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Author’s Voice of Warning (aka Author’s Note):
#1 English is not my first language; it’s German. This is the best
I can do. Any mistakes you find in here, collect them and you might win
a prize <g>
The spell-checker said everything's okay, but you know how trustworthy
those thingies are.....
#2 This is one LONG fic. I separated it into three sections. Section
1 is focused on Chris and Ezra, but the other boys appear later on as well.
The story is set in an AU and I hope I didn’t maul the characters too much
for you.
Feedback: empty inbox seeks emails <g>
Who to Blame for What (aka Author’s Thanks): Lee, for listening to my
feeble attempts to explain this idea to her and not laughing <g> And
Lara Bee, my beta bunny concerning scenes and plot, for creating the bunny
that resulted in Section 1. I wouldn’t have written a piece about Ezra
and Chris together on BP-379 if not for her complaints.
ONE
BP-379
The night was pleasantly warm for mid-summer. Darkness had descended
two hours ago and the night life of the small town was punctuated by raucous,
drunken laughter and music, mainly from one of the two saloons. Light spilled
out of the grimy windows and painted strange patterns onto the hard, dusty
ground. Here and there, silent snorts from the corrals could be heard.
The normal peace was broken by loud voices and a sudden commotion from
one of the saloons. The volume increased and suddenly a shot was fired.
There were yells and glass broke, then a small, lithe figure could be seen
leaving the saloon in a hurry, darting over the wide street. Not a long
time after him, five men exited the saloon as well, guns drawn, looking
around.
"Where the hell is the sneaky weasel?" one of them roared.
The smaller shadow moved quickly toward the stables.
"He's over at the stables!" someone yelled.
A soft curse could be heard, then the fleeing man quickly opened the
gate to the corral where a herd of recently caught Kiowata was nervously
moving around, ears flat on their heads, eyes rolling.
"Yaaaah!" he yelled, startling the first few.
He was just fast enough to get out of the way as they bolted through
the open gate. The rest of the herd followed, their instincts telling them
there was a way out. The shadowy man climbed onto the corral fence. He
suddenly stiffened, eyes growing wide. Then he shook himself and as one
of the large bodies pushed through the opening, he grabbed a handful of
mane and slipped onto the warm, broad back.
The wild herd thundered through the town and disappeared into the night.
* * *
It couldn't be. Impossible. He would remember, would he? There should
be something left to tell him that this had actually happened. Chris Larabee
stood in total shock. Sharp eyes took in the green landscape, the flowing
hills, the forest behind him, the mountains in the distance. The air was
crisp and sharp, the sun had just risen, and there were birds flying across
the azure sky. Everything looked incredibly real, but it couldn't be. Because
if it was that meant...
He heard an animal snort and he flinched. It had been him. Sounding
like a horse. But he was a man. He was commander of an Agency team. He
was Christopher Larabee! Not... not a Kiowata. Closing his eyes, he felt
ripples of minute tremors race over the black coat of this animal form.
No, it couldn't be real. It had to be a dream. He just needed to wake up!
Someone approached him and his eyes flew open as he instinctively danced
away from the man.
"Whoa, easy there, fella," he said, voice smooth and calm. It had a
soothing quality, as if he was used to talking to frightened animals. "Not
going to hurt you."
He held up both hands away from his body, smiling. Green eyes kept
contact with Chris's as he approached. He was dressed in a blue shirt and
tan pants with a matching jacket, which showed some signs of wear. The
clothes had surely been expensive once. A long time ago, actually. They
didn’t look ripped, but definitely in need of replacement soon.
"Looks like they didn't get to clipping you, hm? Lucky you. Too bad
you have no idea what you are, right?"
And I'm what? Chris wondered. I know who I am and I know that this
body can't possibly be me. I'm dreaming this because I'm undercover, trying
to catch the smugglers who keep fencing Kiowata products and the animals
themselves.
"Well, I won't keep you from freedom," the man went on. "I appreciate
the lift you gave me. I hope you'll figure out who you are one day. Then
again, it would most likely drive you nuts." A shadow fell over the sun-tanned
features.
<I know who I am> Chris muttered.
The man stiffened and his eyebrows rose. "What the.... Oh, no!" He
shook his head. "No, no, no. No way!" He stepped back and looked around
as if expecting someone to jump out from behind the trees. "I didn't just
hear that."
<You... heard me?> Chris exclaimed.
The green eyes displayed shock. "Aw hell....."
* * *
People disappearing was nothing new to the Agency. People got lost all
the time for different reasons; they were on the run from the law, from
their lives or just from themselves. Most of them, close to 85%, reappeared
one way or the other after a while. Dead or alive. The others were simply
gone, and sometimes soon forgotten. But then the rumors started circling,
about the unwanted being disposed of, about criminals not ending up in
prison but somewhere even worse. But those were just rumors. No one gave
them much credit, treating them as a file that existed but no one wanted
to work with. The appearance of a man in one of the Agency offices one
day changed that. He was thin, undernourished, eyes darting nervously back
and forth. He requested protection in exchange for information on a secret
project that concerned the people who had disappeared for no apparent reason.
The information that the missing people were changed from human to an animal
by a machine was first taken as a joke. Scientists agreed that while it
was possible to molecularly disassemble and then reassemble a living being,
the risks of failure and death were immense. Still, a first team started
to investigate the claims. When the Judge in charge of Section 7 had been
presented enough evidence to merit a deeper research, Chris Larabee's unit
had come into the game.
Section 7 dealt with smugglers and piracy in all its devious little
variations. Months of detailed research, undercover work and hundreds of
hours spent hacking into archives of various private and government companies
yielded evidence that something horrific had gone on for decades, right
under the noses of high-ranking Agency officials. Investigations were started
all across the Territory, and though the people responsible tried to stop
Judge Orrin Travis, they only succeeded in setting him on their trail like
a bloodhound.
It finally crystallized just where those unwanted and criminals had
been taken to.
The planet had been classified as BP-379, an M-Class planet the size
of Earth with a breathable atmosphere and some very exotic wildlife. The
small planet had been populated with a life form indigenous to a world
called Prima 2, which was light years from this place. They were called
'Kiowata', a kind of large, omnivorous equine with two horns growing out
of the bony ridges over its eyes. Now, there were those who paid an extraordinary
large amount of money for the Kiowata, even though they were under protection
by an Act of the Joined Governments. Ruthless hunting had decimated the
species. Prima 2 was looking after its population of Kiowata and whoever
hunted or caught them was prosecuted quite severely. Still, animals were
smuggled in from somewhere, though no one could explain how there could
be off-spring from the genetically coded herds on Prima 2 or any of the
zoo animals. Those confiscated, dead and alive, had shown no traces of
having come from Prima 2 parentage.
The rumors were starting to grow more and more into truths.
There had also been a steady increase of ground Kiowata horn that was
sold to those who could pay for the rare powder. It had healing powers,
some said, or was an aphrodisiac. Some doctors swore it was a better pain
medication than every other known painkiller. Whatever the ground horn
chips did, they were another reason why the Kiowata were an endangered
species. That they were supplemented by turning humans into equines, which
then interbred, didn’t help matters. It made them worse. Someone had a
high disregard for human life.
Chris Larabee was now one of the victims.
He was still in shock, denial running through his system as he stared
at the human.
<Who are you? Why can you hear me.....?>
"My name is Ezra Standish, and I have no idea why I can hear you,"
the man answered, warily looking at him. "Who might you be?"
"Commander Chris Larabee, Special Agent."
Was it his imagination or did the man flinch slightly. "Welcome to
BP-379, commander," Standish said out loud, a note of sarcasm in his voice.
Chris tossed his head, glaring. <Where am I? How did this happen?>
he demanded. <Are you involved?>
"Whoa, calm down." Standish raised his hands. "First of all, you are
on the North Continent of what is known as BP-379, a really dusty and inhospitable
place. As for what happened, you tell me. I didn't have anything to do
with it. I'm just making a living here, okay?"
More information flooded back to Chris, all slightly out of context,
but the general idea stuck. He had been undercover, he had been discovered,
knocked out and then..... the next thing he knew he was looking like an
oversized horse!
<No....> he whispered, the full impact of it hitting him between
the eyes. <Impossible. No….>
Standish watched him carefully. "Remembering, hm?"
<Yes> Chris mumbled.
"Not pretty, I know."
<I have to contact my team!> Chris decided, sounding almost feverish
to his own ears. <Where's the next com station for interplanetary connections?>
"Sorry to burst your bubble, Commander, but out here are nothing but
small farms and the occasional town. There are no com stations."
Chris growled dangerously, stomping his front legs. <There have
to be! There has to be a space port! Tell me where it is, Standish!>
Ezra eyes held a strange expression, then he smiled bitterly. "The
space port is nearly on the other side of the planet. And even if you could
reach it, there is no way you'd be able to send a message. You are a Kiowata.
The next rancher who sees you will either shoot you to sell body parts
for money or he'll catch you for one of the many meat markets. Then again,
you might end up as a breeding specimen."
Chris felt something cold course through him. He remembered the many
Kiowata horns they had found while searching for the ones behind the smuggling.
The stuffed heads and bodies, the many unregistered animals running around
on private lands.
<No!> he roared.
"And then there's the question as to whether you'd even be able to
contact your team or not. They might have declared you dead by now," Ezra
added.
Reality was suddenly too much to take. Chris felt his mind whirl, his
thoughts running together. He was living a nightmare.
<I have to get a message off this planet> he whispered.
"Well, good luck then, Commander Larabee," Ezra said levelly. "This
is where our ways part. I'm going to the next settlement to get supplies,
then I'm off to greener pastures. Whatever foolish notion you have about
contacting your friend, you shouldn't show yourself all too openly. It's
bad for your health."
With that Ezra turned and stalked off. Chris watched him, anger and
puzzlement warring inside him. Adding to that was his confusion about the
whole situation. His adrenaline level had gone down, but nothing seemed
any clearer than hours before. Snorting, he stamped his hooves into the
soft ground. He knew he had to contact his team, but as a Kiowata that
was close to impossible. He couldn't talk, except through that weird connection
to Standish, and the man showed no sign of even considering following his
orders.
He had taken several steps after Ezra when he realized what he was
doing. Logically, he should find help somewhere else instead of a criminal
who had actually 'stolen' him to flee from the local law. Instinct vetoed
that. He needed Ezra because without him, he'd just end up in one of the
stables or corrals again. Or worse, as a stuffed trophy for some
rich collector. Annoyance swamped him.
Chris finally set out after Standish, keeping back, trying not to announce
his presence. Better stick with someone who knew his way around here than
stay on his own.
* * *
Ezra had been aware of Larabee's presence for over an hour by now, but
he ignored the Kiowata that followed him in the distance. He had fled the
last town, Broken Path, in a hurry and except for the money he had conned
off the five dubious characters and the weapons he carried on him, he had
nothing left. Not that he had had many possessions to begin with. The little
he had had would most likely be sold by the lady who had charged him an
incredible amount of money for his room. Oh well.... Ezra knew there was
a small settlement a few hours from Broken Path where he might be able
to buy supplies. Getting a cheap mount was another matter.
The Kiowata, Chris Larabee, shortened the distance between them throughout
the next two hours and Ezra was growing tired of it. The fact that he heard
Larabee in his head was disturbing enough. Part of him argued that since
no one had any idea how aware Kiowata changelings could communicate, that
this might be natural, another part vividly reminded him of the jolt he
had felt race through him at the corral. Back then he hadn’t given it any
further thought, but now was another matter. He had chosen the black stallion
out of the many who had pushed past him to get free; why?
Ezra stopped and turned to look at the impressive animal. "What
do you want from me, Commander?"
Larabee's ears were turned forward, but he appeared tense. <Why
can you hear me?>
"You followed me for hours just to ask me that?"
<Answer me!>
"Why should I?" Ezra asked neutrally, a bland expression sliding over
his features.
Chris growled, eyes darkening.
