Choices | By : AlwaysChilly Category: G through L > Lost Views: 1019 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A/N: Hello! This is my very first attempt of writing a story! If anyone chooses to read this I would LOVE it if you’d leave a review. Feel free to leave ANY constructive criticism as well. I can use all the help I can get. I don’t have a BETA, clearly, so all the mistakes you see (which I’m sure they’re plenty) belong to me!
This is a slight AU since this didn’t (sadly) actually occur in the LOST storyline. I’ve done my best to keep them in character but… ya know… Summary: Jacob decides to ask Richard a question, though it’s clear he has other things on his mind. Disclaimer: I DO NOT own LOST or any of these characters. They belong to their respected owners. I am in no way making money off of this and… I forget what else I’m supposed to say but the point is… NOT MINE! Richard Alpert, as he later would be called, closed his eyes as he focused on the sound of the waves crashing in front of him. He currently stood a few miles from the shore on the beach that had now become his home. As much as he sometimes resented being here, he could never deny the beauty that the beach had to it. The night had fallen and there was no natural light to brighten the view minus light from the nearby fire pit he had created. A few feet away stood the giant foot that had become a makeshift home for him and his companion. Apparently his ship had crashed into it when he first arrived, destroying the body of the statue. He didn’t remember any of those events so while it was possible … he wasn’t sure he could really believe it. He was lost in his thoughts and flinched as a hand was gentled place on his shoulder. He opened his eyes as he turned to find that Jacob had, yet again, managed to sneak up on him. Jacob had always remained a mystery to him. He had no idea how Jacob had even ended up on the island or if this island was even a part of reality. Jacob had shown some mystic powers and there were certainly aspects to this island that seemed unnatural, if not divine. Richard had never been able to understand Jacob but he enjoyed the company the man always seemed to offer. Richard had been on the island for five years and he still was never able to predict Jacob’s movement or actions. After a brief moment of hesitation, he slowly turned his body fully to face his divine companion and greeted him with a warm smile. “Jacob.” His immensely dark brown eyes shot directly to contrast Jacob’s blue ones, which in the firelight looked like two tiny blue orbs shining in the darkness. He knew Jacob had approached him for a reason, he just wasn’t sure of it yet. So far there had been no people brought to this island, it was just the two of them. Naturally they talked talked frequently, or Richard talked while Jacob gave him a curious look and paid attention towards him, occasionally given up some information about himself. Richard had discovered that Jacob was only willing to give up information when he thought the ‘time was right’ or that Richard deserved to know. Strangely, he didn’t seem to mind this relationship. The attention that the God-like creature paid him was certainly enough for him to survive life on this island. He turned his attention towards the hand that still rested on his shoulder. If it was one thing Richard had learned, it was that Jacob was very fond of touching. Perhaps it was because he had survived so long on this island without the company of another? Not that Richard minded, of course. After five years on this island with no other human contact, he gently welcomed the touch and relaxed into it. It was only when Jacob started to rub this thumb in tiny circles that Richards body threatened to react. Again, it was another common trait of Jacob but after all this time with no other contact, the tiny circles caused shivers to crawl up his back. He took a deep breath, attempting to cool his body down as he tried to focus on the words Jacob was saying. “Ricardus … I was hoping I’d find you here.” Richard wasn’t sure why Jacob constantly called him by that name, especially since it was not his own. It was something he had done the first time they met and it seemed to stick with him. Besides the unusual name, the statement was odd, especially since it was now past dusk and it was this time of the day they would both retire from their daily routines and meet back up at the wrecked statue. This had almost become a certain ritual for them. Wake up, bathe, eat breakfast and then they’d separate. Richard normally wonders through the jungle, exploring the beauty of it and occasionally picks out some fruit or hunts a boar, perhaps even fish while Jacob did… whatever it was he did. Once the night had set they’d both make there way back towards the statue and share a meal before heading inside where they would sleep. Richard had been expecting Jacob to show up in these past few moments but he was surprised in the discrete manner he chose to appear in. “Well… I’m here.” His words still held the trace of his Spanish origins, but it was beginning to sound much clearer as the years past. Since Jacob did not understand his Spanish words, English had become the language they always communicated in. Although he refused to give up thinking or talking in Spanish when he was by himself, he was glad that he had the fundamentals on English learned when he arrived on the island. The past five years would have been much more difficult if he had not. He sent his companion a confused smile. “Is there something wrong? We normally met here and now. You seem bothered by something.” He didn’t know how far he’d be allowed to question Jacob’s actions without shutting the man off for it. Sometimes if he asked too many questions Jacob would grow silent and not speak for the entire night. He would just continuously stare at him with a strange look in his blues eyes. He watched Jacob’s handsome face turn into a coy smile. “How long have you been on this island for?” A rather odd question since Jacob knew the answer. Richard was puzzled with the question. “About five years? I don’t know. Why?” He continued to stare at his companion’s eyes and gave him a confused expression. Jacob never asked him questions in this manner; normally he was less confrontational about it and sounded more innocent and curious. He also never asked questions that he surely knew the answer to. Jacob had never acted like this and it was causing Richard to examine his actions over the past years. Maybe Jacob was upset with him for some reason? He couldn’t tell the truth in the giant blue orbs shooting back at him. Jacob moved his hand down the side of Richards arm and reached