything else?” She, too, was capable of
uttering double entendres.
‘No. Read the notes, and take it from there. I’m curious to see what
you find, but I don’t want to influence your research.” She was making it very
hard for him to stay focused on the case.
“Piece of cake,” she grinned at him.
~~~~~
As Sara made her way to her computer workstation, Warrick called to
her. He was about to begin processing the evidence from restrestaurant brawl
and he asked her if she wanted to help.
“Sorry, Warrick, Grissom put me on something else.”
“So, you’re ditching me?” His eyes sparkled with mirth.
“Looks like it. Gotta do what the boss wants. I’ll help you later if I
have time,” she replied lightly.
“That’s cool; I’m the primary anyway. See ya lateo:p>o:p>
“Yeah, later.” She gave him a little smile.
~~~~~
Several hours and many cups of coffee later, Sara got up and stretched.
Her excellent computer skills had given her access to a mother lod
in
information. “People would die if they knew just how little privacy they really
have,” she thought. “A person’s whole
life is right out there on the Internet. You just have to know where to look.”
The pattern was crystal clear:
Lynne Whitney had left Ontario in July 1985, and had never been back.
She and her husband had returned to Calgary, their hometown, and had lived
there ever since. Their daughter had been born in 1990, and their divorce had
been granted in 1998. Ian Johnstone, on the other hand, had remained in
Ontario, until joining the RCMP in 1993. Since then, his postings had taken him
all over Canada, except for Alberta. She could find no record of him ever
setting foot in Alberta. So, it seemed that Lynne Whitney and Ian Johnstone
literally had not been in the same province, let alone the same town, since
1985.
She sorted a stack of printouts, making one pile for Lynne and another
for Ian. She then arranged each stack in chronological order. Satisfied, she
went to tell Grissom, hoping he would tell her what it all meant.
~~~~~
“I have all this evidence. College records, employment records, utility
company records; its all here. What do you mean, I missed something?” Sara was
on the verge of anger; she had worked damn hard to get all this, and now he
seemed to be dismissing it.
“I’m sorry, Sara, I didn’t mean you missed something, I meant you
didn’t find anything to show that they saw each other af19851985. Unless they had
secret trysts - unlikely since it seems that Ms. Whitney only rarely traveled
outside of Calgary after the birth of her daughter - they truly never connected
after she left Ontario. This evidence is consistent with her verbal account, at
least to a certain degree.” He handed her the file folder containing all the
case notes and documents. “Here, I can let you see this now.” She rapidly
scanned the contents, expertly gleaning the facts.
Feeling calmer - in her fatigue, she had simply misunderstood him - she
queried, “What about keeping in touch through letters, or email? They might
have done that.”
“It’s possible. But, I don’t know how we could investigate that. We’re
in Vegas, how could we identify letters sent that may have been sent at any
time in the last 20 years, and within Canada at that? And as for email, without
access to every computer they each may have used, how would we ever know? Ms.
Whitney said that there was no contact at all. At this point, we cannot
entirely prove or disprove that statement. The best we can say is that we’ve
found no evidence to the contrary.” Grissom sighed, and ran his hand through
his curly hair, “And none of this even begins to explain why Johnstone had her
name in his wallet.”
“Or her photos all over his room.” She hesitated, thinking. “But, you
know, I did miss something, and so did you. He was a cop, right?”
“Actually, a Mountie, but yeah. So?”
“So, he probably had access to all her information.” She took a breath
and continued, the idea crystallizing as she talked it out, “I mean, I got all
this, he could have done the same. I don’t know *why* he had her listed as an
emergency contact, but I do know *where* he got her current information. He
just looked it up on the Internet.”
She paused, and collected herself. Suddenly, a look of horror appeared
on her face; another piece of the puzzle had fallen into place for her. “Sara,
what is it?” Grissom asked with alarm.
Without consciously deciding to do so, she reached out and grasped his
arm, “Grissom, he was stalking her.”
Grissom, looking into Sara’s eyes, considered her words, “Okay, maybe -
just maybe - he was surveilling her, but stalking? That’s a pretty big leap.”
She insisted, “No, he was stalking her. I just need to prove it.” She
was still holding his arm; he made no move to pull away.
“But, Sara, the evidence doesn’t support that conclusion.”
“Not yet, it doesn’t. I gotta go do some more research.” She whirled
away from him, and was gone.
~~~~~
“Ms. Whitney, I’m Sara Sidle, Las Vegas crime lab. I’d like to ask you
some questions regarding your relationship with Ian Johnstone.”
I was in my hotel room, reading a local newspaper, when Ms. Sidle
knocked; I invited her in and offered her a chair.
“I’ll answer your questions, but I already told Captain Brass and Mr.
Grissom everything I can remember.” I also sat down. “Would you like some
coffee? There’s some left from my breakfast, it’s still fresh.”
“No, thanks. I’m fine. Now, when did you first meet Corporal
Johnstone?”
“Corporal? I guess he earned a promotion or two, good for him; when I
knew him, he was a special constable. But, I first met him in March 1984. It
was the day we - my ex-husband and I - arrived in Lansdowne House. Ian was
there to meet the plane. It was customary for the OPP to have personnel meet
all flights. Ian was among the first people we met there; he just walked over
and introduced himself while we waited for our luggage to be unloaded.”
“You seem very sure of your dates.”
“I have a near-photographic memory. And, I have been thinking about Ian
a lot recently, remembering. Ever since I realized it was him in the morgue.”
“Why did you fly into the town, why not just drive in?”
“Well, there were two reasons. First of all, we didn’t own a vehicle.
But, it wouldn’t have mattered anyway, because that town is in a remote part of
Ontario. It’s the Canadian Shield, all rocks, trees, and water. It’s actually
very beautiful. But, that far north, there are no roads or highways connecting
the towns; access is either by air, or by water. Driving in simply isn’t an
option.”
“That’s interesting. How well did you know Ian?”
“He became a friend. My husband’s and mine. We saw each other socially,
visited each other at home, that kind of thing. We enjoyed each other’s
company; we respected each other. I guess you could even say we liked each
other. But, Ian always kept a certain distance; he never let anyone get too
close to him.”
“Why was that, do you think?”
“I just assumed it was a small town thing. And maybe a cop thing. That
town had a population of just over 400 people when we lived there. Most of them
had been born and raised there, they had extended families there, and of course
they knew *everybody*. But some of us - my husband, me, the school teachers,
and Ian - were outsiders. We weren’t related to anyone, we didn’t know
everyone, and we stood out. I don’t mean we were treated badly, we weren’t; I
only mean that we weren’t part of the inner circle. Also, it was like living in
a goldfish bowl in some ways, the smallest, most innocent thing could rapidly
become the biggest, nastiest rumour. On top of that, Ian was a police officer;
he was the law, the authority. He was isolated to a degree, out of necessity.
Yee, ee, he was highly visible. He had to be very careful with what he did, the
choices he made. He could never appear to play favourites, and he could never
compromise himself. It was a very precarious position; his behaviour had to be
completely beyond reproach, no matter what the situation. Unfortunately, the
people may have respected his unifobut but a lot of them never really accepted
him, and most never completely trusted him.”
“So, was crime a problem there?”
“No, not really. I’m not certain, but I think there were a lot of
misdemeanors, but very few serious crimes. I didn’t mean to imply that the town
was full of criminals. It’s just that nobody likes being told their behaviour
is inappropriate, especially when the person doing the telling is both a law
enforcement officer, and an outsider.”
“Okay, what about you? Did you trust him?”
“Me? Yeah, I guess I did trust him. I mean, I had no reason not to. I
never broke any laws, so he wasn’t going to arrest me. He was a nice guy, doing
a difficult and thankless job.”
She looked into my eyes, picking up on clues I didn’t even know I was
giving her, “Did you love him?”
The question caught me off guard, I hesitated a shade too long before
answering, “You did love him, didn’t you?” she pressed.
I decided to come clean. “I
haven’t talked about this in years, but yes, I did love him, and yes, he knew
it. So did my husband. However, there was no affair. Ian wouldn’t admit that he
loved me, only that he was attracted to me, but I was married. He and I talked
it over and decided that the best thing - rather, the least destructive thing -
was to simply walk away from each other. We both had too much to risk - my
marriage, his careend bnd both our reputations. It was hard, and very painful,
but we did it. We stopped calling and visiting each other, and we never again
allowed ourselves to be alone together. Luckily, my husband soon found a new
job, and we moved back to Calgary.” I shifted a little in my chair, and
repressed the urge to fidget.
