In My Thoughts, Always | By : Amelia_Jade Category: 1 through F > The Big Bang Theory Views: 29355 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
Disclaimer: In no way shape, or form do I own anything related to Big Bang Theory. I just play with the characters in naughty, naughty ways. |
AN: I am SO SORRY this has taken so long and that it isn't longer!
Please forgive me and enjoy the chapter. I planned on this being longer but it was taking me too long and I wanted to give you all something in apology. I have to credit The Quest for Penny for the line "You are my exception for everything.". Great story! Read it! ALSO I had a breakthrough for my story and I don't know how you all will take it but I could totally see this being a possibility. HAHAHAHAHA! Not to mention it will be hilarious! Bold is emphasis 'Italics' are thoughts Italics are flashbacks S-POV My eyes open at the same time everyday. 6 am. No matter the circumstances that occur the following evening, or the time I happen to fall into my circadian rhythm. My 'internal alarm clock' never fails me. So it is with this particular Thursday. I take stock of my surroundings and note the various differences occurring on this morning as opposed to most other mornings. Warmth. It is usually a cold bed that welcomes me when I wake up. Not today. I turn my head and see the cause of this most welcome anomaly. Penny. She is curled away from me, facing her bathroom door with her head resting on my right bicep. The light in the bathroom is on, and the glow lights up her face. Her golden hair is unbound and flowing filling up the space between us on her bed. I turn on my side and sift my right hand through the mass, observing how it is absorbed in the blond tresses. Just as I want Penny to be absorbed into me. I see her shiver just a bit and notice that she is still nude. The blanket barely covers her, so I adjust it. I slowly shift closer to her, offering her what body heat I can. My nudity comes into contact with hers and it is a sensation I never want to lose. I bury my face into her golden hair and inhale. She smells like baby powder, erasable magic markers, lemons and white ginger. A most interesting intermingling of both of our scents. We were close enough last night that it does not surprise me that she should smell so much like me. I take a deeper inhale and smell myself. She is in me just as much as I am in her. My now erect penis is cradled in between the round cheeks of her bottom. One of my legs in between hers and the other curled over. Because her head is resting on the upper part of my right arm, the tingling of blood flow constriction already starting but I do not want to move. My left arm is curled around her body my hand entwined with hers. My body is inert, curled around hers, but my mind is completely active with thoughts. I have so many plans for you, my Penny. I know the biological and neuropsychological effects of intercourse- might as well get used to saying it now instead of coitus. I do not relish getting Penny's glaring look every time I use the correct word -but it is different to have the actual experience and with someone I love... It is indescribable. My MeeMaw told me when I finally found someone that I wanted to experience such things with, that I should do so with someone that I love and care about, that it would make such experiences better than anyone could imagine. That I was special, and I deserved to have such experiences with someone as special as I. At the time, and until 5 years ago, I believed such an individual could not exist in this universe. Maybe in an alternate one. I look down at the head laying on my now numb arm, curled into me with trust, our body heat being absorbed and reabsorbed into each other. In this one rare moment I am glad to admit that I was wrong. My Penny is more than special; she is everything I deserve just as I am for her. I am glad that I could adhere to MeeMaw's advice. Leonard: Expresses his insecurity and need to be loved by engaging in intercourse with anyone that will have him. He needs the ego boost that being wanted and needed gives him. This does not require the participation or cooperation of any one person; any female will work for Leonard. Hence his 'relationships' with Joyce Kim and Leslie Winkle, only to name a couple. One of the many reasons I tried to dissuade Penny from becoming involved with Leonard. Howard:A man-child suffering severe abandonment issues and Oedipal complexes, if there ever were one. Rejection is second nature to the sad little man. He lives with his mother and he refuses to get his Doctorate. For all the teasing I put him through for having just a Master's degree, I know it is not because he is incapable of achieving it, he is just so used to rejection that he does not even see the point in trying. He struts and flirts with women who are so out of his league on purposee. He knows none of them will accept him, thus he will never have to suffer their rejection. Raj: If there is anyone I feel the most confusion toward it is Raj. Parents who love him, slightly overbearing and protective, but the feelings are there. Comes from money, and is intelligent. He has potential and yet he has grouped himself with Howard. Who, for all intents and purposes, is an albatross around Raj's neck. I break from my thoughts as Penny stirs next to me. P-POV I snuggle back into the warm body next to mine and I can't help but sigh at the feelings that flow. I can remember everything and I enjoy the memories a lot. I glance at the clock next to my bed and I can't believe how early it is or how awake I am at this hour. 7:30 am. I don't think I have been awake before 10 am since I moved away from Nebraska. The craziest thing is that