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- 1-Betwixt & Between
- 2-Part 2
- 3-Part 3
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- 5-Part 5
- 6-Part 6
- 7-Part 7
- 8-Part 8
- 9-Part 9
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Betwixt & Between
Part 7

A/N:
Okay�there is a sex scene in this chapter. I don�t think it adds anything important to
the story but I said this was going to be rated NC-17 and I wanted to try out
my smut skills (which are seriously lacking).
Still, I have to start somewhere.
Feel free to skip the sex scene. ^_^

WARNING: Contains fairly graphic portrayal
of male-male sex. If this makes you
uncomfortable please skip the next section [-_- � eyes closed]. I�ll let you
know when you can open your eyes again. [0_0� eyes open]

Tom
felt was unusually anxious as Chakotay led them to the bed. It wasn�t like this was new to him. He�d had sex with men before, none since his
time in the academy but it�s like riding a bike, right? You never really forget how. The mechanics of it weren�t unknown to
him. He knew how to do this but it
wasn�t helping with his nerves.
They�d
been leading up to this for some time.
In Tom�s previous relationships they�d have had sex by now but this was
different. This meant more to him than
his previous trysts. He felt as though
he was making a commitment to Chakotay.
Who would have thought that Tom Paris would settle down? The man who would nearly go into anaphylactic
shock at the mention of commitment was off the market. Surprisingly it was comforting. Knowing that he�d always have a place to
return to and someone who would support him no matter what �it was all quite
new to Tom. With his previous partners
they�d always placed value in his image, in his family connection, never in
just him. Even in his family the
prospect of unconditional love and acceptance was foreign. There�d always been a sense that if he failed
he would no longer be part of the family.
It had proven true after Caldik Prime.
A message from his father telling him to move out of their house in San Francisco, the
cold shoulder he received from his two older sisters was enough to let him know
that he had feared correctly.
However,
now he was ready to trust someone again.
Chakotay wasn�t the type to hurt someone he cared about. It was plain to see how much he cherished his
family and friends and now Tom felt like that privilege was his as well. Or so he hoped. What if Chakotay didn�t know how much this
meant?
He
felt a touch at his face and finally noticed Chakotay standing in front of
him. They were next to the bed but Tom
couldn�t tell how long they�d been standing there. �You spacing out on me
again?� He smiled and pulled Tom
into a kiss before he could respond. The
gentle caress of Chakotay�s fingers on his cheek, the soft lips, the arms wrapped
around his waist dissolved all doubts.
Tom put all his emotion into the kiss, returning the embrace of his
lover. Chakotay pulled away and looked
into the sky blue eyes. He continued the
gentle caress as he said, �You can trust me.�
In
those words, with that touch he conveyed the regret for the way he�d treated
Tom before, and a promise that this was no passing fancy.