“Is your relationship with Ian why you and your husband moved away?”
“It was a factor, but we had other reasons for wanting to move back to
the city. Actually, we had been talking about it for a few months. It can be
extremely difficult psychologically for a city-bred person to live in a remote,
isolated area like that, and we had been doing it for years. My near-miss with
Ian made us realize that we needed to get back to the city, the sooner the
better. The hardships of the North had lost their charm for us; and we wanted
to save our marriage.”
“Did you ever have sexual relations with Ian Johnstone. Sorry, but I
have to ask.”
“No, I did not. I never had sexual relations with Ian.” My voice was
unsteady; this was an incredibly hard thing to say out loud.
“But you wanted to?” leanleaned slightly forward, her eyes showing
professional curiosity, and perhaps something more. Something personal.
“I admit I was tempted. But, I behaved myself, and so did Ian. We never
even kissed each other.” This conversation was becoming very difficult for me;
I wasn’t in the habit of sharing such private information with anyone, let
alone a total stranger. I started to fidget in spite of myself; I picked at a
hangnail.
“What can you remember about the last time you saw Ian alive? Your last
conversation with him.”
I got up, poured myself a cup of coffee, and sat down again as I
answered, “It was at the airport. I mean the airstrip; it’s too small to be
called an airport. He had to be there whenever a plane was coming in or going
out, like I mentioned earlier. It was very windy that day, and we wondered if
the plane would even make it in. Not even bush planes can fly though
everything. We, my husband and I, ann wan waited in the small shelter at the
edge of the landing strip. None of us had much to say; it was difficult for all
of us. Very awkward. Finally, we heard the plane approaching. It landed, we
checked in with the co-pilot, and stowed our luggage. We said good-bye to Ian,
and we probably both shook hands with him, just to be polite. We boarded the
plane, it took off, and that was that. It was a horrid, extremely turbulent flight
south to Thunder Bay, where we spent the night. We continued on to Calgary the
following morning.” I paused to catch my breath, “That’s it. That’s the whole
sad story. But, if I may ask, what does all this have to with Ian’s death? I
didn’t kill him, so how does your knowing all this help to find out who did?”
“I’m sorry, but I can’t discuss that with you. However, I do have
permission to tell you that Ian was with the RCMP; since 1993.”
“He always wanted to be a Mountie; I’m glad it worked out for him.” I
stood up again, wanting to end the discussion.
“Yeah, me too.” Sara’s smile was sincere. ~~~~~ “So, she admits she was in love with Johnstone. Do you really believe “What, you don’t think that people can be in love and never consummate Grissom also felt the discomfort; he knew exactly what Sara was both “Maybe she was stressed out that day; you and Brass were pretty hard on
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that they never had sex?” Grissom was reviewing Sara’s interview notes.
it?” Sara knew she was on dangerous ground, but she spoke her mind anyway. “It
happens, Grissom. Being in love doesn’t always mean getting physical. So, yes,
I believe her.” She turned away from his intense blue gaze. This conversation
was hitting far too close to home.
saying and not saying. But, he had to stay focused on the c He He tried again,
“She didn’t tell Brass, or me, about being in love with him. In fact, she
implied that they were casual acquaintances at best. She withheld information
from us.”
her, you know. Maybe you guys didn’t ask the right questions, or maybe she just
felt more comfortable talking to a woman. Whatever. Does it really matter now
that she loved him then? Does it help us find out who shot him?”
doesn’t. You’re right; we need to concentrate on what happened here in Vegas.
Somebody shot a Mountie, and we need to find out whom that person is. Keeping
that in mind, what do we have?”
Relieved to be back in neutral territory, she rallied, “Doc Robbins
retrieved the bullet. Bobby checked it out, and it’s a match for the gun found
in Ian’s motel room. Speaking of which, it was his service piece; Bobby has
confirmed that. I have no idea how he got it across the border, but he did. The
man was killed with his own weapon.” She shuddered slightly, gathered her
thoughts, and took a breath before continuing, “Jacquie pulled a couple partial
prints from the gun, she’s running them now.” She flipped through the case
file, seeking any new additions. “Oh, and the results are back from Lynne’s
hair, DNA and prints. They don’t match anything found in the motel room, and
they aren’t in any of the databases. At least the American ones. Haven’t
checked any Canadian law enforcement databases yet - access issues.”
“Never mind, she’s not a suspect. Nothing links her to the crime scene;
she was never there. Anything else?”
“Archie confirms that many of the photos of Lynne were taken here in
Vegas. He has identified several venues. Ian was following her - note, I did
not say stalking - and Archie says Johnstone probably used a few different
telephoto lenses. He watched her from a distance, and took the photos probablithoithout her ever knowing about it. Creepy.”
Grissom was lost in thought. He felt he was missing something.
Something important. Something obvious. “Sara, has Jim found anything? He was
going to do background checks on them.”
“No, not yet. What is it? You look like something’s bothering you.”
He shrugged, “I’m okay.” Suddenly, it hit him, “How did he get here?
Did he fly in, or take the bus, maybe?”
hinghing his thought, and looking in the case file again, she
responded, “That’s what we’ve been missing. He drove himself here. Remember,
his motel registration listed his car. Saskatchewan plates, because his last
posting was in town called Estevan.”
“Yeah, Catherine and I processed the car after we processed the room.
It was clean.”
“So, you already knew he drove here.”
He smiled at her, “Busted. Yeah, I knew. Let’s think about it, Sara.
Where’s a map? How far is it from Estevan, Saskatchewan to Calgary, Alberta?”
Sara didn’t need a paper map; she immediately logged on to the Internet
and pulled up a map of Western Canada. A few more clicks and she had the
answer. “It looks like an easy day’s drive. At least, in good weather.”
She did the math. “The guy was obsessed with Lynne Whitney. He liked
road trips, liked to drive. And, when you drive, there’s no record of where you
are or when you arrive, like there is when you fly somewhere. Well, there are
credit card and ATM records, but that takes a while to trace. Assuming anyone
even bothers to try. You know, Johnstone could have been in Calgary any number
of times, without anyone realizing it. Still think he wasn’t stalking her?” She
grinned at him. She had spoken his exact thoughts, and she knew it.
“Perhaps you can convince me. You know what I want, Sara. Show me the
evidence.” He beamed back at her. In tmomemoment of synchronicity, he could
barely keep himself from kissing her. He knew he loved her, and he knew that he
would have to do something about it, and soon. Yes, soon, but not right now. He
would await the opportune moment.
~~~~~
Sara Sidle knew what her next step would be. She quickly made her way
to the evidence vault; all this time on the case, and she had yet to look at
the actual evidence. She signed out the entire package, and took it into an
empty layout room.
Greg Sanders was on his way to the break room for yet another cup of
coffee when he noticed Sara hard at work. He paused in the doorway, not wanting
to disturb her but rather just enjoying the view. His crush on Sara was a local
legend, but he primarily wanted to be her friend. He decided to bring her a cup
of his latest gourmet coffee - he’d make a fresh pot, just for her - when she
looked up and saw him there.
“Hey, Greg. Can I do something for you?”
He wanted to say yes, she could run away with him to a tropical island
and bear him beautiful, long-legged children - but somehow he didn’t think she
would go for it. Instead, he just said, “Not tonight. As luck would have it,
however, I can do something for you. I’ll bring you the best cup of coffee
you’ve ever had.”
“Okay, you’re on. But, I’ll have to drink it in the break room. You
know we’re not allowed to eat or drink anywhere near evidence. Too much risk of
contamination.”
Greg blushed, “Yeah, I forgot, sorry. Damn, I’ll never become a CSI
forgetting basic stuff like that. I’ll let you know when it’s ready.”
He was rewarded with one of her beautiful smiles, and he floated on air
the rest of the night.
~~~~~
“Sara, are you aware that the shift ended two hours ago?” Grissom had
just returned from a breakfast meeting, and had found her still in the layout
room. She had just managed to open the combination lock on the vic’s metal
case.
