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All Over Again	By : OUTOFMYMIND Category: 1 through F > Big Time Rush Views: 3215 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-What Happened to Us?
- 2-The Fight
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Ok just a few things you need to know. In this story males getting pregnant is normal. Also gay marriage is acceptable in this story as well.
All Over Again
Chapter 1: What Happened to Us?
Kendall laughed as he walked down the hallway to 2J with James right behind him. They were laughing and having a great time. They had just gotten back from the movies. They had been happily dating for six months. Kendall had taken James out for an early movie before their big date tonight.
"I can't believe you did that," James said laughing and looking at Kendall. Kendall only shook his head.
"I can," Kendall said, "that guy was being a jerk to you," he said placing his arm around James' waist.
"You got us kicked out of the movie," James said laughing again.
"So it was lame anyways," Kendall said shrugging. James shook his head and nudged Kendall gently in the side. They arrived at 2J and Kendall opened the door for James.
"Ever the gentleman," James said laughing as he walked inside.
"You know it," Kendall said. They saw the apartment was empty. They looked around and saw a note on the counter. Kendall grabbed it and read it out loud. "Kendall, your sister and I are out shopping and will be back around four, love Mom," he said looking up at James. He then looked to the clock and saw it was three thirty. That was enough time for a quickie.
"Where are Carlos and Logan?" James asked. Kendall shrugged.
"I don't know but we have the apartment all to ourselves," Kendall said walking over to James and placing his arms around the pretty boy. "I can think of several things we can do on our own," he said pressing his lips to James' neck. James moaned lightly at that. "They all involve you, me, no clothes, and a bed or maybe a wall," Kendall said huskily.
"And wh-what would that be?" James asked trying to keep his breathing normal.
"I think you know," Kendall said as he pressed his hips to James'. James moaned and rolled his hips against Kendall's showing him he wanted it as well.
"No I don't think I do," James said coyly. Kendall growled at that and pulled James closer to him.
"Jamie I want you," Kendall moaned.
"How badly do you want it Ken?" James asked turning around and grinding his ass into Kendall's crotch. Kendall bit his lip and moaned.
"So bad Jamie," Kendall said his voice thick with lust. He grabbed James' hips hard and pulled him as close as he could. James moaned and felt Kendall's cock pressed into his ass.
"Well what are you waiting for an invitation?" James asked as he ground his hips harder into Kendall's hips. Kendall moaned and opened his mouth to speak but was cut off by the phone ringing. James pulled away from Kendall before Kendall could protest.
"I got it," James said walking over to the phone. He answered it. "Hello," he said. Kendall leaned against the counter pouting. He had been so close to dragging James away to their room. He watched as James talked to whoever was on the phone. "Yeah this is him," James said slowly, "oh yes…uh huh," he said slowly.
"Who is it?" Kendall asked. James held a finger up to Kendall. Kendall rolled his eyes and waited. He just wanted James to hang up so he could take him to their bed room and ravish him and fuck him.
"Really?" James asked clearly shocked, "you're sure…this is great...I will, thank you…ok you too, good bye," he said. He hung up the phone and turned to face Kendall with a slight smile on his face.
"What was that all about?" Kendall asked confused.
"Remember how I've been sick lately?" James asked. Kendall nodded his head slowly not seeing where James was going with this. "Well I went to the doctor and that was him with my results," he said.
"What's wrong?" Kendall asked looking at James. It didn't seem to be bad news. James seemed happy so it must be good.
"Well I'm pregnant," James said. Kendall stood there frozen for a moment as the door opened and everyone walked in. Mrs. Knight walked in followed by Katie, Logan, and Carlos. They were all carrying bags. They stopped when they saw Kendall and James staring at one another.
"Are-are you sure?" Kendall finally asked James. James nodded his head slowly. The others all looked at Kendall and James confused not knowing what was going on.
"What's going on," Logan asked speaking up. He looked at Kendall and James confused. James looked at everyone and then to Kendall.
"I uh…I'm pregnant," James said looking down at the floor. Everyone looked at James shocked. They had not been expecting that. James looked up at Kendall who still seemed in shock. James didn't really care about anyone's reactions right now. He just wanted to know what Kendall thought.
"How?" Kendall asked looking at James, "we were careful and used protection," he said.
"Condoms break Kendall," James said. He didn't know what Kendall was thinking. He couldn't tell what was going through Kendall's mind. James didn't know whether or not Kendall was happy. The apartment was dead silent while everyone let the news sink in. James looked at Kendall and didn't see the reaction he wanted to see. He then ran from the apartment.