Graphic Part: beginning. -_-

They�re
clothes came off slowly. Kisses were
laid at every exposed area until they had to lie down or risk collapsing. Tom lay on his back with Chakotay over him,
one leg between Tom�s and arms braced on either side to keep his full weight off
his lover. They continued the
exploration of each other�s mouth while Tom�s hand snaked its way farther south. In a sure hand he grasped Chakotay�s erection
and stroked it with a touch that had Chakotay moaning into the kiss. Chakotay moved to kiss and suck on Tom�s neck
but Tom had plans to suck on something else.
In a quick motion Tom had their positions reversed and went to work. Chakotay�s back arched at the sudden heat and
pressure. One hand rested on Tom�s head
while the other grabbed at the sheets.
Tom
had a talented mouth. There was no doubt
he�d done this before. At another time
the possessive part of him would have been irritated to a large degree at the
idea of Tom doing this to other men but for now he was too busy being the recipient
of all that practice.
It
wasn�t long before he was close to climax.
He managed pull Tom up and into a hot kiss. Tasting himself on the lips of his angelic
beauty ranked as one of the most erotic moments of his sex life. Tom was curled around him at his side. His long legs tangled around Chakotay�s and his
firm ass was emphasized by the arc of this back as he reached to return
Chakotay�s kiss. Chakotay gave into
temptation and shifted lower. Now he
could reach Tom�s erect staff without breaking the kiss, play with his balls
without loosing his hold and tease his entrance without breaking eye contact.
Soon
Tom was moaning and writhing in his arms.
Chakotay�s lips were at the smooth neck.
Chakotay touched his middle finger to Tom�s lips and eagerly Tom sucked
it. He swirled his tongue around the
length of the digit and played with the tip.
The sensations made Chakotay painfully hard and fluid from the tip
dripped onto Tom�s leg. His patience was
almost exhausted as his arousal climbed.
He
pulled his wet finger from the warm mouth and returned to Tom�s anus. With more gentleness than he thought he was
capable of at the moment Chakotay slipped his finger past the sphincters, just
up to his first knuckled. A moment�s
pause and then he pressed further, the rapidly drying saliva lubricating the
way. Tom continued to moan and squirm
trying to force the finger in further as forgotten sensations assaulted
him. Chakotay managed to get his finger
all the way in and after a brief exploration he found Tom�s prostate.
�Oh God!� Tom
exclaimed as Chakotay touched that special spot. He bit his lip and closed his eyes. Chakotay
continued mercilessly. Pulling out and
pushing in brushing that spot every time.
Eventually his finger dried too much and he had to briefly abandon his
torture to get the lube in the bedside table.
Uncapping and doling out a small amount on his fingers Chakotay began
again. His finger slipped easily past
the tight entrance. After a few strokes
he worked his way in with a second finger, slowly easing the muscles to relax
and accept the invasion. He worked his
way up to three fingers and by then neither of them could wait much
longer. Tom had grabbed onto the head
board of the bed letting him push down on the fingers inside him to get the
extra bit of stimulation. His cock was
leaking fluid onto his flat abs that flexed and relaxed as Chakotay prepared
him.
�Please�now��
Tom begged long past the point to trying to stay in control. He spread his legs wantonly. The shameless desire written across Tom�s
face fanned Chakotay�s flames. He pulled
his fingers out and reached for the lube but it wasn�t there. He could have sworn he�d left it next to him
but he�d been a little preoccupied. He
scrambled to find the lube. He needed it
to keep from hurting Tom. It was going
to be a tight fit �the nickname �big guy� was quite apt �and he�d need the
lubrication.
�Cha��
Tom softly moaned his name. Chakotay
looked over and froze at the sight. Tom
lay with is eyes closed and head tilted back pleasuring himself. With one hand he stroked himself with languid
movements and the other had a finger inserted into his entrance pumping slowly. Chakotay swallowed thickly and watched the
display, imagining Tom doing this alone, in the privacy of his quarters,
imagining it was Chakotay�s fingers.
Spirits, he needed to find that lube!
A
second later his prayer was answered. He
uncapped it and spread a generous amount on his erection. He shifted Tom more to the middle of the bed
and pushed his legs back exposing the pink, puckered opening. He lined up to the little entrance a part of
him worried that it wouldn�t fit without causing real pain. Chakotay leaned over Tom and kissed him as he
pushed the head of this cock in. He felt
Tom stiffen but there was no indication of major pain so he continued. With a slow rocking motion he slowly inched
his way in until he was completely sheathed inside the hot channel.
Chakotay
rubbed up and down Tom�s sides soothing away the pain and tension until he relaxed. �You okay?� His voice was hoarse with
desire. Chakotay tried an experimental
little motion and Tom moaned.
�I�ll
be better if you do that again.� And so
he did starting small and working his way up to long hard thrusts that shook
the bed. �Oh, Fuck! Yes!� Tom�s
breathless cries spurred Chakotay on further.
His hips pitched back and forth with each powerful thrust and the body
beneath accepted it all.
Chakotay
traced his fingers over the junction of their union while never letting up on
his furious pace. The sounds echoed and
blended in his ears: the slap of his hips on Tom�s ass, the moans and whimpers
from the man beneath him, the harsh breathing �it was a symphony of pleasure. The sight of the blonde man flushed, sweaty
and breathless was the stuff of Chakotay�s wet dream, but no fantasy could ever
compared to this. He was so incredibly
tight, so wonderfully hot.
He
slowed his pace and stopped. Tom could
only whimper in protest. �Easy Tom,�
Chakotay soothed. He lifted Tom�s left
leg and brought it lay on his right rolling Tom onto his side. The twisting motion prompted a few thrust
from Chakotay before he continued with his plan and lay spooned behind Tom,
still imbedded within him. ��okay?�
Chakotay asked.
�Fuck
me!� Tom commanded and Chakotay
obliged. He pulled one of Tom�s legs up
to give him better access and resumed his hard thrusting. Tom moaned incoherently and looked for
something to grasp so that he could press back on the shaft inside him. Chakotay�s thrust�s increased in force
pushing Tom up the bed. Chakotay slipped
his other arm underneath Tom and across his chest grab the area between Tom�s
neck and shoulder. It allowed Chakotay
more control over his thrusts. He could
pull Tom down onto is cock or tease him with just the tip at his discretion. The combinations drove Tom mad. He pumped his cock in time with the hard
thrusts and with a silent cry he came, white thick cream spraying out of this
cock and over the sheets and his hand.
The climax caused his ass to clench increasing the pressure on Chakotay�s
member. A few more thrust and he came
buried in his lover. He continued to
thrust until he was utterly spent and semen leaked out.
For
a few minutes they lay there, Tom firmly enveloped in Chakotay�s arms. Tom shifted so that he and Chakotay could
kiss over his shoulder with lots of tongue, and managing to keep Chakotay�s
softening member in his ass. They broke
apart. �Let me know when you�re ready to
go again,� Tom whispered in the near silent room. Chakotay smiled and kissed his neck. It had been so long since he�d had sex with
someone and even longer since he�d had sex with a man. He wasn�t done just yet.

