After the betrayal | By : Kittystar Category: 1 through F > Doctor Who Views: 9587 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I had just done the one thing I swore to myself I would never do. I betrayed him. Worse I had threatened to slap him so hard he would regenerate and I threatened to destroy his Tardis. I had been in so much grief over losing Danny that I couldn't think but now my thoughts had caught up to me and I was in so much more pain, so much pain I could barely breath. I had gotten carried away with everything. My life had turned into a mess and I couldn't handle things anymore. Worse than that, I had broken the heart of the most wonderful amazing man in the universe and for what. To have my cake and eat it to. To gorge myself on life until it had left me sick and with a bad taste in my mouth as venom pours from my lips where there should never had been anything but hot kisses. And to think that this is, regardless of what he looks like, the man that I had died for and now I'm acting so hostile towards him. For shame what matter of behavior is this. I should strike myself for I'm the one who deserves it.
And now I hear him say that he forgives me and that he wants to welcome me back with welcome arms as his companion. He says he cares so much about me. It is obvious to me now that he loves me and the only reason he can't stand for me to touch him is because he loves me so much, but that I had changed so drastically the minute he didn't look like he did when we first meet, that its painful for him to be touched by me and know I do not feel that love for him. In the end though what is looks but an outside view it's what's inside that matters, not the flesh. But I had been blinded by that, and then I nit-picked at every little difference failing to realize that basically he's still the same man that i love. The same man I would die for again and again.
And how can I, despite being forgiven by him, forgive myself for how bad I messed up. I then realized what i must do. The only way to make things right. To give up myself to give up my control, over me, to him so that I don't become drunk on it. In order for things to be as they should be between us I must submit. I have died for him, now i will take the next step and live for him...
"No, I can't handle it. I can't handle being your campion and standing by your side. I get a big head I push to hard try to take control and act like I know better when Doctor always knows what's best. I abuse my position and hurt us both in the process. I will not be your companion any longer. I can't it isn't right." One tear streaks down his face. I quickly wipe it away before falling to my knees and say "but if
You will have me sir, I will be before you on my knees living to serve you..give you everything you want and need to the very best of abilities. Missy was right.. Not about her being with you for the thought of another woman touching you, pleasing you, makes me sick but about what I am about what my true position should be:
attached to a leash you are holding, just like that dog, missy pointed out to me. I want, I need to submit to you please. I want to surrender everything I am for you."
Doctor takes my hand and guides me to my feet. "Clara are you sure this is what you want...I don't want you to do this because you feel you owe me something. Like its some sort of punishment."
I reply "I'm sure. I love you, I really do, I'm sorry I just got so lost. Please help me find my way back into your loving arms. This is not a punishment but a choice I want to live for you, I want to serve you, I want to be the one who makes you happy not the one that pisses you off. Please dominate me."
He says "and you would let me touch you, let me pleasure myself between your folds. Let me cum inside you, please Clara let me take your body I have wanted you for so long. You said you don't want another woman touching me. I am willing to consider that, Missy isn't exactly someone I should be with anyways, but I would require that you take her place. Your body would become mine to do with as I see fit. And if you expect me not be with anyone else, then I would expect the same. I will never again permit you to run off like you did with Danny and should I find you with another man it would not be pleasant for him."
I say "yes sir I understand and I want that sir I want you to touch me I want you to take me make me your bitch." He kisses me and grabs my shirt lifting it over my head. "You want to be my bitch. Drop your knickers and get all fours." He gently pushes encouraging me to go down. I remove my panties letting them fall to the floor and I get on my hands and knees hiking my skirt up.
"Mmm Clara Clara Clara you are so beautiful like that in your submission. Don't worry, I'm going to take such good care of you as your daddy." Undoing his pants He leans over me kissing my neck and stroking my pussy with a finger before plunging into my moist heat. "I'm going to enjoy turning you into my wanton cunt. Is that what you want Clara wouldn't be the first time a time lords taken an earthling as a slave. I could do that to you if you want. Take every freedom from you make it so you are completely at my mercy. I will never ask you again Clara this is you last chance to back out, do you want this. Me in absolute dominance no more holding back."
I moan "yes sir, please I need this. Use me!" He kisses me again and then thrusts hard into me. I scream as he tears through me. Not used to being treated so roughly. He kisses my neck again shushing me. "It's alright pet relax it won't hurt as bad if you relax." He caresses my back a couple times calming me before continuing to slam his dick in and out of my hole. It isn't long before I start enjoying it to and start moaning in pleasure. Our mating goes on for a wonderful hour before he cums deep within me. Then pulling out he picks me up into his arms and carries my throbbing body to his bedroom letting me get some rest.
please leave feedback also I love suggestions. Please forgive spelling and grammar errors I use spell check but it only does so much
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