“Yeah, I know, I’ll go home soon.”
She lifted the lid, and exclaimed, “Blam! Look at all this!” The case
contained what appeared to be very expensive photographic equipment. There was
a camera body and also several telephoto lenses, along with all the usual
photographer’s gadgets. “Archie’s gonna wet himself when I let him look at this
stuff.”
“Well, yes, it is rather impressive. Want some help?” Grissom knew that
trying to convince Sara to go home when she was this excited was a lost causIf sIf she was staying, he was staying, too. “When we’re done, maybe we can grab
something to eat.”
“Yeah, maybe we can. And, yes, I would appreciate some help.” Anything
to spend time with hime the thought. Both looked down at the open case, which
lay flat on the table in front of them.
Greg, who had been walking past the layout room, doubled back when he
realized what he had just glimpsed. He entered the room, saying, “Hey guys,
that’s a Canon EOS 10D digital camera body you have there. Very pricey, but
excellent quality; the guy really knew his stuff. And, huge wow, that big lens
is a 500 mm. Another hefty price tag.”
12.0pt'>Sara, feeling his embarrassment, simply told him, “Greg, maybe you
should take Nicky’s advice, ‘If you find yourself in a hole, the best thing to
do is stop digging’.”
Grissom spoke up, “Greg, thank you telling us about this equipment, but
the shift is over. Why are you still here?”
Greg, reacting to the thanks from his mentor, was dancing - literally. Grissom’s
question - when it registered with him - caught him off guard, and he made
himself stand still.
“I stayed late, waiting for some tests to run - but they’re done now,
my reports are filed, and I was just on my way out when I spotted this stuff. The
rest you know.”
“Well then, Greg, we won’t keep you here.”
Knowing that he had been dismissed, Greg cheerfully bid Sara and
Grissom a fond farewell, and went home.
Grissom turned to Sara, asking, “Shall we?” Together, they carefully
photographed the contents before removing anything from the case. Then, they
methodically removed and catalogued every item the case held; a detailed
examination of each piece would be done later. When the camera case wmptympty,
Sara closed it - without relocking it - and was about to set sideside; but as
she picked it up, she heard and felt something shift around inside it. Setting
it down again, she opened it again to take a closer look. Using a magnifying
glass, she noticed that the molded foam rubber padding was slightly worn in one
corner. She felt it with her gloved fingers, and told Grissom, “There seems to
be a small latch just under the edge of the padding.” She released the latch,
and lifted up the padded lining - the hidden compartment opened to reveal a
red-covered coil-bound notebook, three CDRW disks, and a pair of panties which
were both very worn, and rather large. She looked at Grissom, neither of them
had a good feeling about this.
~~~~~
I was starting to feel restless; and homesick - I missed my daughter.
My trip to Vegas, my first real vacation in 10 years, was turning out to be a
whole lot more stressful than a vacation had any right to be. I wanted to call
- o - oops, I mean Captain Brass - and ask for permission to go home, but
something held me back. I couldn’t leave yet; I first needed to know about Ian.
I needed to know who killed him, and who was going to look after him now. Did
he have anyone to give him a proper funeral? Would his family - his brother,
perhaps - do anything? I didn’t know if he had ever gotten married, or fathered
any children. Surely the Mounties would honour one of their own - even if he
hadn’t died in the line of duty - but what if they didn’t, or couldn’t? These
thoughts distressed me greatly.
My life since leaving Ian had been a good one, at least for the most
part. True, it had taken me a while to get over him, but eventually I did
recover. My husband and I had gone into marriage counseling, from which we
reaped huge benefits, both as individuals and as a couple. My pregnancy and the
birth of our daughter were unexpected - though entirely welcome - miracles. We
both treasured her. Our eventual divorce, while devastating, had nothing at all
to do with Ian. Instead, it happened because my husband grew tired of having us
for his family - for whatever reason - and abandoned us, effectively
disappearing. His whereabouts have been unknown to me for about five years -
assuming he is even still alive.
Ian Johnstone, I did love you, once. Now you are dead, do I love you
still? I amrninrning you, grieving for you, that much I know. Did I ever really
stop loving you, or did I just learn to live without you?
~~~~~
“Brass.” He had answered the phone on the second ring.
“Hello, Captain Brass. It’s Lynne Whitney. I wonder if I might ask you
a question regarding Ian Johnstone.”
“Yeah, ask. I’ll answer if I can.” He sounded curious.
“I wanted to know if anyone, any of his relatives, have offered to
escort his remains back to Canada. I’m wondering if anyone is planning a
funeral for him.” This was difficult for me.
The line was silent for a few seconds. “I don’t have that information.
It’s Dr. Robbins you need to talk to. But ... let me call him and get back to
you.” He paused, “May I ask why you want to know?” His voice was soft and kind.
“I was his friend, at least at one time I was. Now, I just want to make
sure that somebody looks after him. If there is no one else willing to do it,
then I will.”
“That’s a pretty big responsibility.”
“I know. A mountain of paperwork, too, I imagine.”
He chuckled, “You got that right. Okay, I’ll talk to Al, and let you
know.”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome. Oh, and one more thing; we know you had nothing to do
with Johnstone’s death, the evidence definitely excludes you as a suspect.
Sorry if Gil and I were a little hard on you.”
“That’s okay. I understand that you two were just doing your jobs. And,
it’s really good to know that I’m not a suspect. Thanksin, in, and I’ll let you
go now. Bye.”
“Bye, Lynne.” He replied warmly.
~~~~~
As they had agreed, Grissom and Sara went to a nearby coffee shop for a
quick meal after finishing their work with the camera equipment. Sara felt
slightly awkward, but kept reminding herself that there was nothing wrong - or
even exceptional - with her being here with Grissom. After all, she had eaten
countless meals with Nick and Warrick, and even a few with Greg. It was just
two friends sitting at the same table, eating their food. Not a big deal. They
talked about the case. Still, it was nice to pass some time with Grissom away
from the lab. He was in one of his “be nice to Sara” phases, and while she
could never tell when he would start ignoring her again, she decided to enjoy
it while it lasted.
Grissom drained his coffee cup, and looked at Sara. sunlsunlight
flowing through the window beside them brought out deep amber highlights in her
hair. She was so very beautiful, yet she didn’t always seem to know it. There
was so much he wanted to tell her; but it seemed he never could. Would the
opportune moment ever arrive? He sincerely hoped so. He decided to never ignore
her again.
12.0pt'>During the next shift, Archie didn’t exactly wet himself when shown the
digital camera, but he nevertheless was very impressed by it. “Wow, Sara, this
is really high-end. The guy spent huge bucks on it.”
“That’s what Greg said. Please have a look; see if the memory card
still has any photos. If so, I want 8x10 prints ASAP.”
“Yes, ma’am.” he said teasingly. He was very eager to get to work.
While Archie checked out the camera, Sara examined the laptop. She had
already dropped off the panties with Greg so he could determine if they had
belonged to Lynne.
She plugged in the laptop and turned it on. Just as she had suspected,
it was password-protected. This, while challenging, was basically not a
problem. She knew how to hack the password, and soon she had full access to all
of Johnstone’s files. Opening “Windows Explorer”, she began a systematic search
of the hard drive. She checked each and every folder, tracing all file paths to
their ends. and documenting each step with a screen print. For the most part,
there was nothat aat all unusual in any of the folders. Then, about 8 levels
down, in a sub-folder called “Financial Documents”, she found something very
probative, very interesting, and very disturbing. It was Ian’s diary.
~~~~~
The sudden, shrill ringing of the phone startled me. I answered right
away. “Lynne Whitney speaking,” I said in my professional voice.
“Hi, Lynne. Jim Brass here. I just got off the phone with Al Robbins,
and he says to tell you that Johnstone’s brother is on his way here. He’s going
to look after your friend,” he kindly reported.
“That would be Josiah; and I’m very glad that he’s doing it,” then,
worried how that might sound, I added, “I mean, it’s better for Ian’s family if
they look after him themselves.”
“It’s okay, Lynne, I understand what you mean. Um, did you ever meet
this Josiah?”
“No, but Ian talked about him a lot, and once he showed me some
pictures. Ian was very proud of his little brother.”
“Well, it’s been nice talking to you, but ...”