Graphic Part: Over. 0_0

�Ugh��
�Good morning to you too.�
Slow
uncoordinated contraction of muscles in and near his neck managed to turn Tom�s
head to the source of the voice. �Mmph,�
was all the greeting he could manage.
�Not
a morning person, are you?� Tom just
closed his eyes to his lover. It
shouldn�t be possible to be that cheerful in the morning. How could he be totally awake already? Tom
opened his eyes and noticed that Chakotay was in uniform and lying on top of
the sheets rather than naked between the sheets. He frowned.
�Why�re
you up already?� Tom mumbled.
Chakotay
was still smiling. �We start early today
remember. You know. Beginning the jumps to the
Beta Quadrant. Detouring through Alorem space. Getting home.� Chakotay was still wary of what would happen
when they returned to Sector 001 but he�d had several discussion
with Captain Janeway and he�s made several contingency plans for everyone who
might be in jeopardy, Tom included.
Thus, he was feeling rather excited.
Tom however wasn�t.
He
had tried to schedule Baytart to take them for today but Captain Janeway and
Chakotay insisted that it be him. Not
only was he the Chief Helmsman so he should be the one to begin this historic
journey into the unknown, but also because this was unknown they needed the
best pilot at the helm. They data they
collected from the probes in particular indicated that crossing the threshold
between the two spaces would be the most difficult. The rest should be smooth sailing.
�If
you don�t get up soon you�ll be late,� Chakotay warned. �What do you want for breakfast?� he walked
to the replicator reciting options, all on him.
Tom glowered at Chakotay�s cheerful mood but it was good to see him
happy. As Tom watched him he got the
feeling that this is what mornings would be like for the duration of there
relationship. He smiled at that thought
and sat up, only to wince when a sharp pain remided him of last night�s
activities. It didn�t stop his
smile. After the shock of the pain
subsided his smile returned full force plus a few watts brighter.
�Pancakes,� Tom
called to Chakotay his breakfast order.
�Coming right up!�
Today
could be the beginning of a very good day.

After
the first shaky jump into Alorem space most the following ones were
smooth. Adhering to the strict
guidelines given by the Alorem council they stayed away from Alorem establishments
and structures to prevent damage. All
scans were passive but in realm where life forms were energy and emitted energy
they still gained vast amounts of data.
The journey was also filled with splendid images of Alorem
civilization. Whole cities of energy
beings and structures twinkled on the veiwscreen like San Francisco at
twilight. Of course as matter beings
they could never visit these foreign metropolises. They�re curiousity about day-to-day Alorem
life only grew with these brushes with the cities and while Tom tried to answer
most of the questions there were many to which he had absolutely no knowledge
about and many that had not even occurred to him.
Voyager�s
frequently returned to regular space for supplies and shoreleave. Too much time cooped up together would only
cause problems and it was important to maintain Voyager�s hardware, software
and crew. They were three days ahead of
schedule with seventy-two percent of their journey complete when, after leaving
Maloras Prime and the friendly inhabitants, they�re good fortune ran dry. The Relor were back.
Voyager�s
presence created an unforeseen breach in the Alorem Defensive Grid. The vessels course was close to the border of
Alorem territory to reduce chance encounters with Alorem people and
structures. Another requirement was that
Voyager always had its shields up to maintain the intergrity of Voyager and
prevent harmful energy exhaust from the warp engines from causing any damage. What no one had anticipated was that interaction
between photons from the defense grid and Voyager�s shield would distort and in
sometimes nullify the grid. This was a
problem particularly when they crossed between normal and Alorem space. Although instances of grid nullification
where rare they provided the enemy Relor and means of crossing, undetected,
into Alorem territory.