"Threats won't get you anywhere."
The Kiowata hesitated. Finally he tossed his head, annoyance radiating
off him.
Ezra shook his head. "Okay, listen. I don't know why. Maybe others
can hear you, too. I'm just the only one around."
Chris gave him a dubious look, but he lapsed into silence. Ezra watched
him warily.
<It's getting dark> Chris finally remarked, sounding like he wanted
to say whatever came to mind to break the silence.
"I noticed. A small farmer settlement is another two hours this way."
He gestured vaguely.
Another moment of hesitant silence. Ezra started off down the path.
Chris followed him.
<You're off world as well?> he asked conversationally.
Standish tried to ignore him, but in the end he nodded. "Trying to
get off."
<So do I>
Silence again.
<We could work together> Chris proposed.
"Why?" Ezra had stopped and faced him.
<Because maybe, just maybe, cooperation will get us further than
trying it on our own>
"You are a Special Agent. I thought your kind was trained to expect
the unexpected and are able to master every situation." He knew he was
being sarcastic and rather unkind, but his own experience with Larabee's
lot was unpleasant.
The ears flattened against the head. <Circumstances demand adaptation>
Larabee ground out. <And you would get to this settlement faster if
you rode>
Ezra's eyebrows shot up. Larabee was offering to let him ride?
<I hope you're a good rider> he added.
"Okay, let's say I agree. What's your angle?"
<I want the people responsible. I want the incriminating data to
nail them>
Ezra nearly laughed out loud, but he settled for a wry grin. "You against
the rest of the world? Commander, you are crazy. Nothing you'll do or don’t
will ever change this world."
Chris's eyes narrowed. <I might look a horse, but I'm still an Agent
for the Joined Governments. I have a job to do>
"Tall order for someone who is completely on his own. How do you propose
the two of us can do what a horde of Agents couldn't?"
<We are on the planet, they aren't. My men and I spent months searching
for the smugglers' hideout, but we never reached this planet. By not killing
me, the smugglers have dug their own graves. I'm here now, I know who I
am; you know this world. Maybe you know where the people responsible could
hide>
Ezra mulled it over. It sounded risky and Ezra P. Standish didn't do
risky as long as he didn't know the fates played in his favor. But it also
presented an opportunity to get off this dirt ball. Anyway, who told him
that Larabee would really get that far? They might be searching for the
smugglers for ages, even if Ezra planned to jump ship the moment he had
a ride off world. He would enjoy the pleasures of having a mount for as
long as it took.
I must be out of my mind, he thought. Making deals with an Agent who'd,
as soon as he finds out who I am, will throw me in jail. But beggars couldn't
be choosers. He had to make do with what he had until better opportunities
arose.
"All right, here's the deal: I'll help you as best as I can. I won't
swear unwavering loyalty to your cause, Commander, but you have my services."
He looked Larabee straight in the eyes.
The Kiowata nodded. <Enough for me. Get on>
Ezra approached warily. Kiowata were generally larger than the standard
equine, but he had sat on one before and he had ridden bare back as well.
Grabbing a handful of black mane, he hoisted himself onto the broad back
with a bit more difficulty than expected. Chris walked off into the direction
they had been going as the night started to settle.
* * *
True to his sense of direction, Ezra had found the small settlement
by the name of Clearwater, where he had walked in alone, hiding Chris close
by. He had bought the necessary supplies, eaten a large dinner and got
himself a room. While he was used to spending the nights on a bedroll under
the stars, Ezra believed to take what he could get, and the room had been
too tempting not to use it. By the time he returned to where Chris was
hiding, the Kiowata was livid.
<Where were you?> Larabee spat, raw anger radiating off him. <You
were supposed to come back after getting supplies!>
"No, Mr. Larabee, I said I'd get supplies, not that I'd come back right
away."
Chris tossed his head in anger. <What were you doing in that town?>
"Exactly what I told you. Then I had dinner and slept in the luxury
of a down pillow bed, if you have to know."
He started to untangle the supply bags from the largest purchase he
had made. Chris watched him, trying to keep calmer than he felt. He had
been worried, for crying out loud! At least after the spell of sudden betrayal
that had coursed through him. A long time he had wondered if he had prematurely
put too much faith into the man. Then he discovered what Ezra had carried
along.
<What's that?> Chris asked coldly, body tensing.
Ezra gave him one of those infuriating smiles. "A saddle, commander."
Chris's ears lay flat on his head and he glared at the human. Standish
faced the large Kiowata with no apparent fear. He gazed up into the brown
eyes and the smile continued to annoy the hell out of Chris.
A saddle. He knew exactly what it was and he knew what Standish was
planning.
<Where did you get it from?>
"I acquired it from a gentlemen in town who had no need for it any
more."
<We have no money. You told me so!>
"That was before I discovered the little gold mine called a saloon."
Ezra flashed him a grin. "People in Clearwater are very eager to prove
their gambling skills when faced with a stranger."
<So you bought a saddle from money you cheated off people?>
Ezra's face closed up. "I do not cheat. I'm a professional and I don't
have to stoop to such lowly methods while engaging in a game of chance
with the locals."
<Professional? You're a professional gambler?> Chris echoed, sounding
surprised. Then again, he had never asked Ezra about his job prior to coming
to BP-379. <You're a con?>
Ezra refused to answer.
Chris snorted, anger visible in the brown eyes. <You probably stole
the saddle as well!>
"No, commander, I didn't have to steal. Mr. Peerson lost a game we
agreed upon."
Larabee clearly didn't believe him. <What else didn't you steal?>
he demanded.
Ezra forced himself to stay calm. "Why is this suddenly of such interest
to you?"
<Since I found out that the man I'm supposed to rely on is a thief,
cheat and con!>
"Harsh words from someone in your position, Mr. Larabee. A guy has
to make a living somehow. An empty stomach doesn't ask, and one can't eat
honor! "
Chris stared at him, anger and betrayal coursing through him. Standish
was a criminal; he was an officer of the law. Standish had conned people
out of their money, Chris would arrest him on sight if he were human.
<Am I next on the list?> he asked, still furious.
"Of course!" Ezra answered sarcastically. "I'll walk you into the next
best town, make up a story how I came across you, and hand you over to
the highest bidder!" His green eyes flashed, then he forced his rampaging
emotions back under control. "How stupid are you, Larabee? You are an unclipped
wild Kiowata to everyone! I wouldn't be able to get out of town fast enough
before a Handler gets me, and then kills or clips you because you have
found your memories again. I'm walking a fine line here! One wrong move
and we're both dead!"
Clipping was still the stuff nightmares were made of, but the procedure
made sense. When the horns were cut off, which was called clipping, the
animal became more docile. By removing a good part of the bony growth,
a strand of nerves was cut, which ran directly into the brain. The horns
didn't regrow. If the clipped Kiowata was one of the unlucky changed humans,
he would also lose his personality, forever altering them from human to
mere animal.
"If you want to pretend that I'm the bad guy, do it!" Ezra retaliated,
the anger briefly getting the better of him. "I promised you help and I
will honor my word. All I ask in return is that you trust what I do in
the towns we pass through."
Chris was silent for a while, then his gaze wandered over to the saddle.
<I'm not going to wear that> he finally snarled.
"Listen, Mr. Agent. You said we should work together to get off this
backwater hell hole. That means cooperate." Ezra was glad to change the
topic, even if the argument went on.
<I'm not going to wear a saddle! It's enough I have to carry you!>
he hissed in outrage.
"Do you know what it looks like if I run into someone, anyone, riding
bare back and without even a halter on you? Those few who actually ride
Kiowata have tamed theirs through various means, mostly clipping the horns."
Ezra gave him a pointed look. "You are, by all accounts, wild. So we have
to cover up those facts, disguise you, for lack of a better word. The saddle
and the halter are part of that disguise."
Chris gave the offending piece of leather a dark look. Ezra waited
patiently. He knew he had the winning hand here. It was a dangerous game,
but he had been playing it ever since he had ignored the voice of reason
and accepted Larabee's partnership. He closely watched the black animal
in front of him, noticed the tense stance, the flat ears, the cold look
in those hazel eyes. Finally Larabee snorted loudly.
<All right!>
"I promise to rub you down properly in the evening," Ezra added. He
just couldn't resist.
He danced out of the way, laughing, as Chris snapped at him, sharp
teeth just missing his left upper arm.
* * *
Days passed into a week. Chris had gone from shock into bouts of depression
over the, in his eyes, hopeless situation, and had then reached anger.
Ezra was having an increasingly more difficult time with his unwilling
partner and the arguments were repeating themselves, mostly in the morning
when Ezra saddled up, and in the evening, when he attempted to make the
Kiowata comfortable. Standish knew how to take care of the proud animals,
but Chris was a stubborn and independent man, someone who pushed offered
help away because of the knot of barely restrained fury in his mind.
"We need money," Ezra stated, counting their last coins. "This barely
gets us enough food for you, let alone the bare necessities to acquire
a ticket off this planet."
He ruffled through their belongings. Most of it had come into his possession
through rather illegal means, the rest had been bought with money won at
the gambling tables in the various towns they had passed. Well, Ezra had
passed through most of them, leaving Chris outside town. A huge, unclipped
Kiowata would be something of an attraction and Standish had wanted to
draw as little attention to them as possible.
While Kiowata were accepted mounts and pack animals, horses were still
out numbering them. Kiowata were valuable trading goods, dead and alive,
and the people of BP-379 gave the idea of an endangered species little
thought. For them, it counted to survive out here, and if that meant hunting
wild Kiowata, so be it. Whether they knew about the immoral origin of most
of the current population of these proud equines was a matter of opinion.
Ezra had never asked. It was easier to survive that way.
<I'm not interested in leaving this planet> Chris said forcefully.
<I want those responsible for the transformations! We have to find a
way to contact the Chimera or the Agency>
Ezra gave him an unreadable look, then produced some food bars. He
sat down in the shade of a large tree, unwrapping the bars, and took a
bite off one.
"We've been over this before, Mr. Larabee. None of the locals would
have a strong enough com station for that."
<Who has?>
"The rich and famous." He flashed Chris a grin. "I know a few names
and places where to get information."
<So?>
"So we have to carefully ask around and not arouse suspicion."
<And what makes you such an expert on operations?> Chris asked,
sounding irritated.
"I've been on this planet a lot longer than you, Commander Larabee.
I know things. One is, don't get on the wrong side of people who have the
power to make you disappear for good. And I'm not talking about your horse
head on a wall." He threw the half eaten food bar onto the blanket.
<I'm sick and tired of this!> Chris snapped.
Here we go again, Ezra sighed, but he kept his mouth shut as the huge
animal behind him tossed his head.
<How long has it been? Weeks? Months? I don't even know what date
it is!>
"Our time? Or Standard?"
Chris glared at him as if Ezra was being difficult on purpose. <It's
been too long!> he growled. <Too long to carry you around without seeing
any results! The saddle chafes my back! This... this torture instrument
you call a halter... I feel like a mule!>
Oh, got experience, hm? Ezra thought.
An evil glare answered him. "Whoops," he muttered.
The strange connection between them had changed within the last four
weeks. It was becoming clearer in many ways, but also more intense. Whatever
was happening between them, Standish wasn't happy about the developments.
If anything, the connection had become tighter.
<We've been through how many towns? Five? Six? You go in, have your
fun, while I spend the time tethered to some fence or waiting for you outside!>
"We've been over this before, Mr. Larabee," Ezra answered, smoothing
his bedroll. "It's the only way. You agreed."
<Because I have no choice!> The ears now lay flat on the head. <No
one but you can hear me! There's nothing I can do except carry you around
and pretend I'm a big dumb horse!>
It was something Chris had tried out again and again, but except for
Ezra, no one heard him. For them, he was a Kiowata.
"I know how frustrating this is, how you feel..."