“I know, you gotta go. Thanks, Captain Brass; I really appreciate your
help.”
“Hey, no problem. And, call me Jim.”
“Alright, Jim. Bye now.”
“Good bye.”
~~~~~
“Grissom, you need to see this.” Sara stood in the doorway of her
supervisor’s office.
Grissom finished signing the report he had just read, and looked up.
“What is it, Sara?”
She handed him a thick stack of printouts. “I found Johnstone’s diary
on his laptop and, believe me, it was hard to find. He had it buried real good.
I haven’t read all of it yet, but these are some of the entries. Please read
them, and tell me what you think. I’m taking my break now.”
“So, I’ll look for you in the break room.” They shared a moment of eye
contact, and a smile.
&;
~~~~~
Stepping through the break room door, Sara could hear the sounds of a
video game, and she saw that Nick and Warrick were once again engaged in a
virtual battle with each other. She retrieved her lunch from the fridge and sat
down at the table, thinking, “Hey, it’s the ‘N and and Ricky Show’.”
“Blam! I got you good, man. You are *so* dead. Game! Over!” Nick
gloated as he “killed” Warrick. “Hey, Sara. Haven’t seen much of you lately.”
He joined her at the table.
12.0pt'>“Later, bro. I’m talking to Sara now.”
“Yeah, I can see that. Hey, Sara. How’s your new case coming?” He
turned off the game and joined the other two at the table.
“It’s weird. Dead Mountie stalking a woman who once loved him. As much
as I hate to badmouth any law enforcement officer, this guy was a creep. He
tracked her for more than two years. Followed her, took pictures.” She suddenly
stopped talking, and looked alarmed,
“Nicky, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t discuss this with you.” She knew that
this case was probably dredging up painful memories of Nigel Crane in Nick’s
mind; she reached out and squeezed his hand.
Before Nick could respond, Greg came striding into the room, “Sara, I
have your results. It’s what you thought. That certain item of intimate apparel
did in fact belong to Lynne Whitney. The DNA was a perfect match. But, there’s
more, and it’s kinda gross. The dude was a total freakazoid ...”, his voice
trailed off; he was unsure how much he should sa fro front of Nick and Warrick.
“It’s okay, Greg. Just let me read the report.” He handed it to her;
she read it and looked disgusted.
“Every time I think I’ve seen the worst, something else comes along.
Johnstone, the dead Mountie, had somehow acquired a pair of his victim’s
underwear. Greg’s report indicates that Johnstone’s semen was also there. He
must have used the underwear when he ...”
Nick interrupted her, “Whoa, Sara, you don’t have to paint a picture
for us. We get it. And, you’re right. It’s very wrong, what he did. All of what
he did.” Now he was holding Sara’s hand. Warrick and Greg exchanged concerned
looks with each other. All three of these men wanted to protect and comfort
Sara; they all caabouabout her, each in his own way.
“Thanks, guys, but I’m okay.” Sara had seen the looks of worry on all
her friends’ faces, and smiled at them. “You guys are the best.”
“Is this a private party, or can anyone come in?” Grissom stood in the
doorway; he did not look or sound amused.
Sara stood up, still holding Greg’s report in one hand. “Greg just
brought me this. You told me to show you the evidence - well, here it is.” She
gave him the report.
“Just to be clear about this, do any of you guys actually work here, or
is this merely a social club?” He was looking daggers at the men. They all
hurried out of the room, mumbling apologies.
“You know, Grissom, jealousy doesn’t become you. Those three are my
friends, and that’s all they eve ever be. You don’t need to be so
territorial.” o:p>
He shot her an icy glare, retorted, “I have no idea what you’re talking
about,” and walked away from her; Greg’s report hanging from his hand, unread.
“You do so know what I’m talking about, Mr. Alpha-Male,” she murmured
to herself. Then she shook her head, finished eating her lunch, and went back
to work.
~~~~~
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Grissom retreated to his office feeling humiliated and extremely
foolish. Every time he started making progress with Sara, he blew it. He never
meant to, but somehow he just did. “Yeah, I know those guys are just her
friends,” he thought, “I know she cares about them, as friends. She has
something special with each of them. That’s Sara; she finds the good in people.
She has every right to make friends with people - even other guys. I know all
this - and I know none of them are really a threat to me. So, why the hell does
it make me so crazy to see her with them? She never looks at them the way she sometimes
looks at me, and I don’t think she ever will. Why can’t I just get over it? Why
do I have to be so damn jealous?” The
thoughts ran through his head. “And, what’s worse, she called me on it. She
hates it when I do this. One of these times, she’ll decide she’s had enough -
and then where will I be?” Then, a new thought occurred to him - maybe the
opportune moment wouldn’t just spontaneously appear, maybe he needed to help it
along. Maybe, if Sara knew how he really felt about her, he would stop feeling
so insecure. And jealous. So, the thing was to tell her. But, when? And, how?
He really needed to think about this.
~~~~~
Back at her computer workstation, Sara knew she could no longer avoid
the inevitable; she had to look at the CDRW’s she’d found in Johnstone’s camera
case. Taking a deep breath, she got the first one loaded, and started scrolling
through the files. It was every bit as bad as she had thought it would be. The
disk was full of photos of Lynne, but with a very big difference. The photos
found scattered around the motel room all showed Lynne in public settings -
outdoors, shopping malls, etc. - and, of course, fully clothed. These new
pictures, however, portrayed Lynne inside what could only to be Lynne’s own
bedroom and bathroom; and in various degrees of nudity.
She quickly looked through the other two disks, which contained still
more nude shots of Lynne. The third disk also held some word processor
documents. Openine, ne, Sara was dismayed to find that it was a very detailed
and pornographic accoof Lof Lynne’s bathing and grooming routines. Other
documents, chosen by Sara at random, also proved to be highly sexual renderings
of Lynne’s daily activities.
“Okay,” she told herself, “that’s enough for an overview. I gotta tell
Griss about this. ‘Show me the evidence’, he said. You bet I will.”
On her way to find Grissom, Sara thought about the diary entries she
had read, the clues Johnstone had recorded in them, and the nude photos. She
developed a theory about how Johnstone gotten cameras into Lynne’s house.
~~~~~
Ian Johnstone sits in his van, parked where he can see
her house and watches Lynne Whitney and the brat leave the house and walk the
short distance to the bus stop - which he can also see from where he is. He
patiently waits until they board their bus, knowing that they will be gone for
the day. He walks to their house, carrying a large backpack, and rapidly gains
entrance by expertly picking the lock. There is no security system. He closes
and relocks the door. Glancing around, learning the layout, he spies a key ring
hanging on a hook near the door. The key tab bears the kid’s name; looks like
she will be locked out after school, the stupid girl. However, this is too good
an opportunity to miss. He pockets the key, intending to make a trip to a local
hardware store to make his own copy.
He gets to work, there’s lots to do. He walks through
the house; it’s quite small, and old. Likely build in the 1940’s, from the look
of it. He finds the laundry area, another golden opportunity. He rummages
through the hamper, and finds his treasure - her panties, worn but not washed.
Today really is his lucky day. He stuffs them into his backpack.
A quick look at the two bedrooms tells him which one
is Lynne’s; the bathroom is right next door. He installs the video cameras,
attaching motion sensors to tell the cameras when to turn on. He works quickly
and efficiently, setting up the entire system, and then thoroughly cleans up
after himself. He knows forensic evidence, how to manipulate a crime scene. Not
that he considers himself a criminal, not at all. He just doesn’t want Lynne to
have any reason to suspect that anyone has been here. Being here in her house
combined with the anticipation of the pictures he is trying to collect arouses him
painfully, but he doesn’t dare to look after it here. He leaves, and returns to
his van. In the back of the van, he does what he so badly needs to do, seeking
the relief he knows will be all too temporary - thinking about Lynne the whole
time. Then, he gets the new key made, before returning the girl’s key to the
exact position where he found it.
~~~~~
He wasn’t in his office, nor was he in the break room. Wondering where
he was hiding this time, Sara was about to startoom-oom-by-room search when she
spotted him emerging from the men’s room. “Hey, Grissom,” she called to him.
He turned toward her, and waited for her to catch up to him. “Sara,
have you got a minute? We need to discuss the case.”