Kendall stood there for a moment before running after James. He saw James at the elevator.
"James," he said running up to him.
"No," James said, "you're not happy about this," he said shaking his head. The elevator door slid open. Kendall grabbed James' wrist and stopped him from getting in.
"Give me a ma guys a minute," Kendall said looking at James, "I was in shock, I mean we just had a great morning and I was not expecting this," he said.
"What are your thoughts then?" James asked turning around to look at Kendall. Kendall looked into James' eyes and saw everything he needed.
"I love you," Kendall said looking at James smiling. James' face lit up and he smiled big. "I love more than anything in this world and nothing is gonna change that not even this kid. I will love this kid with all my heart," he said pulling James to him in a hug.
"You mean it?" James asked tears of joy in his eyes.
"James," Kendall said letting go of the brunette. James pulled back to look Kendall in the eyes once more.
"Yes," James said.
"Marry me," Kendall said, "I know this is sudden, but I-" he was cut off by a pair of lips on his.
"Yes," James said smiling, "of course I'll marry you," James said happily. Kendall grinned and pulled James to him in a hug.
18 years later…
Kendall sighed as he got out of bed. He looked around the room that wasn't his. He hated this so much. James had kicked him out a month ago and was asking for a divorce. He didn't know what he had done wrong with James. He had given up everything for James and he thought they had been happy.
After James found out he was pregnant Big Time Rush put out their third album had one last tour and split up. Kendall and James married and moved back to Minnesota. Logan moved back to Minnesota as well as well and became a doctor and Carlos stayed in L.A and became a stunt man. He visited the guys often though. Kendall and James had been so happy until recently. Kendall didn't know what had happened to make his life so shitty.
Kendall sighed as he got out of bed and dressed for work. He made his way down to the kitchen. For the last month Kendall had been staying with Logan. Logan lived on his own. He was a successful doctor and was still a great friend to Kendall. Kendall made himself a bowl of cereal and sat down next to Logan.
"Thanks for letting me stay here Logie," Kendall said.
"Hey it's no problem," Logan said smiling at Kendall. "Stay as long as you want, I don't have a problem with it," he said.
"As soon as I can find an apartment I will be out of your hair," Kendall said.
"Kendall, I don't mind," Logan said. Kendall nodded his head and started eating. They sat in silence for a bit. "You know you're looking at James kicking you out and the kids wanting nothing to do with you as a bad thing," Logan said.
"How else am I supposed to look at it Logan?" Kendall asked, "my family wants nothing to do with me," he said.
"Look, give the kids some time they'll come around," Logan said.
"Doubtful," Kendall said shaking his head.
"They will, you're their father," Logan said.
"I've messed up so bad Logie," Kendall said putting his head down on the counter.
"Hey aren't you getting that promotion today?" Logan asked trying to cheer Kendall up. Kendall sat up and looked at Logan.
"I hope so," Kendall said, "I need it," he added. Kendall worked at a super market. He was an assistant manager and he needed to get the management position.
"You'll get it," Logan said.
"I hope so," Kendall said as he stood up. He brought his bowl to the sink and started for the door.
"Love you," Logan called after him.
"Love you too," Kendall hollered. He knew it meant nothing. They were just really good friends. He said it to Carlos as well.
-All-Over-Again-
Kendall sighed as he sat through another staff meeting. He couldn't wait for the end to come. He wanted to know if he got the management position. He needed the pay raise so bad. Finally the meeting was coming to a close and he was waiting to hear what he wanted to hear.
"Ok and finally we all know Frank is leaving us," his supervisor, Mr. Hanna, said, "there is a management position open and we know just the person to fill it," he said. Kendall was on the edge of his seat. He wanted to get it so bad. He deserved it. "Mary," Mr. Hanna said. Kendall fell back in his seat disappointed. Mary had only been an assistant manager for a few months. Kendall had been one for five years. After everyone left Kendall walked up to his supervisor.
"Uh, sir," he said.
"Yes Kendall," Mr. Hanna said looking at Kendall.
"I am just curious but why did Mary get the position? She's only been here a few months and I've been here for almost ten year and I've been an assistant manager for five," Kendall said.
"This is a different department than yours Kendall," Mr. Hanna said.
"So, I know this place like the back of my hand," Kendall said getting angry.
"Look when an opening in your department opens up you can get the job," Mr. Hanna said.
"This is bull shit," Kendall said.
"Kendall, you're great in your department and you have a great manager, we don't want to move you from there," Mr. Hanna said.
"I am more qualified then any of the dumb shits you've promoted in the last year," Kendall said his anger getting the better of him.