<Know? You know nothing, Standish!>
Ezra opened his mouth, then shut it again, shaking his head. He knew
he would never win an argument while Chris was feeding off his anger. The
man was so.... irritating and annoying. Even the fact that he was stuck
in a Kiowata body hadn't erased the arrogant behavior of an Agency officer.
<All I know is that I'm stuck in this form, that my team is out
there looking for me, and you are unable to help me contact them!>
"I'm working on it."
<You're working on your conning skills> Chris snarled, baring the
prominent canines Kiowata featured. While they were herbivores, they had
rather impressive canine teeth. <Why should I trust you when all you
tell me is that it's all for the best, but I never see success or results?>
Ezra stiffened and gave Chris a withering look. "I didn't force you
along, Larabee, let me make this clear. You chose to follow me. You said
I might be of help. I've been trying to make this work every step of the
way and we came far." His voice was completely level. "If you think you
can do better on your own, then leave!"
The Kiowata bared its sharp teeth, snorting. Ezra stood his ground,
meeting the wild hazel eyes, gauging how much time he had until Larabee
gave in to his anger and attacked. Ezra had been where Chris was, but he
had had a few factors working for him as well. For a brief moment he wondered
whether to reveal his abilities to Chris, then decided against it. In his
current state, Chris wouldn't listen to anything he heard or saw.
<Maybe I should!>
With that he turned on his heels and galloped off into the approaching
darkness.
That went well, Ezra thought to himself as he watched him go. He slowly
relaxed his stance. A small voice whispered that he should go after him,
but he ignored it. Chris was in no mood to listen to him and until he had
blown off steam, there would be no sense in endangering his health any
further.
*
The anger faded quickly and gave way to a sense of loneliness and fear.
Chris had stopped further upstream at the small river that also ran by
their campsite. The sound of the water calmed his frazzled nerves and as
the adrenaline dissipated. He stepped closer to the stream, his sensitive
ears moving like little radar dishes to check for dangers. His Kiowata
side knew how to survive, while the human side was still flailing for sanity.
Chris drank a little, then raised his head, sighing softly. He had completely
lost it again, this time worse than ever. And Standish had just stood there
and taken it.
That little..... He gave a snort and his ears flicked wildly.
His tail beat the air and he stamped his front legs, trying to calm down.
Standish was the most infuriating man he had ever had the displeasure of
meeting. And he had met a few. One of his best men could drive him crazy
with his antics sometimes, but nothing compared to the thief he was now
partnered with.
Why him? Why couldn't it have been someone else? Then again, if it
had been someone else, like a rancher, he would now be clipped, unaware
of his origin, or worse: part of a collection of stuffed animals. No, Standish
was the better alternative, even if he was a criminal. Chris had caught
himself more than once how he had suspected something behind every word
or move of the thief. And it bugged Larabee that he was also the only one
who could understand him. This strange connection between them had its
uses, but mostly it was a source for even greater annoyance - and it frightened
Chris. He was becoming very much used to it.
So far, Ezra hadn't betrayed him. Yes, he had fun in the towns they
came through, but true to his word, the thief had done everything to get
the information they needed. He was annoying, but he was useful. Still,
the dependency irked Chris. He was used to being in command, of having
his orders followed. Currently, orders didn't get him very far because
the only person who heard him was Standish and the man was stubborn. Not
even the difference in size or the threats to bite or kick him helped.
Chris was helpless and he hated that feeling.
Chris returned to the camp at sunrise. He hadn't felt quite calm and
centered enough to return throughout the night, so he had stayed away.
Ezra was busy packing his things in the saddlebags. As he heard Chris approached
he raised his head. Chris noticed the closed expression, the mask that
had slipped over the face, locking Ezra's emotions behind a wall. With
trepidation, Larabee approached the man.
<Ezra, I..... have to apologize for my behavior last night> Chris
said, hoping he hadn't irreparably damaged their rather fragile friendship
last night.
It wasn't as hard as he had thought, though rehearsing it had helped.
"Apology accepted," was the neutral reply.
<Listen, I ....>
"There is no need to repeat the apology," the thief interrupted him,
slinging the saddle bags over his shoulder as he straightened. "I know
you're dealing with a lot at the moment."
<How?> Chris asked quietly. He had wondered about that last night
as well, as the argument had repeated in his mind.
Ezra hesitated, but then his eyes took on a hard, uncompromising expression.
"There's a lot you don't know about me," he finally answered, "and I'd
like to leave it at that."
<I know you're a thief, con and gambler. You cheat people out of
their money and whatever valuables they have> Chris told him, immediately
regretting his words as Ezra's stance grew rigid. <And I know you've
proven you are a friend> he added, voice softer.
"I'd be careful with that proclamation, Commander Larabee. You might
regret it in the future."
Hard eyes didn't show a single emotion. Ezra was withdrawing, his voice
almost growing icicles, and Chris shivered.
<I rarely regret my decisions, Ezra>
"This might be one of those rare times."
Gods, how aggravating could one man be?
<How do you know what this feel likes? Unless you're empathic or
unless you actually went through... this...> Chris stumbled to a halt,
realization hitting him. <You went through this as well?> he finally
whispered, barely voicing it as a question.
Anguish briefly flittered over the otherwise expressionless face. It
was so quick, Chris almost doubted he had really seen it.
<But... but how.... How did you change back?>
Ezra sighed deeply. "This isn't easy." He let the saddlebags drop to
the grassy ground. He stared at them for a moment, then met Chris's eyes.
"Do you know what a Borderline is?"
Chris blinked. <Of course. They are humans born with a genetic defect>
"So it's called a defect, hm? Others call it a mutation, a dark mark,
a blemish, or worse.... Where I come from, Borderlines are at the bottom
rung and are still being kicked to let go of the ladder, Commander, because
Borderlines have abilities others fear. They are without rights." Ezra
ran a hand through his short hair, visibly uncomfortable. "Those who can
evade detection hide. Some in plain sight."
Chris listened to the hesitant explanation, unsure where this was leading.
He knew about Borderlines because of the files the Agency kept. There was
no reliable count on how many Borderlines existed or what really defined
them, mostly because there was no way to detect these men and women. Those
who manifested strong abilities and had no one to talk to soon used them
for illegal means. There had been two reported cases of strong telepathy
and both had turned insane because of the voices in their heads. There
were also accounts of mild telekinesis, precognition, empathy, acute hearing
or eye-sight. Those cases where the abilities were strong and could be
used to influence someone or something were far and wide. The Borderlines
who had mastered their abilities had been registered. Some were even in
law enforcement, though Chris had no idea if there were any in the Agency.
Since science couldn’t explain paranormal abilities all that clearly,
the Borderlines existed as a shadowy class of humans who had a genetic
defect. In some colonies or even on Earth itself, Borderlines were were
considered sub-humans, if they were considered human at all. Ezra’s words
confirmed that wherever he had been born, he wouldn’t have had a warm welcome
if displaying his abilities.
"Borderlines show their abilities throughout puberty; well, most of
them. Usually it’s just one power. Some need to be triggered." Ezra bit
his lower lip, then suddenly squared his shoulders and started to unbuttoning
his shirt.
<Uh, Ezra....?> Chris asked, confused.
The younger man threw the shirt onto the ground and continued with
his boots, then unbuckled his pants.
<Whoa, wait, what's... Ezra?>
Chris turned his head away as the man undressed, startled by the behavior.
He felt a strange tugging in the back of his mind, as if he was pulled
somewhere. When he raised his head again to face Standish, he had he shock
of his life. Aside from the shock of waking up on a strange planet as a
Kiowata, that is.
In front of him stood a Kiowata. It was smaller than him. It had a
light brown coat with reddish highlights, and the mane and tail showed
some darker colors. But the green eyes gazing calmly at him were all too
familiar.
<Ezra?> Chris managed.
<Yes>
<You.... you can ....>
<I can change, yes. I'm Borderline, Mr. Larabee>
There was a wariness in the mind-voice that alerted Chris to how uncomfortable
his friend felt. It bothered him on some subconscious level because he
had thought Ezra would trust him at least this far. Apparently he had been
wrong. Chris collected his racing thoughts. Those were extreme abilities
for a Borderline, he thought wildly. He had never heard of a shape-changer
before!
<You were changed into a Kiowata?>
<Yes. They caught me when I... errr... lifted something out of a
top secret lab. I didn’t know it at the time, but the files I had been
hired to steal contained information on the machinery used to change humans
into Kiowata. Instead of killing me, they dumped me here. I think they
thought it would be fun. I regained my memory pretty quickly and fled>
<How did you find out about your abilities?>
Ezra sent a mental shrug. <It just happened. One moment I was like
this, the next I was human. Came as kind of a shock. I didn’t know I was
a shape-changer till that day. I had… other abilities. I worked on this
new element and I can control it now>
There was no pride in his voice; Ezra sounded rather clinical cold
as he told his story.
<You see, I know what it feels like, Commander. I know the helplessness,
the frustration and the rage> Green eyes met hazel ones. <And it doesn't
get you anywhere> Ezra flicked his tail.
Chris watched the smaller form for a while, then nodded slowly. <So
you can do it at will because you of a genetic mutation?>
<Yes, probably. I’m not sure on the scientific facts, though>
Ezra demonstrated it by smoothly changing back into his human self.
It was more a blur of motions and there was no clear picture as to how
it happened. He grabbed his clothes and quickly pulled them on. Chris came
closer, looking down at him.
<And you didn't tell me.... why exactly?>
"What would it have changed?" Ezra asked in return, voice neutral.
"You have your impression of me, I've one of you. This tid-bit doesn't
exactly tip the balance in my favor, right?"
Chris had to smile to himself. <It means the moment I can figure
out how to be human again, you'll be wearing that torturous saddle>
Ezra gave him his usual grin and there was a sparkle of amusement in
his eyes. "Only in your dreams, Commander."
* * *
Just what are you doing here, Ezra?
The thief sat on a small hill overlooking the almost endless plains.
The knee-high grass swayed gently in the breeze. It was a warm day and
he had opted to enjoy it as long as it lasted.
You’re not supposed to play hero. You are supposed to look after yourself.
You don’t offer help to complete strangers. You run away when they reveal
what they are.
An Agent, Standish! The damned law! How could you be so stupid?
Ezra watched the black form of Chris Larabee as the Kiowata grazed
not far away. The sun was playing over the midnight coat, giving it an
almost bluish depth. He had no idea what the man looked like, but he was
sure that this animal represented him perfectly. There was power behind
his movements, an authority few managed in Kiowata form, and a strength
that was more than just muscles. Ezra sighed and shook his head.
Showed him my abilities, too. Why? Why let the man in on this secret?
Why show him a weak spot?
He could have left and disappeared in any number of towns, on any number
of occasions. He hadn’t. Ezra didn’t know where this sudden sense of loyalty
came from, what inspired it, but ever since their chance meeting, something
had changed within him.
Then unchange it, the biting voice in his head demanded. Do you really
think you can help Larabee? What will happen if the impossible happens
and you contact his team? They will come, take him away, lock you up and
throw away the key! He is a god-damned officer of the law! Can it get any
worse? Can you screw up any more?
Ezra blinked, lowering his eyes. He studied the blade of grass he was
twisting in his fingers. Something inside of him fought the acidic remarks,
reminded him that this man depended on him. Chris was all alone, completely
on his own, just like himself. He couldn’t turn his back and go.
And what’s in it for you?
Chris raised his head from where he was grazing and those dark eyes
met Ezra’s for a moment. The thief didn’t know if Larabee had picked up
on anything that was going through his mind. The Bond was a fickle thing.
He was convinced it wasn’t telepathy and that Chris was unable to sense
anything, but there was a nagging doubt deep inside.
It’s because of what you are. You brought this onto yourself, Borderline!
But Ezra realized that there was a lot more to it all.
What do you get out of this for Ezra Standish? the voice whispered
more insistently.
He bit his lower lip.
Nothing. Nothing at all.