“My thoughts exactly. Your office?” she suggested, thinking that they
had a lot more than the case to discuss.
“As good a place as any.” He replied graciously.
As they neared his office door, Grissom gestured for Sara to enter
ahead of him. He followed her in and closed the door; they both sat down.
“Sara, befor tal talk about the case, there’s something else I need to say,” he
began. He hesitated, seeking the words, then he plunged in, “I want to
apologize for my behavior in the break room. I was out of line. I’m sorry.” He
both looked and sounded embarrassed.
Surprised, and a little confused, Sara said, “I accept your apology.
But, if I may say so, it’s not me who really needs it.”
“Yeah, I know.” Grissom sounded sheepish, “I’ll apologize to them,
too.”
She had the feeling that there was a lot more he wanted to say. “Okay.
Is there something else you wanted to talk about?”
His voice was very quiet, “Well, actually, there is. We do need to
talk, but I don’t want to do it at work. May I see you after work, maybe
tomorrow afternoon? I mean, after we both get some sleep.” This was a huge step
for him; he hoped he didn’t appear as scared as he felt.
Knowing any chance of sleeping had just vanished - how could she
possibly sleep when she was filled with this kind of anticipation? - she had a
different idea, “Maybe we shouldn’t wait that long. How t hat having breakfast
together? My place, if we need privacy.” This was a risky move; she hoped it
wasn’t pushy.
clasclass=MsoNormal style='mso-pagination:widow-orphan'>He relieved her fears with a smile, “I thought you’d never ask. I would
Man, the guy could sure turn on the charm when he wanted to. She smiled
back, “Well, then, that’s settled. Now, let’s talk about the case. Did you read
the diary entries?”
“Yes, and I agree they demonstrate that he was stalking her. I want to
read the rest; I’ll take over that part of the investigation, if you like. And,
Greg’s report - I understand why you were upset. But, don’t worry, I’m not
saying you’re getting too emotionally involved with the case.”
“Good, because there’s more. I had a peek at the CDRW’s. Johnstone
hints in his diary that he had cameras in her home, Grissom. He actually took
nude pictures of her. Two of the three CDRW’s contain nothing but the nudes,
the third has photos but also text files - porno he wrote about her, quite
probably his sexual fantasies. According to the file creation dates, the porno
stuff is fairly recent - within the last 8 or 9 months. I think he was
escalating, maybe he would have eventually approached her if he hadn’t died.”
He thought about it, “Yeah, that’s a definite possibility. Of course, “I believe so; the first diary entry is dated a little more than two “Jim finally got back to me with their background checks. She, Ms. n stn style='font-size:
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we only *know* what the evidence tells us. And - don’t interrupt - the evidence
is telling us that he was obsessed with her, and was stalking her.” He thought
some more, “Sara, do we have a timeline on this?”
years ago. It’s hard to tell when the earliest photos were shot.” She observed
the look on his face, “What are you thinking?”
Whitney, had nothing except a parking ticket about 7 years ago. Otherwise,
completely clean. Johnstone’s past is a little more complicated. On one hand,
he was never arrested. But, his service record was uneven. He had a couple of commendations,
but also several reprimands. No civilian complaints against him, but it seems
he didn’t always follow orders, or do his job as expected.”
12.0pt'>
“So, he was a mediocre cop.”
“Yes, so it seems; but what’s probably most significant is that the
majority of the reprimands were logged in the last 2 years.”
“The length of time he’d been watching Lynne Whitney.”
“Exactly. But, I have another
question: how did he become a stalker?
And, why?”
“Perhaps the answer is in his diary. Or, in his red notebook. I haven’t
gotten to that yet.”
“Yes, I’m hoping to find the answer in one of those places.” He looked
into her eyes, “Sara, I love my work - especially when I get to do it with
you.”
She was flabbergasted - he actually said that, right out of the blue? “Griss,
that just might be the nicest thing you’ve ever said to me,” she replied
breathlessly. To herself she added, “At least, it’s right up there with, ‘Since
I met you’.”
12.0pt'>Feeling almost giddy with joy, she beamed at him, “Yes, I believe we
do.”
~~~~~
He arrived at her apartment precisely on time. They had agreed to leave
the lab at different times, and drive their separate vehicles. It was not meant
as a deception so much as protection for t pri privacy. Both knew they were on
the cusp of a new stage in their relationship, and both instinctively wanted to
protect whatever it was that was emerging between them.
She answered the door almost before he knocked. The sight of her took
his breath away - she had brushed out her hair and changed into a simple
sundress that, while modestly covering her, was stunningly sexy. He was, of
course, still in the clothes he had been wearing at work. “Sara, do you have
any idea how utterly beautiful you are?” he blurted out.
She gave him her biggest smile, “Yeah, I’m starting to get that idea.
You see, there’s this gorgeous guy with incredible blue eyes who certainly
seems to think so.” Boldly, she took his hand and led him to her couch, where
they both sat down. “So, what do you want to do first?” She let a pregnant
pause develop before adding, “Eat or talk.” Inside her head was a voice telling
her to cool it, lest he think she was trying to seduce him - she silently told
the voice to shut up, he was free to think whatever he wanted.
He seemed confused by the choices; apparently his thoughts had been
taking a different path, “We should eat first. No, wait, maybe we should talk
first. Hey, why can’t we do both together?”
“Maybe we can,” she giggled; he was so cute when he was flustered,
“But, I get to choose the menu. Waffles with strawberries and whipped cream. I
have three kinds of frjuicjuice; apple, orange and cranberry - no vodka, though
- and I can make either tea or coffee, if you want.”
“Sounds great. But no caffeine for me. I do need to sleep later. And,
I’ll have you know that only Catherine has vodka with breakfast. I’ll have
cranberry juice, please.” She smiled and got up. “Do you need any help?” he
offered.
“I wasn’t going to ask, but since you volunteered, you can slice the
strawberries. My parents grow them - organically, of course - and my mother
sent me a huge quantity yesterday. They really are a treat.” While speaking,
she had poured a tall glass of cranberry juice for him, and an apple juice for
herself. Then, she got him set up to do the berries while she started to make
the waffles.
When the food was ready, Sara topped up their juice glasses; and they
took their places at her small table. “Sara, this is absolutely delicious.
These are the best waffles I’ve ever had,” Grissom stated.
“Thanks, it’s my mother’s recipe; these waffles are one of her
specialties. The guests at the B&B really love them.” She was very pleased
that he was enjoying her cooking.
He laid down his knife and fork, and reached for her hand. “Sara, I
know I haven’t always treated you kindly. In fact, there have been times when
I’ve treated you very badly. It’s difficult to explain why, except to say it
was my extremely misguided attempt to change how I feel about you. I’ve been
such a fool, thinking that I could keep you close with one hand, and push you
away with the other. I hope you can forgive me. The truth, Sara, is that I love
you deeply. I have for a very long time. Please accept my sincere apology for
my past behavior. I promise you, Sara, I’ll never treat you badly again.”
Tears were forming in her eyes. “Oh, Gil. I don’t know what to say. I
never expected - I mean, I hoped, I did hope - but for you to say it like that
...” She trailed off, too close to tears to continue. After a second or two,
she tried again, “All I can say is - Gil, I love you, too. I always have and
always will.” Unable to stop them, the tears broke free and ran down her face.
“So, you forgive me?” He asked gently, needing to know.
“Yes, of course I do.” She smiled through her tears; his heart almost
burst with love to see it.
“Don’t cry, my darling.” He wiped her face with his own handkerchief.
Then, he leaned in and softly kissed her lips. The opportune moment had finally
arrived.
~~~~~
Grissom spent the better part of the next shift sitting at Sara’s
computer reading Johnstone’s diary; and viewing the CDRW’s. He was seeking the
answer to his questions - how and why did this man become a stalker?, and -
most importantly - who shot him? It took him longer, perhaps, than was strictly
necessary, because every now and then his thoughts drifted. He kept remembering
the hours of beautiful love-making that had followed his proclamation to Sara.
He had sent Sara out with Nick to process a smash’n’grab. He wan wanted
to keep her close, but the criminals of Las Vegas had thwarted those plans. He
wondered if Nick would guess Sara’s new secret, but with a case to hold his
attention, he likely wouldn’t notice Sara’s glow. Besides, he reluctantly
admitted to himself, having Sara close right now would probably prove to be far
too distracting.
