Pain and Sugar | By : AriesAngel19 Category: -Misc TV Shows > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2253 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Pain and Sugar
J pov: "You kissed me in the tent, remember? Then in the movie theater you held my hand. I don't know what's going on anymore." His hand was still on his stomach from where I kicked him. Our eyes locked and I could see the emotions swirling in his eyes. He slowly leaned forward, cupped my cheek with his hand, kissed me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't react. I leaned into the kiss and even returned it. He pulled away and we stared into each other's eyes. He leaned in again and we kissed harder, more passionately. When we pulled away this time, I asked, "What happens now?" He placed a chaste kiss on my lips and said, "We can do whatever you want to do from now on. I'll even break up with her for you." At least he knew I didn't like her name. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and whispered, "I've waited for this forever." He held me like that for about an hour. After that, he called Daria and I listened to the one sided conversation. "Daria...I can't be with you anymore...Because I'm not ready for a girlfriend right now...I know what I said a week ago...I just don't want it anymore...OK, you want the truth? I'm gay! I'm in love with someone else and frankly, you disgust me. You can't make me straight. I don't like vagina. I like boys. You were a coverup to keep my dad off my ass and I don't care what he says anymore. Deuces, bitch." He hung up the phone to the sound of her crying. I took a deep breath, enjoying her misery. Connor was mine now and she couldn't do anything about it. I was lying on the bed with my hands behind my head, eyes closed, and a serene look on my face. I felt him move on the bed beside me. His breath on my face as he leaned down and kissed me. I tangled my fingers in his hair and asked, "Were you serious?"
"Bout what, Jude?"
"Not caring what your dad says and that you're in love with me?"
"Well, yeah. I've been in love with you since before our spin the bottle game."
"Mmh, I've loved you since I first met you." He leaned down again and kissed me. This time, I felt his tongue brush against my lips. My head jerked back a little and he pulled away, asking, "What's wrong?"
"I've never been kissed like that before."
"It's OK, I'll take my time and whenever you're ready, I'll be ready." I relaxed and said softly, "I'm ready for that kiss now. Tell me how to do it." He smiled and said, "When I brush my tongue against your lips, open your mouth just a little and do what feels natural." I nodded and he kissed me again. When his tongue slid across my lips, I slightly parted them. His tongue slipped into my mouth and brushed across mine. Mine came up and they started battling, swirling together. He coaxed me to let my tongue go into his mouth, tasting and feeling the inside. He sucked quickly on my tongue, making my eyes roll back and a shockwave go down my spine. My hands were on his shoulders and I pulled him closer. He rolled on top of me and we continued our make-out session. My hands tangled into his hair and his hand slid up my side beneath my shirt. I gasped against his lips and arched into his touch. "C-Connor?"
"Yeah?"
"We can't go too far. I'm not ready."
"I can be patient with you. I would wait for you forever." I smiled as we started kissing again. His hand was still partially up my shirt and I finally worked up the nerve to slide my hand up the back of his shirt to feel his back muscles move as he breathed.
Six months later: We were on my bed making out again. Our relationship had already gone through so much. Connor's dad finally got used to his son being gay, Daria refused to talk to either of us, Lena and Steph accepted the fact that we were together, and the whole school knew we were together. My hand was on his back up his shirt again and his hand was once more on my side. He pulled his lips from mine and started kissing along my neck. My breath stuttered and my blunt nails dug into his shoulders. "Mmhn, Jude, that feels amazing." I pulled the dark green shirt over his head, causing him to come back up for a kiss. He, in turn, forced me to sit up so he could pull my shirt over my head as well. We were chest to chest now, he was lying between my legs, and we were completely wrapped up in each other. So much that we didn't hear when my bedroom door opened. We weren't aware we had company until Steph's hands went underneath Connor's armpits and pulled him off me. We then got the 'safe sex' talk and told we were too young to be doing that kind of stuff. "Mom, we haven't had sex. Is making out without shirts on considered sex now?"
"No, but it can lead to sex. At least wait a while." I sighed and rolled my eyes, "We weren't planning to have sex until we were at least 16." She nodded and walked out of the room, leaving us alone. He smiled and whispered, "Why did you just lie to her?"
"I technically didn't. We weren't planning on having sex. Whatever happens before then happens."
One year later: I was fifteen and Connor had just turned sixteen. I was straddling his hips as we kissed. "Connor," I moaned against his lips. "Yeah, Babe?"
"I'm ready now." He pushed me back a little to look into my eyes. "Are you sure?"
"Yeah. The tension has gotten too much for me and I'm ready. I love you so much and I'm ready to go all the way." He leaned up and captured my lips, running his fingers along my ribcage before he slowly pulled my shirt off. "If at any time you want to stop, tell me. I don't want to hurt you." I smiled and kissed him again. I tugged his shirt off over his head as he flipped our positions, putting me beneath him. His mouth trailed along my jaw, down my throat, and to my collar bone. As he moved down my chest, my breath stuttered and my body arched. He laved his tongue over one of my nipples the way I liked it. He nibbled and licked the newly uncovered flesh as I voiced my enjoyment.
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