* * *
Days went by faster than he could count. Chris sometimes lost track
of time completely, living from day to day, relaying on Ezra to get them
somewhere safe every night, even if it was under the stars. They were crossing
unsettled plains and saw fewer and fewer farms. Standish was always alert,
saw things that slipped by Chris, and he constantly monitored their environment.
Despite his prior exclamations, Chris had formed a bond of trust with the
enigmatic thief. Ezra Standish was the only person he could rely on and
even if he was on the wrong side of the law, currently it did get them
fed and watered. The thief took care of a lot of things for both of them,
even down to the morning and evening routine of brushing Chris down and
checking the hooves for stones of injuries. In the beginning, Chris had
balked at the very idea. After a while he had started to relax into the
strong, even strokes of the brush. It felt good and it left him with a
peaceful feeling afterwards. He would never tell Ezra, but he suspected
Standish knew anyway.
They had to hide Chris’s nature, so Ezra had done something ingenious.
Those Kiowata owners who wanted their mounts to keep their splendid horns
had them tagged and nails driven deep into the base of the horns. It had
almost the same effect as clipping them, but it was also more dangerous.
If the nail hit the wrong area it could kill the animal, or not tame it.
And if pulled out, the Kiowata would go wild again. Faking the nails had
been easy. The tag had been another matter.
Chris snorted to himself. The tag had been painful because it had to
be punched through the ear. A small, silver knob near the base of his right
ear. A brief pain, but one hell of an experience. He had nearly trodden
on Ezra when his partner had performed the tagging.
Summer changed into Autumn, which was usually quite a short affair
in this part of the country. Ezra had acquired a warm blanket, winter clothes
and several more items he would need to be comfortable in the last town
they had passed through. Chris's coat was growing denser as the Kiowata
body prepared for the colder temperatures as well. Whenever they came across
a settlement or town Ezra rented stable space for the nights they remained
in town. They would need a more permanent residence soon. The winter would
get a lot colder before it let up.
After Chris's emotional explosions, matters had suddenly become quieter.
Chris was calmer. His temper was still there, but he had control over himself
again and Ezra found that Commander Chris Larabee was a rather likable
person if he didn't try to push him into doing something that went against
everything Ezra believed in. Every time that happened, his stubbornness
collided with Larabee's, and tempers flared. Chris was able to knock Ezra
off-center with astonishing precision and he used it now and again. Still,
everything had mellowed a little. The confrontations were no longer as
biting and harsh as before. Acceptance had settled in.
The landscape around them changed, became more inhospitable, and there
were less and less bushes, trees or grass. Chris first became aware of
the developing situation when Ezra returned from a farm they had passed,
carrying nothing but a small sack full of what smelled like grain. It was
an important addition to his diet since the grass and other plants he could
find weren't very nourishing. Ezra would buy as much as he could at every
stop in addition to the food he needed for himself. As he now returned
to their small camp, which was hidden in a crops of trees to keep others
from seeing Chris, he wordlessly dropped his bundle and went about setting
up his bedroll.
The Kiowata urged Chris to feed and he followed his instincts. Ezra
got a small fire going, but he didn't eat.
"I had something at the farm," the thief answered as he stirred the
flames with a stick. "Very nice couple who owns it." He flashed Chris a
dimpled grin. "The pie itself was fantastic, even though I had to steal
it."
<What?!>
An indignant look graced the smooth features. "You want me to waltz
in and tell them I need Kiowata food? On foot? In the middle of nowhere.
How should I explain that?"
Chris munched on the last of the corn. He knew it was their only alternative
to openly showing themselves, and Ezra had vehemently argued against
it.
But things didn't change. Ezra 'acquired' grain for him from somewhere,
declared he had had his share of food, and then continued to make camp
and refuse to talk to Chris about it any more. What made Chris suspicious
was the lack of appetite in the morning as well, and except for the stray
berry bush they came across, he never saw Ezra eat much. If at all. Game
was scarce, too.
They were crossing the Divide now, a stretch of land that was as lifeless
as an asteroid. The whole landscape seemed to consist more of canyons than
anything else. From where Chris stood he saw a desolate vista of bare rocks
and jagged hills, through which whistled a savage wind that tugged at him.
Dark clouds churned overhead threatening rain, but the ground beneath him
was deeply dry. Only dust rode the wind, sometimes thick enough to envelop
him and obscure his vision, sometimes just creeping along the ground to
wrap around his ankles like smoke. Occasionally it hid the distant horizon.
The valley that lay spread out beyond him was huge and staggeringly rough,
as if a long-ago river had churned violently along the plain, eating it
away in huge gulps.
In the days they spent in this loneliness, Ezra had grown more silent.
Chris wasn't a conversationalist to begin with; Ezra usually talked. But
now, the silence stretched between them and sometimes, Chris thought Ezra
wasn't even there. Maybe he was coming down with something. He kept himself
bundled up in his thick coats all the time.
They made it out of the Divide after several days, Chris feeling exhausted
and at the end of his strength. The terrain had been rough enough to trouble
him quite severely. Ezra hadn’t spoken a word since the day before and
stubbornly clung to the saddle. Across the Divide lay more hospitable grounds.
There was water, more plant life, and even some game.
That was when they ran into trouble. Chris had been aware of predators
in the area a long time before they actually saw one. His Kiowata side
had kept him minutely informed about movement of prowlers, but none had
ever attacked them. He suspected that a Kiowata was too large for them.
The predators he had briefly seen were about the size of a large dog, though
that was where the likeness with the Earth mammal stopped. They were armored,
not covered in fur, and their eyes held no pupils. He suspected they were
too scared of his size to really strike. How wrong he had been was proven
to Chris when the silence of the morning was broken by a sudden yell.
<Ezra?>
There was a turmoil of fragmented emotions hitting Chris through the
ever-developing link, but he didn't need it to stir him into action. Ezra
had gone down to the near-by river to get the cantines refilled and, as
he had put it, wash the daily dust off him. Pounding through the thin group
of trees Chris emerged onto the broad river banks. The river itself had
narrowed due to the decreasing temperatures and the fact that the mountains
were already snow-capped.
What he saw made his mind freeze. Ezra lay near the water, face down,
the cantine beside him where it had been thrown. His shirt was ripped and
there were flecks of blood. Beside him stood one of the prowlers he had
only fleetingly seen now and then. It was larger than the others, much
larger than a normal dog, and the yellow eyes swiveled to take in the new
threat the large Kiowata presented.
<Ezra!> Chris yelled.
His ears lay flat against his head, he was baring his teeth and sharp
hooves danced over the pebbled surface. The predator gave him a curious
look, sharp claws too close to Ezra's head for Chris's comfort.
<Get away from him> he snarled, well knowing that the thing couldn't
hear him. <He's mine!>
Scaly looking ears pricked forward and the elongated head tilted. A
rumble emerged the sharp snout. <Yours?>
Chris did a double-take, suppressing the Kiowata instinct to flee.
<You can hear me?>
<Of course I can> The voice was hoarse, barely human, and had a
strange accent to it. <So he is yours?>
<Yes, mine!> Chris moved closer, all muscles tense, ready to react
to whatever the creature did next.
Surprisingly enough, it moved away from the prone form. <He is weak>
<He is human> Chris snapped. <Get away from him! Now!>
<You would fight me over his possession?> the rough voice sounded
intrigued.
<Yes> Larabee answered without thinking, feeling the stunning realization
seep into his mind. Yes, he would fight that thing. <He is my partner>
<He is weak> the prowler repeated. <Otherwise I would not have
chosen him>
Chris felt a rumble escape his throat. <Too frightened to take on
a larger opponent?> It was out before he had time to think about it. He
moved closer to Ezra, the smell of blood now invading his nostrils.
A raspy sort of laughter echoed through his mind. <I have killed
your kind often enough, Kiowata. None was really strong enough to fight
me, none wanted any more. They wished for death, weakened by abuse and
starving. Like him>
Chris froze. Ezra had no death wish....
<Or haven't you noticed? His system is weakened, he is undernourished>
The words cut into him and he felt a wave of denial flood him, but
they also confirmed his worst suspicion. <No....> he managed.
More laughter. <I do not prey on the strong, Kiowata. Only on those
who are dying>
<He's not dying!> Chris stopped next to Ezra, willing him to move,
but there wasn't even a twitch.
<If you say so, Kiowata> The predator moved away. <But he is
weakening>
Chris glared more. <Who are you?> he demanded.
<My kind has no name. Be glad I'm not hungry enough to accept your
challenge. The next one who claims your human friend might not be so gracious>
With that the scaly creature disappeared into the forest.
Chris's mind whirled. Ezra... undernourished... weak... Why hadn't
he seen it? All the signs had been there! He hadn't eaten anything but
a few gathered berries in the last days. How long before that had it started.
And why? He bent his head and gently nudged the prone form.
<Ezra?> he inquired. <Please, answer me!>
A soft groan could be heard and Ezra's left arm twitched. Chris nudged
him again. This time there was a mumble.
<Ezra?>
Standish rolled slowly onto his back, a grimace of pain evident on
his face. Green eyes cracked open and Chris saw the pain reflected in there
as well. Now that he really looked at him, he discovered how bad Ezra actually
looked. His features were drawn, almost hollow, and his skin pale.
<Can you get up?>
"Yeah," came the barely audible reply and Standish tried to get to
his knees. He didn't make it and simply contended himself by sitting there.
His arms went protectively around his middle, pulling the remains of his
shirt closed.
<Ezra...?>
"I'm fine!" the thief snapped, shivering in the cool air.
Chris blew a warm breath onto his neck, making him shiver even more.
<How badly are you hurt?>
"Just a scratch. I knocked myself out when that thing barreled into
me. Where did it go?"
There was a fearful note in his voice and Chris felt protective instinct
flare. He squelched it for now. <It left>
Ezra stared at the softly gurgling river.
<Why did you do it, Ezra?>
"I don't know what you're talking about."
Anger rushed through him, but Chris forced himself to remain calm.
<You are seriously undernourished! I haven't seen you eating since...
since... a long time ago!>
"I'm fine."
The cold green eyes fixed him with a dangerously icy expression. Chris
almost bodily moved away. He stomped angrily instead, spraying pebbles
everywhere. <Stop lying, Standish!>
Ezra's eyes flared with barely contained fury, giving them more life
than they had held in the past days. He swayed to his feet, still clutching
the torn clothes around his shaking body.
"Leave me alone, Larabee!"
<No, I won't! You stole grain for me, but neglected yourself! I
want to know why!>
"I don't owe you any explanations, Commander."
<The hell you do!>
"You are not my keeper," Ezra defiantly met the angry Kiowata.
<No, I'm not! I thought I was your friend, Ezra> Chris forced himself
to soften his voice.
Suspicion warred with indifference.
<Why?> he pressed again.
"If you have to know, because stealing any more would have aroused
suspicion! Because I had no money to buy anything else!" Ezra shot back.
That wasn't exactly what he had expected. Not at all. Chris snorted
in
stunned surprise, dancing back and forth. <What....?>
Flat green eyes met his. "We are out of money! The last I had went
the way of it all: I spent it on food. We didn't hit any larger settlement
lately, remember? I couldn't actually play a game or two!"
<So you stole grain?>
"Yes!" Ezra ground out. "I stole your food rations! So sue me!"
<Why not money?>
Standish evaded his penetrating gaze. "We weren't that bad off," he
muttered.
Not so bad off? Not so bad...?! Chris tried to wrap his mind around
those words, flailing to understand the reasoning. Realization hit him.
Ezra hadn't stolen from people who couldn't afford losing money. He had
taken a little for the Kiowata, nothing for him, and he had simply urged
them on to the next farm or whatever they could find.
<Why steal only for me, Ez?> he inquired softly, coming closer again.
<I could have lived off the grass, like I did when I was still wild>
The dark head shook slowly. "No. Well, yes, you could live off the
grass and bushes, but it's not enough. You'd go hungry out here soon."
<I could do with a diet> Chris tried lightly.
"You don't understand," the thief sighed.