So, he called upon his vast reserves of self-discipline, and resumed
his examination of the Johnstone evidence. The diary contained many entries; at
least one a day for more than two years. It was going to take hours to read it
all. After a while, the pattern began to emerge. Johnstone had recorded that it
was while he had been driving from a small town in British Columbia to Estevan,
Saskatchewan - having just been transferred yet again - that he had spotted
Lynne walking along a street in Calgary. Even though he had not seen her in
many years, he immediately recognized her.
Pausing his reading, Grissom remembered the virtual map Sara had consulted,
and he quickly surfed to it. He used the search wizard, entering the name of
the town in B.C. (Golden, what history was in that name?) and Estevan. Soon, he
saw that the best route - in fact, pretty much the only viable route - between
the two was the Trans-Canada Highway, a.k.a. Highway No. 1. It did indeed pass
right through Calgary. Next, Grissom called up a detailed map of Calgary, and
discovered that within Calgary, Highway No. 1 was actually 16th Avenue North.
It ran across the city in an east/west direction. Checking Lynne’s home
address, Grissom wasn’t surprised to find that she lived quite close to the
highway. If this was the route Johnstone had taken, he could have easily seen
Lynne Whitney. Very easily.
Satisfied on those points, he read more of the diary. Johnstone tended
to ramble; the entries were not consistent or coherent. However, Grissom’s
perseverance eventually paid off. Although disjointed and disorganized, the
diary as a whole clearly delineated both Johnstone’s growing obsession with
Lynne, and his crumbling mental health.
The man had slowly lost his sanity. His diary was a testament to his
conviction that Lynne Whitney had never really left him. In his heart,
Johnstone knew that she had remained steadfastly faithto hto him, despite the
years and the physical distance between them. That young girl who followed her
around couldn’t possibly be her daughter - Lynne would never give herself to
another man knowing that Ian was still out there, eagerly awaiting their
glorious reunion. No, that girl must be a neighbour, or maybe a niece. But not
a daughter, never a daughter. The more Grissom read, the more clear it became -
Johnstone was totally delusional, and the object of his delusions was none
other than Lynne Whitney.
~~~~~
“Grissom, Sara wanted these prints ASAP, from the Johnstone camera.
Should I leave them with you?” Archie wanted to know.
12.0pt'>He rapidly turned back to the diary, scrolling down to the last entry.
Grissom took a closer look at the photos, trying to see what Johnstone
had seen. Lynne’s posture, facial expressions, and body language, however, were
very professional and simply not consistent with an attempted seduction. In
fact, she had only touched Aaron twice; once when shaking hands, and once when
briefly placing her hand on his arm.
He read more of the diary entry. Johnstone railed against Lynne for her
unfaithfulness. He cursed her harlotry, and vowed to show her the error of her
ways. He would make her repent. He knew the perfect way to break her heart,
just as she had broken his.
~~~~~
After taking a quick, but necessary, break, Grissom decided to begin This diary was much more readable than the computer entries; it was It quickly became clear that this diary was also all about Lynne In later entries, Johnstone added complaints about his failed career, Grissom finished reading, and returned the notebook to its evidence ~~~~~ Sara returned from the smash’n’grab shortly after Grissom had finished “Hey, Griss, it was a solve-in-one-nighter. The criminal genius dropped He looked at her, urgently wanting to kiss her. Later, he told himself. Distracting himself from his own thoughts, he reluctantly filled her in “Suicide? You’re sure?” She wasn’t questioning his conclusion as much ~~~~~ Ian Johnstone has just returned to his motel room
reading Johnstone’s red notebook. Wearing fresh latex gloves, he retrieved it
from the box of evidence, made the needed notation on the chain-of-custody
form, broke the seal on the bag that contained it, and laid it on the sterile
layout room table. He examined the cover, and found nothing of interest.
Opening the notebook, he explored the contents. It was another diary, but it
predated the computer diary. In fact, the earliest date in the notebook was
September 4, 1985. The entire diary covered the years up until 1998. The
entries were sparse and sporadic; there were long periods of time when no
entries had been made.
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even eloquent at times. The content, however, was what Grissom really needed to
know. So, he started to read.
Whitney. Johnstone told about how hard it was for him to get over her. He had
loved her, even if he had denied it to her. The months passed, then the years,
but still he couldn’t move on. He still loved her. He spoke of dating other
women, only to realize that he couldn’t love them. He would never love another
woman as long as he loved Lynne. And, he would always love Lynne.
his many transfers, to his thoughts about Lynne. He speculated endlessly about
where she might be, what she might look like now, whether she was still
married. He fantasized about someday finding her, someday finally being able to
give his love to her in all its fullness.
bag, which he then resealed. One thought had surfaced in his mind during the
reading - Johnstone had not loved the real Lynne Whitney. Instead, he had loved
a fantasy; his cleverly constructed, idealized version of Lynne Whitney, based
on nothing more than a wish and a memory.
reading the notebook. He knew she would want to know what he had found, but he
wished he didn’t have to tell her. As he sat still, pondering all he had read,
Sara appe in in the doorway.
his wallet, complete with driver’s license, on his way out of the store. Of
course, Nicky and I will still process the other evidence we collected, just to
make sure that his lawyer can’t get him off on a technicality. So, how was your
evening?”
They had plans for another breakfast date, this time at his condo. They might
even get around to actually eating, eventually, but not before satisfying other
equally primal needs.
on the Johnstone case. “Sara, I know who shot Ian Johnstone. He did.”
as she was inviting him to explain it to her. He painted her a picture with
words.
after witnessing Lynne Whitney and Aaron Pratt eating lunch together. He fully
believes that Lynne is his lover - in every possible way - and that her lunch
with Aaron is undeniable proof of a torrid affair between the two of them. His
anger consumes him; this betrayal is unbearable. The pain washes over him in
unstoppable waves. But, he has work to do. He has a plan, and must follow
through with it, completing each step in the proper sequence. Only then will he
be able to take the final step, the step that will reveal to Lynne the depth of
his heartfelt devotion to her.
He begins. He carefully packs away his camera and
lenses, first making certain that his special collection of CDRW’s is safe
within the secret compartment. He lovingly caresses her panties one last time;
as he does so, he remembers making his tributes to her. He knows the evidence
of his love is still there on the silky fabric; and he briefly contemplates making
a final offering - but, no. That’s not part of the plan. Quickly, he closes and
locks the camera case, returning it to its proper place in the closet.
He enters the bathroom. He uses the enema kit he
bought on his way back here. He wants this event to be as clean as possible, no
point in leaving behind a disgusting, stinking mess for Lynne to find.
Likewise, he empties his bladder. He shaves, and cleans his teeth. Next comes
the shower; after which he clothes himself entirely in clean apparel.
At last he is prepared. Only one more thing to do. He
finds his gun in his suitcase. And the bullets. He slowly fills the magazine,
pushing each bullet down firmly with the ball of his thumb. The full magazine
slides easily into the correct position in the gun, a strong click confirms it.
He pauses to consider exactly where in the room he wants to do this. Gun in his
right hand, he circles the room, taking a long last look at his portrait
collection. Lynne, you beautiful temptress, you heavenly seductress. You evil,
whoring, betraying bitch. You will learn, and you will weep for me. Just as I
have done for you.
He chooses his spot, standing in the centre of the
room, near the bed; the bed Lynne could have, should have, shared with him, if
only … If only.
He raises the gun, and places the muzzle against his
sternum, right over his heart. He hesitates only slightly, then he pulls the
trigger. He falls dead, the recoil swinging his hand away from his chest. The
gun, released from his grip, comes to rest a little distance from his hand. He
has completed the final step of his plan. Now Lynne will feel his pain.
~~~~~
Grissom finished his description of Ian Johnstone’s suicide. He was
looking into Sara’s eyes; at some point during his narrative, her hand had
found its way into his. It was indiscreet, given that anyone could see them
through the glass walls, but he decided that he would not be the one to break
the contact.