Violent
tremors racked the ship tossing personnel from their stations to floor and
sometimes into walls. They were caught
dead in the middle of the threshold between the two spaces, held in place by an
unknown force. What they did know was
that Relor signatures could be found around them on the side of the ship that
was in Alorem space and the numbers were increasing.
�Tom,
get us out of here!� Janeway�s order could barely be heard over the shaking,
alerts and frequent overloading of consoles.
Tom
did his best and tried every combination of warp frequencies he could imagine
until the nacelles threatened to fly of their pylons. Nothing made a difference. �I can�t get us free!�
�I�m
detecting Alorem signatures,� announced Kim.
�They�re a lot bigger than usual��
On his monitors the Alorem where twenty times bigger and emitted eight
thousand times the usual energy. �It
looks like their engaging the Relor.�
Tom continued to try and free the ship while engineering routed more
power to the engines it was making a small difference but they needed more. The extra push they needed would not come by
conventional means.
Beyond
the hull of Voyager and into Alorem space the battle raged. With Voyager trapped at the threshold the
grid remained null and Relor forces leaked inside. The Alorem who attempted to
resist the Relor where no ordinary Alorem. Just as humanoid species got to war in ship,
planes and reinforced armour, so too do the Alorem. Their reinforcement was, as one would expect,
comprised of energy �different types harnessed to amplify and accurately direct
the pilot�s own power. They are not
invincible however and many would succumb to the growing force of the Relor
attack but one new Relor weapon in particular threatened to decimate all of
them.
From
the largest Relor attacker came a sudden burst of
strange energy, undocumented even to the Alorem. A moment later the border was quiet with only
Voyager, caught in the threshold crackling with unbalanced energy. All Alorem and Relor ships were temporiarily
disabled. As the crew of Voyager
observed in confusion the Relor ships regained operation first and managed to
heavily damage and in some cases destroy the Alorem forces. On the Voyager sensors they could see the
much smaller and much weaker pilots bailing from their downed contraption but
some where destroyed with their machines.
The
Alorem forces eventually regained operation and a blanket command from Alorem commanders
to rotate their base frequency in hopes of making the new weapon less effective
worked. The second time the weapon was
fired more Relor ships than Alorem were disabled resulting in major losses for
the Relor. The stubborn Relor decided on
a third and final activation of their weapon.
The battlefield was silenced absolutely this time. The ship carrying the weapon was destroyed a
few seconds after its activation due to system overload, taking many nearby
Relor ships with it. All vehicles on both
sides of the conflict were deadened. The
pulse deflected somewhat by Voyager�s shields caused the vessel to be pushed
back into normal space with a minimal amount of physical damage. Voyager�s violent ejection from Alorem space
created a field with a net negative force that pulled nearby ships towards it
causing many of the Relor ships to be pulled back out of Alorem territory.
While
Alorem and Relor recovered their downed combatants, damages and casualties were
being counted on Voyager as well. Many
of the ships systems were scrambled but a reboot would fix those errors. Cuts, bruises, a few burns and some broken
bones were reported but by far the most serious was the chief helmsman.

As
Chakotay directed repairs he could not escape the horror of those last
moments. They had just been thrust back
into normal space when Chakotay saw Tom slumped onto the helm controls
unmoving. While Janeway and the other�s
cleared their head and picked themselves off the deck Chakotay was stumbling
towards his lover. The dim light from
the console coloured the pale skin and reflected a strange rainbow from the
open eyes. He pulled Tom away from the
console to rest on the back of the chair while Chakotay cradled his head. Tom was absolutely still and as the rest of
the bridge crew took notice of them they fell still as well, watching
helplessly as events transpired.
�Tom,�
he�d called softly and then again more desperately. He touched the cooling face and motionless
chest and felt no life. Panic began to
creep over his senses causing his skin to tingle and a cool sweat to slick his
skin. Over his accelerating breathing he
heard Kim cry out in frustration as transporters failed over and over to get a
lock on his friend. �Tom�� it had been a near whisper from his trembling
lips. Then Chakotay thought he was
hallucinating. Something began to flow
out of Tom and dissipate in all directions.
It was a translucent blue-grey colour and it passed through the air and
all object like they didn�t exist.
It
had not been a hallucination as he would discover when to spoke to the others. The torrent of strange mist-like substance
had been Tom�s Alorem energy leaving his body.
The pulse from the Relor weapon had not being entirely deflected by
Voyager�s shields and it had damaged the Alorem part of Tom enough that the
very energy that sustained him seeped away like blood spills from a wound.
Suddenly
Chakotay�s arms had been empty the blue shimmer of light bringing back memories
of Tom�s earlier death in the shuttlebay but his thinking brain kicked in
indicating that it was more likely the transporter beam. �He�s in Sickbay,� Kim stated a moment later,
easing Chakotay�s panic further. A
shaking hand ran down his face and somehow he found the strength to move, to
speak, to command.