<Then explain>
"Kiowata are animals. You are a human mind in an animal's body that
has the strong basic instincts of its host. The moment the hunger is too
great, the Kiowata will take over. You'll revert, even though you are still
yourself, Mr. Larabee. Kiowata emotions like fear, pain and hunger would
erase your human side."
Chris looked down at the bowed head. He had first pegged the man as
self-serving, only looking out for his welfare. Then he had changed his
mind because Ezra had done a few rather dangerous and wild things to keep
Chris safe, too. Now that. The fledgling loyalty from months ago had turned
into a fierce protective instinct, strong enough to give up on a lot of
commodities to take care of the Kiowata entrusted to him.
Ezra suddenly turned away and laboriously walked up the river bank,
clutching his tattered clothes. Chris followed, thoughts whirling. Why
had Ezra done this for him? Why? Did he feel obliged? Was it some kind
of scheme?
Stop it! a voice insisted. Stop second-guessing him, stop having misgivings,
stop suspecting him! You told him you see him as a friend, so start acting
like one!
Ezra stumbled and nearly fell. The link between them vibrated and it
was the first time Chris was so very much aware of it. He concentrated
on the connection and felt Ezra's emotions raging across it, muted somehow,
but still a torrent of contradicting waves. Quickening his steps, he pulled
up next to him and silently offered a shoulder. Standish was too exhausted
and tired to fight it. He laid a hand on the warm flank and let Chris lead
him back to camp.
<Do you have any food at all left?> the Kiowata asked softly, gently
nudging the unresisting man.
Ezra shook his head, not bothering to answer. He kept his head bowed,
still leaning against the warmth Chris's body presented. Chris gazed thoughtfully
at him, trying to grasp why a man he had pictured as self-serving if it
came to a tie, had sacrificed so much for him. No answer would come.
<Ezra? You have to eat something and all we have left is some Kiowata
food and the grass that grows around here> he lowered his head and his
breath disturbed the fine hair on the bowed head. <Change>
Ezra looked up, exhaustion clear in his eyes. "You can't be serious,"
he murmured.
<It's all we have and you need your strength back>
"We can backtrack to the last farm we passed."
<You stole from them, Ez. It's too dangerous>
"Wasn't thinking about revealing myself." The thin shoulders trembled.
<Change> Chris insisted. <We can stay here for a while. Plenty
of water, enough grass>
"Not enough. Chris, didn't you listen? You'll probably end up a schizophrenic!"
Some fire came back into Ezra's eyes.
<Okay, then we'll make a deal: you change and feed, then we'll move
on to the next settlement or town. When you go in to steal food, you'll
get some for you, too> Chris put as much sternness in his voice as he could.
The thief's mouth curled into a sarcastic smile. "You are actually
encouraging me to steal, commander?"
Chris glared, but the sensation across the link was amusement. <Change>
he ordered.
Ezra met the dark eyes, battling against the silent urging across the
link, his own need to eat something, and finally he surrendered. Chris
chalked it up to the weakness of near-starvation. When his friend was finally
in his alternate form, Chris was close to yelling at him again. Lord, he
was thin. Why hadn't he noticed the weight loss?
<Feed!> he growled, angry at himself as much as he was at Ezra.
Ezra gave a mental sigh and chewed on some grain, then proceeded over
to the clearing between the trees were some of the grass still looked edible.
Chris watched him, each move and twitch, silently berating himself for
not seeing it all before. The question as to why Ezra had done it kept
rebounding in his head. He'd probably never get an answer to it.
* * *
Winter came quickly and with it the blizzards and icy cold that was
to be expected. Travel was harder now. Sudden drops of temperature, blocked
ways through fallen trees, rainstorms and floods forced them to make a
lot of detours. The sometimes deep snow robbed both Kiowata and rider of
their energies and finally Ezra decided that they would have to spend the
winter somewhere inside. The trees were barely any buffers against the
wind and finding camp grounds was increasingly hard. The land was frozen
over and it was time to hole up somewhere.
Chris and Ezra reached Wand, a prospering town just at the foot of
a mountain range, two days after that decision. By now, it was cold enough
to crystallize every breath of air and Chris’s mane was frosted over. Both
were relived to finally be out of the biting cold. Like all towns and settlements,
Wand was made up out of mismatched houses out of stone, wood and corrugated
steel. Some looked like transformed trailer homes. There was running water,
electricity and plumbing, an independent generator, as well as back-ups,
and it was the center of commerce for this part of the country.
It was in Wand that Ezra received the first reliable piece of information
he needed, though they couldn't act on it. The man they were looking to
get in contact with, a rich breeder called Guy Royal, had his lands on
the other side of the mountains. With the snow and cold, it was impossible
to cross. They joined the countless people who were waiting for the ice
to thaw and the passes to open. The town was throbbing with life and Ezra
seemed to open up like a flower in the sun.
Chris watched his partner with growing amusement. Standish had secured
him a stable box, which Chris was thankful for, and he had a room in the
local boarding house. He spent the time they were stuck here gambling,
lifting money off those who were foolish enough to engage in a game of
chance with him.
Ever since the latest altercation, the link had developed further and
it allowed Chris to hover in the back of Ezra's mind, watching, listening
and, sometimes, commenting. It had been vague awareness before, but now
it was a pleasantly warm feeling that was wrapped around his mind. Their
relationship had changed and both felt it.
*
The season took its time. Some of the mountain men who regularly crossed
the pass commented that it was one of the worst weather conditions they
had seen in ages, which did nothing to raise Ezra’s hope of getting out
of Wand soon. Chris was sometimes restless and they would take short rides
around the countryside to get rid of his nervous energy. While the Kiowata
was an eye catcher, no one really showed any interest in him. There were
more of them in town than either Chris or Ezra had seen in a long time,
most of them clipped. The rest, like Chris, had been tagged.
The weather changed right after the new year. The ever-present snow
turned into rain, and the biting cold became more bearable. The normally
empty streets began to fill with a bit more life, and a lot more mud.
Ezra was woken by a panicked yell through the link.
"Chris?" he blurted.
Larabee was trying to reach him and his words were interspaced with
animalistic fear. Ezra knew the instincts of a Kiowata, that they could
drown out the human side, could shatter logical thinking. He didn't need
an explanation to spring into action. He left his room where he had slept
for about two hours after a long game and braved the increasing wind outside.
Rain drizzled down on him. The stables were not far from the boarding house
and he quickly arrived inside, where he discovered the reason for Chris'
panic.
Two men were trying to pull the black Kiowata out of his box. One had
managed to get a rope around the strong neck, another was hitting the panicking
animal to make him obey the orders.
"Shit!" one man, a thin, rat-faced blond cursed. "Devilish bastard!"
Ezra tried to tune out the unintelligent screams in his head. Chris
reared again, catching the second man, a long-haired, uncombed individual,
off guard. He quickly grabbed onto the rope that was biting into the black
coat, tugging.
"Get me one of them dopes, Reeves!" he yelled.
Reeves, the rat-faced one, turned to reach for a bag laying discarded
on the ground when he discovered Ezra. He froze.
"Let him go," Ezra said calmly, aiming his gun at the two.
Rat-face shot his partner a questioning look as he slowly straightened.
"Hey, can we talk about it?" the unwashed one asked, sounding greasy.
"We can split, y'know. He'll get us a right amount o'money."
Ezra smiled coldly, his aim unwavering.
"I have no intention of selling this fine steed, gentlemen."
Reeves spluttered. "He's yours?"
"Yes. Now please leave him alone."
Chris was tensely watching the scene unfold, ears flat on his head,
eyes rolling. He was breathing hard. The rope was still around his neck
and Ezra could see rope burn where it had bitten too deeply.
"Then how about ya'd give 'im to us," a third voice suddenly said.
"I severely doubt that, sir," Ezra answered levelly, no sign of fear
in his voice. He heard the third man approach and his two companions broke
out in grins. Ezra heard the tell-tale click of a safety taken off a projectile
weapon
"Maybe we hafta convince ya then."
"I doubt I'll change my opinion."
Grins blossomed on the unshaved faces of the two he could see. "Yer
mighty cocky, boy."
"And you are very unwashed, sir," Ezra deadpanned.
<Ezra> Chris groaned in exasperation. His thought processes had
apparently normalized and there were only faint echoes of the former panic
in his mind-voice.
Ezra suddenly ducked and swung his weapon arm up, surprising the man
behind him as he was knocked into the jaw. He stumbled back and Standish
delivered a kick with his foot, effectively disarming them. The others
charged and Ezra deflected the first blow easily, bringing up his fists
and punching one man in the nose. Roaring like a wounded bull, he staggered
back, blood flowing copiously out of his, obviously broken, nose. Reeves
struck out with the stick he had used to beat Chris into submission and
caught Ezra in the jaw. Pain exploded in his head and as he fell back,
he was suddenly grabbed in a tight hold by the third man, who was snarling
obscenities into his ears. The goon pinned his arms behind his back, but
Ezra didn't give up easily.
He lashed out with one foot and caught Rat-face above the knee. There
was a satisfying crunch and a pained yell as Rat-face went down, clutching
his leg. The remaining of the two thieves didn't give Ezra a chance to
repeat the maneuver.
Chris knew he had lost control when the two thieves had tried to get
him out of the box, using ropes and sticks. The Kiowata side had panicked,
had tried to get away, while the human side had fought to get a message
through to Ezra. Now he was in control again, the searing pain had stopped,
and he was able to catch a clear thought. And he had to help Ezra.
He charged Ezra's attackers, the Link ablaze with the pain he felt
from his friend. The attackers had gotten in some good punches and Ezra
was too dazed to resist much longer. Chris would repay them in kind. Yelling,
they scrambled for safety as the huge animal attacked them, but there was
no real safety in the stable. The one who had been working Ezra over was
kicked, and Chris heard with satisfaction as ribs broke. The third,
who had held his partner, pushed the limp form toward the charging Kiowata
and Chris was just quick enough not to trample him
"Let's get out of here!" the apparent boss hissed. "He's more trouble
than it's worth!"
They fled, limping and crawling, and Chris stood in the middle of the
stable, snorting, breathing hard. As his mind cleared from the rage, he
felt Ezra's weak presence and he turned. Standish lay curled up on the
hay covered floor, eyes screwed shut, half his face covered in blood.
<Ezra?> Chris probed.
There was no reply.
<Ezra, can you hear me?> He stepped closer and lowered his head,
nudging the man gently.
"I'm fine," came the thick reply.
<Right> Chris muttered, tossing his head once. <Can you get up?>
Ezra uncurled, but one arm was still wrapped protectively around his
ribcage.
<Grab on>
Ezra reacted automatically as the strong neck was lowered and he tried
to get his feet under him as Chris pulled him up. He yelped as bruised
ribs protested the movement, and fell heavily against the warm body, hands
clutching the black mane tightly. Tremors raced through him and tears stung
his eyes. Chris felt it all and he tried to send back reassurance. They
made it back to the open box where Ezra fell heavily onto the hay. He groaned
again, eyes screwed shut.
<That was stupid> Chris said softly, keeping a close eye on his
stubborn partner.
"Oh?" Ezra sounded faint, but also lightly amused. "I thought it was
a good idea. Those miscreants were about to steal you."
Larabee chuckled, nudging him gently to lay down. <Anything broken?>
"Everything," came the groaned reply.
<Get some rest>
"Yes, sir."
<But don't fall asleep. You might have a concussion>
"'m fine."
<Sure, Ez> Chris nudged him gently.
Outside the storm grew in intensity. There was no chance of Ezra getting
any medical help in this weather.
<Talk to me>
"'bout what?"
<Anything>
Green eyes cracked open and looked up at the Kiowata standing over
him. "Want to hear the story of my life, Commander Larabee?" he joked weakly.
<If you want to>
A sigh. "Nothing much to tell."
The Kiowata pricked his ears. <How long have you been on this planet?>
he inquired.
“Too long. A year, I think.”