Sara was very still and quiet, pondering Grissom’s words. “I guess I’m
not really surprised. None of the evidence indicated murder. But, it’s so ugly;
he killed himself because she couldn’t live up to his fantasies of her. His
delusions. Of course, she doesn’t even know. I don’t think she knows about any
of this; that he was stalking her.” She glanced down, and saw that they were
still holding hands; it brought a fleeting smile to her lips. She gently pulled
her hand away - no point pushing her luck - and returned her gaze to his
handsome face. “How much should we tell Lynne? How much does she need to know?”
He sighed; he didn’t know the answer. Eventually, he said, “I think we
should tell her as little as possible. I’ll arrange for Jim to bring her here,
and we can answer whatever questions she may ask. We’ll tell her the truth,
just maybe not all of it. Let’s try to keep the more disturbing facts to
ourselves.”
“Yeah, I agree. Only, I want to tell her. You and Brass can be there,
but I think she should hear it from a woman.”
“My thoughts exactly.” He smiled at her, thinking that a compassionate
and empathetic woman like Sara would handle the situation far better than he
ever would. He glanced around, to see if anyone was lurking nearby. Seeing no
one, he leaned close to Sara, and whispered in her ear, “You have no idea how
much I want to kiss you right now.”
Blushing slightly, she whispered back, “It can’t be more than I want to
kiss you.” Then, before could react, she stood up and walked away. “So, call
Brass. I’ll be in the DNA lab. I haven’t flirted with Greg yet today.” She
grinned at him, and left him there. He laughed; he knew she was only teasing
him. Wasn’t she?
He called Brass.
~~~~~
So, there I was, sitting in Jim’s office again. Grissom and Sara were
there, too. Sara spoke of Ian, telling me that his death was a suicide. I
wanted to know how they knew that; she patiently explained that it’s what the
evidence indicated. The evidence proved that Ian was alone in the room at the
time of his death, his prints were on the gun he used, only his blood, his
hair, and his DNA were present.
“But, why? Can the evidence explain why he did it? His motive?” A few
tears spilled from my eyes, and rolled unheeded down my cheeks. From the corner
of my eye, I saw Jim gently push a box of tissues towards me. I took one.
Sara shot a glance at Grissom, then one at Jim, before responding,
“Lynne, we think we know why he did it. He was unstable mentally, and he
believed that he and a certain woman were deeply in love with each other - when
in fact, he was stalking her. He apparently was delusional. He saw her in a
restaurant with another man, and it drove him over the edge.”
Her voice, and her eyes, gave her away; I could tell that she was
trying to protect me from something unpleasant. I believe I saw something
similar in Grissom’s face. In Jim’s face, in his eyes, I thought I could see
both concern and deep compassion. I’m much more intuitive than people sometimes
realize.
“You mean me, don’t you? I had lunch with a librarian named Aaron Pratt
the day I got here, but it was strictly professional. He and I met at a library
conference a while back, and we keep in touch. Aaron is autistic; he likes me
because I understand how to communicate with him, because I respect him. I have
a niece with autism. The next day, I spent the whole afternoon with Aaron at
his library.” Suddenly, the reality of the situation struck me, “Ian was there
at the restaurant, wasn’t he? He followed me, and saw me with Aaron. But, how
do you know about that? What evidence do you have?”
I was looking at Sara, but it was Jim who answered, “Lynne, this is
disturbing, but Ian took pictures of you. Lots of pictures. Pictures of you and
Aaron. That’s our evidence.” He spoke quietly, kindly, leaning towards me.
“But, it’s over now. He’s not gonna stalk you any more. You have privacy
again.” He looked into my eyes as he spoke, and I recognized his concern, his
sincerity. It would be all too easy to believe that he cared about me. But
then, maybe he cared about all victims; maybe he was that fortunate career cop
who hadn’t lost the goodness of his humanity to the horrors of his job. In any
case, I was grateful that he was treating me with such dignity.
“Is there anything else you want to ask us?” Sara quietly inquired.
“Oh, probably. But, I’m not really good at thinking up questions in a
stressful situation. Tell you what, Sara, if I find I have more questions, I’ll
call you. How does 3 AM sound?” She looked confused, like she was trying to
figure out if I was serious or not. I rescued her, “Hey, I’m only kidding,
Sara. I don’t call people in the middle of the night. I email them instead.” I
wasn’t crying any more, I’d do that later, in private. Right now, I was smiling
as I teased Sara.
Sara grinned back at me. I didn’t dare glance at Jim; he was suddenly
coughing into his handkerchief - or was he stifling a laugh?
“Well, if that’s everything, I’ll be going now. Gil, thank you. I’m
pleased to have met you.” I shook his hand. He seemed rather surprised that I
had called him by his first name; I had the impression that not very many
people did that. I turned back to Sara, and shook her hand, too. “You, too,
Sara. Thanks, and it’s nice to know you.” They both said good-bye to me. That
left Jim.
As I opened my mouth to speak to him, he smiled and jumped in with,
“I’ll walk you to your car.”
I said thrst rst thing that entered my head, “I’d like that, Jim.”
As we stepped in to the hallway, uld uld sense Grissom and Sara looking
at each other, both confused by my behaviour. I wasn’t a typical victim, but
then, I wasn’t a typical anything. Sometimes people don’t know how to take me,
but I’m used to that.
Once we were by ourselves in the parking lot, Jim spoke, “I gotta tell
you, Lynne, that was priceless. The way you got a rise out of Sara back there;
that was funny.” His eyes twinkled with suppressed laughter. Seeing them in the
sunlight like this, I realized how blue they were. How very beautiful.
“Glad you thought so. And, I’m glad she’s not mad. We needed something
to break the tension in there, and she gave me the perfect opening.”
“Well, it certainly worked. Although, I’m not sure Grissom got it.”
“No, he didn’t. He is a man of mystery, isn’t he?”
“Oh, yeah, you said it. He can’t figure you out either, and it’s
probably gonna bother him for a long time.”
We approached my car. Jim took the keys from my hand, brushing his
fingers against mine in the process. “Here, let me get that for you, Lynne.” He
opened the door, but I paused before getting in. I held out my hand for him to
shake; he did, but we didn’t release the grip right away.
“Jim, thank you. You’ve been very helpful these last few days. I’m glad
I met you, even though it was under less-than-ideal circumstances.” I smiled at
him.
“Well, Lynne, I was just doing my job. But, it’s still nice to be
appreciated.” He smiled back. “It’s just too bad your vacation got trashed like
it did. I know you had plans for your time here, but a lot of them didn’t work
out.”
I released his hand, and got into my car. “Yeah, it’s too bad. I guess
I’ll just have to come back and try again another time. Bye, Jim. Take care of
yourself.”
“Bye yourself. And, I always do. You take care, too.” He said it like
he really meant it.
I drove away thinking I wouldn’t see him again.
~~~~~
The phone was ringing as I emerged from a relaxing bubble bath. (It’s
what I do when I’m stressed out.) I quickly answered it.
“Hey, Lynne, it’s Jim. How are you?” I was very glad to hear from him
again.
“Hello, Jim. To tell you the truth, I’ve been a lot better. I want to
go home; I miss my daughter, and I’m needed back at work. Not to mention this
suicide thing is a real downer.” Actually, I was very upset about the suicide;
but I deal with things in my own way.
“Yeah, I can relate, that’s a hell of a lot to deal with,” he sighed,
“Well, then, you’ll be happy to know that you’re free to leave Vegas whenever
you want. I forgot to mention that when we spoke to you earlier.”
“Thanks, Jim, that is good news. I’ll have to re-book my flight,
though.” I was happy, and yet not.
“You do that.” He paused, there seemed to be something else he wanted
to say. “Say, Lynne, I was wondering - since your vacation got so royally
screwed up, would you like someone who knows the city to show you the sights -
maybe take you to a few of the nicer spots, and buy you a really good dinner?”
He seemed almost shy.
“Oh, I think I could be persuaded. Do you happen to know anybody who
would want to do all that for me?” Okay, I was flirting with him. I liked the
man.
“Yeah, I think I know a guy. He’s got the night off, how soon can you
be ready?” He still hadn’t directly told me that he wanted to go out with me.
“How soon can this “mystery date” get here? Oh, and how dressed-up do I
need to be?” I already knew exactly what I wanted to wear.
“How ‘bout an hour. And, this is Vegas, Baby - you can get as dressed-up
as you want,” he lightly replied.
“Okay, Jim. I’ll see you in an hour.” I hoped he could hear my smile.
