Being With Beth | By : chester31 Category: S through Z > The Walking Dead Views: 7686 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Author's Notes: This is an alternative chapter of a story I wrote called The Girl I Love. In chapter twenty of that story, Beth and Carl had sex. I decided to write a somewhat more adult version of that chapter.
Being With Beth
By
Dan Cooper
After dad got done talking and we got done voting, I went on watch with Beth. We stood there together at the gate in silence for what seemed like ages and watched the dead stagger past us, moaning as they walked. Things were so much better when we had the courtyard. Hershel talked about growing things there. We could have too. It would have been so good. Then that a****** f***** up everything. Finally Beth broke the silence, "I'm scared Carl. I'm more frightened now than when the farm got overrun or when my dad got bit."
"I'm scared too Beth," I said. You don't know how scared I am right now. I thought I'd learned how to control my fear. I wasn't afraid when I shot Morgan or got the picture of mom for Judith. Nor was I sacred when I saved the other people or when that guy in the tower shot at us. Was I scared when Andrew let the walkers into the prison and mom died? No, I suppose I wasn't. Pumped from adrenaline maybe, but scared no. Right now, I'm scared for all of us and I'm scared for you, because of what the deer told me. But no matter what happens, were going to win. I honestly do believe that. Was there a time when I was scared of the walkers? Yes, I suppose I was at first. They’re still a threat but now all I feel for them is pity.
"Do you remember when the walkers came into camp? I almost got bit. I would have if you hadn't been there." Beth said.
"Yeah I remember." I replied unsmiling, as I spoke my eyes roved over the area in front of me. If the Governor comes, I'll be ready for him. About thirty yards from us was a walker head, it was one of the ones Michonne had decapitated when her, Daryl, and Glenn had set up the roadblocks against the Governor. As I watched, its jaws opened and closed while its eyes roamed back and forth helplessly. I can shot it from here. No better to leave it, it can't harm us and it could get one of them when they attack.
"You saved my life then," Beth continued. "I'll never forget that. I think that was when I started to have feelings for you. I didn't acknowledge them at first because you're so much younger than I am, but I realize that you're an adult now, no matter how old you are."
"Beth," I began as I turned to her. She reached over and laid her hand on my cheek and sighed deeply.
"No, let me finish Carl, I've thought. A lot. About you and me." Beth paused and then continued. I could tell from the way she was looking at me that she had building up to this moment for a while. "If this had been back in the old world, this never would have happened. I mean you would have been too young. I guess we just found each other in this time. I remember when I first met you. You were dying. I didn't think that you were going to make it. As for the people who you were with, I know that my dad didn't trust them at first. I wasn't sure what to think of the rest of you. You've become my family."
As Beth talked her hand played with my cheek. "Right now I'm scared for all of us. I'm scared for my dad and my sister. But most of all I'm scared for you, because I don't want to lose you. You've saved my life more times than I can count. You saved Carol's life and my dad's and my sister's. I'm in love with you. We could very easily die when the Governor comes and he's going to come soon. I want to be with you, more than anything else in this world. I was surprised when you told me that you loved me I really was." When Beth stopped again, I thought she was going to cry. "I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't want to die a virgin. I want to be with you before the end."
"Oh," I said. This is probably a good time to shut up, "I love you too Beth." Then she leaned over and kissed me. I kissed her back, slowly at first and then harder, tasting the tears that were on her cheeks. When had she started to cry? Her hands touched my chest and I was fully embraced in her arms. It was worth everything in the world right there, kissing her. Everything else seemed to disappear, the constant struggle against the walkers, dad going nuts one-step at a time, and our war with the Governor. All of it was someplace far away.
I opened my eyes slightly and looked out over the courtyard. Someone was coming and it wasn't a walker! I pulled away from Beth and yelled, "Michonne! She's back and she's safe!"
"Good." Beth grinned. Michonne beheaded a walker as I shot another one that was moving toward her as Beth opened the gate. As soon as she was inside Beth asked her, "Where's Daryl? Where's Merle? What happened? Is the Governor dead?"
"Merle let me go. He went to kill the Governor. I saw Daryl in the woods, he went after Merle." Michonne replied before she went into the prison. I couldn't blame her she looked exhausted.