<Always human?>
“More or less. Spent a few weeks as a Kiowata, even after I discovered
who I really was. Stole the clothes I needed and then set out to make enough
money to get off-world.” Ezra slowly shook his head. “I never really made
enough. When I ran into you, I was having a streak of luck at the local
gambling halls. The clientele objected to that and accused me of cheating.”
<Did you?>
Ezra shot him an offended look. “My dear sir, I don’t have to cheat
to win against those ruffians out here. Their gambling talent is abysmal.”
Chris chuckled at the outrage in the green eyes. <Where would you
go if we make it off this planet?> he inquired.
The amusement fled out of the expressive eyes and Ezra played with
a strand of hay. “I don’t know,” he said after a while, voice so soft Chris
had to strain to hear him.
Outside, the rain beat onto the roof in an ever-increasing staccato.
* * *
Chris was surprised how fast Ezra healed throughout the stormy night.
When dawn came, the thief staggered to his feet, rubbing his still sore
ribs.
"Comes with the territory," Standish explained as Chris inquired, not
meeting his eyes.
<You mean because you're Borderline?>
A nod answered him. "Defective genes," Standish mumbled.
<I wouldn't call this a defect, Ezra. It's an incredible ability>
The younger man just snorted and walked over to the doors to peer outside.
It was still raining and the street was a river of mud. People were hurrying
over the wooden boardwalks and no one was outside longer than necessary.
Chris walked over and stopped behind Ezra. His breath disturbed the fine
hair on the brown head.
<Are you okay?> he inquired.
Standish nodded, eyes gazing thoughtfully at the dreary town outside
where two horsemen were urging their mounts toward the saloon, where they
descended and left the animals at the hitching post.
"A bit sore, nothing else."
<I want to thank you for your help> Chris told him softly.
Ezra only smiled.
<I lost it last night. I don't know why, but when those men put
the rope around my neck....>
"Your instincts kicked in and overruled your human side," Ezra finished,
shrugging. "That's normal. Kinda."
He ran his eyes over Chris and frowned as he discovered the wounds
from last night's encounter. He reached out and gently touched the rope
burn. Chris flinched away at first, then forced himself to stand still.
"Hurts?"
<A bit> he confessed.
Ezra palpated the deepest cut carefully and Chris suppressed a groan.
The back doors opened and interrupted them as the stable boy hurried
in from the cold and rainy outside. He shook off excess water, then stopped
as he discovered Ezra. The thief still bore the bruises in his face that
told of last night's encounter and Chris didn't look much better.
"Uh, what happened here, mister?" the boy asked. He couldn't be much
older than fifteen.
"Three unsavory characters tried to steal my mount last night," Ezra
explained.
The boy's eyes widened. "Do you want me to call the sheriff?"
"No, that won't be necessary. I doubt they'll try something similar
any time soon. What's your name, son?"
"Marc Boder, sir."
"Well, Marc, my Kiowata was injured and I need some salve. Is there
a doctor in town?"
Marc shook his head. "No, never had a horse doctor, but I have some
stuff. I trade with one of the farmers to treat animals with similar injuries."
He darted off toward a wooden cabinet and rummaged around. Ezra radiated
surprise at the boy's medical supplied and Chris watched the teenager curiously.
"He's beautiful," Marc said as he handed over the salve, gazing at
Chris.
"Yes, he is."
Chris gave a little snort and poked Ezra through the connection.
"You didn't clip him."
Ezra opened the pot and sniffed at it. It smelled of herbs. "I wouldn't
do that to such a magnificent animal."
"Then how do you get him to let you mount?" Marc asked curiously.
"Let's say we came to an understanding, a mutual agreement about a
partnership." Ezra dipped a finger into the creamy substance and then carefully
smeared the salve onto the rope burns and cuts.
Chris twitched. The salve was cool and pleasant, but the wounds still
hurt.
"Shhhh," Ezra murmured almost automatically, his voice soft.
"Mr. Monroe from the farm said it's ansis... antipectic.... Something,"
Marc told him.
"Antiseptic," Ezra helped him, smiling.
"And it soothes the pain."
He nodded, finished with the neck wounds and moving on to the marks
the stick had left on Chris's legs and backside. Chris tossed his head,
snorting as Ezra treated a deep cut that had oozed blood.
"Almost done," Ezra murmured gently.
<Damnit, that stings!>
"I know, I know.....>
Marc kept back, watching cautiously but still curious. He was quite
in awe of Chris. Ezra finished with the salve and handed it back to Marc.
"Is there any way I can purchase such medicines anywhere?" he asked,
wiping his hands.
"No. You can't reach the farm in this weather and Mr. Monroe won't
be back till the end of winter." Marc played with the jar, then held it
out to Ezra. "You can have it."
The thief looked at the stable boy in surprise. "I can't take it, Marc.
You might need it for other injured Kiowata."
"I have enough other stuff, sir. Yours will really need it. No other
injured I know of in here." He smiled tentatively. "You said he deserves
to be treated well."
Ezra was truly stunned and he quickly dug out some coins. "Then let
me pay you for it."
Marc shrugged. "I traded it for two night's rent. 's not much...."
Ezra pushed the money into the smaller hands. "Keep the change," he
said, smiling.
"Uh, thanks," the boy managed.
"I'll be over at the restaurant, getting breakfast. Will you take care
of my mount?"
Marc shot the large, black Kiowata a half-frightened look.
"He won't bite." Ezra reach over and touched the muscular neck, unconsciously
rubbing it in a soothing pattern.
"Okay," Marc said slowly.
Ezra fastened the halter around Chris's head and led him over to the
box.
*
They were stuck in the town for the next days. Chris couldn't wear a
saddle without making his injuries worse, and Ezra didn't want to risk
leaving in the muddy conditions anyway. Many had left already, since rumors
that the pass was open had circulated. So Standish spent a lot of time
alternating between the stables and the saloon, where he had some irregular
meals and played cards with whoever challenged him.
Two weeks after the attack, they finally left. Chris’s injuries had
long since healed, but Ezra had insisted that they wait. Spring brought
with it sudden floods, unstable mountain sides and slippery roads. The
saddle bags were filled with provisions and money, and he had bought enough
supplies to last them till they were across the pass.
* * *
Ezra knew he would never forget the following days. What had started
out as a simple ride across the mountains was about to decline into a nightmare.
They had enough supplies to last them to the other side. Two weeks was
the estimated time and there was enough game to hunt and enough fresh grass
before reaching the summit so Chris didn’t depend solely on the grain Ezra
had packed. The mountains had once been an active volcano, someone in town
had told the thief, so there were shallow pools of steaming hot water hidden
between the rock formations, a point to rest and warm up in the cold days,
or even to spend the night. The days were mostly sunny and warm. The sun
shone high in the blue cloudless sky. At night, they sought out sheltered
areas and Ezra always lit a large fire. Now and then, snowflakes would
drift down throughout the night since the temperature still dropped to
rather uncomfortable levels. In his thick coat and warm boots, Ezra felt
little cold, and whenever they could, they stayed near one of the steaming
pools.
After the third day on the trail, Ezra started to notice a change of
behavior in Chris. His partner had grown more restless lately, not eating
much, he was wordlessly complaining about something he didn’t even know
what it was, and while Ezra was having a cold lunch, he repeatedly tried
to bite into the saddle straps.
“Chris?” Ezra inquired. “What’s wrong?”
It couldn’t be the saddle. It wasn’t any tighter than usual and Chris
had long since grown used to it. He got no clear answer, only the feeling
that the saddle was wrong.
“Okay, calm down. I’ll take it off.” He keep his voice soft and quickly
undid the straps. As he did so, Ezra noticed a fine sheen of sweat on the
dark coat.
Chris danced away, pawing more, then suddenly lowered himself to the
ground and started to roll. A flash of pain raced through the link and
Ezra winced as it stabbed into his head.
“Chris?”
The worry bloomed a tenfold and he watched as Chris jumped up again,
nostrils wide, breathing hard. The pain was increasing and Ezra gave a
yelp, hands pressing against his temples.
“Chris!”
The spooked Kiowata stared at him, frightened, obviously in a lot of
pain, and his respiratory rate increased.
“Shhhh,” Ezra soothed him, trying to ignore the pulsing pain behind
his eyes. He grabbed the halter and turned Chris’s head so he was looking
at the wide, brown eyes. “Shhhh……”
Reacting to his voice, the Kiowata stood still, but he still pawed
as if nervous. Ezra ran a hand over the slick neck and then the flank,
trailing it over the side and stomach. Chris suddenly whinnied and tried
to step away, but Ezra held on.
“Okay,” he murmured. “All’s okay. Shhhh….. all is fine.”
Inside, his guts twisted in fear. Ezra Standish had been around Kiowata
long enough to know what they could come down with. He had been one himself,
for crying out loud, still had the ability to shift, and with it came an
understanding for the problems such an animal could face. While they were
sturdier than horses, they could suffer from the same illnesses. Leaving
one hand pressed against the abdominal area, Ezra could almost bodily feel
the spasms racing through his friend. Chris whinnied again, pawing more
violently. He was becoming severely agitated.
God no, Ezra thought. Colic. It can’t be!
Something must have been in the supplements he had fed his friend over
the last few days. Since the grass up here, while plenty, wasn’t yet as
nourishing, Ezra had rationed the grain bought in Wand just before leaving.
Contaminated grain, he thought in despair. Damnit! Contaminated grain!
The thief grabbed the halter and started to walk his partner around,
talking softly to him. He knew what to do, but he also realized that he
was alone. There was no one qualified around to aide him. Chris’s coat
was shining with sweat and his nostrils opened wide as he exhaled. He calmed
down somewhat after a while, but Ezra knew it was a false sense of peace.
Retrieving his blankets, he put them over the dark back, then started walking
more. He felt the human mind behind the Kiowata struggle through the pain,
trying to communicate, but it was almost impossible.
“It’s okay,” Ezra murmured. “I know, I know. We’ll get you through
this. I know.” He kept up the litany of soothing, calming words as he alternated
between walking and standing still.
The Kiowata’s digestive system needed to be set into motion again because
that was their main problem. Ezra stopped and gazed at the wide eyes, read
and felt the fear, and he rubbed a gentle hand over the strong jaw.
Acupressure, he remembered. It was something he had picked up in one
of the many settlements. There had been a healer, someone who worked with
alternative methods, and he had once shown one of the farmers how to help
his horse with nothing but acupressure. It had been an interesting lesson
and Ezra had stayed to watch and learn. Kiowata were equii, but looked
different, were larger, but Ezra hoped that Chris might react the same.
“Let’s try this,” he murmured, slender fingers running over the bony
crest of one horn and down where the black hair covered some of it.
“Below the midline of the eyeball in a small depression”, he whispered
to himself, applying careful pressure to the point.
Chris snorted, trying to step away, but Ezra held onto the halter.
“It’s okay. Trust me, Chris. It’s okay.”
He had to massage it firmly for one minute, several times, then resume
walking.
On the lateral topside of the tibia in line with knee joint, Ezra continued
the lesson he had heard in his head. This point increases movement of the
intestines.
Ezra continued his treatment, then started to walk Chris again, murmuring
encouragement. He knew he couldn’t let him lie down or roll, that movement
would help, though too much movement was bad as well. There was nothing
against the pain, only the link between them. Ezra was by now suffering
from a headache that wouldn’t lessen and he knew it was just a small echo
of what Chris was going through. And it was a way of measurement as well.
The more the headache increased, the worse Chris was off.
He repeated the acupressure several times, noting that Chris was becoming
less agitated, though he was still nervous, still tried to lie down. He
allowed him intervals of rest, then they walked again. Night fell quickly
and all Ezra did was light small fires, then continued. He rubbed the sweaty
coat dry, always calming and soothing with words or gestures. Chris sent
wordless questions, unable to voice his fear in a human way. The Kiowata
had taken over, frightened, in pain, and confused.
Exhaustion set in around sunrise. Ezra had no idea how much time had
really passed until the first fingers of light slipped over the mountains.