I don't even feel like punching anyone in the throat. I wiggle a bit trying to turn over to face Sheldon, but there's more than just his arms holding me in place now. I can't help the heat that flows through me to my pussy at the feel of his cock so close to me. I never imagined Sheldon Cooper to be so well endowed. I mean yeah he's taller and- jeez louise- those hands, but still, I never thought... He was so lovely last night. I feel kinda bad though. I mean, he's the virgin and he did almost everything. I make a mental note to more than make up for it the next time. I can't help but smile as I turn over. S-POV Penny appears to be in a good mood if I am interpreting the smile on her face correctly. "I am sorry if I woke you Penny, I know how you hate to be disturbed before 11 am." I attempt to appear contrite, but the smile I send her belies the tone of my voice and the narrowing of her eyes shows she picks this up. "Yeah, I'm sure you are." She is still smiling which tells me she is not as upset as she is pretending to be. I am proud of myself; I am picking up non-verbal cues much better. She turns over facing me completely. She scoots closer and starts to trail her hand over my chest. I observe the dilating pupils and the hardened nipples gracing the rounded breasts rubbing my lower chest. I can tell from these physiological reactions presented by my Golden Fairy that she is aroused, but I do not sense a sexual nature to her at this moment. Ohhh, my Fairy wants to explore. P-POV Sheldon looks so deceptively normal after waking up. The tousled hair, and half lidded eyes, not to forget the flexing arms that are running up and down my back. The kiss from him takes me by surprise and feels so natural at the same time. I pull away and I have to ask, "Sheldon, have you brushed your teeth?" He pulls a back and looks a little shocked as he states, "I have not, is that a problem? I will brush them if you wish, if you feel my breath is offensive or..." "No! No, it's ok sweetie. It just surprised me that you are ok with kissing and I don't want my morning breath to upset you." "Penny, while I am a very clean individual and can appreciate good hygiene, I am not the neurotic mess you or the rest of our group seems to believe I am. I do react in very extreme ways to certain things that happen spontaneously, but that is just my way." "Wow, ok." "Besides..." He shifts closer to me, and more parts are rubbing together now. "...I can put up with any amount of morning breath for you, my Penny." It's inevitable. I kiss him then. I start rubbing his chest again, lightly pinching his hard nipples every now and then. I make my way down his neck to his shoulder, and nip him with my teeth just a bit. The shudder he lets out, and the tightening of his hands, shows me how much he enjoys a little teeth action. I'll have to remember that. I look back up into his eyes. "What is it Penny? I can only interpret by your expression that you would like to ask me something." "You are just acting so...I don't know..." I shrug. "Un-Sheldon?" S-POV "Un-Sheldon? Penny, that is ridiculous, and certainly not a real word. I have always been who I am." I give her a pointed look. "It is you who just never cared to look at the real me before." She blushes, and I know my well placed statement has hit its mark. I want her off balance right now, and I have succeeded for the moment. I wish her to stay that way for the foreseeable future. It will make the transitions I need to make for the future much easier if she is complacent. She is obviously unable to articulate what she wants to ask me, and I wish she would figure it out soon. I have big plans for today that I need Penny in a good frame of mind for. P-POV "I guess I just mean that, this isn't how you usually are, what with the touching and the kissing and the..." I can't meet his eyes as I mumble the last part into his chest but I know he hears it. Damn Vulcan hearing. "...sex." I can feel his breathy laugh and feel his hand cup my jaw. He lifts my face to his slowly and I see his eyes soften. "Penny, you are my exception to everything. This is between us and no one else." I nod. Ok. Time to get up and start the day. "Alright, Sheldon, it is now," I look at the clock, "8:15 am. I'm gonna hop in the shower and get ready. Will you call the rest of the guys and ask them if they are available to meet at your apartment?" "Yes, I can do that Penny, but if I may ask, whatever for?" I can feel the smile spread across my face at Sheldon's raised eyebrows. "I have a surprise for you guys." S-POV Hmmmm... A surprise. I do not like surprises. I cringe at the memory of my last 'surprise'. Like that time my mother threw me a surprise party for my 9th birthday and I fainted in the doorway. Not to mention the voiding of my bladder. I especially do not like surprises that involve Penny and any other male. I get out of the bed and locate my neatly folded clothes from the evening before. As I pick up my underwear, my eidetic memory flares and I relive the entire scene of how they came to be off. I blush with the pride and pleasure of knowing that I finally have possession of my Golden Fairy. P-POV With Sheldon getting dressed, I quickly hop in the shower. Once I have scrubbed, buffed, and brushed everything I can, I exit the bathroom. The hot water helped with the more sore muscles I found myself with and it felt good. 'Not as good as getting the sore muscles,' I think with a smirk. I notice a fully clothed Sheldon puttering around my room rearranging things and hanging random clothes. I sigh and shake my head at the Whack-A-Doodle. "Come on, dear heart."While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. 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