“Yeah, Lynne. See you soon.” He knew I’d seen right through his
charade; he wanted me to.
I quickly arranged my flight for the following afternoon, dashed off a
call to my daughter, and hurriedly prepared for my date.
~~~~~
“It’s dead, Jim.” We were seated at an excellent table in the
Bellagio’s ‘Prime Steakhouse’ and I had noticed that Jim, who had ordered his
steak well done, was casting dubious glances at my medium-rare beef. “I’m
enjoying my steak, even if it is still pink in the middle.”
He smiled, and graciously stated, “To each her own. But, I could never
eat meat that’s still bleeding.”
Jim had taken me on a tour of Vegas before bringing me to this
outstanding restaurant. I had to admit, this city had so much more to offer
than just gambling. He offered to take me to my choice of shows, but I politely
declined, explaining that what I really wanted was a chance to just talk to
him, to get better acquainted with him.
I sipped my wine. “How long have you been living in Vegas?”
“It’s coming up to 20 years. I’m originally from New Jersey. My ex-wife
is still there, and my daughter recently went back after a few years out here.”
I caught a vibe of profound sadness as he mentioned his daughter; but this
wasn’t the time to ask him about it.
“Yeah, I thought I heard an eastern seaboard accent, just a hint. As
for me, I’m a rather rare species. Like Vegas, Calgary is a boom-town. People
like me who were born and raised there are kinda hard to find. Oh, I have a
couple of friends who also grew up there, but if you ask most Calgarians where
they’re from, you hear a lot of “Saskatchewan” or “British Columbia” or
“Newfoundland.” Then there are the true immigrants, lots from Asia, Africa, and
South America as well as Europe. It makes Calgary a very interesting place to
live.”
“I’ll bet. But, you lived in Ontario for a while. Why’d you go back
west?”
“I also lived in the Arctic. But, when it was time to stop wandering,
Calgary was where we wanted to be. It’s where our roots were.”
Okay, this conversation needed an injection of levity. “Hey, Jim, I
want to ask you something. In the average week, how many donuts does a cop
really eat?”
He shot me a look of astonished amusement. “Oh, you wanna go there, do
you? How about - how many times does a library technician shush people? Or,
where’s your frumpy dress and severe hair bun?”
We continued like this, teasing each other about the stereotypes of our
professions. One thing we had in common, one thing we truly enjoyed about each
other was that we both had the same kind of sense of humour. We were a pair of
weisenhiemers, wise acres, smart asses - choose a term; but we made each other
laugh, and that was very good.
~~~~~
Jim and I stood on the observation deck of the Stratosphere, enjoying
the marvelous view of Las Vegas. We stood close together, our hands almost, but
not quite, touching. The evening had been enchanting, the food magnificent, and
the company delightful. I was very pleased and grateful that something good had
finally developed from this sad, disappointing vacation. At the very least, I
had made a new friend.
“Jim, I’ve had a wonderful time tonight; and I don’t mean that to be as
clichéd as it sounded. I’ve truly enjoyed spending time with you like this.”
“That’s good, Lynne. I’ve had a good time, too.” He lapsed into
silence.
“What’s wrong, Jim?” He seemed sad suddenly.
He turned to look at me, but it took him a few moments to answer, “You
want to know what’s wrong? Okay, I’ll tell you. Tomorrow, you are going to
board a plane and fly away from here. Away from me. That’s what’s wrong.” He
spoke very matter-of-factly, but I could feel the emotion under his words. “You
gotta know, Lynne, it’s been a very long time since I even considered dating
anyone. But, you - you’re different. I could fall for you, and I mean fall
hard. And, you need to go home. I mean, I understand it, but I don’t gotta like
it.”
Here we were, two people over 40, both alone for far too long, bravely
facing an emotional moment of truth. I don't mean that we were desperate in any
way. I mean that we were genuinely attracted to each other and knew better than
to play games with each other. We both recognized that we were being offered a
rare opportunity. Still, Jim’s blunt honesty was something of a surprise; I
owed him the same in return.
I spoke plainly, hoping it wouldn’t scare him, “Jim, you’re right. I
don’t live here, and I do need to go home. I have responsibilities. But,
truthfully, you’ve been the only bright spot in this whole sorry, messed-up
vacation. When I get on that plane tomorrow, I’ll be leaving Vegas. But, Jim,
I’m not leaving you, not if you don’t want me to. I know long distance
relationships are tricky, but I’m willing to give it a try, if you are. You
know, not to sound like a tou bro brochure, but there are daily non-stop
flights between Vegas and Calgary. If we plan ahead, we can get in on seat
sales, so it doesn’t have to be horrendously expensive. And, with email and
instant messaging, not to mention the good old-fashioned telephone, we won’t be
that far apart. Because I could also fall for you. It’s been a long time for
me, too.”
12.0pt'>Then, pulling back just enough to look at me, but still holding me, he
“Indeed, I do. And, I know the perfect place for it.” I smiled at him.
“Yeah, and where’s that?” He sounded doubtful.
“My hotel room.” I answered him boldly. He responded with a big grin;
he didn’t refuse.
~~~~~
Jim drove me to the airport in time for my flight. We had not actually
been apart from each other since he had picked me up the previous evening. What
happened that night is something I’ll never forget, Jim was so ... well, yummy;
but that’s all I plan to share on that topic.
We walked arm-in-arm as far as the security checkpoint. Without a
ticket, he wasn’t permitted to escort me to the departure lounge. We had to make do, and although we were in
public, where he could be recognized, we tenderly kissed each other good-bye.
Parting from him was hard, but we already had plans to see each other again. He
was going to arrange to use some of his many vacation days; he was coming to
visit me. My very own Jersey-bred, Vegas cop boyfriend, was going to come to
Calgary, in a few weeks. Yeah, picture that.
~~~~~
Yes, I know that Jim and I were probably rushing things, but we saw no
reason to slow down. It would either work, or it wouldn’t, no matter how slowly
we took it. And, it was working, very well. True, I had two or three days when
the reality of Ian’s suicide - and the reason for it - made me very blue; but,
I got oit. it. One morning, having a cup of coffee with my work friends while
flipping through the newspaper; I read an obituary for someone I had dated in
high school. He had died of cancer. Thinking about it, I realized that my grief
for my high school sweetheart felt pretty much the same as my grief for Ian. In
the final analysis, both were people from my past - they were part of who I
was, and I did feel sad about their deaths - but they had no power to influence
my present or my future. I said a silent farewell to both of them, and put away
my grief. I turned to happier thoughts. Jim Brass was my present and my future;
he deserved my undivided loyalty, along with everything else I could give him.
~~~~~
I arrived at the airport just as Jim’s flight was landing. I waited
near the “International Arrivals” gate; as close as I could get. I would have a
bit of a wait, as Jim would have olleollect his luggage and then clear Canada
Customs before being released into the main arrivals area. Slowly at first, the
people from his flight starting coming through the glass doors. At last, I saw
him, pushing a luggage cart, and my face lit up with joy. I saw him scan the
crowd, looking for me. His face showed a little worry, like he was afraid I
wouldn’t be there. Then, our eyes met, his face lit up, and he hurried to close
the distance between us.
He came right up to me, and without uttering a single word, he caught
me in a strong hug and kissed me. Afterwards, I quoted the old line to him,
“Are you glad to see me, or is that a pickle in your pocket?”
Without missing a beat, he replied with, “It’s a pickle in my pocket. I
always take my own pickles when I travel, didn’t you know that? Just in case I
can’t find any good ones locally.” He couldn’t keep a straight face when he
said it; he was just so happy.
“Okay, smart ass.” I laughed. We stood there, holding each other, just
enjoying the sight, the proximity, of each other.
“What? You misquote Mae West, giving me such an irresistible opening,
and *I’m* the smart ass?” he teased me. Then, “Hey, Lynne, I’m very glad to see
you. I missed you, Babe. I missed you a lot.” He caressed my face as he said
it.
“Oh, Jim. Honey, I missed you, too. C’mon, I’ll take
you home. I want to know more about that pickle in your pocket, the very
thought intrigues me. And, Jim ...” I let my voice trail away.
“Yes?” he asked expectantly.
“Welcome to Canada.”
~~~~~
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