A thin streak of red was starting to appear, slowly turning into a velvety
yellow. The fires had nearly burned down twice throughout the night and
he had only stopped in his work to find a few more twigs of wood. In the
end only one had kept going. Putting a hand against the abdomen, the thief
felt carefully for the tell-tale spasms, relieved to find none.
The headache had receded to a throbbing behind his eyes, but he attributed
a lot of it to the exhaustion. The acupressure had seemed to help and while
he still wouldn’t allow Chris to feed or drink, he had allowed him to lie
down to rest.
Ezra stumbled over to the fire where a pot of coffee sat over the smoldering
remnants of the fire. He had no idea how much he had drunk, though if his
bladder was any way to measure it, it had been a lot. He ran a tired hand
through his mussed up hair and blearily looked over to where Chris had
gotten up. The blankets were still on his back, but they were a mess. He
had stopped sweating, but the connection between them told Ezra just how
much the Kiowata was still dominant. The pain was receding and he prayed
there wouldn’t be a relapse.
Getting to his feet, swaying slightly, he walked over to his partner,
grabbing hold of the halter. He rubbed the dry coat and applied gentle
pressure to the point beneath the eye.
“Last time,” he promised. “You’re okay, Chris. All’s okay. It’s over.”
Never losing contact with the skin, he ran his hand over to the next
pressure point. Chris suddenly turned his head, watching him, and Ezra
felt a soft warmth at the back of his neck. He was gently nuzzled in an
instinctive response. The Kiowata reacted to him as an accepted member
of the herd, gently tugging at his collar. Ezra chuckled and automatically
reached up, curling one hand around the head. If Chris were in control,
he would have a conniption. But he wasn’t. He was having the backseat while
he fought for control over the Kiowata body, and Kiowata did what it would
have done to another of its kind.
Ezra leaned into the warmth, eyes sliding shut. He swayed, feeling
like the ground beneath him was suddenly gone. Eyes snapped open and he
held onto the large animal as he nearly collapsed. Sleep deprivation, he
realized. But he couldn’t sleep yet. Not before Chris was back, not before
he could be sure his friend was in control.
Shaking his head, Ezra straightened, pushing away from the support,
only to nearly fall. He gritted his teeth, furiously blinking his eyes.
Move, he decided. He had to move, walk Chris. And he did. For the next
thirty minutes it was okay, but his feet were getting increasingly heavier
and so were his eyelids. Biting his lower lips so hard it hurt, the thief
pushed on.
<Ezra?>
He blinked, shaking his head furiously. Something touched his shoulder
and Ezra blearily looked at the black head as a gentle nudge was applied
to his shoulder. He automatically stroked the velvety snout, smiling dimly.
“C’mon,” he mumbled. “Just a bit more. Get you back at the steering
wheel.”
If the Kiowata felt safe enough, Chris would be able to take control
again. The colic had passed, he would be okay, but he had to make sure
that Chris was okay as well.
Ezra drew a shuddering breath, trying to walk again, but his body betrayed
him. He fell and collided with a strong shoulder. Again, something touched
his shoulder, warm air brushing against his cheek.
<Ezra?>
Again. He had heard it before, but his exhausted mind insisted he was
dreaming already.
“Chris?” he tried weakly.
<I think so, yes. The pain… it’s gone…>
Ezra laughed, relief sweeping through him. “Thank you, Lord,” he murmured
into the tangled mane. “Thank you.”
He had no idea how he made it over to the by now cold fire, but he
did. He didn’t mind the hard ground, nor the smell of the blanket he lay
on. He simply collapsed, exhaustion dragging him into a dark, dreamless
abyss.
Chris watched his partner as he fell bonelessly onto the blanket, feeling
him slide into sleep almost immediately. His recollection of the last twenty-four
hours was hazy. He remembered pain, the fear, near-panic, and he remembered
the calming voice, the hands massaging specific points. He had latched
onto that voice, trying not to drown in his instinctive side. He remembered
encouragement, shared suffering, the need to get him through this, and
the determination.
I owe you my life; again, he thought. Thank you, Ezra Standish.
*
Ezra woke with a start. One moment he was drifting peacefully through
the warm world of semi-consciousness, then he was wide awake. Memories
flooded him and he bolted upright, blurting Chris’s name. Wide green eyes
looked frantically around the clearing, searching for his partner.
<Here> the well-known voice answered.
Ezra unsteadily got to his feet, shivering in the cool air. He looked
disheveled, his face still pale, eyes underlined with dark circles.
“Chris?” he tried carefully.
The Kiowata neighed softly, walking over to him. Chris looked fine
in his eyes. His coat was dry, the eyes alert, and he sounded normal. Ezra
automatically grabbed a hold of the halter.
“You okay?” he asked.
<Fine> Chris shook his head and Ezra let go of the halter, smiling.
<Thanks>
Something passed between them with that simple word, something Ezra
was unable to put into words, but he understood. With a nod he turned to
the camp, deciding to stay here another night. He didn’t want to put Chris
under any kind of strain yet and the camp site was sheltered enough.
“We need to find some fire wood and also some grass for you,” he muttered
to himself. “Tomorrow we go on.”
Chris sent his agreement. They didn’t talk about the night again, but
there was no need to.
Ezra busied himself with his usual morning rituals, even if it was
early afternoon already. He washed in a near-by pond, made coffee and changed
into a fresh shirt. Since they would stay here for another night he decided
to wash his clothes. It helped to steady his still frazzled nerves. He
had come so close to losing Chris and something inside him reacted violently
to the mere thought. He didn’t know what it was, but it frightened him
nevertheless, and he pushed it as far from his conscious mind as possible.
* * *
“Impressive.”
Chris had to agree. Guy Royal’s ranch was a sprawling, modern building,
with large stables next to the mansion-style headquarters. White-washed
walls surrounded the estate, trimmed trees and manicured lawns glistening
pristinely in the early afternoon sun. A fountain sprayed water into the
air and two large statues of rearing Kiowata flanked the main entrance.
It had taken them another two weeks after crossing the mountains to
get here. Information about Royal was readily available, but Ezra had to
make sure that they were well-prepared for their con. He guided Chris down
the well-kept road that led to the estate, keeping a wary eye on their
surroundings. Chris could feel the tension of the thief and it seemed to
seep into him as well. What they were doing was dangerous, deadly, but
it was the only way. Royal was not only the person who owned a transmitter
that could reach into space; he was also a member of the smugglers and
Kiowata dealers. One of the heads, actually.
Chris knew what picture they presented. Ezra, dressed in expensive
clothes he had bought from money he had won at the gambling tables, astride
on a black Kiowata stallion that still had its horns. It spelled money
and power, and Ezra was one hell of a good actor to pull it off. He was
radiating self-confidence and money. Standish had invested a lot of time
into their appearances. In the last town they had stayed at he had paid
a stable boy to polish the saddle, while Ezra himself had taken care of
Chris. He didn’t trust anyone else to brush the Kiowata down properly,
clean and wax the hooves, as well as untangle the tail and mane. There
was always the fear of someone getting too close and discovering the fake
nails and tag.
As they approached the large gate, two armed men stepped outside. Ezra
wasn’t armed, at least visibly, and he nodded at the two men as he guided
his mount through the gate. As he neared the mansion itself, the doors
opened and a gray-haired man in expensive clothing stepped outside. Royal,
Ezra thought. No doubt about it. The man carried himself with an air of
absolute control and the knowledge that nothing could escape his grasp.
His clean shaven face was sun-tanned and showed only a few lines. The eyes
underneath the gray brows were sharp and intelligent. Ezra knew he had
to be careful.
“Ah, Mr. Standish,” Royal called, smiling.
Ezra plastered a friendly smile onto his face. “Mr. Royal. A pleasure
to meet you, sir.”
“The pleasure is all mine.” Calculating eyes roamed over Chris and
the Kiowata tensed imperceptibly. “Impressive animal you have there, Mr.
Standish.”
Ezra got out of the saddle in one fluid motion, resting one hand on
Chris’s neck in a calming manner as he felt his friend’s brief surge of
emotions.
“Yes, he is. He is part of the business I came here to discuss with
you, Mr. Royal.”
Royal nodded, eyes still flickering over to Chris. “Let’s go inside
then. My Handlers can take care of your Kiowata.”
“If it’s the same to you, I’d like to take care of him myself. He is
my prized possession,” Ezra said smoothly.
“Mr. Standish, you do offend me,” Royal answered with a smile. “My
Handlers are the best money can buy. They know their job.”
Ezra knew he had to give in or look suspicious. “You must understand
my reluctance,” he told the breeder.
Royal nodded. “Such a fine specimen of a Kiowata justifies your hesitation,
but rest assured, he is in good hands.”
While Chris wasn’t overly thrilled to be led away by a stranger, he
didn’t react any different from other tamed Kiowata. Ezra shot him a last
look, masking it as a calculated once-over of the Handler, then he followed
Royal inside.
The mansion was as exquisitely decorated as the outside suggested.
Ezra, no stranger to antiques or the finer arts, cast an appreciative eye
over the paintings, the delicate statues, the expensive rugs and the clearly
select furniture. Royal was a collector, people had told him. What he saw
he would get; what he wasn’t given freely he had taken from the owners.
“I have to congratulate you on your taste, Mr. Royal.”
The older man smiled. “Thank you. Would you care for a drink?”
Ezra accepted the offered crystal glass and sniffed at the golden-brown
liquid. It was a very old local wine. Expensive, like everything here.
“Now, Mr. Standish. My people have told me you inquired about my person.”
Royal sat back in an old, overstuffed armchair, inviting Ezra to do the
same with a graceful gesture.
The thief lowered himself onto another armchair, elegantly crossing
his legs. “Yes. I was told you would be the person best-suited for my intents
and purposes. I believe it will be mutually beneficial.”
Royal raised both brows. “Go on.”
“You saw my steed when I arrived. He is the pride of my collection,”
Ezra spun his tale. “He has been in my possession for a while now and have
come to appreciate the finer art of the Kiowata spirit. Beautiful animals,
very intelligent, and a solid investment into one’s financial future.”
He sipped at the expensive wine.
Royal chuckled. “Yes, many have come to realize that.”
“It’s a shame that Kiowata are no longer legally attainable,” Ezra
went on, keeping a close eye on the other man. “I had to come this far
and spend quite an amount of money to find what I was looking for. My associates
and I intend to purchase a stock of Kiowata to breed our own little financial
security.”
“Where would you want to breed them?” Royal asked.
Ezra smiled. “My associates have taken care to secure a very remote
location for that. Like your humble abode, Mr. Royal.” He made a sweeping
gesture.
Royal chuckled. “No one bothers me here, true. No law, no agents. The
Joined Governments law enforcement rarely even brushes by this backwater
planet.”
“So I have noticed. Thankfully it isn’t the only planet of its kind.
To start our own breeding line, I wanted to find some unblemished stock.
Not those sold on the black market, beaten into submission and clipped,
but the proud spirits they came from.” Ezra swirled the contents of his
glass. “My associates are interested in buying a complete herd of twenty-five
animals, Mr. Royal.”
The eyes of the breeder lit up. Twenty-five Kiowata were a lot of money.
“I am listening.”
Standish curled his lips into a half-smile. Of course he was listening.
“I was sent to choose the animals in question if your stock applies to
our standards. I would then contact my associates and arrange matters.”
Royal gave him a toothy smile. “I think we will find some fine specimens
for you, Mr. Standish, believe me.”
Ezra lifted his glass in a silent toast.
* * *
Ezra had spent most of his time on Royal’s estate wandering around the
stables, pretending to inspect the mares and their offspring, as well as
the stallions and geldings out in the corrals. He was accompanied by either
one of Royal’s assistance or a stable boy. The thief had to confess that
Royal had quite a breeding stock of Kiowata. They were all fine animals,
with the exception of a few who were destined for medicinal purposes, but
when he thought just who they had been, it made him sick to the core. They
had been human once, like him, and now they couldn’t even remember their
past. And once clipped or tagged, they would never be able to go back to
what they had been before.