"Kendall calm down your time will come," Mr. Hanna said putting his hands up.
"I've been waiting five years for a promotion," Kendall said.
"You'll get one when one in your department opens up," Mr. Hanna said.
"Don't bother, I quit," Kendall said storming out of the room and to the locker room. He grabbed what belongings he had in there, which included a picture of his family, and left the place. He slowly made his way back to Logan's. He walked in and found Logan in the living room talking to Carlos. Kendall stopped and looked at the two. He had expected Logan but not Carlos.
"Kendall what are you doing back so soon?" Logan asked shocked.
"Didn't get the promotion and I kind of yelled at my boss," Kendall said.
"You got fired?" Logan asked worriedly.
"No I quit before he could," Kendall said shaking his head. "Hey Carlos," he added.
"I heard about you and James," Carlos said standing up. He walked over to Kendall. "How you holding up?" he asked.
"I'm fine," Kendall said shrugging.
"So what happened?" Carlos asked.
"I don't know, we grew apart," Kendall said shrugging.
"I always thought you two would make it," Carlos said.
"So did I," Kendall said walking over to a chair and falling into it. "So what brings you out to Minnesota Carlos?" Kendall asked.
"Just wanted to visit," Carlos said sitting down on the couch next to Logan.
"You should go see James and the kids I am sure they'll appreciate it," Kendall said, "Jake and Adam were asking when you'd come back to visit, and I am sure Kyle would love to see his favorite uncle, I don't know about Leora though," he said.
"Yeah the brat likes you better," Logan said glaring playfully at Carlos.
"What can I say I am the fun uncle," Carlos teased while sticking his tongue out at Logan. Logan rolled his eyes and turned to Kendall.
"Lighten Ken things will get better," Logan said reaching over and placing a hand on Kendall's knee. Kendall sighed and hoped Logan was right. He wasn't sure though. Right now everything was like hell.
"I'm gonna go lie down," Kendall said. He stood up and made his way up to the guest room he was staying in. He sat down on his bed and reached into his pocket and pulled the picture he had taken from his work locker. It was a picture of his whole family. It was him and James standing side by side smiling with their kids, Jake, Adam, Kyle, and Leora around them. They all looked so happy. That had been a few years ago and things were better then. Now everything was shit. Kendall had lost the man he loved and his kids wanted nothing to do with him. Kendall missed his kids so bad.
Jake was their first son. He was almost a spitting image of James only he had Kendall's green eyes. He was tall like James too and Kendall had to look up at him. He was eighteen and a senior in high school. He was so much like James. He wanted to be famous just like James and Kendall had been. Kendall and James hadn't been a part of the Hollywood scene since they moved back to Minnesota, but their kids knew about Big Time Rush. Jake was into performing arts and wanted to be an actor. He was gonna go to college and then pursue his dreams. Kendall and James had drilled it into him that college was important.
Adam, the second eldest, also looked more like James with his brunette hair and hazel eyes, but he had Kendall's dimples and smile. He was the same height as Kendall. Adam was sixteen going on seventeen and a junior in high school. Adam was more level headed than Jake. Adam was into sports and wanted to get into a good college. He was really into hockey.
Kyle and Leora were twins and the youngest of the Knight children. Kyle was almost an exact copy of Kendall. Leora was a mix of both her dads. They were both fourteen and freshman in high school. Kendall sighed as he thought about his kids. Kyle was the more outspoken of the two and was like Jake with big dreams. He wanted to be an actor too and he wanted to sing. He wanted to do it all. Leora was the quieter of the two and she was more into writing and reading.
He couldn't help but wonder where he had gone wrong. He had tried to do everything right by James and the kids, but things don't work out the way you plan them too. He just wished that he hadn't given up everything for James. He had given up so much for James. He had given up his hockey dream to get James out to L.A. and again to put James through college to get a degree that he didn't even use. Kendall never went to college. He had raised Jake and Adam and gotten a job at the supermarket. After a few years the roles switched and James because a stay at home dad and Kendall went to work full time. Kendall had given up everything for James and he wished he hadn't.
"I wish I had never said yes to Gustavo," Kendall said shaking his head. "My life would be so much better if I had never gone to L.A. and given everything up for James," he said looking at the ceiling.
Ok so this is my first Kames story so be nice. I have kind of done Kames in the past but it always turned out Kogan. This will strictly be Kames. I hope you all like it. I also have another Idea for a new fic and I don't know waht pairing to use. I have a poll on my profile and I want my readers to decide on waht they would like to see me write. So go vote.
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