The Sister They Never Had | By : WinchesterPrincess Category: Supernatural > Het - Male/Female Views: 5153 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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*~* ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER!!!! I DO NOT OWN SUPERNATURAL, any of the characters related to the show nor any songs and/or refences to any books, movies, songs, tv shows, or food/beverage labels mentioned with the chapters of this fic. I make no profite from this writing. This is written for pure enjoyment only. Mavi is the only thing that I own and I do not give anyone permission to use her before contacting me to get my approval. Thank you :) Now onto the chapter! *~*
WARNING: MENTION OF RAPE AHEAD BUT NO SEXUAL SCENES
Mercy laid down on the bed beside Mavi. She snuggled into the dogs fur as she burried her face into Mercy's side as she breaks down into a sobbing mess.
"That's one part of me I didn't want Dean... Sam... or anyone to know about me. I didn't even tell my parents.", she whispers to Mercy. "Fucking Crowley having to tell them exactly what his no longer buddy is attracted to.." She knows they needed to know to keep her safe, but it felt too much like an interrogation. It reopened those emotional wounds she had sewn up herself and she thought were healed. Now here they are reopened, bleeding. Her head hurts, her heart hurts even more. She feels dirty, she feels sad. "I don't see how anyone could ever love me with all these scars Mercy... I am not good enough, especially not for Dean.", she looks at Mercy who rewards her with a lick to the face again and a whimper to let her know she can tell she is hurting. "I need to go home Mercy, I can't stay here...", she fishes around in her pocket to find the key to her car and sighs in relief when her hand grazes it. "Want to come with me girl? I will leave Bobby a note to let you know you are safe and with me. Then Dean can't get all pissy at me as you can protect me." Mercy licks her face again and wags her tail excitedly. Mavi finds a piece of paper, scribbles down a quick note and lays it on the pillow. She opens the window and goes out onto the roof, she jumps down and lands on her feet making sure to stay low to the ground in case the guys are looking out the window. Mercy comes outside from the doggy door in the back door and trots up to Mavi and follows her to her Focus. She slides into the driver side once Mercy has jumped in and taken a seat in the passanger seat. She shuts the door quickly, buckles up, and starts the engine. Glad her parents got her a very quiet running car because of moments like this, not that she ever saw herself running away from Dean and Sam to be by herself. She wasn't really running away. She did leave a note and said she was going home. She pulls out of the driveway with ease, not looking back as she drives home.
"Dean, you need to calm down. She told us what happened. Now we need to take that information and use it to protect her. Not from the person who caused the pain, but the demon that wants to feed on it. I can imagine this has opened up a whole new set of emotional pain. Probably so much so that thing will go at her full force. We need to stay with her, hell, it may be time to take her to get the same tattoo we have to keep it out. It would be the safest thing to do and not like its her first tattoo.", Sam says to Dean who is walking circles in his annoyance.
"Tattoo is a good idea, Dean.", Bobby voices his agreement with Sam.
"Dean, you should go check on her."
"Sam, why do you always send me to check on her? You are as much her brother as I am. I doubt she wants to see me right now anyway."
"Really Dean? She mostly goes to you, more then me, because she has deeper feelings for you then she does for me."
"So?"
"She is right, you are dense.", Sam shakes his head as he gets up and makes his way upstairs to check on his sister.
"So besides that tattoo, what do you have for ideas for keeping her safe Dean?"
"Never leaving her alone?", Dean laughs as he can already see the reaction that would get out of her. She would protest and probably though a big ole fit, that would irritate Dean and more then likely earn her getting her ass kicked. Dean sighs.
"Dean!", Sam yells as he comes down the stairs. "She's gone."
"What do you mean gone?!", Dean demands as he looks out the window and notices the Focus is gone. "Son of a bitch! Her parents just had to buy her the only damn car that makes no noise when it runs."
"She left this Dean." Sam hands him the note. Dean reads it outloud.
"I can't stay here. I went home. I feel raw and I can't stand knowing you guys know. It was suppose to be my own dirty secret to carry. I am sorry and I understand if you hate me now and won't see me in the same light. P.S. Sorry Uncle Bobby, Mercy followed me, so she is with me, so I have protect right? I will have Sam return her as soon as he can."
Dean runs his hand down his face. "Why wouldn't we see her the same?"
"Its typical feelings for someone who has been... raped.. and has kept it burried."
It didn't dawn on Dean or Bobby really thats what she had meant.
"Wait.... thats what she was talking about? I thought he just forced her to do something to him.. not full on rape."
The anger in Dean starts to boil back to the surface and Sam can tell.
"Lets just go home to her. She needs us Dean, we need to let her know we still love her and we don't see her any different. I will bring Mercy back in a few days Bobby.", Sam adds.