He hid his disgust well, making pleasant conversation, all the while
keeping a close eyes on what was happening around them. The ranch was large,
but he knew that the nerve center with all the information they needed
was in the estate. Ezra had his chance to get a closer look at the heart
of it all when Royal showed him the breeding history, as well as all the
data a buyer would need on selected Kiowata.
Pretending to browse through the offered files, the thief made quick
mental notes of the security installations and features. While it wouldn’t
be easy to get past them, it also wasn’t impossible.
“We need some way to validate our message,” Ezra said thoughtfully as
he played with the straps of the saddle. “Otherwise the Agency will think
it’s a hoax or something.”
He had come to the stables under the pretense of checking on Chris.
Well, it wasn’t so much pretending anyway. He was worried what might happen
to his partner while strangers took care of him. They were walking a fine
line here and if one of the stable hands discovered that Chris was not
tame, their cover would be blown.
Chris flicked one ear. <True>
“Do you have a password or something? A name or code only you could
know?” Ezra shot him an inquisitive look.
<Yes, but…>
One eyebrow rose.
<I can’t tell you my pass code!> Chris growled. <It’s secret>
Ezra rolled his eyes. “Come on, Chris! That’s childish. You can always
change it when they pick you up, right?”
<Right> Chris muttered, not looking happy..
“So?”
More hesitation. <It’s….> He tossed his head. <Stud poker> he
finally ground out.
Ezra stared at him and a sudden twinkle appeared in his eyes. His lips
twitched. “Stud poker?” he repeated. “Stud poker!”
<Don’t you dare laugh> Chris growled.
“Stud poker,” Ezra echoed again, valiantly fighting down his laughter.
<Standish!> The Kiowata snorted angrily and advanced on the smaller
human.
The thief was having trouble keeping a straight face and nearly doubled
over, giggles escaping him. “Stud… poker!”
Chris didn’t know whether to bite him or just ignore the annoying man.
In the end he settled for a scathing glare, which didn’t impress Ezra very
much. It never did. The thief looked up, mirth in his eyes as he wiped
a stray tear away.
“Fitting,” he managed.
<Shut up!>
“And you’re right, no one would suspect it.”
<I said shut up!>
Ezra’s grin grew wider, if possible, and Chris changed the glare from
scathing to deadly.
"Beautiful animal."
Ezra turned, his face suddenly wiped of all emotions. It was as if
someone had dropped the shutters on the laughter and fun, and the poker
face was back. He was surprised that he hadn't heard anyone approach him.
The man was about his size, a lot older, and dressed in work clothes. Long,
white hair fell loosely over his shoulders.
<Didn't hear him either> Chris sent, clearly as surprised as Ezra.
"You didn't clip him," the old man remarked.
"No," Ezra said slowly. "Might I inquire who you are?"
"My name is Kojay. I work for Mr. Royal. I take care of the Kiowata
stables." The old man ran an appraising eye over the black stallion. "You
made a fine choice when you bought him, sir."
<Bought him indeed. Stole me is more like it, hm?> Chris teased.
Ezra managed to hide his grin. He shrugged, a neutral expression on
his face. Chris flicked the one ear with the annoying tag he had to wear.
Kojay's gaze was unnerving as he looked from Ezra to Chris and back
again. He walked over to the Kiowata, completely unafraid of the large
animal. He nodded once as he saw the tag, then inspected the fake horn
nails. He reached out and ran a hand over the black coat. Chris jumped
as the long fingers touched him, giving an involuntary snort. He danced
back, flicking his ears.
<Chris?> Ezra asked, worry shooting through him.
<Strange. His touch… I can’t describe it>
"Ah, I see," Kojay murmured. "Interesting. So very rare."
"Pardon me?" Ezra asked warily, instinctively moving closer to Chris.
"You and your Kiowata... you share the Bond. So very rare and never
seen so close." The old man kept on nodding. “Still wild.”
"My dear man, you are babbling."
"Am I really?" Kojay's clear eyes met Ezra's and the thief almost recoiled.
There was power behind that gaze, a power that seemed to go right through
his shields and sought out his unprotected soul.
Chris felt Ezra's reaction to the calculating appraisal and the Kiowata
instincts answered. He flattened his ears against his head, a warning snarl
escaping his snout. Kojay chuckled.
"Oh yes. Very much a Bond. Close, oh so close. Not yet done, but getting
there?"
Ezra fought down his emotions and reigned his control back in. "I don't
know what you are implying, but if you are quite done...."
"He is protective of you, isn't he? Such a proud presence, such spirit.
Two of a kind, independent, strong and stubborn." The old man sounded like
he was talking to himself. "You were destined to meet each other, your
souls drew you to their counterparts. You would die for the other, almost
did, didn’t you?"
Fear started to gather in Ezra's mind and he felt himself bump into
the reassuring warmth of Chris behind him.
"Don't be afraid, young one," Kojay laughed. "I won't hurt you. You
secret is safe with me. Be careful, though. Mr. Royal is a greedy man.
If he doesn't take to your offers, he will take what is yours. He collects
beauty and power. You, dark one, are the embodiment of both."
<How can he know?> Chris whispered.
He couldn't, Ezra decided. He's guessing. Shots in the dark. But every
shot had hit dead center.
"Your Bond will grow. It might hurt, it might be difficult, but it
is what should be. Take care of each other." Kojay walked off down the
corridor that led deeper into the stables.
"He can't know," Ezra whispered, one hand against Chris's shoulder,
as if it was all that kept him upright.
<What if he can?>
"Nonsense!" The thief straightened and proceeded to saddle his partner.
He fastened the straps with a bit more force than necessary and Chris let
him know. "I apologize," he murmured.
Chris looked thoughtfully at him. <What if he can?> he repeated.
Green eyes met hazel ones, but no answer was forthcoming.
* * *
A lone figure crept through the night. It was a shadowy outline in the
darkness, noiseless and nearly invisible.
Here we are, Ezra thought and looked around. Security was one of the
major factors here. There was no such thing as absolute perfection. Every
system had its faults, every program a weakness. All he needed to do was
find it. He slid the small backpack he was wearing off his shoulders and
opened it. He had invested a lot of their last money into these items,
but none of it had been spent in vain, he knew. What he was about to do
demanded professionalism.
Using one of the lock picks he silently cracked the door open. There
was no alarm and no one was yelling, so he had not been seen yet. Checking
briefly to make sure he was still undetected, he slipped through. He wound
his way through rooms and hallways, down dimly lit passages and stairways.
The estate was huge and while he had acquired some information about its
floors and make-up, a lot had left much to desire. No one knew a lot about
Royal’s mansion and Ezra had to rely on his instincts.
He ran into a guard once, who didn't see the intruder, and had to pass
by a security system twice. No problem so far. Finally he arrived at the
correct door, an unmarked gray security door with a complicated looking
locking mechanism. Taking the key card he had snatched off Royal out of
his pocket, Ezra slid it through the lock and the door clicked open. The
room was made up in a simple layout. There was a row of computers to one
side, a shelf to the other. Two chairs stood in front of the computer desks
and Ezra chose the one closest to him. He quickly switched on the computer,
fingers dancing over the keyboard. Ezra was aware of Chris’s presence in
the back of his mind, now approaching after he had kept back while the
thief had broken through the multiple security devices.
“Bingo.”
He was in. All files were open to him and he immediately set to work,
storing compressed files onto a special disk he had carried along. All
he would find on the Kiowata, the estate, Royal, his contacts. Everything.
Ezra knew he was cutting it close here, but he had to get it all. He couldn’t
risk missing a vital piece and because of it Royal might get free.
After what seemed to be a life time, the computer signaled he was done.
Logging out of the net, the thief turned to the communication system. The
moment he had the com lines open, the presence became more dominant. Ezra
pressed his lips together, trying not to fight back. Chris’s agitation
at the success was almost as overpowering as his Kiowata instincts when
they flared.
“Your turn,” he whispered. He knew he couldn’t really talk to his partner,
but Chris would pick it up. Somehow. Not sure how, but it worked.
<Go to U93-Y88, frequency Phi-Delta> Larabee instructed. <Loop
the password into it at the beginning and the end>
Ezra didn’t ask, he simply did what he was told. He could wonder about
it later. Sending off the message that both hoped would reach the Agency,
and the additional attachment as proof, he logged out and quickly made
his way back where he had come from. He erased all signs of his presence,
setting the locks and security measures back again.
When he finally arrived in the stables, a black wraith sliding through
the silence that was only interrupted by soft snorts, barely two hours
had passed. He went to Chris’s box without needing lights.
<You did good> Chris whispered in his mind and the large, dark shape
moved to let Ezra inside.
“Thanks,” the thief whispered as he could finally stop for a moment.
His body was high-strung with adrenaline and he could feel it ebb only
slowly. “Haven’t done that in a long time,” he confessed with a shaky smile.
“Proves to show you never forget what you’ve been taught.”
Chris regarded him silently, then snorted softly, disturbing the brown
hair. <Now?> he asked.
“We leave. Best we can do.” Ezra pushed away from the wall. “They’ll
figure out what I did the next time they check the logs. To erase those
traces I’d have had to spend more time down there.”
Chris lowered his head, nudging him gently. <What you did was enough,
Ezra. More than I ever dared to hope>
The thief raised an eyebrow. “Now you confess in your lack of confidence
in me?” he asked, mock-outrage in his low voice.
Chris flicked his ears. <Best time I could think of>
“Mr. Larabee, I’m crushed.” Ezra walked over to the saddles and lifted
his off the rack.
He quickly saddled the Kiowata and pulled the halter over the head.
Then he led Chris as silently as possible to the back exit of the stables.
Around them, the other Kiowata moved sleepily, some peeking curiously out
of their boxes. As he closed the doors behind them, Chris suddenly stiffened
and Ezra felt some kind of warning tingle of another presence close by.
He whirled around and found a shadowy figure approach.
“Do not be afraid,” a soft voice whispered.
He recognized it immediately. “Kojay.”
The old man bowed, his mile barely visible on his features. “Take the
route through the woods and the mountains,” he advised. “Don’t stop till
you reach Darber’s Crossing. He won’t follow you there. Too dangerous.”
“Why are you helping us?” Ezra asked quietly.
Kojay smiled mysteriously, then turned and walked off into the darkness.
Chris sent wordless puzzlement, but Ezra tried not to ponder it all too
much. They had to get out of here. He swung up into the saddle and they
rode off as quietly as possible.
They were followed, but true to Kojay’s words, the hunting part turned
back to Royal’s estate after Chris and Ezra had passed Darber’s Crossing.
From now on, all they could do was wait and keep a low profile. Ezra went
into the next few towns alone, always disguised, never staying long. He
didn’t gamble at any of the promising halls and he stole as much as he
could get away with. The space port wasn’t very far, but they moved in
random circles, Ezra keeping an ear on the ground to listen to the rumor
mill. If an Agency ship landed, they would hear it.
Two weeks after leaving Royal’s estate grounds, Ezra stumbled over
an abandoned trailer. It sat in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by ancient
trees, and there was a spring near-by.
“Not much,” he remarked as he exited the contraption.
Chris snorted. “But better than the open sky.”
The weather had turned into spells of cold rain and wind. It had grown
increasingly uncomfortable outside. Ezra nodded slowly.
“It’ll have to do.”
Now he sat in the old trailer, listening to the creaks and groans of
the aluminum and plastic as another storm battered it. Chris was huddling,
head down, in the shack next to it. His thick coat was protecting him from
the worst, but Ezra still felt bad about being unable to do more. The old
generator was working, though rather unreliably, and they had electricity,
but in this weather it was almost impossible to get any warmth out of it.
He gazed out of the smeared windows that were beaten by the heavy rain.
Neither of them wanted to ponder what would happen if the message hadn’t
gotten through.
Continued in Section Two
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