out to grab both of his hands and cupped them into his own. “That’s right.” Richard suppressed the shiver that wanted to claim him as Jacob’s hand moved down his arm to cup his hand. Although the touch was light and innocent, just the feeling of the hands along his arm was enough to get his body to react. Jacob was always fond on any contact but in the intimacy of their current surroundings was driving Richard mad. He forced himself to break the eye contact, afraid of giving too much of himself away in the blue orbs and turned his head downward and focused his attention on their hands cupped together. He still didn’t understand what Jacob was trying to prove by this strange question. “I’m sorry, I don’t understand. You know how long I’ve been here.” He didn’t understand why Jacob would ask a question he already knew the answer to. Jacob ignored his question, like he often did and proceeded to stare down at Richard, giving him a glare with an unfamiliar, mysterious glint in his eyes. Richard slowly lifted his head, expecting a response from the detached man but when he saw the unfamiliar look in the older mans eyes he hesitantly withdrew his hands from the hold and took a few paces away from the ancient one. His frustration with Jacob’s mysterious nature was beginning to hit a maximum. His emotions were on edge; the reality of living on a deserted island with somebody as emotionally closed off as Jacob had begun to take his toll and the mixed signals he continuously gave off were even more confusing. “Right, just ignore my question. You seem to have a certain talent for that.” He knew his words would be hurtful, assuming Jacob actually cared enough about him to be affected by them. At this point he didn’t really care and let out a frustrated sigh and sat down crossed legged next to the nearby fire. He sat there for a few moments, staring into the beautiful flames of the fire whilst the utter silence distanced the two men. Richard could feel the unmoving presence of Jacob still standing in the exact spot he had left him moments ago. He tried to let go of his anger because it was over such a silly matter. Jacob shouldn’t have to explain himself to him. Richard is supposed to follow Jacobs lead and not question him. It had been easy enough to do in the past few years and he had every intention of continuing his servitude for as long as Jacob required him but that didn’t mean he would do so without having brief moments of frustration. As God-like as he was, Jacob was not an easy man to live with. His heart nearly skipped a beat as two hands found there way across chest and pushed him back until it was met by another hard chest. He felt a stubbly chin rest on his shoulder before the whispered words met his ear. “I’m sorry.” His shuddered and felt the goose bumps cover his skin. “You’ve been very good to me over these past few years.” Richard was stunned to say the last. He’d never received an apology from Jacob before or received any sort of praise. He was a little upset that Jacob had managed to sneak up on him twice in one night but he tried to let the thought leave his mind. He could feel his body begin to respond to the intimate position and slowly tried to ease his way out of Jacob’s hold before he reacted in a way that would be completely inappropriate. Jacob let out a small noise of displeasure before he tightened the hold before Richard has the chance to escape, inevitably bringing the two bodies closer. “Jacob.” Richard tried to give out in a tone of displeasure, though he was sure he did not succeed. He could feel the very hands that held him in place start to roam the lines of his chest through the light fabric of his shirt. There was no mistaking the intent of Jacob’s touches which were suddenly no longer innocent. Richard suppressed an unexpected moan as the hands decided to travel lower as they lightly traced the skin beneath his bellybutton. It had been over five years since Richard had any physical contact besides the innocent gestures of Jacob. Surely Jacob must understand what happens to a man in this position. “Jacob… what are you doing?” Richard let the curiosity and confusion in his voice show. Jacob always seemed to have a plan for everything, so there must be a perfectly reasonable explanation for the tight hug and roaming hands. “I would think that my actions were rather obvious.” Jacob’s words basically purred into his ear as he could feel the blood pool directly down to his groin. He could feel every inhale and exhale from the powerful man and the close proximity was becoming an issue. He was also very aware that Jacob’s hands had now found their way under the light fabric of his shirt and onto his naked skin. Jacob’s soft hands continued to explore the flesh underneath them as it roamed up and down the chest, outlining every curve and bone. It took all of the will power Richard had to reach down and pry the talented hands off of him and push Jacob into the sand a few feet away. “What are you think you’re doing?” He demanded as he stood and turned to face the man in question. “I-I don’t understand” The words sounded weak as he stuttered them out. Now once facing Jacob, he could clearly see make out the mysterious look from before. It was lust, and that was all Richard could read in those blue orbs. Clearly Jacob had intended to continue his probing; it didn’t matter if he didn’t understand why. Jacob slowly wiped off the sand from his shirt and listened to Richard’s questions, while continuing to give him the same look from before. Once he was clean he walked over to where Richard stood and rested his hand on the side of Richards face, much like they had done in the past. He let out a deep sigh before and waited a few moments, debating what the best words to use were. “Ricardus, please, just let me touch you.” Jacob sent the man a pleading look in his eyes since his statement had been sincere. Once his sincerity showed he quickly changed his manner and sent the shorter man a seductive smile and didn’t wait for a response before he suddenly grabbed him by the arm and pushed his lips against the others. Richard was too shocked to respond to what was happening. Before coming to this island he had never kissed a man before. He had never even found another man attractive. He had assumed he was only excited by Jacobs touches because he was so desperate for a touch besides his own, it simply didn’t matter if it came from a male or female. He was beginning to doubt himself as he felt Jacob’s soft lips on top his own. He didn’t immediately respond to the lips that were suddenly upon his own, sending soft kisses and licks, trying to gain access inside. 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