Beth stared after her. "Merle and Daryl could very easily be dead now, couldn't they?"
"Yeah, I suppose they could," I replied. Maybe we got lucky. Maybe they killed the Governor instead. They’re both more than capable of winning against him. Then another thought came to me. If they died doing it, how would we ever know?
Then Beth turned back to me and smiled. Then we were kissing again. "Come with me, my dad is with Judith," she whispered into my mouth as she took me by the hand and started to lead me inside.
"What about being on watch?" I asked.
"Oh, right,” said Beth looking faintly abashed. “Wait one second while I'll get my sister and Glenn to take over." She had to talk to them for a few minutes. When she came back she led me to the showers. Glenn looked at me questioningly as we walked past each other. In the very back of the showers were a mattress and some blankets. "Come here Carl," and I did.
She kissed me first. Our lips were together. I put my tongue in her mouth and explored deeply. At the same time her tongue brushed past mine and reached into mine. She lay down on the mattress and I got on top of her. We started kissing again in earnest. My mouth was on hers and her tongue was in my mouth running over my front teeth. Our waists were together and I could feel heat flowing through me. She started grinding as I closed my eyes shut tight with pleasure. My hands roamed over her body. Touching her back, her hair, and the feel of her pert breasts through her shirt. I broke apart from her and looked into her big brown eyes. "I love you," I whispered.
"I love you too," she replied tears streaming down her face.
"Please don't cry." I whispered, "I won't hurt you. I'd never do anything to hurt you."
"I know. I'm crying because I'm scared to do this, but I want to anyway." She reached down and took off her shirt and threw it aside. Her hands reached for me and lifted up mine, there was a moment when I couldn't see her and then my shirt was lying on the floor next to hers. "Take off my bra and touch me." You don't need to say that twice. I did it slowly savoring the feel of it as I did. My hands roamed over her breasts before I leaned forward and started kissing them. She took my right hand with her left and ran it slowly over her stomach before she ran it down into her pants. I took my hand off of her breast and unzipped her jeans.
"What do you want me to do next?" I whispered. Her hand embraced mine and stuck it inside her pants. I could feel her panties and my eyes shut tight at the pleasure of it. “No, like this, here,” as she spoke, she took my hand out and put it inside her underwear. The feel of her soft downy pubic hair was amazing. Beth purred deep in her throat and at the same time she touched me as well. I responded instantly as heat flowed through me. She stood up and chucked off her shoes and disrobed all the way. I sat there and looked at her, "You're so beautiful Beth."
"Take your pants off Carl," she said as she lay back down. I did so and I got back on top of her. "I want to be with you Carl. I want that more than anything in the world."
"I want to be with you to." We started kissing again. When she finally broke apart Beth reached over and got her pants, "Here, I borrowed two of these from Maggie." As she spoke she removed two foil packets from the front pocket.
"Borrowed?" I grinned.
"You know what I meant silly. Come on let's go." She tore open one of the packs and placed her hand around my penis. Then she unraveled it and put it on me. I inhaled sharply as she touched me. We started to kiss again, before she took me in her hand and led me inside her. I groaned in pleasure, she was so soft and so warm and so inviting. Underneath me Beth yelped and opened her eyes wide in pain and then quickly shut them again.
“Did I hurt you?” Please don’t let her say that I hurt her, please.
“It’s okay Carl, keep on going.”
“I love you Beth,” I said again and again as I pounded in and out of her. It lasted less than a minute before I climaxed inside her. The rubber broke when I did.
I looked down and there was blood on the sheets. Did I hurt her? I didn't know a girl could bleed like that.
“Are you okay?” I whispered as I lay there next to her.
She nodded, "the condom broke didn't it? I can feel you inside me. Mom told me what to do if this happened." She got up and washed herself, while I lay there looking at her. "Come on," she said. "Let's do that again. This time, come outside of me okay? I don’t want to get pregnant by you. At least not quite yet."
It was better the second time and it lasted longer. She was on top at one point and underneath me at another. My hands toyed with her breasts and we were kissing the entire time. When it was finally done we just lay there next to each other and drifted off to sleep. No matter what was going to happen next with the Governor or with dad or with Hershel or anything else. I loved her.
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