It
was almost 0200 and the ship was quiet again.
All injured personnel except Tom had been sent home. Sickbay was dimmed. Chakotay sat alone next
to his near dead lover. Unable to even
hold his hand he stared alternately at the floor and at Tom�s pale face half
concealed by the breathing mask of the respirator �one of many medical
inventions keeping his body alive. He�d
been placed in forcefeild usually used to restrain patients who�d suffered
extreme internal and spinal injuries but in Tom�s case it kept what little was
left of his energy from trickling away.
Chakotay sighed. He was tired but
on a previous attempt was unable to sleep so he came back here and contemplated
his and Tom�s rotten luck.
This
ephemeral glance at happiness was not enough for him. The last six and a half months during the leaps
had given Chakotay more time to know and love Tom. He�d briefly touched upon understanding the
happiness and sense of belonging he�d seen between his parents. Finally, he�d found his other half. It could not end like this.
Perhaps
the Alorem had some sort of treatment for this.
They�d sent a message to Osa but Nie had been
the one to respond and visit the ship.
He�d briefly given them an account of what had happened on their side,
taken a scan of Tom and then left to deliver the information to his
superiors. The faint frown on the
light-blue being was not comforting but he left with a promise that they would
find a way to save him. Chakotay at one
point had made a careless comment about the false sense of invincibility Osa had portrayed to them when Tom had first returned. Nie response had been blunt and his tone
razor sharp.
�He�s
been given gifts that allow him to survive but he has also been cursed with new
ways to die. He�s both, stronger and
weaker than all of us. We have never
claimed otherwise.� It was then plain to
see that Tom�s condition was affecting Nie as well. He thought of himself as an uncle, given his
closeness to Osa and being one of the first to meet
the man when he was only human. Now he
was only half of both. And thanks to the
Relor he was half dead as well. That�s
how the Doctor at least tried to describe it.
Looking
at Tom with even the most invasive scan indicated that he was a perfectly
healthy adult male. By human terms Tom
was fine but that was only half of it.
As the incident with B�Elanna and the Vidians had shown, a hybrid can
not live as one half, requiring that the Doctor reincorporate B�Elanna�s
Klingon DNA. This was a parallel
situation with Tom�s Alorem half being so badly injured that he can no longer
sustain himself. His heart would not
beat without assistance. His lungs only
worked because the air was forced in and then sucked out manually. His brain function was just above the level
of brain dead. What was left of the two energy
nodes were several orders of magnitude smaller and weaker than they had been
and they continued to fade. Nothing the
Doctor tried made a difference.
According to Nie even the Alorem were yet able to revive their people
who�d been injured by the Relor weapon.
The situation was grim but they still had their hope. Unfortunately, Tom couldn�t be revived with
hope.

Chakotay
felt a presence near him and heard someone moving about. Slowly he returned to wakefulness. He sat up from slumped position and covered a
wide yawn.
�Good
morning, Commander,� The Doctor greeted while he continued to check Tom over.
�Anything?�
�There�s
been no change over night. I would
suggest that you get some rest back in your quarters. Sleeping in a chair is not good for your
back.�
�I
know. I know.� He couldn�t recall when
he�d fallen asleep. Though his back
protested he knew he�d gotten more sleep here than he ever would have in his
own bed without Tom next to him. �What
are you doing?� the Commander asked when he noticed the Doctor was turning off
Tom�s monitoring equipment as switching the life support to and independent
system.
�There�s
been damage to Sickbays main operating system from yesterday. It�s minor but the engineering crew wants to
reboot the system and replace several components to ensure that there could not
be any malfunction of the system especially when Mr. Paris is relying on it.�
Chakotay
recalled the Kim listed sickbay as one of the systems that needed to be
repaired. �So where are you moving him
while this is being done?�
�Cargo Bay Two has
sufficient space and power to run the medical equipment. It�s also only two levels down. Ensign Wildman and I will be there to monitor
him and provide care to anyone who needs medical attention.�
Chakotay
nodded and sat back in his chair staring at the ceiling. The Doctor was tempted to offer some words of
reassurance but they all sounded quite trite and clich�d. Maybe it was just that his programming was too
imperfect to constitute the correct wording �in any of the many languages
available to him �or maybe there was nothing to say.

End Part 7�
That was another hard chapter�.phew�
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