"No hurry. If Mercy will help her. keep her as long as you need. They have a good relationship after all."
"Thank you Bobby.", Dean says and he hugs the closest person to a father he has ever known, Sam hugs Bobby too and they get into the Impala and go home.
Sam has Dean stop at a store along the way to pick up a few things for Mercy and some chocolates for Mavi and a stuffed german shepherd that is eerily close to Mercy. After getting the things they go straight to the house. Dean sighs in relief when they pull into the driveway and see the Focus in its usual parking spot. Dean jumps out of the car and runs into the house. Mavi is in the kitchen poking at a frozen pizza she attempted to cook, but cooked it way too well so it was mostly burnt. Mercy is sitting next to her legs and woofs at Dean as he comes into the house causing Mavi to look up at Dean. She looks at the floor quickly. "Oh hi Dean."
"I am glad you are actually here and safe. Sam picked you up something." , Dean says and Sams walks in handing her the stuffed animal and the box of chocolates. "Thank you Sammy, that was very kind of you. I love the dog."
"It was Dean's idea. We can't keep Mercy forever."
"I know, thank you Dean."
Sam gets Mercy some of the food they had bought and throws a dog toy on the floor by the bowl.
"Tried to cook pizza, and failed. Like I do everything else... I am not hungry anyway. I would offer to cook you guys a pizza but yea. I don't want to kill you. I will be in my parents room if you need me.", she walks away quickly and to her parents master bedroom that is off from the kitchen and shuts the door and locks it.
Dean stands there with his mouth hanging open. "What was that?"
"That would be the guilt and pain talking, Dean."
Mercy scratches at the door, whimpers. Door unlocks and opens enough to let the dog in and then is shut and lock clicked again.
Sam walks up to the door. "If you need anything Mavi, we will be right out here. We will always be here for you. We still love you."
"Yes Mavi, we still love you and always will.", Dean says and then goes to sit on the couch and folds his arms over his chest as he waits for her to open the door or come out of the room. Hours seem to tick by as Sam tinkers on his laptop on the love seat and Dean sits on the couch watching the TV, but not fully, before he hears the bedroom door open and Mavi walks out and to the front door.
"Where are you going?", Dean asks.
"Just letting Mercy out so she can do her business.", she says as she opens the door and then the screen door to let the dog out. She closes the screen door and leaves the other door open.
"We need to talk, you know that right Mavi?", Sam asks gently.
"I know... I just can't talk right now."
"Okay, so how about you come here, we will talk, and you listen?", Dean says.
She nods and walks over to the couch after she lets Mercy back in and shuts and locks the front door.
She goes to sit down on the far end of the couch away from Dean.
"No we aren't going to talk with you distant. Come here.", Dean opens his arms. She stares for a few minutes and finally gives in. She sits down next to him and Dean pulls her into his lap as he holds her so she can face Sam. "Sammy, I will let you do the talk, You are better then I am when it comes to that, is that okay Mavi? Sam and I talked in the car so everything he says comes from me too. So I don't want you to think I don't care or I see you differently or feel about you differently, because I don't."
"We are going to take you to get the same tattoo as we have. That will keep the demon from coming back into you, or any other rogue demon. I know remembering what you happened and having to tell us was really hard and we are really sorry we had to reopen those wounds. We love you still just the same as we did before. We don't see you differently. What happened then with that guy and the demon is not your fault. We don't hold you reponsible for it. We are here for you, we always will be. We support you mentally, emotionally, and physically. We are your family and we always will be. If you can forgive yourself and realize you aren't at fault.. I promise you will heal and the pain will stop."
Dean holds Mavi tightly as Sam speaks. "Can you do that Mavi?", Dean asks as he kisses the top of her head.
"I can work on forgiving myself. I know its not my fault and thats more then likely why I've not completely lost it. Forgiving myself and healing all over will take time..."
"That's okay. We will be here through it all. We will get your tattoo tomorrow afternoon."
"Then we need to get to Alaska, Cas isn't such a good um... agent?", Sam adds.
Mavi giggles softly.
"Lets all go to sleep. We have a big day tomorrow. Do you want me to stay with you tonight Mavi?", Dean asks.
"No Dean... I think I will stay with Sam in his room if that's okay."
Confusion crosses Sam's face as its always been Dean or both of them she goes to instead of him alone but he nods his head in agreement. "If you change your mind, you know where the find me. Or if Sam hogs the blanket or bed too much you can just come crawl into mine.", Dean smiles. She gets up and goes up to Sams room with Sam, Mercy, and Dean following her.
"Good night Dean", she says and kisses Dean on the cheek before going into Sam's room with Mercy following.
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